soul probation

【19】

My name is Wang Jue.

So far in my wasted and outrageous life, my poor, often raped heart has had three self-destructive beatings.

The first time was listening to the screams of my parents being killed in the hiding closet, and the second time was when the gray whale gave me intravenous injections with a smile.

The third time is now, and my primary doctor is kissing me like hell.

But I just yelled at him.

So the kiss didn't seem so tender either.He clamped both my wrists, put his knees against my thighs, and pushed me against the wall behind him, then pressed his whole body up.

In the next second, the entire lips were wrapped in warmth.I couldn't resist, I could only let out some meaningless whimpers.

He pried open my lips and teeth roughly and violently, sent the tip of his tongue in, and kissed fiercely.The soft tongue rotated and engaged with the strong teeth, scratched and sucked, and then bit down hard on the lower lip mercilessly.I was so shocked that I couldn't make any sound for a while.

The smell of blood spread in our mouths, but his attack intensified.He even stretched out a hand, lifted my jaw that I was struggling to avoid, and forced my mouth to open slightly, accepting all his plundering and picking.The glass incision is too smooth, and the wound on the neck seems to be less painful than the pain on the lips and tongue, the sadness of suicide with a blunt knife.I push him stubbornly and weakly with the blood on my neck. At this moment, I still think that his black clothes are not easy to get dirty.The result of being overwhelmed can be exchanged with all my strength, but it seems that I am draping his shoulders and catering to his strong kiss.

I seemed to have tasted the great sorrow of life, and slowly opened my eyes to see him with a little pain.

Things in the pocket, pressed against the wall on a whim to act recklessly, seems to be a reasonable and interesting thing.

Please let me take a good look at what the cold and playful eyes look like.Is it the disdain to look at the prey that is used to claim credit, or the hatred that can easily humiliate me?

However, when I looked into his eyes, more than one voice in my heart said, I was wrong.

The affectionate style is too vulgar, and the stagnant water is not amazing enough.It was an abyss, an abyss looking into me.

I admit, I lost.Whether it is naive speculation or hopeless self-esteem, they are all dismembered in this abyss and completely defeated.

I cried.

He paused for a second.Then I seasoned it with my tears, and went to lick the blood that was rolling out of the wound he made over and over again.

I don't want to make the scene too bad, but I still can't control myself.

Not only did I lose control of my tear ducts, but I also lost myself between his hot kisses and close physical touch.

The brain is blank.

Hands are still wet.He finally stopped ignoring my resistance, and lightly encircled my wrist again, not pressing it on the side of the shoulder, but holding it in front of my chest.

I was already exhausted by his kisses, and then I started to feel dizzy. I couldn't feel how he teased every corner of my mouth—until my whole body was so weak that I couldn't stand upright, and my body started to slide, he finally Let go of me.

Fever dizziness, head impact, blood loss in the neck, and unknown hormones were being secreted in large quantities. I had nowhere to stand in the multiple pincer attacks and lost consciousness.

But a second before I fell down, I found that the blood on my hand, which should have been dried long ago, was still wet and bright, glistening under the light.

——Wang Jue before coma

In the airtight room, there is no wind.

But I dreamed of the vast wilderness.Li Wei was next to the grave with the cross on it, wearing a black windbreaker and white gloves, dancing in the night, playing an elegy on the violin.

There is a red rose pinned to her heart.

——Wang Jue after coma

As soon as Wang Jue opened his eyes, he immediately got up, dragged his broken body, and staggered out of the room.

There was silence, except for the sound of running water in the bathroom.

Thinking of the blood on his hands, he took a deep breath.

Then I saw that the pale floor of the living room was covered with bright and charming blood.

The scarlet at the first glance is still moving forward and slowly to a corner, as if it wants to tear the whole space apart, chew it viciously, and then swallow it roughly into the stomach.He stepped on it with bare feet, made a pattering sound, and finally slowly pushed open the bathroom door——

Li Wei leaned against the wall tiles of the bathroom, lying and sitting surrounded by blood, and was being washed by the shower.

"I can't take off my clothes anymore." Li Wei explained, his tone was still as flat as before, it might be heard that he was already extremely weak.

"You, what's wrong with you." Wang Jue heard his voice trembling, "Don't you know that the wound can't get wet..."

The black cloth covered up all the blood, even when it was on his hands.

It should be because he sat on the floor drain in the bathroom that the blood overflowed.In such a state of distress, Li Wei must not sit idly by, there is only one possibility——

He couldn't even stand up.

He was already hurt so badly at that time, that, that kiss...

Wang Jue's mind was going to explode.

"I was in a hurry on the way here, and I was plotted against." Li Wei said.

"Didn't you tell me to believe in your business ability? Aren't you No.1?" Wang Jue became anxious when he heard this. He rushed to squat down in front of him, gently held his shoulder, and his voice rose , "Who is it? It's..."

He suddenly remembered what Li Wei had told him when he came, the fate of treason.

"Yes... is it because you have internal strife? No, no, it's the gray whale." Wang Jue breathed out quickly, his eyes whirling around with his brain, "You said the gray whale didn't let you catch me, it's not because he doesn't trust you anymore, He will definitely test you first, it's you... What did you tell him?"

"I told him," Li Wei said lightly, "I'll kill you."

Wang Jue had a look of disbelief.

"What? Why...why did you..."

"You shouldn't tell him that you killed me. I once told him that I have a signal device on my body. As long as I die, his handle will be automatically sent to all parties involved. So when you said you killed me From that moment on, he knew you were lying to him."

"Oh," Li Wei didn't understand this loophole, but his attention didn't stay here, and he drew inferences, "So the gray whale turned you into a vegetable and tortured you alive."

"Yes, but this is not important." Wang Jue grabbed his shoulders, "The important thing is that the gray whale knew you lied to him, and must have ordered to hunt you down."

"..." Li Wei looked up at him.

"Didn't you say you wanted to instigate me?" He said word by word, with a little smile, "You succeeded."

"You... you're monitoring me again..." Wang Jue's eyes were covered with fog, and his expression suddenly became dull, "But I haven't started to instigate rebellion yet..."

"Really. I'm sorry." Li smiled and said modestly.

"You...you..." Wang Jue said "you" for a long time, but couldn't speak anymore.

This injury was done for him, and he didn't know it at all, and said those vicious words.He also leaked the news about the gray whale. He should have reminded him earlier, but that day he suddenly had a fever and was given sleeping pills.

By the time he said it on WeChat, it was too late.

His original plan was to bet on Li Wei's balance between his life experience and his existing comfort zone, and bet with his own life.His worst outcome is that Li Wei still chooses to be loyal to Gray Whale after hearing the clue, and will hand him over.He also thought that the final result would be like this, so he chose to commit suicide.

But he never expected that he had already made his choice before giving him a chance to tell the story.

why?

"Because you haven't taught me what 'thinking' is yet."

Every time Li Wei smiled, it was like stabbing him in the heart.

"But, I seem to be dying."

Wang Jue was stunned.

"No, no. Where is your wound? You..." He rolled up his wet clothes little by little, looking for his biggest bleeding point, but they were all wounds with less bleeding, why? I couldn't find the fatal injury, so I was so anxious that I cried, "Where is it? Where is it?"

Li Wei didn't have the strength to move, but just looked at him quietly.

Wang Jue looked back, and suddenly found that the water in the middle of the others was light red.

He carefully put Li Wei's head on his shoulder, lost the flow of water from the shower head, and lost the camouflage of the fatal wound——

Bright red nosebleeds trickled down his cheeks and onto his shoulders.

"Are you poisoned?" Wang Jue's eyes widened and his eyes rolled wildly. "Where is the antidote?"

"No." Li Wei said concisely.

"Yes." Wang Jue's eyes sank, he regained his composure, and said expressionlessly, "Is it Xi Mian?"

Li Wei defaulted.

"Xi Mian's medicine was prepared by Yanchen. He is not worthy of poison without antidote. What he told you doesn't count." Wang Jue said slowly, "Because I told him to."

"Who the hell are you?" Li Wei tilted his head slightly, frowning.

Wang Jue licked the wound on the corner of his mouth bitten by him, and smiled softly:

"I'm Little Okra."