Years of Intoxication

The news about Song Juhan has spread more widely than anyone imagined. Some people began to report on the Internet that he played pigeons in a reality show last year, beat a cameraman on the set, held a promiscuous party in Saipan, and a series of negative news. It was completely premeditated It's black him.

He Ge doesn't know the tricks of the entertainment industry, but he knows that wherever there are interests, there will inevitably be open and secret fights.

All of a sudden, Song Juhan made the headlines. Even Sun Qing, who doesn't pay much attention to the entertainment industry at all, saw the news and found the profile of He Gu in the newspaper, so he called and asked.

He Gu said flatly: "Many people have already asked me, but it's just that I look more like me."

Sun Qing said with a smile: "That's good, I don't think it can be you. Son, why does your voice sound so dull?"

"I'm busy with work, I'm fine. I'll go on vacation after the Chinese New Year. How about you? How's your health?"

"It's okay, but it's very easy to get tired. I've also trained a lot of people over the years, and slowly handed over the work to them."

"Well, you should pay attention to self-cultivation. What's the doctor's opinion?"

"Now do some conservative treatment and see the situation. If it doesn't work, I will do chemotherapy. I want to do it next summer vacation."

"Why next summer vacation?"

"I don't want Susu to know that during the summer vacation, I sent her abroad to attend summer school. I bought a house in France. If you are free at that time, you can go and play with her. It is said that it is for school, just let her to play."

"Well, that's fine, but how long can you hide it?"

Sun Qing sighed: "She's so young... I gave birth to her too late, how can I let her accept this kind of thing, how long can she hide it?" She opened the door, "Susu, do you want to talk to brother?"

"it is good!"

After a series of footsteps, Su Su answered the phone and shouted happily: "Brother! That person who fought with Song Juhan is you or is it you?"

He Gu smiled lightly, "It's not me."

"Oh, what a pity."

"What a pity." Sun Qing scolded.

Susu smiled and said: "I really like Song Juhan, he is my male god, have you seen him in person? Is he handsome in person?"

"never seen it."

"I really want to go to this year's concert, but my mother won't let me go. I don't know when he will hold a concert next time. Will my brother accompany me?"

"Okay." He Gu couldn't help but smile wryly, no matter where he went, he couldn't avoid the three words Song Juhan, did he have an evil spirit?

"Brother, I miss you. The last time I sent you a picture of me participating in the 'School Singer Contest' on WeChat, why didn't you reply to me?"

"Maybe too busy to notice."

"Ah, why are you like this..." Susu said disappointedly.

"Sorry, I will definitely get back to you next time."

"Don't bother brother, brother is very busy at work, it's not like you have to be lazy when you do your homework."

"I didn't..." Susu muttered.

Sun Qing answered the phone and said with a smile: "Son, this year I will take Susu to Beijing to celebrate the New Year with you, okay?"

"Okay." He Gu felt that a little living water finally poured into his frozen heart.

"You...have you been accompanied by someone to spend the New Year with you all these years?"

"...No." He couldn't count how many New Years he had spent alone, so that in the end, he had formed a habit and didn't feel lost.

Sun Qing sighed: "Mom will spend this year with you, and it's best to spend it with you every year in the future."

"it is good."

The heat of any news will eventually pass. When Song Juhan no longer appeared overwhelmingly in He Gu's sight, his life gradually returned to the right track.

He goes to and from work on time every day, and lives a mechanically regular life at the company's construction site and at home.

Zhuang Jieyu would come here occasionally, but he has also been busy recently, saying that he got angry with Song Juhan, and suddenly there were many announcements.

When Song Juhan got farther and farther away from him, he finally began to feel unreal about his past life.Did that well-known star and the proud son of heaven really slept with him for six years?Could it be just a romantic dream he had?

But the dream will not be so real, nor will it leave such a deep and deep pain. He desperately uses his work to numb himself and fill up his brain at any time. Only in this way can he not leave himself a little space to think about Song Juhan.

He had expected that there would be a day of separation, but he didn't expect that it would be several times more tragic than he imagined.

How much time will it take to forget Song Juhan?

On this day, He Gu received a call from Xiaosong again. When he saw the caller ID, his hands trembled a little, he hesitated for a moment, and he connected.

"Brother He Gu." Xiaosong's voice sounded embarrassed and cautious.

"Say." He Gu's voice was very cold.

"Brother Han...Brother Han asked me to ask you." Xiaosong took a deep breath, "Ask you, have you calmed down..."

Song Juhan yelled violently from the other end of the phone: "Who told you to ask such a question!"

Shocked, Xiaosong said quickly and inarticulately, "Ask if you have figured it out."

When He Gu heard Song Juhan's voice, his body trembled, and his heart that had already calmed down became violent again. He took a deep breath and forced himself to ask calmly, "What do you mean?"

"Just..." Xiaosong whispered reluctantly, "Just if you...you figured it out...you can come to Brother Han, and Brother Han told him...he doesn't care about you beating him."

He Gu felt an evil fire filling his chest in an instant, he clenched his fists, and said in a deep voice, "Thank you for his 'magnanimity' for me. Xiao Song, don't call me again in the future." He Gu simply hung up phone.

He swayed and leaned against the wall weakly.

Song Juhan, thank you for your "magnanimity".

In a blink of an eye, the end of the year was approaching, and one of Hegu's projects had been delivered, and another project was delayed due to problems with the construction party. No one could do anything but wait until the end of the year, but most of the problems were resolved.

He Gu felt a lot more relaxed in an instant, and the big boss personally assured him that he would definitely be satisfied with this year's bonus.

On this day, GuQingPei called him again to ask him out, he hesitated for a while, but still found an excuse to refuse.

GuQingPei was silent for a while: "Why, are you afraid that I will ask about you and Song Juhan?"

He Gu was startled, thinking that Gu QingPei is really extremely smart, what he fears the most is when Gu QingPei curiously and concernedly mentioned Song JuHan, that name that he tried his best not to think about or touch.

His silence was regarded as tacit consent, GuQingPei smiled: "I promise you, unless you take the initiative, otherwise I will never mention him."

He Gu said sincerely, "Mr. Gu, thank you."

"Haha, don't be afraid, come out, people are always tense, and there will be problems."

He Gu smiled: "Okay, see you tonight."

In the evening, He Gu thought he was going to drink, so he took a taxi there.

Sure enough, when we arrived at the place, there was already a row of wines of various colors on the table. GuQingPei sat on the sofa with his legs crossed, waved his hand smartly, made a "please" gesture, and said with a smile: "Wine is not a good thing. , but sometimes, it’s really, really needed.”

"Yeah, so I didn't drive today, but you can't drink too much."

"I didn't drive either." GuQingPei smiled, "The driver sent me here, he will pick me up later."

"Driver? Yuan Yang?"

GuQingPei showed a resentful expression: "Ah, yes."

When He Gu thought of Yuan Yang, he felt a little uncomfortable. He wanted to avoid everyone who was there that day.

GuQingPei saw through his thoughts: "Don't worry, I'll let him wait in the car."

He Gu was stunned: "You asked him...to wait in the car?" That Yuan Yang who looked so majestic and not easy to mess with?Waiting for them to drink in the car?

"Yeah." GuQingPei nodded, taking it for granted, "Soldiers, after being trained, they are very obedient."

"……nothing."

"Hey, I haven't had a good time in the past six months, but now the company is finally on the right track."

"Congratulations, Mr. Gu, will you start making a profit next year?"

"If it goes well, a piece of land can be taken back through a judgment next year, filled with market value, and there are several other projects. The ultimate goal of Yuan Lijiang is to go public again, and the progress is still satisfactory."

"With Mr. Gu, there must be no problem."

GuQingPei poured him a glass of wine with a smile, raised his glass and said: "I heard that one of your projects has also been concluded, this year Director Sun will definitely reward you greatly, come, have a toast, and celebrate our successful career."

The two looked at each other and smiled, drank a glass of wine.

Sure enough, GuQingPei avoided talking about the taboo topic of why, and the two of them just chatted about the news about Nanchuang, the real estate situation, and things that ordinary friends would talk about, and the atmosphere was very harmonious.

He Gu drank a lot of wine, but he was not drunk. He has always been a good drinker, and he doesn't intend to use alcohol to relieve his sorrows. That way, he will leave nothing but gaffes and headaches, which is meaningless.

The two of them drank until after eleven o'clock, GuQingPei saw that it was getting late, so he sent He Gu to a taxi, repeatedly checking whether he could go home by himself.

He Gu waved his hand: "Don't worry, this little wine is nothing."

"You say that, I really want to find a chance to talk about your reality."

He Gu smiled: "There is a chance."

After the car started, he rubbed his temples and felt a little sleepy, so he squinted in the car for a while until the driver sent him to his destination and woke him up.

He Gu paid the money and got out of the car.

Although he didn't drink much, he was still a little dizzy and walked very slowly.Because of the cold weather, there were almost no one in the community, and it was extraordinarily quiet. The lush community park was like a deep and small forest, why walking in it made me feel extraordinarily peaceful.

He stopped suddenly, raised his head, looked at the full moon in the sky, felt the world spinning for a while, and almost didn't fall down.

It turns out that today is the fifteenth day, the fifteenth day of the twelfth lunar month, and there are still a few days before the Chinese New Year.

This year is destined to be different from the past. He no longer has Song Juhan, but he has regained his freedom, the freedom of his heart.

He stood in the park blowing the cold wind for a while, feeling refreshed, and then slowly went upstairs.

As soon as the elevator door opened, He Guru was struck by lightning.

The one who leaned against the wall with his arms crossed and looked at him with an angry face was not Song Juhan.

Why didn't he expect Song Juhan to come to him? !His first reaction was to run, but he resisted it. He forced himself to take a step and got out of the elevator.

Song Juhan asked unceremoniously: "Where have you been so late at night? You still smell like alcohol."

He Gu stood at the elevator entrance and distanced himself from him: "What are you doing here?"

"I bought this house, and I have to report it to you when I come?"

He Gu was suddenly reminded that this house was bought by Song Juhan.It's time to go back, otherwise, wouldn't he be entangled with Song Juhan forever.In the next year, I will find a decoration company to renovate the house left by his parents, and then move back, and buy another car.

Seeing that Hegu was thinking about other things, Song Juhan became angry: "Where did you go? Who did you drink with?"

He Gu tried his best to ignore the oppressive atmosphere caused by Song Juhan's appearance, he said blankly: "Who am I going out with, and I have to report to you?"

"Why the hell are you getting more and more courageous, and you're still arguing with me!" Song Juhan strode over and grabbed his arm, "Come in."

The moment He Gu was touched, as if struck by lightning, he shook off Song Juhan's hand and took a big step back.

Song Juhan was stunned, and then looked at his empty hand, which seemed to have some warmth left on it, he raised his head, his face full of disbelief: "It's been a month, and you haven't had enough trouble yet?"

"Song Juhan, I didn't quarrel with you. I made it very clear that day that we broke up."

Song Juhan sternly said: "Fuck it, come in, let's talk clearly." He couldn't help but grab He Gu's shoulders, and pushed him to the door, "Open the door."

He Gu wanted to break free, but couldn't, he gritted his teeth and said, "Where is your key."

"Forgot to bring it."

He Gu took a deep breath and adjusted his breathing: "Song Juhan, I will return your house to you, but you can't go in now."

Song Juhan stared straight at his eyes: "Say it again."

"I said, your house I will..."

"Who wants a dilapidated house!" Song Juhan was angry, "Why do you know whether it is good or bad?"

He Gu leaned against the door, trying to stay away from Song Juhan as much as possible, just smelling the familiar smell and the heat on his body already made his heart feel like a knife: "I don't know what is good or bad, but I know what is serious."

"What happened to me and Feng Zheng 800 years ago, do you really want to talk to me forever!" Song Juhan put him between himself and the door panel, staring straight into his eyes, "Yes, I told you Feng Zheng was better off. When I was fifteen or sixteen years old, what did I know at that time? It was nothing more than novelty. Then I saw you... Yes, I did it for fun at first, but then I no longer had anything to do with Feng Zheng, just because It's you..." Song Juhan gritted his teeth, he had never said a few words of softening in his life, but when he waited for a month and couldn't find a reason, he was really flustered.

He doesn't know what's wrong, he's just used to Hegu being there, no matter how far he goes, wherever he goes, when he turns around, Hegu must be there waiting for him, so that he always has a place to go back to.

Why and how could it be possible to break up with him?How could it be possible to ignore him?How can it be……

He can't accept it, he can't adapt.

He Gu looked at Song Juhan without blinking: "What do you think of me these past six years?"

Song Juhan was stunned for a moment, not knowing how to answer.

"Needless to say, I also know that I must have looked down on me at first, but then I got used to a person like me who is not too fussy, not talkative, who is always on call and can be tough." He Gu said it unusually calmly, as if Those shameful words are all describing others, "It's really hard for me to imagine how you and Feng Zheng think of me, how unbearable I should be in your eyes."

Song Juhan sternly said: "Don't talk nonsense, I didn't look down on you! The reason why I didn't tell you about Feng Zheng...Why do I need to tell you? It's been so long, why do I have to tell you!"

He Gu showed a miserable smile that was uglier than crying: "You really... don't need to tell me."

Song Juhan looked at He Gu's pale face, couldn't help but think of He Gu's tears, his heart softened immediately, he bullied He Gu, and slowed down his voice: "He Gu, please stop making trouble? We are not as good as before. Did I treat you badly? I didn’t give you what you wanted? How about I take you on vacation this Chinese New Year, just the two of us, you can go wherever you want.” Song Juhan’s eyes were shining brightly, even revealing a He is innocent, like a child who is exchanging friendship with lollipops.

He Gu was heartbroken, he braced his body, and said softly: "What you give me is insignificant to you." But what I gave you has exhausted all I have.

Song Juhan's face changed suddenly, he gritted his teeth and said: "Then what else do you want?!" Song Juhan was going crazy with anger, who did he bow his head to in this life?Why did he talk softly to him over and over again, why is he still so ungrateful!

He Gu closed his eyes: "Let's go."

I'm on you, I don't dare to ask for anything anymore.

Song Juhan's eyes showed a fierce look, he raised his fist and slammed it hard on the anti-theft door beside He Gu's face, making a loud bang.

He Gu shook his body, but did not open his eyes.

Song Juhan took a deep look at He Gu, as if something was blocked in his chest, even his breathing became difficult, he clenched his fists, turned and left.

It wasn't until he heard the sound of the elevator door closing that He Gu slowly opened his eyes, which were already blood red.