Years of Intoxication

As the weather warmed up, Song Juhan also gradually returned to the public eye, but at the beginning it was not work, but went around doing charity with Vanessa, gaining favorability, and interspersed with the warming up of his relationship with the actress named Zhang Xiaoli News, with "candid" photos.

Song Juhan has only made public his relationship once in his life. It was when he was still studying music in the United States in his teens. He dated the daughter of the godfather of pop music. Such a relationship is destined not to be mature and long-lasting. Now that daughter has divorced and remarried, Song Juhan is still "single" all the time, although his scandals have not stopped.

The media are speculating whether Song Juhan will disclose his relationship with Zhang Xiaoli this time, to fight back against the rumors of homosexuality. After all, Zhang Xiaoli not only has extraordinary beauty, but also has a prominent family background, so it is a suitable match for Song Juhan.

Every time Song Juhan looked at the report, he would scoff at it: "All these photos were taken by people who paid for them, and after they were taken, she still thought the angle was not good, and she blamed the camera for being short."

Why didn't he say anything.

Song Juhan hugged him and rubbed hard: "It's all fake, she is a signed artist of our company, don't you mind?"

"do not mind."

Song Juhan kissed him forcefully, and said coquettishly: "But I want to see you jealous even more."

"...you wouldn't think about it."

After resting for too long, He Gu felt a little uncomfortable, but as he himself said, it was impossible for him to find a job in the capital in a short time. He considered starting a business, but felt that his communication skills were problematic, so it might be even more difficult.So he planned to talk to GuQingPei for some advice.

Unexpectedly, something happened to GuQingPei at this time.

After resigning from Nanchuang, He Gu and Chen Shan have been in contact all the time, one day Chen Shan mysteriously called him, saying that something happened to GuQingPei, He Gu's heart skipped a beat, and he asked with some fear: "What, what's wrong? "

"I just found out today that Mr. Gu is also gay, no, everyone knows now."

"……What's the meaning?"

"Pornographic photos of Mr. Gu and a man were sent to the email address of his new company. There are too many people who know Mr. Gu, and now everyone in the industry knows... Do you want to see it? I also have it here."

He Gu was shaken all over, he took a deep breath, still feeling his body trembling, he said in a trembling voice: "I don't want to watch." He couldn't understand the shame and embarrassment of being naked in public for trial.

"Actually, it's not revealing, only the chest is cut up, but Mr. Gu's face is exposed, and the other person is covered."

He Gu used his knees to think, and he could guess the outline of the matter. The one who was covered must be Yuan Yang, so the person who distributed the photos was probably Yuan Lijiang who wanted revenge.Yuan Lijiang has a red background and is very conservative. How could he endure such a scandal involving his son.

Chen Shan sighed, "Mr. Gu is so pitiful, he is such a good person, and he wants to save face so much, what should we do now."

"Chen Shan, you deleted the email and urged other people in the company to delete it. I will call Sun Dong and ask him to stop these things from spreading in Nanchuang. If you know who in the company continues to spread these things, tell me. Mr. Gu has made great contributions to the development of Nanchuang, if rumors are allowed to slander his private life, what is the dignity of Nanchuang's enterprise?"

Chen Shan said seriously: "Mr. He, you are right, I will let them all delete it."

After hanging up the phone, He Gu's hands were still trembling. He couldn't imagine GuQingPei's mood at the moment, that man who is always high-spirited and full of confidence, that man who is elegant and elegant whenever he appears in public, encounters such humiliation...

He took a few breaths before he calmed down and called the chairman of Nanchuang.Sun Dong has always appreciated him very much, and felt very helpless and regretful about his resignation. Hearing the content of the call at this time, he was also filled with righteous indignation, and promised not to let those photos be circulated inside Nanchuang. He also asked about his current situation by the way. .

He reasoned lightly, saying that he was still resting.

Sun Dong was silent for a while, and said: "I know it's hard for you to find a job now. Nanchuang has many branches around the world. I can't let you join the domestic company. You can choose any foreign company. But our The main business is energy, so there may not be any positions that are suitable for you, but as long as you want to go, it is not a problem to arrange a position for you."

He Gu said gratefully: "Thank you, Director Sun, I will think about it carefully." Although he did not plan to go abroad, he was very touched that the old leader still cared about him.

After hanging up the phone, He Gu called GuQingPei, and sure enough, the phone was turned off.

He grabbed the keys and coat, and drove to GuQingPei's house, but he rang the doorbell for a long time, but no one answered, so he had to go back home dejectedly.

After returning home, he suddenly remembered something, called Nanchuang's personnel director, asked her for Gu Qingpei's emergency contact, and finally got a call from Gu Qingpei's father.

The call was connected quickly, He Gu said cautiously: "Hello, Uncle, I am GuQingPei's friend."

"Oh, Qing Pei's friend, hello, hello, why do you have my phone number?"

"His mobile phone was turned off. I had something urgent to call him, so I asked the company for your number."

"What's the matter, are you okay?"

"It's nothing, it's about work." He Gu felt relieved, apparently GuQingPei's father didn't know anything, "Can you contact him?"

"He just came home yesterday." The old man sighed. "There must be something wrong with his work. He lost his energy after returning home. I have never seen him like this. Did he do something wrong? He will be fired." ?"

He Gu felt sad: "No, he didn't do anything wrong, can I have a word with him?"

"Okay, you wait."

There was a knock on the door from the other end of the phone, and the old man said softly, "Qing Pei, your friend is calling, please answer it."

After a while, the old man asked, "What's your name?"

"Why."

After a while, GuQingPei's weary voice appeared on the phone, "Why?"

He Gu felt very uncomfortable when he heard his voice: "Mr. Gu, are you okay now?"

GuQingPei smiled wryly: "Obviously not very good."

"May I help you?"

"Help me call Sun Dong and ask him..."

"I've already fought."

GuQingPei let out a sigh of relief: "Why, you are always so reliable."

"It should be, how can I help you?"

"It's nothing. No one can do it for me. I hope my parents don't know about it now."

He Gu was silent for a while: "Mr. Gu, at the beginning of this year, I encountered something similar to you. I still remember what you said to comfort me at that time. I can repeat it to you sentence by sentence, as long as you can cheer up a little bit."

GuQingPei smiled: "It's the first time I've heard such comforting words, but it's very effective, thank you. In fact, I understand the truth, I just need time to adjust. During this time... I'm in a bad state, but Don't worry, these setbacks can't defeat me."

"That's good, you are much better than me, I believe in you."

"No, you are stronger than me." GuQingPei said softly, "I only like someone for one year, and I can't hold on anymore. I can't imagine how you lived those seven years."

He Gu was startled, and suddenly his nose felt sore.

He didn't know what was wrong, he had gone through so much, and only when he knew about Song Juhan and Feng Zheng's past, he couldn't help crying. The words hurt my heart.

"I really failed." GuQingPei laughed at himself, "I didn't experience emotional setbacks at an age when I was not afraid of losing anything and could heal everything, but I failed completely at this age. It's really... fate."

He Gu took a deep breath and said in a hoarse voice, "It's fate."

After hanging up the phone, He Gu was in a bad mood. He was full of anger, but he didn't know who the target of his anger was.He saw himself in GuQingPei a few months ago, how much resentment, helplessness, frustration, and pain he felt at that time, he didn't even want to think about it.

Fortunately, GuQingPei is the same as him, if he can carry it, he will pass it.

It's just that the scar on the heart will never heal in a lifetime.

He Gu sat there for a long time, until the doorbell rang suddenly, he was startled and came back to his senses.He thought it was Song Juhan who came and went to open the door, but the person standing outside the door made him stunned.

It was a woman. She was wearing a pair of huge sunglasses, which almost covered half of her face. Even so, her delicate facial features could be glimpsed.

He Gu vaguely felt that she looked familiar: "Hello, who are you looking for?"

She took off her sunglasses, revealing a pure and beautiful face, her eyes were full of autumn water, and her jet-black hair set off her white and tender skin, which made me feel pity.

He Gu recognized it, it was Zhang Xiaoli, the heroine who was having an affair with Song Juhan.

Zhang Xiaoli smiled lightly: "Hello, why are you here?"

He Gu's heart was a little tight, and he said blankly: "Yes."

Zhang Xiaoli pulled her hair behind her ears, looking cute and coquettish, "Can I go in and have a chat with you?"

"It's not right for a girl to come in and out of a strange man's house." He Gu instinctively resisted this man, he knew she would bring him pain.

Zhang Xiaoli was stunned for a moment, and said with a dry smile: "It's okay, I know you...you won't be interested in me."

He Gu looked at her for a moment, then moved away.

Zhang Xiaoli smiled slightly, not shy away from the cold-faced He Gu, and walked in gracefully.

He Gu shook the doorknob firmly and closed the door gently.

Zhang Xiaoli sat on the sofa, looked around for a while, and finally fell on He Gu: "The house is newly renovated, right? There is still a little smell, so it's not good for your health."

"It's okay to stay for a while."

Zhang Xiaoli said awkwardly: "I'm not talking about me, I'm worried about you."

Why didn't he answer, and said bluntly, "May I ask what you want?"

Zhang Xiaoli pursed his lips: "Well, you should know about me and Ju Han, and I know about you too, so you don't have to be nervous."

He Gudan said: "Miss Zhang, you look nervous."

Zhang Xiaoli frowned, fell silent for a while, and said, "Actually, I've thought about it for a long time, should I come to see you..."

"Who gave you my address."

Zhang Xiaoli faltered: "Uh..."

"Who gave it to you?" He Gu stared straight at her with deep eyes.

Zhang Xiaoli shrank his shoulders: "President Song gave it to me."

"You Mr. Song are really powerful." He Gu said sarcastically.

Zhang Xiaoli disguised her already tidy hair: "I know I'm being abrupt, and you may not be too happy about it, but I can't ask you to meet outside, and I will be recognized by fans, so I came to your house directly Hmm... I think I should meet you, after all, if I marry Ju Han, I want to know if I can accept you."

Why is it like being struck by lightning!

marry? !

Looking at He Gu's expression, Zhang Xiaoli was surprised and said, "Don't you know?"

With a sword in the chest, the liver and intestines will be broken.

marry……

He Gu clenched his fists, gritted his teeth and said, "Go on."

Song Juhan, you can always give me an unexpected "surprise". Whenever I feel that you have stepped on my bottom line, you can still dig a few meters down.

Your heart has already been hollowed out by you, and there is not even a trace of flesh and blood left.

Zhang Xiaoli rolled his eyes, still smiling gracefully and sweetly: "Ji Han said he would tell you, we plan to get engaged at the end of the year, and there is still more than half a year left, so he may not have time to tell."

He Gu listened to himself making a hollow voice: "Then what did you come to see me for?"

"Our marriage is quite special, with many conditions attached, but I really like him." Zhang Xiaoli smiled, "I know you have a good relationship, you should be a very good person, otherwise Ju Han wouldn't Will be with you for so many years, I think... I can accept you."

Why closed his eyes, he felt that the air was thicker and he couldn't breathe.

This little girl literally slapped him loudly in the face one after another, making him so ashamed that he wished he could just disappear.

It turned out that Xiao Song said that he was the "primary wife", and it was not the most embarrassing thing for him.

What this little girl thinks of him represents what Song Juhan thinks of him.

Song Juhan regarded him as a "mistress".

If it wasn't for the wrong time, why would I really want to laugh.

It's ridiculous, how could it be so ridiculous.The whole thing about him, the whole thing, was fucking disgusting and funny.

He thought that this time he was cautious and kept half of himself away, and he should have a slight upper hand in this difficult-to-define relationship, but Song Juhan still stabbed him severely.

The deepest, heaviest, and most painful cut in seven years.

Zhang Xiaoli observed He Gu, a smile flashed in her eyes, she continued: "I am easy to get along with, I think we can get along well, don't worry, I will not ask Ju Han to always be with me."

He Gu looked at her blankly, but his eyes seemed to have penetrated her and looked towards an unknown place.

"Hmm... isn't it hard for you to find a job now? If you don't mind, I can help. How about you being my assistant? The salary is up to you, so you can often see Ju Han, He won't be distracted from work because of you..."

He Gu's eyes returned to her, and he suddenly smiled stiffly: "Okay, the annual salary is [-] after tax, [-] months' salary plus year-end bonus, the working hours are [-] hours a week, overtime is calculated at three times the salary, and legal holidays Plus ten days of paid vacation."

The more Zhang Xiaoli listened, the uglier his face became, and he stammered: "Star assistants... don't have a fixed time."

He Gudan said: "In this case, you may not be able to afford me."

Zhang Xiaoli tightened her skirt, and stood up slowly: "Anyway, I just want to get to know you first, and I hope we can get along well in the future, so don't bother me, I'll go back first."

"Walk slowly without sending."

After Zhang Xiaoli left, He Gu collapsed on the sofa in a collapsed state, clutched his chest with all his strength, and gasped for breath desperately, barely resisting the suffocating pain.

Trembling, he grabbed his phone and sent a message to Song Juhan: Are you coming tonight.

Song Juhan replied quickly: I will be there in a while, baby wait for me.

He Gu looked at the dazzling word "baby", and finally burst out laughing uncontrollably. The choked laughter echoed in the empty room, making him look extraordinarily bleak.

When Song Juhan arrived, He Gu had already taken a cold shower and was dressed in neat home clothes, looking the same as usual.

Song Juhan put the things in his hand on the table: "My friend gave you a very good bird's nest, I'll make it up for you, why haven't you gained weight recently."

He Gu looked at Song Juhan carefully and meticulously.

Song Juhan was a little scared by him: "What's wrong with you?"

He Gu said straight to the point: "Today Zhang Xiaoli came to see me."

Song Juhan was startled, and stared straight: "Who?"

"Zhang Xiaoli, your rumored girlfriend, or should I say, your fiancée?"

Song Juhan's face changed suddenly: "Why did she come here! What nonsense is she talking about!"

He Gu's expression was like a frozen rock, without any flaws: "She said that you will get married at the end of the year, and she wants to get to know me in advance."

Song Juhan was furious and said angrily, "What a fucking idiot, is her brain flooded!"

"It's the address your dad gave her."

Song Juhan was so angry that he took out his mobile phone, thought of something, threw the mobile phone away, walked to He Gu first, and said irritably: "Things are different from what you think, don't think about it, just listen to me."

He Gu said calmly, "I listen to you."

Song Juhan plucked his hair and said with a gloomy face, "I have a bad reputation now. My dad wanted to suppress the rumors of homosexuality, so he asked her to stir up scandals. The next step is to make an agreement to get married. He hopes that I can have a child." Take it easy..."

"Oh, you guys are going to have a baby." He Gu couldn't feel himself anymore, he talked to Song Juhan mechanically, but his soul seemed to be floating outside his body, watching the farce coldly.

"If you can't accept it, we'll be a test-tube baby. I won't touch her." The more Song Juhan said, the more he felt guilty, He Gu's numb expression made him feel flustered, "Why, I haven't touched her, and I don't like her at all , I will definitely do what I promised you. In fact, it really doesn't matter whether I get married or not, it's just a name."

He why nodded.

"Then..." Song Juhan felt a little nervous, "Then you... mind?"

He Gu looked at Song Juhan and showed a faint smile: "I don't mind."

It turns out that when the heart is dead, there is no pain.very nice.

Song Juhan breathed a sigh of relief immediately: "I knew you didn't want to embarrass me. I promise, whether you get married or not, I only have you."

"it is good."

Song Juhan kissed him tenderly, and then hugged him tightly: "It is the most at ease to be with you. You have been with me for so many years, and I can't do without you."

He Gu smelled the faint fragrance in Song Juhan's hair, and felt a little dazed.

He seems to have experienced death, the feeling of losing all strength and hope, leaving nothing but nothingness in front of him. He imagined the end of life, that's how it is, and he didn't even bother to say a strong word.

That night, they made love crazily, Song Juhan was surprised and excited about He Gu's enthusiasm, and pressed him for a whole night, until the two were exhausted, they hugged each other and fell asleep deeply.

He Gu had a beautiful dream. In the dream, they went back to their high school days. He glanced at Song Juhan from a distance, and Song Juhan didn't even know him. He was secretly happy to see his idol. It felt so good.

Bowl.