soul probation

【43】

"You're a smart kid, but you just don't know the times."

"Small tricks?" Gray Whale noticed something, stared at the camera and said, "You broke Xiaowei. You have to be punished."

He moved his fingers.

Wang Jue's expression froze, and when he saw the controller screen in his hand, the number suddenly jumped to ten.He hurried to order, but found that no matter how he pressed it, it was useless.

"What conditions?" Wang Jue's expression was extremely calm, but his lips were trembling uncontrollably, "What conditions?"

"There are no conditions." The gray whale looked calm and lacking in interest. "Well, you can roll the dice, and the number you throw will be the level. In this way, you have six choices."

Seeing his hesitation, Gray Whale added, "Otherwise it would be level ten, what a bargain."

"I'll roll." Wang Jue's heart was beating wildly, and he took the dice empty-handed.

God, I won't be Epicurus anymore, can I trust you from now on?

With a wave of his hand, the small white dice rolled down on the table, and it barely stopped after rolling several times.

a six.

His temples were throbbing.It seems that I can't believe it now.

"Well, it's down by four levels. I guess the situation is not good." Gray Whale walked to a white wall, "I won't spend it with you anymore. Little guy, you have three choices. First, come and kill I take revenge."

"Second, go save your Li Wei."

"Third, and the one I recommend you - go to the waterworks and save the world. How cool."

He glanced at him playfully, leaning his back against the wall, exerting strength, the wall unexpectedly opened out of thin air, allowing half of his body to enter.

"Choose it yourself." Gray Whale walked in and said with a smile, "Don't be unable to do any of them."

Wang Jue chased after it, and found that after the gray whale disappeared, he found that the wall was so tight that even his nails couldn't get in.

He had seen such a decoration in Li Wei's house.

He didn't care about that, turned around and ran out, only to see a person stumbling through the door and coming in.After seeing clearly who that person was, the three feet of ice on Wang Jue's body melted instantly, and all his guard was taken off, turning into tears.

"It's okay." Li Wei broke out in cold sweat, dripping down his chin, "I'm used to it."

"The gourd and the others have passed. You go too, with them... I might..."

"Are you going to die?" Wang Jue asked suddenly.

Li Wei had some difficulty standing up, looked at him panting, and didn't speak.

"I was so unlucky that I threw you a six." He continued, "Since I was a child, I have always signed fortune-telling fortune-telling, and I always lose in rock-paper-scissors. The little girl fell straight after she confessed to me Somersault. And you, just playing chess with me, it became like this."

"Look at your pain, no matter what the reason is, it has nothing to do with me directly or indirectly."

"You have been talking to me in bed for so many years, and you want to get rid of me casually?"

"I choose you." Wang Jue looked at him, "Let the world of Gou Ri be destroyed."

He pushed the unsteady Li Wei to the corner of the wall, grabbed his collar and threw him towards himself.

"I'm fucking going to see if you really have a heart rate of [-] today."

He slammed Li Wei's lips tightly, biting and invading the plundering territory.Holding his neck with his hands, he touched his aorta with his thumb.

Bang bang, bang bang.

Bang bang, bang bang.

He had only bitten halfway, and was reluctant to bite again, but licked and kissed over and over again like crazy, counting his pulse anxiously.His mind was as distraught as a tangle of fuss, and the numbers he used to count danced here and there in his brain, and he had long since forgotten what rhythm was.

Almost half a minute later, the distraught kisser was panted and pushed away.Li Wei's perseverance has reached an astonishing level. In this extreme pain situation, he was still able to pull himself away, and even turned around to push the abuser back into the corner.

"Now is not the time." He leaned over and whispered in his ear, bringing out a puff of heat.

"Wait for me." For the first time, he heard a drop of earnestness in Li Wei's tone, "Wait for me."

Seeing him like this, his heart ached and softened, and he was unbearably sad.

He didn't know what Li Wei made him wait for.

But Wang Jue said almost immediately:

"Wait until when?"

Li Wei said, "Immediately."

He took out a medicine from the inner lining of his coat. After seeing its shape clearly, Wang Jue panicked instantly.

It was the only medicine in the world, the poison sac he had hidden in his molars.

"Give it to me," Wang Jue said softly without daring to breathe, "give it to me."

Li Wei stuffed it into his mouth without hesitation.

Wang Jue gasped, froze for a second, went up to kiss him, squeezed his tongue in, trying to keep him with compassion like Li Wei did back then.But the man bit the capsule between his lips and tongue without any hesitation.

The magical taste from the medicine permeated the mouths of the two of them. It was not known whether the sweetness was lingering with the bitterness of the tea, or the bitterness was oozing sweetness.

Wang Jue wanted to cry in this kiss but had no tears.

So he took the initiative to let go of his lips, Li Wei's arms around him were also pulled away by him.

"Do you want to go together?" He heard Li Wei say.

"Don't make a sound," Li Wei paused, then said softly, "Don't be afraid either."

Soft-spoken gentleness is Li Wei's resident mask, and Wang Jue should have gotten used to it.But this pause made him feel that the mask coincided with his face, which was his original appearance.

This tenderness seems to be exclusive to him.

He took a deep breath, collected himself, and suddenly felt that going to death together was not an important matter worth mentioning.

"Come into my arms."

He did as he was told, and his expression began to be in a trance.

It was like a journey of retrospect, or a revolving lantern near death, he saw all his anger, ignorance, love and hatred quietly flowing through the galaxy of time.

Parents died tragically in front of them.

He wanders the world with growing pains.

He retrieved the memory fragments for the first time in Dr. Cheng's consulting room.

He fights, he fails.

He fell into a deep sleep.

Li Wei started talking to him, he was so excited that he wished he could memorize every word silently.

He desperately opened his eyes to see him, his cold appearance matched his voice.

He was easily caught by him and stuffed into the trunk.

The first time he kissed him, he cried out his snot.

He took him back to his home, imagining that his parents smiled gently after seeing him.

His little thoughts were discovered by Li Wei, and that was the first time they made out.

Every detail is clearly visible, wrapping and rotating, devouring all my senses, reaching out and touching.

After an unknown amount of time, he suddenly woke up as if he had been drowning in water for a long time, and regained his composure.

Li Wei embraced him, as if she had been waiting for him for a long time.

He looked at him quietly, and he noticed that his pale face had improved a lot.

Other than that, there seemed to be some... unexplainable changes.

Not the aura, not the temperament, not the mood or the spirit, but...

what is it then?

He was puzzled, and couldn't help moving his waist, and was surprised to find that he couldn't help living well, and the pain in his spine from being hit on the ground at the beginning was relieved.

"I'm not dead?" He froze.

"Who told you it was poison?" Li Wei raised his eyebrows.

"...Yanchen." Wang Jue was in a trance, "I said I want a poison that even a god will never come back, and I will hide it in my molars, just in case..."

In case the scene is not too ugly, save a face for yourself.

"Isn't there only one medicine...isn't this mine?"

"This is your medicine." Li Wei pondered, "There are two, and the last one was put into the bottle for you."

"It's a drug that stimulates the subconscious mind."

"subconscious……"

"He doesn't want you to die. Not only that, he also added strong painkillers to you, hoping to help you escape the pain of flesh and blood." Li Wei slowly analyzed to him, "At least even if it's suicide, it's still Be calm and not be subject to external conditions."

"He wants you to spare yourself."

"This can be regarded as the last gift he gave you."

"Gift..." His throat was a little dry.

The sweet and sweet taste reverberated in his mouth, as if Yanchen was smiling slyly at him.

"Then," Wang Jue asked slowly, "why do you take this medicine?"

Li Wei didn't answer, but recounted an old story: "Do you remember the story I told you the first time?"

"Why don't I remember." Wang Jue choked up with a little anger, "You said I was like an okra. You scolded me."

Li smiled softly, "That's the second story."

"Then I remember too."

"You said...you hate the round shape," Wang Jue said like a treasure, "syringes, bowls, eyeballs...and the moon, the sun, the skull..."

Seeing him talking endlessly, Li Wei interrupted him, "Okay, okay. I want to tell you, now I know why."

"why?"

"I remembered something."

Wang Jue wanted to listen quietly, but Li Wei held his wrist comfortingly before speaking.

"I...Father." He didn't seem to be familiar with this title, and paused, "You told me that you died of cancer."

"He had cancer. He shaved his head, probably because of chemotherapy, but the effect was remarkable."

"He didn't die of cancer—"

"It's beheading." Li Wei's eyes gradually turned red, "And, in front of me."

The blood was glistening, and the juice was flying.

Round heads rolled and rolled, falling to his feet.