soul probation

【45】

Li Wei is dreaming.

He didn't even know if Wang Jue had guided him, anyway, he fell into a dream.

It's about people, new insights.

The scene of this dream was in the hospital where he worked, and it was also the place where he had the most contact with so-called normal people.He saw himself from a third perspective, wearing a white coat, walking through various consulting rooms, meeting all kinds of people.

His relationship with people is generally a doctor-patient relationship.The tension between doctors and patients may come from various factors.He thinks he has superb acting skills and can come and go freely——

In fact, he is not the only one acting.

Pay attention to female patients who come with their partners. They may pretend to suffer and pretend to be victims to win their sympathy.

Pay attention to the elderly who seem lonely, because their children only work hard to show their filial piety in competing with doctors and nurses and accusing them.

Pay attention to the elders of children patients—in fact, it is understandable for the elders to be concerned, but——

If they tell you over and over that he trusts you, watch out.

Here's who he summed up.

He looked at himself in the screen and encountered such troubles, but he didn't know which one of the above.

He recalled the first time he encountered a family member who had fought violently, and the well-trained killer's conditioned reflex made him put the scalpel on the side of that person's neck in the next second.After a few seconds of stalemate, he smiled and shaved the nape of the man's neck, and said, prepare a skin for you.

But deterrence is the lowest level of solution.

In the picture, the patient is still causing trouble, and he remains motionless.Then the gourd came out.

After his little apprentice reprimanded them, Li Wei stepped forward, comforted the troubled patients, and did not forget to curse a few gourds in front of them.In the next scene, you can see that the patient is full of praise for Li Wei, pointing the gourd with his fingers from time to time, and his face, conquered by the "reasonable" Li Wei's personality charm, grinned exaggeratedly, vividly.

Skillful conquest is called taming.

Capital, love, politics... It seems that all the dependence and trust in the world are controlled by others under the contrast of self-movement, but they don't know that the cold-eyed and warm-hearted is a family.

So he sees through human feelings and ignores them.

However, is he too shallow?

Otherwise, why in the long years, the world is trapped by love, hurt by thoughts, knowing that it is useless to keep water, and there is no trace in fishing for the moon.Why do you show the paranoia of eternal life when you know that you will die in the next second?

The lens in the screen is flipping.

Pain pervades the hospital like air all the time.Some people want to live, but their family members can't see anyone; some people want to die, looking at the concerned faces beside the bed, they hesitate to speak.This country has a society that is kidnapped by favors, and life does not seem to belong to itself.He understood this so well that no one in the hospital ever disliked him.

Jealous of his peers, the overwhelmed nurse, the menopausal dean who loves to find fault...he has a way to deal with it.

He weaves an overwhelming web with ease, and weaves all flesh and blood human beings who come into contact with him on it.

But there is always prey on the net that will fall.

After years of hardships, the man was finally in an optimistic condition, and his physical condition gradually became clearer. The family looked forward and looked forward to the future, and provided encouragement and care at the front line all the time.But he still decided to die, because he wanted to die for many years.But he didn't have the strength to commit suicide, so he folded the fruit knife and hid it under his chest.Greeting my wife with a smile, please massage my back for me.

puff.

He wanted to die, lingered on the bed for his family, and finally died.

The man was unaccompanied and had no one to rely on. He had a strong psychological quality and dared to fight against the killer. He pretended to sleep and hibernate for half a year, enduring severe pain and mental pressure to recover on his own.But the night before he finally had a chance to escape, he rashly opened his eyes to look at him.

He wanted to live, but was forced to enter the state of death, and finally he was able to live in a dignified way, but he decided to gamble resolutely when he should cherish his life the most.

There is no other reason, just for one side.

At this glance, it collapsed for eight years.

Knowingly, knowingly, however, however.

Ning Ming died and lived without silence.

What was the man thinking when he prostrated himself and called his wife with a smile?

What was the man thinking for a second when he opened his eyes?

There are thousands of kinds in life, but only one commits a crime knowingly.

So, here comes the question that has troubled him for years.

What is 'want'?

"Thinking" means committing a crime knowingly.

He stares in third-person perspective.He saw cracks in himself.

Then light leaked in.

The guidance in Wang Jue's ears continued, but with a different flavor.

"The gray whale told me that you only talk about your position, regardless of right and wrong. But, but, I have nothing."

"I know that your heart has been hollowed out. You kill people, you set fires, you commit crimes. I know, I know. But amorality is theirs. My life is isolated, society has long since stopped accepting me, and I naturally Nor bound by its code."

"I am a true proletarian. I am willing to overthrow the tyrant's rule for you, cut the thread on the stage, and take that puppet with me."

"Whether that puppet still has a heart or not."

"If you really have the duty to worship God, then I have nothing to repent."

"I don't care about right and wrong. Because of my position, you are the only one."

The bible in his hand followed Wang Jue's unconscious hand, and quietly turned many pages.

"Bible" (Song of Solomon 2:7 and combined version):

Don't disturb my lover, wait for him to be willing.