soul probation

【wedge】

You are a vegetable.You have been in bed for six years.

You don't respond to other people's touch, but only you know that you can actually hear the outside world.You spent many years in boredom until, in the seventh year, your primary doctor began to talk to you.

He shares with you how he kills while practicing medicine.

Watertight and brilliant.

Your numb nerves were suddenly shocked, and you listened tremblingly for half a year.Perhaps the nerves were so activated that you miraculously woke up.But you are not very happy about it, because when you wake up, the first thing you will know will be your attending doctor, the doctor who shares with you the superb killing skills every day.

You have been bedridden for many years, and you cannot get out of bed due to muscle atrophy; you have not spoken for many years, and your language system is also facing collapse——

How will you escape?

【1】

"Which killer has no quirks, you're right."

——Li Wei

Do you believe that there is no trace of murder?

Humans are fragile creatures.Drinking juice from cherry pits, soaking fungus for 24 hours, pricking your fingers with seafood or rusty iron, or even accidentally planting strawberries in the carotid sinus may all lead to your death.

Life is full of all kinds of imperceptible details, so technology has gradually become the first driving force to solve murders.Under the comprehensive pursuit of surveillance and trace inspection, several major killer organizations in the country gradually declined.The well-known killers on the dark web list in the past, each of which was taken out at the time, was enough to alleviate the pile of suspicious cases in the archives-now they are all gathered in the prison, gathered together, and each of them was reincarnated on an auspicious day.

So there are almost no professional killers on the market.

The killers who can survive basically pay attention to killing without a trace.

Wuhen pays attention to "big hermit hidden in the city", that is, it does not pay attention to counterfeiting, and pursues nature in everything.Just like this Dr. Li, who was chatting and laughing with the nurse, turned his head and told his family members with tears in his eyes how he and the patient hit it off.Succinylcholine was added to the drip, which made the respiratory muscles of the already asthmatic target lose their function, thus causing suffocation. If someone was really suspicious and asked for an autopsy, it would be found that the drug had disappeared from his body, and there was no proof of death.

Until the family members left for a while, Dr. Li's eyes were still full of regret, without any flaws.

"Hey, Dr. Li is really affectionate." The little nurse next to him sighed with a blushing face.

"It's too sentimental, but it seems ruthless." The head nurse pretended to be deep.

"Cut, I don't care, our Doctor Li is the best." The little nurse smiled slightly.

"You just look at the handsome parents." The head nurse said straight away.

The handsome and passionate killer returned to the office and sent a series of codes:

mission completed.Li Wei.

This is the reason why the last killer company can stay. His identity as a doctor's killer is real, but the killer's identity as a doctor is also true.All major files are registered through formal channels, grade points are obtained based on strength, certificates are obtained by oneself, and even the thesis is praised by the tutor. Under the disguise of real materials, it is impeccable.

The age of the real Genius Killer's only false identity card, because he skipped too many levels to avoid attracting attention.

It is not scary that a paper written by a killer has industry influence. What is really scary is actually an unpublished paper.Just like what is more terrifying than spiders are disappearing spiders, what is more terrifying than genius killers is dormant killers in the crowd, and what is more terrifying is dormant genius killers.Everyone says that there is no absolute perfect crime, but catching wind and clues depends on the academic authority of top experts. After all, experts are human, and human beings have academic thresholds—once you break through this threshold, you have the capital to disregard the rules. .

Break through the human threshold, and you will have the will of God.

The camera turns to his resume.

Li Wei, who was picked up a lot of money to train him as a top medical student since he was a child, strives to kill people with precision while building the society - one point for studying, three points for business, six points for scientific research, spinning and jumping all the way to finish his doctorate.As a psychiatric surgeon with excellent character and learning, it is logical to sneak into the hospital that was selected early.Because of its secrecy and state-of-the-art medical resources, this hospital often takes over black households who have been shot, well-known politicians, or officials who have had too much prostitution... In short, they are all shady people who are often targeted for assassination.While conscientiously treating diseases and saving lives, the gouged out skull can circle the globe six times; while inadvertently causing reasonable deaths, often coincidentally, they will first save the patient with exhaustion, and then kill them without a trace after receiving the task .Without going to the field, he abides by the rules of the two industries with the momentum of still water flowing deep, jumps between dual identities, and captures the hearts of colleagues and leaders on both sides with his superb acting skills. He can be called a model in the industry.

Especially the boss, Gray Whale, who is often full of praise for him.The main reason may be that the money that the company spent on extracurricular classes and school selection fees for him over the years was earned back by him in one single order.

The killer Li Wei has acted meticulously in his life, and is a severe patient with perfectionism and obsessive-compulsive disorder.He has cultivated all the survival skills he thinks are necessary to the extreme, but he thinks there are too many elements, and even how to deal with people is just right, controlling people and flattering, tactful and sincere, dreaming of interacting with all kinds of people Hypocrisy and submissiveness, even if a sentence is inappropriate in a dream, it will make you feel uncomfortable when you wake up.When the obsessive-compulsive concept of "everyone has a world" collides with the two settings that there is no separate room since childhood, a tireless AI robot is created.

He is called a robot because he actually knows nothing about human feelings: when the grieving family member sheds tears for the deceased, he thinks about the number of milliliters of tears, and when the excited family member kneels to him, he thinks about the acceleration of the knee.He can creatively study all the theories in medical books to the extreme, but he can't understand those people's sophistication.

However, even if a genius has emotional shortcomings, he can still get full marks in the Chinese reading questions with his skills.When it comes to social interaction, he will also analyze rationally in his brain. Like answering questions and understanding, what emotions are represented by micro-expressions and micro-movements is limited to academic research in psychology.

Due to his superb acting skills, only he himself knew about it, oh yes, and later a patient named Wang Jue also knew about it.

It's a long story, after all, Li Wei doesn't use batteries, and his highly restrained soul produces an extremely reversible effect, which suddenly erupts under an accidental opportunity, and as a result, he develops an absurd bad habit——

Talk to the vegetative.

So the question is, when the AI ​​cannot detect the other party's thoughts, but still has a need to talk, is it considered a real job?

But these are things for later.The most pressing issue at the moment is that the permanent vegetative who has been lying in bed for eight years has a [-]% chance of waking up, causing Li Wei to face an unprecedented career crisis...

【2】

"I don't like patients with too round heads, which affects the success rate of my operation to a certain extent."

——Li Wei

Things started eight years ago.Wang Jue is a patient he has taken since his postgraduate internship. At the beginning, he noticed him because of his name. When writing his name card, he wrote three "3" and a dot with the doctor's "professional" writing ability. Later, when the name card of "PVS-333." spread throughout the hospital, everyone called this young vegetable named Wang Jue 333, and it lasted eight years.

The first time Li Wei saw Wang Jue who was transferred to another hospital, he was already in a coma.He was an extremely thin and handsome man, but he didn't have any stress symptoms. He had been on hyperbaric oxygen and transcranial direct current for eight years, and there was no sign of waking up.Wang Jue has no relatives, only one girlfriend is taking care of him.At a flowery age, with a pure appearance, she has been eroded by the tedious work of serving patients.

Love it.Li Wei thought.But he couldn't understand.

Every ward in a private hospital is a single room, and after the stereotyped ward rounds, we came to the last room—VIP client 333, who was in the most stable condition.He likes to stay here for a while, sit down and do nothing, just stare at his sleeping face intently, and stare blankly for a while.There is no special reason for doing this, because only here there will be no unpredictable eyes behind the monitoring, and there is no need to guard against black and white.

Seven years passed like this.In seven years, Li Wei never missed a shot.

Wang Jue's little girlfriend also took care of him for seven years. Finally, one day, she massaged his whole body as usual, shaved his beard, and put on some lip balm before saying to him, "I'm getting married."

"This is the last time I'll see you."

Then the little girlfriend really never came again.

Since then, Wang Jue seems to have officially lost the last ties with the world.

I heard that the girlfriend was very emotional when she came out, and she was framed by a wealthy man.Later that man came over and smashed the surveillance system in this room, muttering "Let you watch, let you watch".Later, the man was either quarreled, or his conscience found out, so Wang Jue hired a masseuse and a nanny.However, I don’t know if there is no one to supervise the workers or they are told to do it intentionally. One hour of work can play bubble shooter for half an hour.

There is no monitoring, and the rigorous hospital unexpectedly did not respond. Maybe the big money used the banknote ability.Besides, he seemed to be abandoned by the world, and he didn't seem to pose any threat to anyone.

That day, he came to Wang Jue's bed to relax as usual, and suddenly thought of the disappearing surveillance, and a strange feeling arose in his heart.Nervously, he stretched out his hand to the side face that he had already known by heart, and gently traced the outline with his fingers.From the center of the eyebrows to the bridge of the nose, from the root of the mountain to the tip of the nose, and finally pinched the nasogastric tube for eating.

It was a slightly pale face that conformed to all the aesthetic proportions of the human body, unlike other vegetatives with dull eyes and drooping jaws.He closed his eyes just like that, pursed his lips expressionlessly, as if he was simply sleeping.

Most of the vegetative states are divided into three types—basic professional knowledge emerges in Li Wei’s mind: the first is that the eyes are open, but there is no conscious response; the second is the weak conscious response (MCS), such as receiving a stimulus Can make small movements; the third is that the eyes are closed tightly, and there is no reaction to the surroundings at all.

Obviously Wang Jue belongs to the third category, and the chance of waking up is almost non-existent.

But they are also happier than the other two.It can be perceived for a long time, but it is like a ghost pressing a bed, unable to move, unable to speak, and completely loses the sense of existence.Reminds him of his isolation training in a small black room, days when there was nothing but food.His strong psychological quality and endurance allowed him to behave calmly in the midst of crying and hitting the wall on the infrared monitoring screen. In the end, the organization was afraid that he would suffer from mental illness and forced him out.Rao is as mentally powerful as Li Wei, the great despair on the verge of death almost made him mentally collapse.

What's more, what a vegetative person faces will be an endless desperate marathon.

Li Wei pulled back her thoughts and looked at Wang Jue's face.

The seven-year sentence vividly presents the four characters of "not a good death".His cheeks were sunken, and thanks to the careful care of his little girlfriend, who had undergone several atrophy-controlled operations, he had lost at least 40 catties in the past seven years.In addition, today's paddling masseurs are almost thinner than a skeleton, and they can't be called handsome for a long time, which is very different from the ID photo in the file when they first saw it.The green stubble was left unattended, and it also popped out, somewhat adding vitality to the pale face.A few days ago, there was a nympho young nurse who came to shave him "for the sake of 333's appearance", but these days they said that stubble is also a kind of sexy.

At this point, Li Wei raised his eyebrows, "Vegetables can also talk about sexy? Vegetable."

That was the first time he spoke to Wang Jue on the bed.

"It's just a dry piece of okra, sticky, neither dry nor brittle, neither dead nor alive."

After he finished speaking, he suddenly felt relieved, and after thinking about it, he felt that he had done a stupid thing.He had no choice but to stand up and walk out with a frown, a little anxious, and gave some instructions to others before returning home and using the computer to report today's situation.

All of Li Wei's furniture has sharp edges and corners, black and white are arranged at right angles, even the cups are square.It's not uncommon for OCD people to have quirks, but his was particularly weird—he hated round things.This caused him to suffer every time he used the syringe during his internship, but he did not have anti-compulsive symptoms. Instead, he used the temperament of facing difficulties to cover up himself, and even took the initiative to look at the piston rod during the injection.

So every time he gets an injection, he laughs.

One of his many philosophies: Never show cowardice in case of disaster, the more uncomfortable you are, the more you have to laugh—maybe the monitor in the small black room was frightened by his grinning smile before letting him out.

But at the end of the internship, Li Wei also won unanimous praise from the patients with his strange professional ability.

His operator Hong Bie once said that if he endured like this, he was either desensitized or psychopathic.But having said that, to be a killer, a psychopath is also considered a professional counterpart.

But he couldn't laugh at the anxiety he was facing now.Because the source of this anxiety is confused.He thinks he is straightforward and neat, never doing unnecessary things, and he is too precise in what he says.What's more, indifference to others is the basic quality of a killer.

Because of the great pressure of survival in this industry, there are only two children in a house, and only after that are they worthy of having their own names.All his values ​​are to move forward. First, he can live, and second, he plays the role to the extreme, and he will naturally fulfill his own value.All other useless nonsense is just for socializing, socializing is for profit, and profit is for living.

But only he himself knows, he can't understand.Under the cloak of tact and sophistication, except for living and completing tasks, he only knows the existence of all exchanges and greetings, and even masters the use of memorization, but he can't understand it at all.

To sum up, he is a killer with no emotion.

It may be that Wang Jue's years of standing still have worn out his eyes and lowered his guard, allowing him to talk to Wang Jue who has no perception.

That's even a metaphor.

Why do unnecessary things?He has no social needs.

What are you thinking?

……

want to say?

But, what do you want?

As you can see, Li Wei, the perfect killer who is proficient in everything, has encountered a bottleneck in his life.

Lying on the bed with his arms pillowed on his head, he inadvertently caught a glimpse of a bright moon outside the window, and looked away disgustedly for the first time.

The nurse who came to change the dressing the next day found that Wang Jue had an extra spinal drug delivery device to relieve muscle atrophy.

"Why is there an extra spinal medicine next to 333?" The nurse asked casually when she returned to the platform.

"I don't know. Teacher Li added it last night. Maybe I heard about the incident between 333 and his girlfriend." Someone answered casually.

"Hey, hasn't it been a while?"

"Who knows. Oh, you are so concerned, why don't you go and ask your teacher Mr. Li?" Another nurse teased.

"You know how to make fun of me. Mr. Li is not only handsome, but also has a high EQ. He is handsome and handsome! Who dares to say that he doesn't like him?"

"Hey, that's true. But you can't just look at the surface, you said he hasn't met a girlfriend in his 35s, could it be..."

"Hey, what are you talking about!" The head nurse cut off the conversation righteously, "Dr. Li just sent away another old patient today. He is so depressed that he didn't finish his meal. You should go less Annoy him!" A group of people resentfully changed the subject.

Li Wei didn't know that he had become an after-dinner conversation topic, but he was really depressed, not pretending.

I didn't eat because there was okra for today's work meal.

He walks up to room 333 a little tense as his perfectionism alarm has been set off.He walked in irritably, sat down irritably, looked at the fluctuating EEG, and turned on the anti-reconnaissance detection equipment as usual.He couldn't help but force himself to think for a while about the dying face of the target and the gradually dilated pupils, and he calmed down a lot.All the feelings in the world are illusory, and only physical discomfort can give him a sense of security in a down-to-earth and down-to-earth manner.

He suddenly had some expectations for himself, curious about what he would say to 333 today.He sat up straight, ready to speak.

"..."

10 minute later.

"..."

Doctor Li's jaw muscles twitched slightly.It looked like he was gnashing his teeth, but he actually yawned quietly.

"We have known each other for seven years." After yawning, Li Wei relaxed, and simply activated the social skills he had practiced proficiently, "When you come to your house every day, you have a bad face. When will you wake up and call me?" A face to face?"

Then he smiled and opened his mouth, "This hospital respects privacy and doesn't want to cause trouble. It never asks your cause of disease. But because of occupational diseases, I checked your information. You study forensic medicine. It happened that when I was in school, after class I also learn from your theories."

"So, want to hear how I killed someone?"