Years of Intoxication

He Gu went upstairs and found that the door was not closed. He entered the room and saw that Su Su was about to come down from the balcony.

"Susu." He Gu called out.

Su Su was so startled that her hands shook and she fell directly from above.

He Gu hurried over and hugged her up: "What are you doing, climb up the balcony..." He realized what Susu was doing.

Su Su rubbed her numb elbows and knees, she usually took the opportunity to act like a spoiled child, but now because of her guilty conscience, she didn't dare to complain.

He Gu gave her a reproachful look: "What do you look like, girls should be more ladylike."

Su Su let out an "oh", ran away, ran to the door of the bedroom, suddenly turned around again, and whispered: "Brother, you promised me that I can watch live TV, right?"

He Yuan reluctantly nodded.

The negotiation between Sun Qing and Li's family was not going well. She felt that the telephone communication was too inefficient, so she planned to go back to Shencheng. Why did she want to go with her, but she refused.

Why can't he understand: "You have been tossing so hard just after you got out of the hospital, so I can take care of you by my side."

Sun Qing fiddled with the wig in front of the mirror: "No need, that's my territory, and I have someone to take care of. You just need to watch Susu here."

"You quarreled with Li Chengxing last time, and you were angry when you went back. If you have anything to talk about, why don't I talk about it."

Sun Qing turned her head to look at him, and smiled slightly: "They are prejudiced against you. If you go, things will only get worse. Recently, Li Chengxing has been soft with me. I won't take Susu back and let him take advantage of Susu. I just play the card of warmth, but I can't take you back to stimulate them, so I just go by myself. Whether it succeeds or not, do your best to obey the destiny. "

He Gu shook his head: "Mom, you are so stubborn."

"You still talk about me." Sun Qing patted him on the back, "I hope I can bring you good news."

After Sun Qing left, He Gu talked with her on the phone every day, but she could feel that she didn't want to mention the progress of the negotiation, and always avoided the important ones, which made He Gu even more worried.

In a blink of an eye, the hot summer vacation is coming to an end, and Song Juhan's concert will be held at the end of summer.

Susu bought a lot of snacks, she was more excited than the holidays, why she really wished his mother was home at this time, so that he wouldn't have to turn off the TV by putting on a red face, but unfortunately he had already agreed to Susu.

"Have you finished your homework?"

Susu said loudly: "It's finished."

"You must go to bed after ten o'clock."

"The concert will end at 09:30." Susu jumped on the sofa a few times, staring at the TV intently, jumping excitedly like a bird.

Some pictures before the start of the concert are being shown on TV.There was a crowd of people at the scene. Because there were too many cars and people congested in front of the gymnasium, many traffic policemen were diverting the traffic.

In the past half a year, in order to restore his image, Song Juhan has mostly performed charity performances. He has not released a new song, nor has he made any big moves. But this time, three new songs will be released in this concert. The fans are enthusiastic and ready to welcome their gods. return.And the media who used to ridicule him when he had an accident also flooded in again.

He Gu instructed: "Don't make too much noise, it will affect the neighbors."

"Understood!" Seeing that he was about to leave, Susu said, "Brother, don't you want to watch?"

"I want to read." He Gu closed the bedroom door.

He leaned against the bed, took out the popular science book on astrophysics that he bought recently, and read it, but tried hard to read a few lines, but found that he couldn't read it at all.

He heard the voice from the TV outside, knowing that the concert had started, Susu was happily calling.

Not long after, the music started. Although he couldn't make out what he was singing, the tune was very familiar. It was a song he had heard repeatedly before, and that song had been No.1 on the Chinese music charts for six consecutive weeks.

Song Juhan is right, he has won all the awards he deserved, and almost all the goals that should be achieved have been achieved.

At his age, he has already obtained everything that others have spent their entire lives pursuing, no wonder he is so proud.

He Gu took out the earphones and stuffed them into his ears, but the noise from the outside world still penetrated into his eardrums, making him unable to calm down at all. He simply turned on the phone and wanted to play a song, but when he picked up the phone, he was stunned. Thinking back, all the songs on his phone were Song Juhan's.Annoyed, he randomly searched for an English album on the Internet and played it.

The world is finally quiet.

The book became more and more boring, and the words were difficult, which made him extremely bored, and his mind was in chaos, as if outside was a world that was collapsing. He blocked everything with earphones, but it was only blocked, not means nothing happened.

He understood why he could face Song Juhan indifferently, but couldn't calm down because Song Juhan sang.He has always had an inseparable obsession with Song Juhan's songs. It was a seed deeply implanted in his heart that afternoon seven years ago, which can never be removed.Because no matter when, he could never forget the beauty of that afternoon.

He sighed, put down the book, leaned back on the head of the bed, stared blankly at the white wall, his thoughts gradually became chaotic, and his eyelids became heavier and heavier. Finally, he leaned on the bed and fell asleep accidentally.

I don't know how long it took, but a loud noise woke him up from his sleep, he opened his eyes suddenly, and his whole body bounced up, only to see Su Su rushing in with a panicked face, and shouted: "Brother, come quickly!" !"

He Gu was a little annoyed: "What's your ghost name, didn't I say..."

Susu rushed forward and tugged at his arm: "Brother, come quickly!"

"What are you doing?"

Su Su didn't know where the strength came from, but she dragged him off the bed and dragged him to the living room.

Just as He Gu was about to reprimand her, Song Juhan's flawless face on the large TV in the living room bumped into his eyes without warning, and he was suddenly a little dazed.

Song Juhan was sweating finely on his face, reflecting his skin was extraordinarily smooth, he looked a little tired, but his breathing had calmed down, he said: "Please listen to the last song, "Love He Gu"."

Su Su shook He Gu's arm desperately, and said excitedly: "He said there is a song that is not in the plan, and he wants to give it to someone! Is it you, brother, he wants to give it to you!"

He Gu was completely dumbfounded.

Is Song Juhan crazy?With such an obvious... homonym, the media and fans can immediately explode.No, he must have been self-indulgent, this song may not be written for him.

But he immediately remembered what Song Juhan said when they met for the last time.

Everyone in Song Juhan's team went down. He was sitting on a high chair with his long legs touching the ground, holding a guitar in his arms, and Lime was in front of him. The cool lighting effects were all gone, only a round beam of white light hit him. On the huge dark stage, he looked lonely and small, as if he was the only one left in the world.

The entire [-]-person stadium fell silent.

He Gu and Susu also fell silent, not even daring to take a breath.

Song Juhan plucked the guitar, and spoke behind his ear, that lazy and sexy voice was the same as before, but it was infused with an indelible sadness.

"Love He Gu"

They say love is hard to move

They say getting into the drama too deeply will inevitably lead to tragedy

I've heard a lot about love

I've sung too many songs full of love

And I never knew what love is

Numerous souls in the floating world are cruising in pain

There are still thousands of affectionate fragments all over the place

I used to sneer at those impulses

I thought they were just talking

And I still don't know what love is

love ho gu

When I miss the hope in your eyes

I miss the joys and sorrows of your world

i miss love

miss myself

love ho gu

When I squander your ability to love

always thought you would never leave

i miss love

missed you

love ho gu

can be lingering like honey

can be bloodthirsty

You said you made a wrong payment and left a cold back

I heard that the fall of spring flowers became sick due to longing

Can't ask for it, turn it into words and sentences of hard work

love can't cut a piece of love

Maybe I still don't know what love is

When we first met your eyes were like stars

How many nights I toss and turn in my dreams to recall

If you go back in time and bring up the old things again

Qianfan has gone through so much that he will always spare no expense

Maybe I can understand what love is

love ho gu

When I miss the hope in your eyes

I miss the joys and sorrows of your world

i miss love

miss myself

love ho gu

When I squander your ability to love

always thought you would never leave

i miss love

missed you

love ho gu

can be lingering like honey

can be bloodthirsty

I love He Gu

I already know what love is

but where are you

It was a heartbreakingly sad song, different from Song Juhan's previous style, but he sang with a depth of emotion that he had never been able to achieve before.

After the song ended, the gymnasium was still as quiet as ever.

Song Juhan smiled faintly, adjusted the microphone, and said softly, "Does it sound good?"

There were only a few screams, and most people were still in shock, because anyone who followed the big news about Song Juhan would have infinite reverie about the title of this song.

Song Juhan lowered his head and remained silent for a few seconds, then raised his head, with a firm light in his eyes: "I fell in love with someone."

There was an uproar.

"The song was written for him, and even though he wasn't there, I knew someone would tell him."

He Gu stood stiffly, his eyes fixed on the TV.

"This year is the year that has changed the most in my life. I have experienced many things, good, bad, and most of them are bad." He smiled to himself as he spoke.

There was also laughter from the audience.

"The worst thing is that I lost someone I loved so much, and I'm only sober now." Song Juhan leaned the guitar on the side of the chair and stood up, "I've done a lot of wrong and stupid things. I feel like I'm an asshole, but I can't change the past, but at least I can change the future."

Su Su raised her head and glanced at He Gu who was in a daze, and quietly held He Gu's hand with her small hand.

"I took a long break this year. Since my debut, I haven't had such a long free time, which allows me to settle down and think. I have sung songs for too many years, for various purposes, for money, for awards, For the sake of competition and public welfare, I sang for too many purposes, so much so that I forgot that when I sang at first, I just wanted to sing and let others listen to it, but I couldn’t find it for a long time, and I strongly wanted to sing The desire to be heard by others.”

"Fortunately, I have found that person now. I want him to listen to every song of mine, and I want to share it with him. As long as I can convey my song to the right person, 1 people will listen to it, and one person will listen to it. , what's the difference?"

Song Juhan ignored the commotion in the audience, as if he was immersed in his own world, his eyes were dazed but gentle: "In my life, there are three things that are most important, parents, music, and him, but I only let him down. Let him get hurt. I think I should also taste the feeling of unrequited love, just like he tasted, so..." He took a deep breath, "Today's concert is my farewell concert .”

The audience was silent for half a second, and then, there was a maddened scream, which was about to break through the sky.

Song Juhan was silent for a moment, waiting for the wave to pass, and then continued: "From today on, I will bid farewell to the stage I love, and turn to the backstage. I will only sing to him until he is willing to listen, until he is willing to forgive me. I'm sorry for you guys, but I gave too much time to music and to you, and now I want to just give it to him, I hope everyone can understand my decision."

There were cries and pleadings one after another in the stadium, and the scene was chaotic.

Susu gasped, her eyes turned red, "Brother..."

He Gu felt that someone had punched his chest, and his whole body was numb.

Song Juhan... what are you doing?What is he saying?

He doesn't sing anymore? !

Even Song Juhan who is as arrogant as Song Juhan, who seems to ignore everything, has one thing that everyone knows that he regards as life, and that is music.

He loves the stage and loves everyone who is crazy about his singing. He can sleep and forget to write songs, and he can sleep and sleep for rehearsals. Such a person, should he turn behind the scenes? !

He Gu's cell phone rang, he recovered from the shock, but his thoughts could not be removed from the TV, the camera zoomed in on Song Juhan's face, Song Juhan looked at the camera, his deep eyes were full of melancholy and affection, He Gu felt that he was looking at him, even though they were more than ten kilometers apart.

Song Juhan stared at the camera for a moment, then bowed deeply to the audience, let out the screams of wild wolves, and left the stage without hesitation.

He Gu's cell phone was still ringing persistently, Su Su took it over to look, sniffed and said, "Brother, it's Zhuang Jieyu, do you want to answer it?"

He Gu turned his head and rushed back to the room, slamming the door hard.

Crazy, all crazy, Song Juhan is crazy.

Song Juhan was tantamount to coming out in front of the whole country, and then immediately announced his withdrawal from the music scene. He couldn't even imagine how exciting the news tomorrow would be. He always knew that Song Juhan was a bold and reckless person, but he didn't expect him to make such a reckless move. Consequences matter.

Destroy your own future with your own hands, bid farewell to your favorite stage, just for... him?

With such a huge and crazy "effect", he didn't want to be the "cause" at all!

He Gu remembered what Song Juhan said, "I should also taste the taste of love, just like he tasted."

Is this the purpose of Song Juhan?He thinks the two of them can even out?

The selfish, brutal bastard.

Su Su worriedly knocked on the door outside: "Brother, brother, are you okay?"

He Gu wiped his face vigorously, and gradually calmed down. When he opened the door, he had already returned to his usual appearance, and he took the mobile phone in Susu's hand: "I'm fine, it's almost ten o'clock, you should go to bed. "

Su Su was stunned, motionless.

"Huh? Go to sleep."

"Brother...you didn't respond? Brother Han confessed to you on TV."

"Don't talk nonsense, he just..."

"I'm just young, and I'm not stupid!" Susu shouted, "He's just confessing to you. The song is called "Ai He Gu", and the homonym is..."

"Okay." He Gu pressed her head and said in a deep voice, "That's his business, it has nothing to do with us, now you go to sleep."

"How could it be irrelevant!" Susu was about to cry.

He Gu frowned: "Go to bed, don't you listen to brother?"

Susu opened his hand, angrily turned and ran away.

He Gu turned and leaned against the wall, let out a long breath, his whole body was still trembling uncontrollably.

What is love?

Bastard, nonsense...