Transformation of Rebirth

Chapter 85 Anxiety

Zheng Haiyang has always felt that since his rebirth, his life trajectory has been developing in a completely different direction from the past.

They got to know Han Zhijun and Chen Lingling, and they moved out of the small county town in Jiangbei to the provincial capital. During the dog days, they held introductory classes in the courtyard of the research institute. A few months later, they went north to open a fried chicken restaurant. They had money, a house, Getting rid of the shackles of their original destiny, their family's vision has almost been opened, and now everyone is a lot of assets.After more than [-] years of tempering, he himself has transformed from a poor white-collar worker into a small boss of a real estate company today.

Occasionally looking back on his life of more than 20 years in this life, and comparing it with his previous life, he really feels like he is dreaming, and sometimes he is afraid that everything now is just a yellow beam dream, and he still has nothing when he wakes up from the dream.

And now, when that thought, which was so unbelievable to anyone, jumped into his mind, he had this dreaming feeling again.

Is this not a dream?If it wasn't a dream, how could he have such incredible thoughts about Han Yi?What is he thinking now?

Zheng Haiyang sat in the office, froze for a long while, his mind was blank for a moment, and for a moment he felt that everything in front of him was a little unreal, he even pinched himself, thinking he would wake up, But the pain made him understand more clearly that he was not dreaming at all!

He stretched out his hand and looked at his palm, his expression was still astonished, the veins in his palm were very clear, and following those veins, he recalled the feeling of his palm touching Han Yi's skin in the morning, that feeling was like being free. Consciousness penetrated deeply into his mind, and he couldn't help shivering again.

Impossible, Zheng Haiyang thought, how is it possible?He subconsciously denied it, how could he have that kind of thought about Han Yi?He has been a straight man in this life and even in his previous life! !How could he like a man? !Even like Han Yi?

Han Yi was brought up by him. He raised him as half brother and half son. He took care of him as a baby since he was a child. Even when he grew up, he still regarded him as a younger brother. How could he treat Han Yi like a brother who surpassed him? The feeling of camaraderie?How can there be? !

Zheng Haiyang had a morning meeting, trying to divert his attention from work. He even subconsciously told himself that it must be because he had never touched such smooth skin, or he was single for a long time and was extremely hungry and thirsty. Need some relief? !

After a busy day, fortunately, he didn't let himself be immersed in the emotion of "I have special thoughts about Han Yi", but when he got home from get off work, Zheng Haiyang felt that his world was about to crack! ! !

Originally, there was nothing wrong with the company, so when he came home at night, he wanted to be alone and think about it. He wanted to figure out whether he was a psychological reaction caused by a temporary physical impulse, or that there was such a person hidden in his heart that he himself could not understand. Feeling aware.

But as soon as he got home, he found Han Yi and Han Shiyi playing games in the living room of his house! !Just hit it, Han Yi turned on the control and was fighting with his bare arms! !

When Zheng Haiyang entered the door, he was almost fainted by the heat on his face, and when he fixed his eyes on the tender white meat sitting cross-legged on the carpet under the sofa, he almost poked his own eyes blind !

He thought he was sleepwalking and went to the wrong house, but when he looked carefully, he was about to spit out a mouthful of old blood. Han Yi was just playing games with his naked body like this! !play games! !

Zheng Haiyang walked in while vomiting blood in his heart, put his bag aside, walked into the hall, frowned and said angrily: "I want to call back to my home!" After speaking, he pressed the central control button on the wall and turned it off. air conditioner.

Han Yi and Han Shi turned their heads and looked at Zheng Haiyang together. Han Shi felt that Brother Yangyang was getting angry for no reason. It's not like they haven't done this kind of thing before. Why are they so angry?He used to play games with them when he came back.

Han Shi didn't know what to do. He turned to look at his brother. Han Yi was shirtless, sitting under the sofa with bare arms, holding a game controller in one hand. European-style sofa cushions form an extremely stark contrast.

right!Han Yi did it on purpose!

He looked up at Zheng Haiyang indifferently, and said inexplicably, "You're not doing well in business, so you're taking your anger home?"

As he finished speaking, he turned his head away, exited the game with the remote controller, then stood up and turned off the TV with the remote controller.Han Yi had no clothes on his upper body, and a pair of jeans on his lower body. The pants were just right, but at this moment, because Han Ban bent over and put his hands on the coffee table to get the remote control, the waist of his trousers was tightly stretched. The arc to the thigh is particularly round and tight. Zheng Haiyang was standing next to the central control, and when he turned his head to look at Han, he happened to see the round buttocks stretched tightly under the blue washed jeans.

The blue jeans and Han Yi's skin formed an obvious contrast between the two colors. Zheng Haiyang only glanced at it, and almost raised his hand to poke his eyes again. His eyes and throat also rolled up and down.

This really made Zheng Haiyang even more irritable and depressed, he didn't pay attention to what Han Yi said just now, he turned and went upstairs, and said impatiently: "As you please!"

In a few seconds, Zheng Haiyang's figure had disappeared in the hall. The brothers Han Yi and Han Shi glanced at each other for no reason. It’s so harmonious, why are you so angry today?”

Han Yi was also wondering, logically Zheng Haiyang shouldn't have reacted like this, he really rarely saw him so impatient, could it be that work is really not going well?Han Yi also stood up from the carpet, threw the game controller into Han Shi's arms and said, "Go back and do your homework!"

Han Shi is no longer the idiot he was when he was in elementary school. Now he can get into the top ten of his grade. He doesn't care about his homework. He turned around holding the game controller and muttered, "Go back to the Internet."

After Han Shi left, Han Yi went upstairs. He didn't wear a shirt, and his shirt was thrown on the sofa downstairs. After he went upstairs, he didn't find Zheng Haiyang in the room, and the door of the big study was closed.Han Yi went to turn the door handle and didn't turn it away. He patted the door, but before he opened his mouth, Zheng Haiyang's impatient voice came from inside the room through a door: "Go back to sleep."

Sitting on the sofa in the study room, Zheng Haiyang felt that he was really going crazy, because he found that he really had thoughts about Han Yi beyond brotherhood, and that thought made him feel very dirty! !

He thought how could he do this! !He is too perverted! !Han Yi can be regarded as his half brother! !Half a son! !He didn't even let Han Yi go! ? !

Zheng Haiyang knew that Han Yi went upstairs to find him, and after yelling out the door, he didn't hear the sound again. He guessed that Han Yi had gone home, so he sat silently on the chair.

Now if it were someone else, he wouldn't be so entangled, even if the partner was really a man, at worst he would admit that he took the initiative to bend over, although it was difficult for his parents to handle it, at worst he would not get married and coaxed Lie to the old couple in the family, and have the opportunity to find a surrogate abroad to have a child in the future.

But if the object of his daydream is Han Yi, Zheng Haiyang feels that he is committing a crime!Who is Han Yi?Han Yi is his younger brother who grew up with him. Watching the grown child is like a young sapling in the garden that he watered, cared for, and watched grow up. He has a deep affection for Han Yi, but If this kind of family affection turns into other feelings, Zheng Haiyang feels that he can't think about it.

But it is always difficult for a person to control his fantasies. Zheng Haiyang didn't take the initiative to think about it, but he couldn't control his own mind. While blaming himself and spurning himself, an idea quickly popped up in his mind-if Can Han Yi accept him? !

This idea jumped into his mind uncontrollably, Zheng Haiyang raised a hand to cover his forehead, he really felt like he was going crazy! !If Han Yi can accept it?what to do? !Are they really together? !Then what?Where are his parents?Where are Han Yi's parents?Han Zhijun and Chen Lingling suffered such a big blow because of Han Tingting's incident seven or eight years ago. They slipped on their shoes in order not to lose their only sister. After so many years, the scars in their hearts have gradually healed. How about another Han Yi? ?

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, Zheng Haiyang thought of this and forced himself to stop thinking about it, no matter what, absolutely not!

Zheng Haiyang sat on the sofa with his arms propped on his thighs, bent over and covered his eyes with his hands, forcing himself not to think about it anymore, but he didn't notice the movement on the balcony.

Han Yi climbed directly from the balcony of their house to the balcony of Zheng Haiyang's house.

When Han Yi climbed in, barefoot and upper body, he looked at Zheng Haiyang in the room wonderingly through the window. It was getting dark, and the lights were not turned on in the room. At first, Han Yi thought that Zheng Haiyang was not there. After looking at it, I found that Zheng Haiyang had been sitting on the sofa in silence.

The floor tiles on the balcony were a bit cold. Han Yi rubbed the soles of his feet against each other on the insteps, raised his hand, and tapped three times on the window glass.

Zheng Haiyang thought he was hallucinating at first, until the sound of knocking on the glass sounded again, he turned his head and looked out of the window, he was almost scared to death!Han Yi lingered like a ghost and appeared on the balcony outside his study!

Zheng Haiyang's reaction was half a beat slow, he was stunned at first, and when he realized what was going on, he stood up angrily, opened the balcony door, opened his mouth and shouted: "How old are you and you still climb the balcony!! Fall down How many lives do you have that can be resurrected in place!!"

Han Yi just jumped into the room. It was dark at this time, and it was really cold. In order to carry out his "big plan", he insisted on not having a suit of clothes. Now he regrets it. If he had known, he would have worn a suit Summer's big waistcoat! !Hey, why don't men have underwear like women and can wear three-point style?If a man can seduce people sexyly by wearing such clothes, he promises to buy all the styles and wear them in front of Zheng Haiyang immediately.

The moods of the two brothers are completely different at the moment, Zheng Haiyang scolded in his heart how could he be so perverted to his younger brother, while Han Yi was thinking all day how to seduce his brother to appreciate the beautiful body.

For Zheng Haiyang, the top priority now is to be pure-hearted and detached from the world; for Han Yi, he must seize the time to overcome all difficulties and use all means to get him.

After Han Yi entered the door and turned on the light, Zheng Haiyang started to chase people away with a disgusted expression on his face: "Go back, you don't have to go to work now that you are so free?" He raised his chin and looked at Han Yi as he said it, trying not to look at it Han Yi was full of fresh meat.

Han Yi glared and said, "What's wrong, you told me before that you were too stressed to let go of your work, and now you're starting to dislike me for having nothing to do." After a pause, he asked concerned: "What's wrong with you? You're in such a bad mood? "

Han Yi noticed something wrong with Zheng Haiyang at a glance, his brows were furrowed and he looked very impatient. The two brothers had never gotten along like this before. Zheng Haiyang had always been the most patient towards Han Yi.

Zheng Haiyang wanted to grab all the hair off his head right now, he was really anxious to death, he was thinking about how to transcend himself, while Han Yi was running around without his shirt on!How can you be so heartless when you are a younger brother, how about fire prevention, theft protection and elder brother! ! ?

Han Yi stood still in the study room, Zheng Haiyang would push it normally, but today he still couldn't do it, Zheng Haiyang was really afraid that he would feel reluctant to touch it if he pushed it, he really felt it now I'm a little crazy, I'm not sure I can't help but do something worse than a pig or a dog.

Zheng Haiyang was suffering so much that he was going crazy, but Han Yi was slowly grinding. The most handy thing he had done in the past few years was to find a sense of presence with his brother, and he refused to leave no matter what.

Zheng Haiyang's face turned cold, and he went out by himself. Han Yi didn't stick to it. After a few minutes, he ran slowly from the study to Zheng Haiyang's room, but to his surprise, the door was closed!Go!of!

Why close it? !Han Yi has never received such cold treatment since he was a child!In his consciousness, Zheng Haiyang's nest is basically half of his nest, he can come in and out without even knocking on the door, he can come in and leave whenever he wants!That's why he didn't rush to chase him out just now, because in his impression, his brother couldn't lock the door!

Han Yi finally realized what was wrong now, he was locked out of the bedroom by his brother? !Han Yi felt that his little heart was cracked open.

He patted on the door, but no one answered in the room. He didn't dare to mess around now. He felt that Zheng Haiyang really had something on his mind. He thought for a while and took out his mobile phone from his pants to make a call, but he was directly called after it rang twice. hang up.

Finally at this moment, Han Yi calmed down and thought about it with a superb thinking circuit, and decided to go back first, and look at it tomorrow. Maybe it was just a temporary bad mood. use.

That night Han Yi and Zheng Haiyang didn't sleep well, everyone had their own thoughts, but Han Yi thought about it afterwards, and suddenly felt that his brother's attitude seemed to be aimed at him, but he is not a woman, so he is not that sensitive With his intuition, he didn't know whether his guess was just his own imagination or it was really what he felt.

In the next few days, Han Yi didn't use seduction again, because he couldn't do it, and Zheng Haiyang went out on a business trip without saying a word, and Han Yi called him at night He was notified only on the phone.

Han Yi asked him, "Why didn't you tell me in advance?"

Zheng Haiyang's voice felt far away through the electric current, and he only replied a few words as an explanation: "I'm in a hurry."

Hurry up! !

Han Yi then called Lao Yang and Qi Kang, and after a short question, they found out, nothing happened at all! !The boss of Party B's company warmly and politely invited them to Party A's company to eat, drink and have fun, and Zheng Haiyang went directly! !

At this time, Han Yi finally felt that something was wrong. The more he thought about it, the more certain he was. Zheng Haiyang's attitude seemed to be aimed at him. He, then his brother is avoiding him!

Why hide from him? !Two answers suddenly popped up in Han Yi's mind, either because he was too explicit before, his brother sensed his intentions and deliberately avoided him; or... another answer was about to come out, but Han Yi had to An unbelievable astonishment.

But if it's really the latter...

On the night of Zheng Haiyang's business trip, Han Yi called Han Tingting, applied for the year's annual leave in advance, and took the latest train to catch up.

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