The actor's favorite little koi [entertainment circle]

After dinner, Yu Mai went upstairs with Fat Orange in his arms. Recently, he had nothing to do in the hospital. He came up with a new idea for the script, and the outline was halfway through. Taking advantage of the break before the Chinese New Year, he planned to sort out the rough outline.

Walking back to the guest room that had been sorted out, the auntie cleaned the room very clean, so clean that Yu Mai couldn't find any of his things.

Yu Mai stepped back outside the door and looked around. He didn't enter the wrong room!

Auntie happened to pass by, Yu Mai stopped her and pointed into the room, "Sister Yu, where are my things?"

Sister Yu pointed to the master bedroom on the third floor, and said with a smile, "In the young master's room, the young master just said that we moved to the wrong place, so we all moved up."

Looking sideways at the stairs, Yu Mai could even imagine how proud Qiao Ge was when he said this. For a moment, he felt that he had been tricked into a den of thieves. Is it so casual?Don't even ask him.

When Qiao Ge first became popular, he was often harassed, secretly photographed by reporters, illegitimate meals were followed outside the house, the garbage in the house was searched, and some people even openly auctioned off his old clothes online.

After that, he moved, keeping his address completely secret.

Only Cao Wenchuan and Ning Tao have been to the villa here, and the surveillance and anti-theft around it use the most advanced technology.

Sister Yu has worked in Qiao Ge's house for more than [-] years, and she knows Qiao Ge's sexual orientation, so she naturally understands the meaning of Yu Mai's living in, so she doesn't think there is any problem with Qiao Ge asking them to carry their luggage.

"Yes, put it over there, put his things in the free half of the cloakroom." Qiao Ge stood outside the cloakroom commanding, turned around and grabbed Yu Mai who rushed in angrily.

Yu Mai didn't really want to struggle, but just said annoyed, "You cut first and then play."

The things are almost arranged, Xiaoqin brand light bulbs, quietly pulling the aunt out first, guarding the door by himself, and closing the door quietly.

Letting go, Qiao Ge said with a smile: "Where is there, don't we just sleep in one room when filming?"

"Isn't that because the heating in my room was broken and I lived there temporarily, and then I was too lazy to move back after it was repaired? It's different."

Qiao Ge hung up the remaining few clothes, and stuffed the suitcase into the vacated corner, "Anyway, you don't want to move things when you move them. Boyfriend lives in his own house, and he has to sleep in a separate room. It doesn't make sense. I have to Fight for your own rights, anyway, I'm used to sleeping with you, and I can't change it. You see, Fatty also likes my side."

There are cat shelves and toys all over the room, cats hate to be there.

The room is filled with the smell of Qiao Ge. Unlike the crew, this is Qiao Ge's room, which belongs to his private domain.

When he was at home, Yu Mai would never go to Mai Yukun's bedroom.He is used to blocking people out of the door, and he is also used to never stepping into other people's places. It seems that in this way, there will not be too much entanglement between everyone.

With his heart pounding, Yu Mai was so nervous that he couldn't sit still. He stood blankly beside the cloakroom, staring at the sofa in the corner, wondering if he should move over there.

Seeing him like a kitten who has just arrived in a strange environment, his body seems to be still blown.

Qiao Ge smiled and pulled him to the study, "Usually I don't use it much, but now it finally comes in handy." Tilting his head, he looked at Yu Mai with a smile: "Are you still angry?"

Yu Mai said, "You should talk to me anyway."

Qiao Ge knew that self-assertion did not respect him very much, so he quickly apologized: "There will be no next time, and I will discuss it with you in the future, okay?"

Before Yu Mai could answer, Qiao Ge lowered his head and bit his lips lightly, kissed him wantonly, and chuckled in his ear: "Besides, when I don't want to kiss you or sleep with you, I have to run downstairs, trouble. "

who to sleep with?Being kissed so badly, Yu Mai was panting, his reaction was a little slow, and after a while he realized, his cheeks were hot and flushed, and his heart was beating "thumping", as if there were countless children jumping there.

"Hey, don't be nervous." Qiao Ge chuckled, "Baby, I won't force you."

He stammered, "Who, who is nervous."

"No?" Qiao Ge laughed more and more bewilderingly, and pressed his forehead with Yu Mai, staring straight at the pair of black eyes that revealed anxiety, "Really? Then Dad will not be polite."

With his heart almost jumping out of his throat, Yu Mai was pushed to the corner of the sofa in the study by Qiao Ge in a daze, his heart was beating fast, but he was more at ease than ever.Qiao Ge spoke harshly, but his movements and kisses were extremely gentle and lingering. Yu Mai drowned in it, and wrapped his arms around Qiao Ge's neck involuntarily.

I'm afraid people won't be able to bear the kiss anymore, Qiao Ge still has something to ask, he let go of his hand, but he was kissed actively instead.

Little guy, you're a quick learner.

Qiao Singer put his elbows next to Yu Mai's ear, stopped him, and said with a smile: "I still remember what the hospital said, do you want to fool around. Why do you have such a bad relationship with your mother? Huh?"

Yu Mai's eyes were blurred, and he came back to his senses for a while, and then he sat upright after a moment of stunned, "Sister Yu said that she made dessert after dinner, it should be almost ready, I'll go get it."

Qiao Ge didn't force him, but reached out to wipe the corner of his mouth, "Bring me a copy."

It was time to come, but when he was asked suddenly, Yu Mai's emotions surged like a wave, and he wanted to take the opportunity to go downstairs to calm down first.

Walking downstairs, Yu Mai saw Luo Wanying sitting at the dining table, so he went over to say hello.Luo Wanying was not as enthusiastic as she was during the day, her eyes were indifferent, and when she noticed Yu Mai, her eyes were darkened, and she looked difficult to get close to, which made Yu Mai a little discouraged.

"Aunt Luo." Yu Mai called out politely, seeing that she had something to say to him, and sat beside her hesitantly.

Luo Wanying poured him a cup of hot water, "Mai Mai, let go of the past if you can. Auntie knows it's your fault, Xiaoqiu, but she also knows it's wrong these few years. Are you going to live like this forever? ?”

A corner of the secret was revealed suddenly, like a scar cut by a knife and healed, Yu Mai's heart throbbed.

Yu Mai tightly pinched the hem of his clothes, and smiled uncomfortably, "Aunt Luo, I know."

Luo Wanying actually doesn't want to take care of other people's private affairs, but now one is her old sister and the other is her daughter-in-law. In the future, the old sister can't eat, leave the daughter-in-law behind, or ignore the old sister for the sake of the daughter-in-law.

"Mai Mai, Auntie can understand you." Luo Wanying stretched out her hand and took Yu Mai's trembling hand, "But if this goes on, it will be the two of you who will suffer. Auntie didn't mean to ask you to get close to her." , but I hope you can forgive your mother, it was not easy for her. When she retired and took over Liyu, she worked hard to bring you up and neglected you, which is inevitable."

Yu Mai sat with the backlight, his expression could not be seen clearly in the dim light, he lowered his head slightly, just nodded.

Suddenly Yu Mai felt that someone grabbed his wrist and pulled him just enough, "Is it really just ignorance? If it was pure negligence, I don't believe that Mai Mai would be so indifferent to her. What happened in the middle, only the person involved I know, as others, we don't know everything, so it's better not to speak? You were very busy before, why didn't I dislike you so much, your son?"

Luo Wanying choked on these words and couldn't refute, so she cursed: "Stinky boy, I just don't care about you, and I raised you up to no end."

"It's okay." Yu Mail pulled Qiaoge and smiled at Luo Wanying.

Qiao Ge was worried that his mother would be polite, and when he was not around, she would turn around and embarrass Yu Mai and embarrass others, so she followed. She didn't expect to encounter this scene.The bottom of my heart was so curious that I didn't ask, and followed Yu Mai upstairs, and when I was approaching the door, Yu Maiwu stopped.

"Are you free tomorrow?" Yu Mai pursed his lips, "If you are free, let's go somewhere?"

"it is good."

Early the next morning, Qiao Ge drove Yu Mai to the outskirts of City S. A few days before the Chinese New Year, there were very few people who came to visit the grave. The two of them wore masks, and they didn't meet many people along the way.

Yu Mai took Qiao Ge to his father's grave and stood there with his hands clasped together for a long time.

The cemetery here is the best destination in Huaguo, the environment is no different from the park, and there are various animals here.

Sitting by the river, Yu Mai stared at the clear river in a daze, and said for a long time: "After I was born, my mother never hugged me. When I was young, I always got sick, and it was my brother and grandpa who took me there. Even my When I was five years old, I almost died from pneumonia, and she never came to see me. I always felt that it was because she was busy, so I didn’t have time. At that time, I didn’t blame her, but I just felt a little lonely. Everyone else has a father Mom, but I don't have a father, and I don't seem to have a mother either."

Yu Mai spoke very calmly, not as calmly as talking about himself.

Qiao Ge saw his restraint on emotions, and reached out to hold his hand, "What happened next?"

Qiao Ge's hand was very warm, and the warmth spread to the bottom of his heart along the blood, melting away the coldness in Yu Mai's heart, and it was so soft that he felt sore, "When I was about seven years old, my mother's birthday was coming that day, so I wanted to give her It was a little surprise, so I went to Dad’s study to make a gift for her. I accidentally broke the photo frame Dad made and dirty the family portrait.”

Touching the most conflicting memory, Yu Mai's hands trembled violently, Qiao Ge didn't speak, and sat beside him quietly.

Seeing that his eyes were red and he hadn't spoken for a long time, Qiao Ge stretched out his arms to hug him, "Let's not talk anymore."

Wiping the corners of his eyes with the back of his hand, Yu Mai shook his head and said, "It's okay, I'm afraid I won't dare to say it in the future." He took a few deep breaths, and then said, "When it was broken, my mother happened to come in. She didn't say anything at the time. What, slapped me and drove me out of the study. She didn't come out of the study that day, I knew I did something wrong, and when I heard her crying in the study at night, I wanted to give her a tissue, but I heard her say in the study if."

"What did she say?" Knowing what Yu Mai said was the key, Qiao Ge's voice was as cold as ice slag by the lake.

Yu Mai gritted her teeth tightly, her eyelashes were trembling, her throat was tight, and it took her a long time to make a sound, "She said, why wasn't I the one who died, why couldn't I exchange my life for my father's. When I was young, Crying and pushing the door open, I begged her to forgive me. She told me directly that I should not have been born, and that I killed my father."

! ! ! !Fuck, Nima, is this what a mother should say?If it were me, I wouldn't call you a mother, not to mention treating you as a mother!

Qiao Ge suppressed his anger, thinking of his mother's brain-dead persuasion yesterday, feeling hot and embarrassed.

If it wasn't for Yu Mai's mother, he would have driven over there now, and beat you right back regardless of whether you were a man or a woman.

"I thought I did something wrong, that's why she said that. I was afraid that my brother and grandpa thought the same way. So I didn't dare to do wrong things when I was young. I was afraid that they would not want me if I saw any disappointment in their eyes. Anyway, that After the second time, she didn't even do superficial work. Before I was 16 years old, we probably didn't talk more than ten sentences in private. parents."

Qiao Ge took out a tissue from his pocket, wiped Yu Mai's tears, and said distressedly, "How do you know you have depression?"

Leaning into Qiao Ge's arms, Yu Mai whispered, "I'm 17 years old. I've committed suicide twice. I'm lucky. I rushed under someone else's wheel, and the driver stopped by the brakes. The sleeping pills I bought didn't work well. I woke up after a day of sleep. Yes. There was a person near my house who happened to commit suicide from depression, and I suspected that I might have it too."

"Fuck, you fucking..." Qiao Ge resisted swallowing the rest of the words, cleared his throat, and said softly: "In the future, I will be here. They don't want you, I want you."

This sudden big reversal, Yu Mai listened, the soreness in the corners of his eyes suddenly decreased, and he smiled lightly: "Stupid, isn't it? It won't happen in the future."

Wouldn't feel bad about it, but there's no way to fix it either.

It is almost impossible to use time to make up for the missed ten years.

So he can forgive her bad words, but he can't forget those words, he wants to be like other mothers and children, he can't act it out.Even with his family, he has a layer of estrangement there.If it wasn't for Qiao Ge, who made him feel that there were still people who wanted him, he would probably continue to shrink in his turtle shell, wear a mask, and show everyone what they want.

Qiao Ge hugged him tightly, bared his teeth and said, "No matter how dare you, I'm in the emergency room, and I'll drag you back with an electric shocker, drag your pants, and spank your ass. I saw that you didn't been beaten."

"Okay, you must catch me." Yu Mai smiled lowly, and after a while he said in a deep voice: "Actually, when you didn't wake up in the hospital, I suddenly understood that if something happened to you, maybe I would Would love to get you back. Luckily, you're fine, unlike my dad who died in a car accident."

That's why you dare not drive?Are you always nervous when driving?

Qiao Ge chuckled and said, "I'm fine, haven't you heard of the disaster for thousands of years?"

Looking up and looking around, seeing no one passing by, Yu Mai raised his head and kissed Qiao Ge's lips lightly, "You are not a scourge, you are the one I like."

Qiao Ge was stunned for a moment, and his smile deepened in an instant, tsk, kid, he is becoming more and more seductive.

Probably because of telling it out, Yu Mai felt a lot more relaxed. This is what he and Yu Qiu knew, and finally it was no longer a secret that was kept in the bottom of my heart.

"Is that enough?" Qiao Ge pulled him closer, "You're not sincere, kid."

Just as Yu Mai wanted to get closer to him, Meng Wen's cell phone rang suddenly, as if someone had been caught rape, he sat up straight in fright and took out his cell phone, the caller was Ning Tao.Ning Tao seldom called him. He basically talked about the movie when he called. He answered without saying a word, "What's wrong with Brother Ning?"

"Mai Mai, there is not enough funds for the film's post-production period. After the Chinese New Year, can you write again?"

"No problem." Yu Mai frowned and said, "Didn't you send money over there?"

Ning Tao knew who he was talking about, "I have contacted Shiji, but no money has been invested. I think you have to ask about the situation."

Yu Mai's face darkened, and he said in a hoarse voice, "Understood, I'll ask later."

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Ah, it's finally finished.

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