Years of Intoxication

He Gu ran to the construction site for several days to solve a load-bearing wall problem. During this period, he and the designer and contractor got into a fight and almost got into a fight.Every day when he returned home, he felt that his whole body had faded from the inside to the outside. In the end, the problem was finally solved temporarily, and he could relax a little for a few days.

When resting at home, he turned on the computer as usual, searched for Song Juhan's latest news, browsed Song Juhan's post bars, Weibo, and forums.He doesn't have much entertainment at ordinary times. He mostly reads books and keeps fit. He is generally a very boring person. The only down-to-earth activity, in popular understanding, is probably star chasing.Of course, given that he and Song Juhan have been in bed for many years, it is really not suitable to be described as star chasing, but he feels that the relationship between the two is not far away. He silently pays attention to Song Juhan's every move, using various methods and channels Song Juhan didn't know, and didn't care, the biggest difference from ordinary star fans was that he had already slept with the stars.

He hangs around a lot of places where Song Juhan's fans are dense on the Internet, but he rarely speaks, and never reveals anything. He just likes to watch, and he likes to watch certain clips, certain photos, A certain interview, as well as those self-made small video screens, drawn cartoons, made up short stories, etc., because he can't usually see them.What the fans created is a very good and perfect Song Juhan, which is totally different from the Song Juhan he knows, and he doesn't intend to tear it apart, because this perfect Song Juhan is really charming and wonderful in every way, Such a good thing, why destroy it?

There are hundreds of gigabytes of various materials about Song Juhan stored in his computer: photos, movies, MVs, commercials, interviews, etc., as long as it is about Song Juhan, he is used to saving it. He wants to save him in this way. About Song Juhan that he couldn't see, he even secretly recorded Song Juhan sleeping beside him, but he would not tell anyone.

While watching Song Juhan's latest interview, his cell phone rang suddenly. He picked it up and saw that it was an unfamiliar number.

"Hey?"

"...Why?" The voice on the other end of the phone hesitated, it was a calm and pleasant young male voice.

He Gu's heart tightened, this voice... Although he hadn't heard it for several years, he still knew who the person on the other end of the phone was at the first moment. He took a deep breath, leaned back in the chair, and tried his best to calm down. Say, "It's me."

"I'm Feng Zheng."

"Well, I can hear it."

"You still remember my voice, not bad."

"I've always had a good memory."

Feng Zheng smiled: "Yes."

He Gu felt a little awkward. Although he had known that Feng Zheng had returned to China—from Song Juhan's mouth, he didn't expect Feng Zheng to contact him again. After all, the two of them broke up badly back then.But think about it, so many years have passed, and everyone is no longer a reckless student. The things that happened back then should have gone with the wind. He slowed down: "You have returned to China. cast?"

"I heard? Hear what Song Juhan said?"

"Hmm." He Gu sensed something wrong with Feng Zheng's tone.

Feng Zheng smiled and said, "I didn't expect you to be together for so long. I underestimated you."

Why didn't he want to continue this topic with Feng Zheng at all: "Congratulations, I thought you would stay in the United States forever."

"It's better to be on my own territory. I will come back sooner or later." Feng Zheng took a long breath: "Now is the time. How about it, what are you doing now?"

"I have been working in Nanchuang since I graduated, and I have been doing my own major."

"It really fits your personality." Feng Zheng said: "I'm quite curious about what you look like now, and we have... haven't seen each other in six or seven years, right?"

"Almost." He Gu didn't wait for Feng Zheng to speak, and took the initiative to say, "I'll treat you to dinner some other day." Although he can't be called sophisticated, if he hesitated in this matter, he would appear hypocritical.

"Okay, I also want to get together with you. How about this Saturday night? I just returned to China, and I don't know where to eat. You have decided on the place."

"Think about it these few days, what do you want to eat, I will take you there then."

"OK."

After hanging up the phone, He Gu couldn't put it on any longer. He put the phone on the table, feeling very tired.In fact, he doesn't want to see Feng Zheng at all. Without him, he just finds it troublesome. He has had social phobia since he was a child, and he changed it after work. But in interpersonal communication, he still tries to keep it simple and avoid getting involved with others. Many, he would rather eat instant noodles at home alone than go out for a noisy meal.

But he knew that he couldn't avoid Feng Zheng's test.

In fact, from a certain point of view, Song Juhan and Feng Zheng are somewhat similar. They are both the pride of heaven, and they are both eager to win. If it is not for the gunpowder smell of competition, it is probably impossible for him to attract Song Juhan's interest from the very beginning.

How many years has it been since he and Feng Zheng have seen each other?He began to remember.

After entering university, he and the former affiliated middle school were still on the same campus. The high school was not close to them, but there were only three canteens in the campus, so he and Song Juhan met once or twice a month on average. I saw Song Juhan a few more times, like the little girls at school, he purposely detoured to eat in the second canteen.

When he was a freshman, he met Song Juhan face to face several times, but Song Juhan didn't remember him at all.

later?Later, Song Juhan went abroad to study music before he was in the third year of high school. He never saw Song Juhan again until he practiced at the university. He only knew various news about Song Juhan from entertainment reports. For example, he was with a popular The Godfather’s daughter is dating, he attended a singer’s world tour concert as a guest, he composed music for an award-winning movie, he acted as the spokesperson for a fashion brand in Greater China, and he participated in retro fashion with his mixed-race supermodel mother show……

He Gu remembered that when he read those reports, he really realized what it means to be a "person of two worlds". When he was still receiving an internship salary of [-] yuan, Song Juhan's father had already given an island to his son to celebrate his coming-of-age ceremony.

But at that time, he was really chasing stars towards Song Juhan, and it was only because the two of them had an afternoon alone that made him have a deeper affection for Song Juhan.Although Song Juhan looked so far away through the screen or the paper media, he even wondered if he imagined that afternoon.

Later, during his senior year of internship, Song Juhan returned to China, and he also happened to meet Feng Zheng, a student from a club.So, counting from four months after graduation, I haven't seen Feng Zheng for six and a half years.

It's useless to figure this out, He Gu thought a little funny, probably to prove that he really has a good memory.

A good memory is a matter of both pros and cons. It would be nice if one could selectively remember, then one could choose to remember happy and useful things, and forget sad and useless things.But the memory Song Juhan gave him was a mixture of joy and sorrow. Even if he could really filter the memories freely, he would still choose to remember Song Juhan and him.

Soon it was Saturday, He Gu booked a very old roast duck restaurant, because Feng Zheng said he wanted to eat authentic roast duck.

Not many people know about this roast duck restaurant, because the location is remote and hard to find. The owner is an old couple without children. They can't cook a few ducks a day, but the taste is very good. It all depends on word of mouth. There were only two of them, why did they call early and they made a reservation.

After He Gu parked the car, he opened the umbrella and got out of the car, took out the wine from the trunk, and walked towards the intersection.

The weather in Beijing during this period is really annoying, with continuous light rain and non-stop, why can't remember the last time I saw the blue sky.

He stood at the intersection and sent a text message to Feng Zheng, telling him that the place was hard to find and that he was waiting for him at the intersection.

After a while, Feng Zheng replied "Yes".

After waiting for almost 10 minutes, a gray Continental turned around in front and slowly stopped in front of He Gu.

The car just stopped a second ago, and the door was opened the next second, and a tall man got out of the car without an umbrella.

He Gu was stunned, and faced Feng Zheng across the rain.

Six years, time flies so fast.They have all changed from green youths to social people in suits and ties. There are some invisible things lying between the two of them like rain and fog, which makes people feel a little heavy.

Feng Zheng's facial features have not changed much, they are still so good-looking, but his temperament has become more stable, not just a little bit, but three points of arrogance, four points of childishness, and the remaining three points of nobleness have become more eye-catching.He was wearing a neat suit and long windbreaker, which made his figure extraordinarily slender and straight.

The front door opened, and the driver ran down holding an umbrella, holding an umbrella for Feng Zheng in fear.

Feng Zheng took the umbrella and said to the driver: "You can find a place to eat." His eyes were fixed on He Gu.

He Gu coughed lightly, walked up, and stretched out his hand with a smile: "Feng Zheng, long time no see."

Feng Zheng also smiled, and shook hands with him: "He Gu." The moment he took He Gu's hand, he moved forward with a little force, pulled He Gu into his arms, and then hugged him gently.

He Gu was a little surprised, but patted him on the back politely.

Feng Zheng let go of him: "Why wait at the intersection, it's very windy here."

"That restaurant is hard to find, and it's hard to get in by car, so let's go." He Gu made a gesture of invitation.

Feng Zheng glanced at him with a smile, and the two walked in side by side.

"Why, you don't look energetic, are you too tired recently?"

"Engineers often work overtime, and I'm used to it."

"The body is the capital of the revolution. Don't work too hard. Didn't you say it yourself? If you are homeless and tired, you only need enough money to spend."

He Gu smiled: "The money is enough to spend, but there are so many jobs, sometimes... hey, anyway, it's a part-time job, that's all."

As the two talked, they had already reached the roast duck restaurant.He Gu looked at the humble front door, and said politely: "You said you don't eat those famous restaurants, let me take you to find authentic ones, you young master, don't dislike this small temple."

Feng Zheng laughed and said, "When we were in college, we often ate skewers on the side of the road. If I really wanted to show off, I wouldn't do it in front of you."

He Gu smiled and said, "Let's go, this restaurant is really delicious."

The two of them went into the private room and sat down. There is no menu in this restaurant. Except for the roast duck, the boss is quite self-willed to serve and eat whatever he wants.

He Gu brought a bottle of [-] VOSNEROMANEE. He Gu didn't know much about wine, but there were many wines brought over by Song Juhan's assistant at home, so he took a bottle casually, because he knew Feng Zheng liked it.

When Feng Zheng saw the wine, the corner of his mouth twitched slightly: "Is this Song Juhan's?" His tone was not very good.

He Gu was a little embarrassed: "Hmm... is it expensive?"

"It's okay, but it doesn't look like you can drink."

Why didn't he care about the meanness of Feng Zheng's words, he knew that the two of them were not getting along, so he was a bit self-defeating: "If you don't like it, then..."

"It's okay, let's drive." Feng Zheng said lightly.

He Gu opened the wine and poured two glasses.

The two toasted and clinked each other, Feng Zheng looked at He Gu with a smile: "Celebrate the reunion after a long absence."

"Celebrate the long-awaited reunion."

The meals came one after another, and the two chatted while eating.

"Well, this roast duck is really delicious. I don't really like those fatty ducks. I don't know how much hormone those ducks have eaten. They are almost as big as geese." Feng Zheng praised.

"The ducks in this shop are raised by the owner himself in his hometown. They are all raised in the countryside, so they are sold at a higher price than Quanjude. I don't like too fat."

"Do you remember the barbecue restaurant at the east gate of our school?" Feng Zheng wiped his hands and said with a smile, "I don't know if it's still there."

"It's been demolished there, and it's gone long ago, but Malatang is still there. The push cart should be more flexible. I saw it when I drove by last time."

"Sometimes I really want to go back and taste it, but now..." Feng Zheng looked at his suit and smiled self-deprecatingly.

He Gu also felt a little emotional: "I am too embarrassed to line up with a group of students now."

Feng Zheng looked at him with his chin propped up: "Time flies so fast, from then to now...By the way, Song Juhan told you that we met, right?"

He Gu paused, pretending to be casual and said: "Well, I said it."

Feng Zheng narrowed his eyes slightly: "It seems that you get along well."

"It's okay." He Gu was a little resistant to Feng Zheng's insinuation, he didn't want to talk to anyone about the matter between him and Song Juhan, especially Feng Zheng.

"But he has so many scandals, don't you often quarrel?"

He Gu put down his chopsticks, and said plainly: "Those scandals are all fake." He didn't say this to excuse Song Juhan, because it was indeed a fake, and Song Juhan hid it tightly and exploded when he really had an affair with Song Juhan. The scandals that came out involved many kinds of interests, why did he know, because Song Juhan never bothered to lie to him.

Feng Zheng laughed uncontrollably. After laughing, he probably felt something was wrong and held back, but still looked at He Gu with a playful look.He obviously didn't believe it.

He Gu drank a sip of wine and thought about it. This statement does not sound very credible. It seems that Feng Zheng will not let it go if he doesn't ask for clarification today.

He had known that Feng Zheng and Song Juhan were similar people, with arrogance and domineering inside wrapped in an elegant and cultivated coat, but Feng Zheng's symptoms were much milder than Song Juhan's, at least his temper was better than Song Juhan's.

Sure enough, Feng Zheng propped his chin, looked at He Gu with a smile, and his eyes were sharp: "Why why, why do you do this?"