There is a kind of throwing soap and a kind of confession

Later, Chi Feitian returned to Jincheng, opened a restaurant with the help of his parents, and lived the life of a wild crane... Song Guifan might still be socializing and drinking, and returned to the cold home to vomit alone.

Chi Feitian suddenly discovered that what he valued most at that time was love, but he ignored it. He chose to leave when Song Guifan was in the most difficult time.

So, if I persist for a while longer, maybe I don't need to be separated for three years.

But it's not too late now.

Thinking of Song Guifan's mood in sending him these 425 text messages, Chi Feitian felt stuffy and swollen, wishing to kill the self who lost his temper three years ago.

He curled up on the sofa holding his mobile phone, and suddenly felt that the empty three years had been filled up all of a sudden. Under the bright light, the screen of the mobile phone went dark, but he poked it back on again.The 425 messages that filled the screen were waiting for him to read.

Chi Feitian sniffled, felt a little hungry when he felt uncomfortable, went to the refrigerator silently and took out a pear, and when he returned to the computer, Yang Hualu sent a video request.

Yang Hualu was typing over there with the mask on: I can't speak, let's type... Have you thought about it?Are you really going to leave him alone?unchanged?

Chi Feitian took a bite of the pear: No change! qaq

Yang Hualu: Why are you crying?

Chi Feitian: I think Song Guifan loves me very much...

Yang Hualu: Hahahahahahahahaha, are you crazy? !It's so nasty to say such narcissistic words...

Chi Feitian: qaq

Yang Hualu: I forgive you in three years, how could Xiaochi have someone as stupid as you?If I were an old lady, I wouldn't beat Song Guifan to death!

Chi Feitian angrily tapped on the keyboard: ...! ! !Don't covet him!

Yang Hualu: ...(╯‵ ′)╯︵┻━┻Then let me tell you one thing. I am worried that it will affect your decision, so I will tell you now. Don’t blame me when you know, we are still good friends: -d Chi Feitian: ...that expression at the end is so creepy!

Yang Hualu: Didn't your father lock you up when you came out?

Chi Feitian: ...Yes.

Yang Hualu: The fat man told me that Song Guifan was beaten by your father, and he still couldn't fight back. Your father hit him hard, and he hit him twice. During that time, the hotel was quite noisy...

twice?Chi Feitian knew nothing about the few days he was locked up.

He felt that his parents were intellectuals and would understand him sooner or later, but he didn't expect that everything would go out of control.

Yang Hualu: Your father seems to have dropped his words, saying that you will definitely break up with Song Guifan, but you ran out of the house that day and broke up with him.

Chi Feitian: ...

This is not a misunderstanding, Song Guifan probably knew that Chi Feitian was speaking in a fit of anger, but he did not persuade him to stay.

Chi Feitian remembered that Song Guifan also came back from the outside with his head down that day, his hair was dripping with rain, his face was not much prettier than his own, and his face was also very pale.

Yang Hualu: I heard from the fat man that your father also said that Song Guifan was a poor boy with no ability, so he dared to abduct his own son and let him spend his whole life as a fool. Homosexuals are discriminated against by others.

The pear in Chi Feitian's mouth fell to the ground with a "bang": ...my dad must be crazy.

Yang Hualu: Your dad is getting angry.

Chi Feitian: qaq

Yang Hualu: Actually, after the breakup, I looked at Song Guifan very sad, not much better than you, he agreed to your breakup, probably has his own considerations, he has such a strong self-esteem, he definitely can't say a lot of things.

Chi Feitian: I know.

Song Guifan is a person with strong self-esteem, he naturally knows it.

After the change in the third year of high school, he hated being helped by others at all. Chi Feitian was careful not to poke his wounds.

Chi Feitian rubbed the corners of his eyes, feeling a little uncomfortable. He was confused for a while, then turned on the old mobile phone, and found that the missed calls were transferred to the voicemail, and there were still three unread voice messages.

The first time happened to be the day of the breakup. Song Guifan might not know that he had thrown away his mobile phone card, and hurriedly chased him out of the hotel. It was still raining heavily, and he asked in a very hasty voice: "Where are you?"

The second is three days later, at that time Song Guifan probably had reissued his mobile phone card, and the voice from the phone sounded a little noisy, as if he was on the platform of some train station, and there was a voice prompt next to him: " This train d5201 is about to leave for Jincheng, passengers arriving at the station ahead..."

Song Guifan's voice was a little far away, submerged in the turbulent crowd, a little intermittent, but it was much calmer than three days ago.

"I'm going to find you, but after thinking about it, this can't change anything."

His voice was exhausted: "Xiaochi, you may not understand, I am always very scared. You are the only thing I can't lose... You will be with me despite the pressure of coming out, but I will take you There is no money to elope." The sound of the roaring train almost covered most of his voice, Chi Feitian held the mobile phone to his ear, and listened to the three-year-late call with difficulty, his nose a little sore, And the intermittent voice continued: "...Do you want to stay in a hotel? I can only buy you the cheapest hotel. I just found out that I don't even have a plane ticket. My ability is not enough, my father The remaining debts have not been paid off, and my mother is still in the hospital, as my uncle said, I cannot impose my own pressure on you...to make you work hard, I cannot do it."

"Everything is sad for a poor and humble couple, let alone a relationship like ours that is not blessed by parents and friends. I can't make you worry about the future, I can't make you feel tired, and I can't make you regret being with me one day... Xiaochi, you can Hate me, despise me, but that's what I mean."

"Wait for me for three years, I can't say nice words... But I have learned to do these things. At that time, I have practiced love words thousands of times, and I will definitely be able to say them."

Three years ago when they broke up without crying, Chi Feitian's eyes suddenly turned red when he heard this voice.

He always pursues the feeling of liking each other, but he has never explored what kind of mood is hidden under Song Guifan's sullen expression.

Is this a kind of selfishness?

He likes someone and can't wait to stick together all the time. His love is in his mouth, in his body language, and in his sticky and fiery eyes. Song Guifan didn't say a few extra words of love in total, but he did. Everything about her, now that she thinks about it carefully, seems to be a silent confession.

If they hadn't broken up back then, according to their own temper, they would definitely have turned upside down at home. Then, their parents would never compromise. If they were kicked out of the house, they would have to start "forced" two young people with Song Guifan. human life.

Will he wear down his liking for him under such heavy pressure? ——Did Song Guifan speculate so carefully?

Chi Feitian was used to being rough, and suddenly he was able to subtly understand what Song Guifan was feeling back then.

He was thinking about love, while Song Guifan was thinking about his future life.

The sky began to turn white, and Chi Feitian raised his head with tears in his eyes. He almost wanted to rush out and slap on the door of Song Guifan's house immediately, and shouted: "School beauty, what are you waiting for all night! Let's get the certificate right away!"

No, the sad thing is that it's not what you want to talk about, you can talk about it if you want.

He held back his tears and listened to the last voice again.

Song Guifan was drinking again, and he could hear the drunk tone from the other end of the phone.

"I regret it, how long will it take..."

——I regret it too.

Chi Feitian thought to himself.

If I had known about it, I would not have stolen this mobile phone with cheap hands. Now I really want to cry, but how can a big man cry.

"Cough, cough, cough, you two are dead stealing cards, my mother was brought into tears..." Yang Hualu coughed violently on the other side of the video, tore off the mask, and let out a coquettish voice: "Xiaochi, you idiot, go find him!"

Damn, the video is still on? !

Chi Feitian was startled with tears in his eyes, and tears fell instantly.

Yang Hualu grabbed the mouse next to him, and took a screenshot of him instantly.

Chi Feitian: "..."

——School beauty, I love you as always.

——School beauty I can't wait for the night, I'll give you an answer now!

——You don't have to force yourself to say good things, leave it to me, I will run a love talk cram school, and I will charge you for free, okay?

Chi Feitian didn't have time to clean up his face crying like a fool, so he simply wiped away his tears, didn't even wear slippers, hurried off the sofa, and many memories of him and Song Guifan flashed in his mind. Blame Song Guifan for not saying anything, but what does it matter?

He doesn't want pictures of girls with big breasts anymore!He shouldn't try to fight for a little dignity for himself with duplicity, that's bullshit, he's going to see Song Guifan, right now, right now, right now.

Chi Feitian almost scrambled to the door, and as soon as he opened the door and rushed out, he tripped over his feet.

In such a freezing weather, Song Guifan hugged the quilt and huddled at his door, his head stuck out from the quilt in a daze, his face was flushed from waking up, and his long eyelashes fluttered , squinting his eyes, looking at him hazily.

"Good morning, have you figured out the answer?" Song Guifan's voice was still not sober, and he showed him a defenseless smile.