[Comprehensive] Wear whatever you want, wear whatever you want

"Slap" Chu Lian slapped He Feifei with all his strength, causing his ears to ring.

But she still clearly heard Chu Lian's cold voice say: "You are really the most lewd, shameless woman I have ever seen. I feel sick even talking to you, let alone touching you. What happened yesterday was yours. The evil fate that tempted me to commit, now please get out of my life, I don't want to see you for a moment. Don't try to destroy the pure love between me and Ziling, because you can't even match her toes. "

Chu Lian cursed He Feifei with all kinds of vicious words, and before leaving, he still felt puzzled, and cursed viciously: "Bitch, bastard..."

The moment he turned around, he didn't see the blood-stained corner of He Feifei's mouth, with a trace of hopeless smile.

Things developed as Chu Lian wished, and He Feifei disappeared from his life.

Originally, she and he were in the same school, and she would bring him breakfast every morning, rain or shine.

He didn't come today, and Chu Lian himself hated the hassle, so he simply drank a glass of ice juice from the refrigerator in the apartment and the dry bread that he hadn't eaten a few days ago.

When he got to school, he started to be busy. He lost his mobile phone and had no way to contact his family. Recently, the internet in the dormitory was cut off, so he couldn’t even send msn.

I don't know if his sensitive little duck questioned their relationship because of He Feifei's malicious hurt.

It was noon in a blink of an eye, and at this time every day, He Feifei had already come here waiting for him to eat.

It's great to not have her now. With this in mind, Chu Lian went to the school cafeteria.

After the meal was ready, a woman's surprised voice came over, speaking in French, but Chu Lian still easily understood her words: "Last night, a Chinese female student committed suicide."

Chinese female students studying abroad?suicide!

For some reason, Chu Lian somehow thought of He Feifei.

Could it be her?Thinking of this possibility, Chu Lian was filled with a sense of guilt. If a person died because of him, then he was really guilty.

He asked for leave for the afternoon class and didn't go. He went to the Academy of Fine Arts where He Feifei was.

He has been an alumnus with her for two years, and he only knows that she is from the Academy of Fine Arts. He doesn't know anything about other things such as her class, her address, and her phone number even disappeared with the loss of her mobile phone.

"He Feifei, who are you?"

"I'm her high school classmate. We came to this school together. Where is she now?"

"She committed suicide last night. Fortunately, she was treated in time. She is now in the National Hospital. I don't know why she committed suicide. Why can't she think about it at a young age?" The French classmate murmured, but Chu Lian ignored her , He quickly took a taxi and ran to the hospital.

After an hour, he finally found He Feifei, who was pale and unconscious.

"This gentleman, who are you?" A French girl in a nurse's uniform asked.

"I'm her friend... her boyfriend..." Xu Lian felt that he didn't get much news about his status as a friend, so Chu Lian added a word he used to hate.

"Her body has completely detoxified now, but her spirit is still not stable. You have to take good care of her." After that, the nurse left the ward, leaving only Chu Lian and the unconscious He Feifei in the ward.

Detoxification, did she commit suicide by drinking poison?

Was she so decisive after losing him?

Just when Chu Lian looked at He Feifei pitifully and complicatedly, the person on the hospital bed opened his eyes.

When Qianlong passed through Wang Zhanpeng (9)

He Feifei saw that Chu Lian didn't act too aggressively, she just smiled, that smile was bitter and desperate, which made Chu Lian feel bad.

"Do you want to know what I did to Wang Ziling?" He Feifei's sudden sentence caught Chu Lian's attention.

"What did you do?" Chu Lian asked in a hoarse voice with some questioning tone.

"Yes, this is the tone, Chu Lian, you have changed, you suddenly hate me. I just like someone, is there something wrong? This is not the first time..." He Feifei said the last sentence slowly Extremely, she gently pulled the sleeve open, revealing the left wrist that used to always wear a watch.

"In order to forget you, I even hurt myself, but I didn't die, why am I still alive, as long as I die, you won't have so many troubles. As long as I die, you don't have to watch you fall in love." For four years, if I die, I won’t listen to you whispering your little duck every day, if I die... God, why don’t you let me die? Why should I live.” Chu Lian hugged violently Hold her, hold her tightly and not let her move, afraid that she will continue to do stupid things.

He Feifei imprinted on his lips contentedly: "Chu Lian, at least, you belong to me now, okay? If you go back later, I will quit, even if it is your lover, please don't want me .”

Chu Lian was shocked by her words, and He Feifei was at a loss for his love without hesitation.

"Here, no one knows that you have a little duck, so let me love you instead of your little duck, okay? When I get back to Taipei, I will immediately walk out of your life and stop pestering you, Chu Lian, at this moment, please Do you love me a little bit?"

"Feifei, this is wrong, I can't betray Ziling." He Feifei just chuckled after hearing this.

She slowly took off her hospital gown, revealing her fair skin, but there were many white gauzes on her chest, stomach, and shoulders.

"My involuntary feeling is lascivious in your eyes, isn't it? In this case, I will pay the price for my lasciviousness. I have already punished myself. Can you love me now?" Chu Lian held his hand He couldn't help but gently stroked He Feifei's not-so-beautiful cheek.

This girl gradually invaded his heart with her five years of youth and one night of lingering love. Her passionate love shocked him.

Zi Ling…

my little duck...

"What did you say to Zi Ling?" Seeing that Chu Lian finally softened, He Feifei lied: "I told her that she is really happy and lucky to meet a boy like you."

When she spoke, her smile was so bitter, with envy but no jealousy.

"Feifei, I know your heart, but can you give me some time? I'm a little confused now." Chu Lian didn't know how to face this person he hated so much yesterday.

She is so humble, so pitiful, how could God give birth to him so excellent, so that two such good girls love him?

He Feifei heard this, quickly kissed Chu Lian on the lips, then turned his back and said: "I know you still don't love me, I won't force you, a girl like me who is not feminine No one will like it. From childhood to adulthood, everyone in my family likes my younger sister Xiaowu. I am just a superfluous existence. I am the real ugly duckling. You go, give me some time, I will be fine As long as you don't avoid me in the future, I will be satisfied."

Chu Lian left, He Feifei sat blankly in front of the window, watching Chu Lian's figure disappear: "I just want to love, is it wrong? Chu Lian, do you have a little affection for me now, as long as there is Just a little bit, as long as I have it, even if I die, I will become the woman you love the most in your heart."

Chu Lian, who returned to the dormitory, was depressed, and told her roommate about her distress: "She was so stupid that she committed suicide for me."

"You mean He Feifei?" Hearing this, the roommate turned yesterday's envy into surprise and astonishment.

Isn't it just a relationship? As for the one who wants to die or live? ?

Didn't you still treat him coldly yesterday, but now you see him committing suicide and your heart softens, do you feel pity?

"Of course it's her. I'm so sad to see her like this, and my heart hurts so much." Chu Lian was extremely entangled, with He Feifei who was on the verge of death on one side, and the pitiful duckling on the other.

In the end, it was He Feifei's determination that prevailed over Chu Lian's shock.

He put on his clothes, took the money, bought food and ran to the hospital quickly.

When they walked to the hospital, there was no one in the room. There was a notebook on the bed. Chu Lian opened it curiously, and it turned out to be He Feifei's diary.

He was a little hesitant, afraid of violating her privacy, but in the end curiosity defeated everything.

He began to be curious about everything about He Feifei, and began to explore her inner world.

"This is the happiest day in my life. I met my prince. His name is Chu Lian. I am really useless. I can fall down even if I wipe the glass. Fortunately, he hugged me, so I didn't Injured, he looks so good, I like him so much." This is the first page of He Feifei's diary, which was written on September 1998, 9, in her third year of junior high school.

That's how they got married!

"Today, he wore a blue dress, the same color as the sea, so beautiful. I want to grow my hair, like a lady, and then confess my love to him." September 9.

It turned out that he hadn't noticed the humble secret love.

"We are at the same table, Chu Lian, I am really happy to live with you every day, I will buy you breakfast, and I will help you on duty, it is like the relationship between husband and wife. Is it possible for us? Are you My prince, if I can't become Snow White, then I will be your female knight and guard you silently." October 1th.

"In high school, I'm still in the same class as Chu Lian. It's not a coincidence. It's the result of my hard work with my parents. Chu Lian, I can't live without you." September 1999, 9.

"Today is a day that breaks my heart. You have a secret. Your secret is your duckling. I also have my secret. My secret is you, Chu Lian, my first love. This world is not what I want anymore world