marriage [rebirth]

It's not that I don't want to resist, but that I can't resist.

Regardless of the physical differences, the terrifying mental pressure alone is enough to immobilize people, and there is a vague premonition telling Lu Jin that if he really refuses Liao Qiting's kiss, the consequences will be disastrous.

In fact, Lu Jin does not resist kissing itself, not to mention that he is destined to become a partner, some things cannot be avoided, but Lu Jin can't stand the other party's excessively rough kisses, which often makes him have the illusion of being ripped apart.

However, letting the other party kiss will also make the other party dissatisfied.

"Counting this time, it's already the third time." Liao Qiting frowned, "You obviously don't have any feelings for me, but you didn't even show any resistance?"

"Because there is no reason to resist, you are my fiancé after all..." Lu Jin replied calmly despite being a bit confused.

Liao Qiting let go of his hand heavily, and pushed Lu Jin away by the way, his anxious expression was replaced by a less obvious slump, he loosened his collar, and sneered: "This kind of attitude of giving and taking is like waiting for me. It’s like being tired of playing, this is your plan, right? You said that you are lucky, not because you have a good impression of me, but because you believe in my character, and I will definitely let you go free after you get tired of playing..."

Lu Jin opened his eyes slightly, with no concealment of surprise in his eyes. After the initial shock, a smile slowly appeared on the corners of his mouth, "Yes, as expected of the commander of the legion, I think the relationship between superiors and subordinates is stronger than the so-called partnership."

"Oh?" Liao Qiting's eyes flashed fiercely, "Continue talking."

"I collected all the information about you on the Starnet. The establishment of the Federation's 28th Army is a legend. You were ordered to sweep up the most notorious interstellar pirates in the Federation. Those who surrendered were all incorporated into the regular army, and those who did not want to surrender were all Killed, not a single prisoner. Later, because there were too many star thieves who surrendered, their combat effectiveness should not be underestimated, but no one could suppress this force, so the Federation decided to organize them into a single legion—that is, the 28th Army, You will be the commander of the army." Although the tone of Lu Jin's narration is flat, it does not mean that he is not nervous, and after a short pause, he continued, "The rules established by the military department have been broken by you. You have not yet become a general. Have a legion of your own, and set the record of the youngest legion leader in the Federation."

Liao Qiting was a little impatient: "And then?"

"So I think that you don't care about the origin of your subordinates. As long as you can prove your worth, you can become your subordinates and rely on your own strength to survive. For me, it is freedom." Lu Jin thought for a while, then said, " ...The root cause is probably that I don't believe in love, I believe in my own strength. Since feelings will fade away sooner or later, I hope that after you lose interest in me, you can make me more useful. Only you can do it in small sections.”

"Oh, even the honorifics are used, and that's all I want to say?" Liao Qiting reached out and squeezed Lu Jin's chin, forcing Lu Jin's eyes to look at himself, and said word by word, "Then I understand Tell you, don't try to escape, I won't let you go."

"With all due respect, you don't look like a person who attaches great importance to feelings, and even, you don't seem like a person who will have love." Now that he has expressed his intentions straight to the point, Lu Jin doesn't mind fully revealing his thoughts to The other party said, "Even if you know how to love others, the object can't be me, right?"

Anyway, I am too young, the average age of federal citizens is 200 years old, and I am only 18 years old, it is impossible to attract a powerful man like Liao Qiting anyway.

"No matter what you think, I know what I want, and once it is what I believe, there is absolutely nothing I can't get." Liao Qiting stared straight at the road with absolute confidence in his deep eyes. Please watch.

Lu Jin quickly understood Liao Qiting's meaning, but still didn't quite understand: "You want me? Why?"

Why……

Liao Qiting was in a daze for a moment, and then slowly said: "Perhaps he is interested in unsolvable propositions. No matter how difficult the problem is, I don't believe that it takes a lifetime to solve it."

"Does this mean playing a love game?" Lu Jin frowned puzzled.

—'Why do you ask?A certain philosopher said that only those who know how to love themselves will be loved by others, but not only can I not love myself, but I also firmly believe that others will not fall in love with me either.But maybe only with love can I be redeemed from endless self-loathing and learn how to love myself.Therefore, this is an unsolvable proposition. '

——'Ha, so you came to be buried with me because you had nothing to love?He had clearly predicted that coming back would be a dead end. '

——'No, in fact, I am also afraid of death, but...there is no one in this world who is willing to let me board the ship. '

"No, you made a mistake." Liao Qiting held Lu Jin's head and pressed him against his chest, letting him listen to his irregular heartbeat due to emotional ups and downs. "Maybe I really don't know how to love someone, but feelings are born of desire. I have desire for you. Sooner or later, this desire will evolve into the love you least trust. So it's you, it has nothing to do with the game, it's just because of me As far as you are concerned, you are necessary."

"I...have to?" Lu Jin murmured and repeated.

"Don't you think that the intelligence network I placed next to your family is just to pass the time because of boredom?" Liao Qiting said angrily.

Lu Jin raised his head slightly, he looked at the man in front of him seriously, and there was a trace of embarrassment hidden under the man's arrogant expression.

Cramped, on behalf of not fully grasp.For a person who believes in absolute power, if he chooses to do something he is not fully sure of, it means that he really needs it, and needs it urgently.He needs himself, not playing with feelings, because people who play with feelings will not be so serious. Whether it is the chaotic heartbeat or those words, Lu Jin can exactly feel that need.

After living for so many years, this is the first time, being needed by someone.

Lu Jin has been living in a world without love since he was a child. In the year he was born, his grandfather died unexpectedly on the battlefield. His father’s condition worsened. age.

When he has his own thoughts, his elder brother is like a big mountain on his head. No matter what he does, others will always compare the two brothers together. Compared with his sunny, cheerful and popular brother, he is quiet , boring, no sense of existence.

Because Lu Xu wants to go out to play, Lu Jin can go out to breathe fresh air; because Lu Xu wants the latest personal terminal, so Lu Jin is allowed to have one; Lu Jin was assigned to major in mecha maintenance... Because of Lu Xu, Lu Jin was there.

So Lu Jin is a superfluous existence, no one will need him, the most suitable way for him to survive in that family is to be a puppet on a string, ready to sacrifice for the benefit of the family at any time.

However, he was not reconciled.

For a long time, Lu Jin learned to observe and analyze everything around him calmly, to be an emotionless bystander, and patiently wait for the moment when he left the family.

So when he learned that Liao Qiting was the one to marry, Lu Jin breathed a sigh of relief. He believed that as long as he was still useful to Liao Qiting, he would not become an abandoned son and would not sacrifice again.

However... I may have to change my original thinking.

"You should honestly give up the idea that you will be free when I abandon you!" Liao Qiting's words interrupted Lu Jin's thoughts, and he narrowed his eyes dangerously, "I didn't follow you to become a philosopher." Talk so much."

"I see." Lu Jin hooked the corner of his lower lip unobtrusively, "I will try to need you like you need me."

"It's not about trying, it's about having to." Liao Qiting corrected him.

"Please don't be so overbearing, what if you really can't do it?"

"Then make it so that you don't even have time to think 'can't do it'." Liao Qiting pressed Lu Jin on the spacious special seat, "Try now."

"I'm afraid it's too late." Lu Jin pointed to the universe outside the transparent window, "Is that the earth? I only saw it in textbooks. It seems that our destination is coming."

"Tsk." Liao Qiting stared disappointedly at the blue planet standing still in space.

On this innocent planet, there is their future home.