soul probation

【30】

"...what?" Wang Jue's heart beat twice.

"Didn't you dream of me?" Li Wei said.

Dream?how do you know?

Wang Jue began to wonder if he had implanted a chip in his brain when he was in a vegetative state.

"You keep calling my name."

And such a thing?

and many more.

Wang Jue's first reaction was that it might be the time he was dissected...

The second reaction is, isn't Dr. Cheng's training to suppress sleep talking very successful?

"The dream I may have offended you a bit... let me go first." Wang Jue was a little flustered, but still struggled a few times with confidence to break the pinched wrist, "but you can't feel that it's because of this. I……"

"Don't you like it?" Li Wei casually grabbed them and pinched them together, "I only handcuffed one of your hands that day, but you raised the other hand to the head of the bed by yourself, very obedient."

what day

Wrong guess, not the dissecting one... wait, this dream doesn't sound right, does it?

Then Wang Jue's eyes went dark, and his eyes were covered by a white sheet.

"I don't want to cover your eyes, but you closed your eyes that day." Li Wei's fingertips moved along the bridge of his nose, this movement made him feel a little familiar, "Do you remember?"

No.

Wang Jue tried his best to search like crazy, but his mind was as white as before his eyes, so clean.

"It's normal if you don't remember." Li Wei said helplessly, "Then why not, let's go back to the question just now."

Then Li Wei lowered her head, squeezed his chin and kissed him superficially.

Wang Jue was suddenly attacked in the visual blankness, he opened his eyes wide, and only saw a glimpse of light under the material of the clothes - his own slightly trembling eyelashes.The soft touch is stained with the hazy morning light, which dissipates as soon as it is touched, like mist dissipating, like snow falling silently.

Perhaps this kiss was more of a kiss than the last bite.To be exact, it was more like what a first kiss should look like.

It's not that life is hanging by a thread, dripping with grief, being entangled with interests and grievances, and being scraped bloody by the barbs that forcibly opened up the way back.

It's a kiss.

Gentle, throbbing, and cautious.

"Do you feel it? Li Wei started again, with some blood on his lips.

"you……"

This was the first time that Wang Jue felt that his brain was completely dead. After "you" for a long time, nothing "you" came out.

Li, who didn't answer, smiled, pressed his entire lips together again, exerted a little pressure, and arched him gently.

"Do you feel it?" he asked again.

"It feels like a fart," he panicked, trying to restart his brain, "let go..."

The protest stopped abruptly.

"Well……"

The opponent pressed down, and the tip of his tongue unceremoniously pried open the gap between his teeth, followed by a violent wind and waves.Every corner of the mouth seems to be invaded and run over, like an oath of sovereignty.After a period of wanton debauchery, as if regaining reason, the collision of lips and teeth gradually softened, but the kiss was still deep and deep.

Wang Jue's chin was pinched and his head was raised slightly, kissing breathlessly, trying to find a trace of vitality from his nose in the stormy sea, the rush and hot breath immediately entangled and entangled, spraying and lingering on all senses of the two.

When Li Wei let go of him again, his lips were almost red and swollen to the point of numbness.Fearing that he would come again, Wang Jue hurriedly said hoarsely, "Yes, yes..."

"What's the matter?" Li Wei whispered in his ear, "Is it the same as that day?"

He was startled suddenly.He suddenly had an ominous premonition:

What he said put your hands up and call his name...

This is a hint.

If the dream is the embodiment of the subconscious... He began to analyze his mind habitually - what is in his subconscious?

In the past eight years, not to mention the subconscious, all the memories are the figure of a person.Li Weiqing's cold voice quickly spread like a virus, occupying every corner between his tormenting waking, falling into a dream, and endless cycle of waking up from dreaming.

In fact, it is not surprising that he has any dreams.

... Even if this dream has unspeakable elements.

"What day are you talking about?"

Seeing that he was in a hurry, Li Wei said, "Then let me give you some hints." Then

He was shocked, "What kind of reminder are you..."

He seemed to know it all of a sudden.

On the day he was given sleeping pills, Li Wei helped him.

But thinking about it, it seems that he was over-rationalizing—he said lightly, "If you want to help, you can help."Now it seems that if my assumption is true - I am completely seducing.

Shame diffused like a water balloon when it was punctured, and a gust of blood rushed straight to the face.

... It can't be his fault.He pretended to be dormant on the hospital bed, and fought wits and courage with Li Wei in order to recover his atrophied legs.But his sexuality/function has been recovering well. In the past six months, in the dead of night, there was actually one time when someone with a high degree of art dared to... an insider.Although he intentionally avoided him while working, the more awake he was, the more the young doctor who was close at hand but had never met would jump out and spit out some scary and calm words.But if listening to these is one's whole life, the emphasis is taken away from fear and morality.The bloody and bloody documentaries turned a corner at him, and everything changed, for example: his voice is really nice.

Then he spoke in a human voice.

He didn't dare to sleep because he was afraid that he would have a strange dream, and when Li Wei came the next day, his face was so red that he almost exposed it.

Unexpectedly, he humiliated himself in front of his own face.

It is explained in "The Interpretation of Dreams" that the subconscious mind will preserve the memories that it has deliberately suppressed and generate them as dreams.It seems that he was deeply engraved into his subconscious, revived by the overly repressed memory, and even made him talk in his sleep after deliberately training... Freud is not kidding me.

Probably that's why he was so easily hypnotized by him.

Seeing him asking and asking herself for a while, Li Wei guessed that he knew.The hands no longer linger in insignificant places, and linger all the way down——

"You..." Li Wei sensed something, and purposefully elongated the tone.

Wang Jue also realized something.

I rely on.Just now I gave myself a hint, you are crazy and talking in my ear.

Conditioned reflex ah.

"You fucking—" Wang Jue's pupils shrank suddenly.

The crude accusation was interrupted by Li Wei's force, and the unguarded vocal cords changed the flavor of the ending, turning into a lingering hum.

"Well," Li Wei said, "That's what you called it at the time."

Amnesia is not terrible, it is more shameful to make it up by oneself.Wang Jue felt that his face was going to burn.

He suddenly felt that the T-shirt that covered his eyes had become a fig leaf for every inch of land, but he thought that the person on the opposite side could see him completely, and maybe he would make a joke in the next second——

"Li...Wei..." He uttered two words through his teeth.

"I still think," Li Wei rubbed his wet lips against his ear, "I'm cuter when you call me doctor."

Damn...don't talk in your ear...

"Haven't you heard enough in the department?" His heartbeat was so fast that he was about to faint, but his mouth was still stiff on the surface, "What is your hobby?"

After going through the process of Jiangjiang Niangniang not being approved.

But this time all his defenses were broken, all shame|shame and scruples, subconscious analysis, and provocative malice were all thrown into the back of his mind, his reason was crushed to pieces, and desire shamelessly devoured every nerve in his brain.

The familiar cold voice reached his ears like a devil's whisper at this moment. He was a pagan who was bewitched by the faint fragrance of the evil flower and willingly walked into the abyss step by step.

Within a second, his whole body was trembling, and he admitted weakly, "Doctor...doctor..."

With a chuckle after succeeding, Li Wei said lightly, "Why call a doctor?"

"Doctor...don't..."

He squeezed out a few words from his throat, "Let me go...then...just..."

"Just what?" Li Wei let go of his hand symbolically, and looked at him with watery eyes, "It's not the first time."

"You're taking advantage of others... Uh..." Wang Jue struggled to lift the quilt covering his face, revealing beautiful pupils dripping with water, and the corners of his eyes were pink, and his tone was even more pitiful, "What do you think?" You can kiss me based on that? That was my first kiss..."

"It's mine too, you don't lose."

Hearing this, Wang Jue raised his eyes to look at him.

Li Wei caressed his lips, there was a little redder on top of the redness, it was a wound left by him, "Since you don't like it, why keep biting it?"

"I don't want it to heal." Wang Jue lowered his eyes and said intermittently, "I thought, I thought you were going to die... At least leave me something to think about——

It seemed to take all his strength to say these words.

"Even if... it's a scar."

Li Wei's gaze sank.

He pondered for a while before saying, "How is this enough?"

When Wang Jue raised his eyes again, the man kissed her, and his canine teeth pierced his lips.The smell of blood diffused.

"Then you will carry it with you for the rest of your life."

He admitted that he was defeated.

eight years.If this long and distant predicament was a reprieve for the soul, this was his day of judgment.

It's not the hoarse grinding and the chasing of mountains and seas, it's not the sick bed with eyes open all night, unable to move an inch on the unbearable island; , not to disturb each other for a person who is neither sad nor happy, worrying about gains and losses.

Let yourself go.

Falling in love with just this one kiss.

He saw himself exiled in a cage of emptiness, fragmented into nothingness.A whale stranded on the beach said it was going to the sea.

The long wind pierces the sky, it has a pair of sad, addicted eyes.

He closed his eyes and stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around each other.

He saw his soul sinking deep in the mud, enjoying his ruin.