Years of Intoxication

Song Juhan grabbed his left hand and put it on the billiard table: "What's wrong? You can always make a pose."

He Gu swallowed hard, as if he was afraid of being burned, he quickly bent down, wishing he could put his chest against the table, just to distance himself from Song Juhan.

Song Juhan chuckled softly and said, "You don't need to be so low. The standard posture should be a [-]-degree angle between your back and your legs. What's the difference between you lying on the table like this? It's too funny." He picked each one with his index finger. Kai He Gu's finger: "Stand out a bit, this hand must hold the club firmly."

He Gu's voice trembled a little: "Okay."

"It's nothing difficult, why are you nervous." Song Juhan's voice was full of jokes.

"it is good……"

"Come on, grab the cue with your right hand." Song Juhan put He Gu's hand on the cue by himself, "Don't be so stiff in your shoulders, and raise it a little higher."

The air conditioner in the room is fully turned on, but He Gu's body is already sweating, his heart is pounding with nervousness, as if he is about to break through the shackles of his breastbone in the next second, and he wants to... No, what does he want?He's an adult, he has to control himself.He closed his eyes hard, but felt sweat dripping into them.

Song Juhan burst out laughing: "Why, why are you still sweating? This posture is a bit tiring, but it's only been so long, you can't do it."

"No, I'm not tired, I'm fine." He Gu said quickly.

"Then let's try to play a ball. Number 6 is ready." Song Juhan stood behind He Gu, holding He Gu's waist with one hand, and holding He Gu's hand with the other, and whispered in his ear: "Feel my love." Strength."

As he said that, He Gu pushed the cue forward and hit the No. 6 ball.

As Song Juhan pushed forward, his lower body also lightly touched He Gu's buttocks. Although they separated in an instant, He Gu's mind flickered, and some shameful images suddenly appeared in his mind. He was almost Standing up like a conditioned reflex, this affected the final force of the pole, which eventually led to uneven force and the ball was deflected by several degrees.

"Hey, what are you doing?" Song Juhan patted He Gu's waist and complained, "We could have gone in."

"I, I'm going to the bathroom." He Gu simply ran away.

After rushing into the bathroom, why did he keep pouring cold water on his face, only to let the heat of the skin drop slightly.

What does Song Juhan want to do?Was it all unintentional?

No matter how smart He Gu is, he doesn't have the slightest experience in emotions. He used it to prove the intention of Song Juhan's actions just now. He didn't want to be sentimental, but he really felt that those actions were too ambiguous.

How could things develop like this? Just last month, he was just a fan who silently liked Song Juhan, and he planned to spend three months' salary to buy a concert ticket at a good location.Now he is alone in this place with Song Juhan...

"Why?" Song Juhan suddenly walked into the toilet.

He Gu was startled, the two looked into each other through the mirror, Song Juhan's smiling face bumped into his pupils without warning, he suddenly lowered his head, and vigorously shook the water on his hair Zhu: "It's too hot, I'll wash my face."

"The air conditioner is so cold and you are still hot. You must be sick." Song Juhan walked over, reaching out to touch He Gu's forehead.

He Gu took a step back subconsciously, a trace of panic flashed in his clear eyes.

Song Juhan's hands froze in mid-air, instead of getting angry, he smiled: "Why do I feel that you are afraid of me...or do you hate me?"

"No, how could it be."

"Then why are you so..." Song Juhan thought for a while, but couldn't seem to find the right words, then smiled again, "I see, are you shy?"

He Gu blinked and wiped off the water on his face: "No, I'm just... hot."

Song Juhan smiled, and looked around: "That summer vacation, the day you returned to school after the college entrance examination, do you remember? It's also a coincidence, the school's toilet is really similar in structure to this one, only bigger than this."

He Gu's Adam's apple rolled up and down, Song Juhan remembered, remembered that he was...

"Don't be afraid, what's the big deal about being gay." Song Juhan said with a light smile, "It's all around me, nothing new at all."

"Really...the entertainment industry seems to have a lot of people."

Song Juhan walked over step by step, and finally, standing in front of He Gu, gently lifted He Gu's chin: "Let me ask you, what were you thinking when I hugged you just now?"

He Gu was startled and was about to back away suddenly, but Song Juhan grabbed his waist and pulled him back into his arms.

Why has never been so intimate with anyone of the same sex or opposite sex in this life, Song Juhan's breath and temperature seemed to spread to him instantly, setting his whole body on fire, he wanted to break free reflexively, but Song Juhan was quite strong , He struggled twice but remained motionless: "You...".

Song Juhan grinned: "Answer me, if you tell the truth, I will let you go."

He Gu felt that the top of his head was about to smoke: "You, don't tease me, let me go first."

"You answer me first." Song Juhan leaned into his ear and said affectionately, "When I was hugging and hugging you just now, what were you thinking? Did you think of something that you dare not tell me?"

He Gu said anxiously: "No, I didn't mean to be disrespectful to you, I really..."

"No, you didn't tell the truth." Song Juhan lowered his head, gently wrapped his lips around He Gu's earlobe, and said in a low voice, "I want to tell the truth."

He Gu couldn't help but clenched his fists, his chest heaved violently: "I..."

"Ok?"

"I do not know I do not know."

"How come you don't even know what you think?" Song Juhan smiled ambiguously, "Did you think something embarrassing and dare not say it?"

"No……"

"Then let me take a guess, did you think of the backward style?" After Song Juhan finished speaking, he smiled in He Gu's ear.

The laughter slowly penetrated into He Gu's ears, and echoed in the ear canal, making one's bones shudder, it was really very pleasant.

He Gu's face was bleeding, and he stammered in defense: "No, let me go..."

Song Juhan licked He Gu's ear: "Don't say 'no', if you don't think about anything, wouldn't I be ashamed, don't I have no charm at all?"

He Gu closed his eyes and took a deep breath: "Song Juhan, what do you want to do?"

"What do I want to do? Well, let me think about it, I want to do..." Song Juhan drew the end of the sound long, and finally picked up his tone, and said in that ecstatic voice, "You."

He Gu felt his head was going to explode, his eyes widened, wishing he could stare the ceiling out of the hole.

Song Juhan let go of him with a light smile, looked at his stiff look, and laughed even louder: "Why, why are you so funny, don't you have never been in love before, are you so innocent?"

He Gu wiped his face and said in embarrassment: "Stop teasing me." He turned around and rushed out of the toilet.

Song Juhan chased after him in three steps, grabbed his shoulders, and pressed him against the wall, his eyes and tone were very gentle: "I didn't tease you, you are really attractive to me."

"You...you too..."

Song Juhan was noncommittal, but stared at He Gu with those captivating eyes, and said in a low voice, "I want to kiss you."

He Gu was so nervous that his eyes were red: "I...but..."

"You don't have any feelings for me, do you?" Song Juhan stroked He Gu's lips with his thumb, "Can I kiss you?"

"……why."

"what why?"

He Guqiang calmly finished speaking at once: "Why are you interested in me?"

Song Juhan blinked his eyes, said without blushing, "Because you are cute."

He Gu stared at Song Juhan, trying to see something from his expression, but there was no flaw at all.

"If you don't speak, you agree, right?"

"Ah I……"

Song Juhan pinched He Gu's chin, and kissed He Gu's lips tenderly and irresistibly.

He Gu suddenly petrified, Song Juhan was kissing him, that Song Juhan was kissing him!The moist and soft lips were sticking to his lips. It was the first time he tasted kissing. It turned out that other people's lips were also so soft and hot. It turned out that kissing was so throbbing, just like his heart. Something is blooming against the sun, swaying with the breeze, exuding a refreshing fragrance, so wonderful and beautiful.

Song Juhan kissed He Gu's legs weak, which was too exciting for He Gu, he was at a loss and could only let Song Juhan do whatever he wanted.

Song Juhan let go of He Gu until He Gu was a little out of breath, and stared at He Gu with those beautiful eyes without blinking, and said softly, "Do you like me to kiss you?"

He Gu took a deep breath, feeling his heart tremble.

"Speak, do you like it?"

He Gu closed his eyes tightly and nodded honestly.

Song Juhan smiled, and whispered into his ear: "I like to kiss you too, your lips are so soft."

Why didn't know how to answer, so he could only continue to nod.

"You open your eyes."

He Gu was stunned for a moment, and after making up his mind, he slowly opened his eyes, and what he saw was Song Juhan's smiling eyes, which were as deep and charming as the vast starry sky.

Song Juhan kissed He Gu again: "Have you never kissed before?"

He Gu shook his head in embarrassment.

"Not with Feng Zheng?"

"I don't have that kind of relationship with him."

Song Juhan smiled, "Really?"

"really not."

"That's good." Song Juhan rubbed his earlobe, "Then you are with me now."

He Gu felt like he was dreaming. Everything that happened this afternoon seemed fake. The plot in the dream was too fast and unreal, and he could hardly keep up. This dream was shattered.

Song Juhan put his forehead against He Gu's forehead, teasingly said: "Your face is so hot, if you don't know it, you may think you have a fever."

"I, I'll go wash my face again."

"Don't go, I like the way you blush." ​​Song Juhan lowered his head and kissed He Gu's face several times.

He Gu didn't know what to do, and let Song Juhan play around like a big baby.

Song Juhan's hands stretched into the clothes along the hem of the clothes, gently stroking He Gu's warm skin, He Gu had never had physical contact with anyone, and he was trembling.

Song Juhan kissed him from the cheek to the neck, suddenly burst out laughing, and buried his face in He Gu's neck: "You don't move, as if I want to molest you."

He Gu was a little embarrassed, his head was muffled and he didn't make a sound.His social skills were originally weak, and now he is almost dead.

"Okay, I'm afraid of scaring you." Song Juhan pinched his face affectionately, "Do you still want to play billiards?"

He why nodded.

"Come on, I'll teach you." Song Juhan added ambiguously, "Teach seriously."

During the years when Song Juhan was studying music abroad, there was no gossip, and his flirting skills were top-notch. Why was he blushing and heartbeating when he teased him? Any slight or heavy physical contact made his imagination run wild.

Throughout the afternoon, He Gu felt that his brain could no longer think, and just followed Song Juhan's pace.