first love again

Chapter 34

In the summer vacation during the sophomore and senior year of high school, Xu Miao managed to catch up with Jiang Yifan.

The summer vacation of that year seemed to be hotter than ever. The spacious road was emitting thin heat. When I bent down to listen, I could still hear the slight sound of "嗞嗞". .

This summer may be so hot because of their youthful and passionate love.

Jiang Yifan couldn't come out often because of his strict family education.

Sometimes Xu Miao missed him, so she ran to his house without telling him, just wandered there alone, counting the floors where their house lived, counting up again and again, hoping to see him from the window. Jiang Yifan.

Although he had never seen it before, Xu Miao didn't feel discouraged. He was looking forward to the start of school.

It was the first time that Xu Miao was looking forward to the start of school so much since he was a child. Although it was not because of studying, he just wanted to see Jiang Yifan every day and talk to him face to face without charging phone bills.

The school started on September [-]st, and the students who had been wandering for two months all returned to campus. The summer was too hot, and almost everyone was tanned.

Waking up early in the morning in Xia Tian, ​​plus wanting to see Jiang Yifan, Xu Miao woke up at five o'clock.

The sky was gray and the air was cool and pleasantly moist.In such a gentle and cool morning, who would have thought that the temperature would become so manic and cruel by noon.

Xu Miao had been blowing on the electric fan all night, but he still felt hot sweat sticking to his body. He ran to take a cold bath, and being blown by the warm morning wind, he felt that the wind was completely immersed in his body and blown away lightly. The sweltering heat that lurks inside.

He stood on the balcony blowing the wind for a long time, until he saw the huge sun climbing into the sky, then he went into the house to pack his schoolbag, ate some breakfast casually, and rushed to school excitedly.

This time when school started, Xu Miao came first, and the life committee member who was in charge of the class keys hadn't arrived yet, so he had to stand in the corridor and wait for someone to come to open the door.

After waiting for five or six minutes, someone finally opened the door.

Seeing Xu Miao, the life committee member was stunned, and opened the door and asked, "Xu Miao, why are you here so early?"

"It's early." Xu Miao said.

The classroom has been empty for a summer vacation, and there are no books on every desk. Although it is neatly arranged, it still looks empty.

Xu Miao opened the window to let in fresh air, took out the prepared paper towels and wiped the tables and chairs, and Jiang Yifan's as well.

Accompanied by the pure music from the school radio, the students came to the school one after another, filling up the empty classrooms one by one.

The classroom changed from quiet to chattering, with all kinds of noisy sounds jumping up and down.

Xu Miao propped her face, and chatted with Sun Yan perfunctorily, until a straight figure appeared at the door of the classroom. He looked like a carp standing upright, and instantly became energetic.

His gaze pierced through the air, over the tables, chairs and classmates, landed on the door, and bumped into Jiang Yifan's line of sight.

Jiang Yifan slightly raised the corners of his lips, and walked over at a leisurely pace.

"I wiped the table for you." Xu Miao looked at him, her beautiful eyes were full of smiles.

Jiang Yifan put down his schoolbag and sat down, "Thank you."

Xu Miao still looked at him with a smile on her face, her youthful love was undisguised, her eyes were full of Jiang Yifan, and she couldn't hold others.

Sun Yan was ignored, and knocked on the table to remind, "Xu Miao, I'm talking to you."

"Oh." Xu Miao was more perfunctory this time, dismissing him with one word.

Sun Yan curled his lips, said "cut", and turned around speechlessly.

No one noticed here, so Xu Miao lowered her voice, leaned closer and asked in a low voice, "Are you happy to see Gao?"

They were very close, under the bright light, Jiang Yifan could clearly see the almost transparent fluff on his face, he raised his hand to lower the frame, and replied in a low voice: "Happy."

"Why didn't I feel it?" Xu Miao smiled, his skin is good, and he is not afraid of others looking at him so closely, "I don't feel any joy at all."

When Jiang Yifan heard this, he saw that the back door of the classroom was locked, and the students behind him hadn't come yet, and no one noticed it.

Blocked by the desk, he silently held Xu Miao's hand on his lap. The wet and hot palm was pressed against the back of his hand, which seemed a bit heavy in the cool morning.

Xu Miao was stunned for a moment, then raised her eyes from her hands and looked at Jiang Yifan.

"Feel it?" Jiang Yifan deliberately lowered his voice to a very low voice, "I'm very nervous."

Xu Miao felt as if the back of his hand was scalded by a hot iron, and the scorching heat slowly spread up his hand, his cheeks were reddened, he tore his hand away in a panic, put his hand into a fist against his lips and coughed lightly, looked at Jiang Yifan, But he couldn't help but curled his lips in a smile.

Although their relationship goes further, recess teaching is still indispensable.

Xu Miao is also a little used to it, obediently listening to Teacher Jiang's lectures, but keeping her eyes on him, refusing to rest on the textbook.

Jiang Yifan noticed that he was distracted, and snapped his fingers in front of him, signaling him to return to his senses, "Don't be in a daze."

Xu Miao reacted suddenly, a small smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, she approached him and whispered, "You are so handsome."

For his compliment, Jiang Yifan didn't appreciate it at all, as if he didn't hear it, he asked: "Understood?"

Xu Miao: "...No."

Jiang Yifan was a little helpless, Xu Miao's foundation was too poor, and he didn't understand some very basic knowledge points. He pursed the corners of his lips and said in a low voice, "I'll say it again."

"Hey, I want to go to the bathroom." Xu Miao begged for mercy, "Can we talk later?"

Jiang Yifan frowned and looked at him, "Why do you often go to the toilet?"

Xu Miao admitted frankly, "Because I'm lazy."

Jiang Yifan gave up his seat and said, "Go."

**

Because entering the third year of senior high school, the college entrance examination will be ushered in next year. The third party of the senior high school needs to study in the evening. After school at ten o'clock, the time for self-study in the evening is usually used for exams. Whichever teacher is studying in the evening, he will take the exam.

At first, Xu Miao was not used to taking exams every day. What she was most afraid of was that the teacher would carry the exam papers into the classroom. After that, she gradually became numb and completely lost herself in the sea of ​​questions.

At that time, Xu Miao didn't have much motivation to study. She studied by herself every night and only hoped that after school, she could stay with Jiang Yifan in the school woods and on the road for a while.

They were still young, and they didn't do anything out of the ordinary. They just walked and chatted in the grove, and occasionally held hands. They were innocent and young, but because they were in the secret environment in the middle of the night, they seemed a little bit exciting.

The moon and the stars are asleep, the sky is covered with night, and the earth is sleeping, and no one can hear their whispers.

Xu Miao enjoyed this moment after school very much. Although the time was short and he was going home after a short chat, he was already very satisfied.

Most of his thoughts were on love until the end of the year when his father died in a car accident.

Although Xu Miao didn't have much relationship with his father because he was an alcoholic and gambler, he still couldn't accept seeing real people disappearing into his world like this, and never returning home after a while as usual.

Xu Miao seemed to be a different person, depressed a lot.

Jiang Yifan was very worried, afraid that he would not be able to stand alone at home, so he hid his parents for several days and came to Xu Miao's house at night to spend long and lonely nights with him.

Because Jiang Yifan didn't disclose where he was staying at night, his parents came to the school several times to ask the head teacher about the situation, and blocked him at the door after school to let him go home.

The final exam was due soon, and Xu Miao did a terrible job in the exam, falling directly from the lower middle to the bottom three.

After the exam, it is winter vacation, and the streets are filled with festive atmosphere of Chinese New Year.On New Year's Eve, Xu Miao spent time with his grandmother. He listened to the continuous sound of fireworks outside the window, and lowered his head to send a text message to Jiang Yifan.

"Happy New Year."

"Jiang Yifan, I want to go to university."

Entering the second semester of the third year of high school, the class atmosphere is much tense, and most of the students are fighting for the college entrance examination.

Xu Miao was no exception. She listened carefully to the lectures and worked on the questions every day.

But his foundation is too poor. Although Jiang Yifan teaches him every day, his progress is still very slow, his grades are still in the lower middle position, and his ranking has not risen for a long time.

He didn't even dare to think about going to the same university as Jiang Yifan. This is absolutely impossible. He only wanted to be admitted to a university near Jiang Yifan's school. For this reason, he also searched for colleges with lower admission scores in the capital. school.

In the past ten years, Xu Miao's life has not had any motivation. His mother abandoned him and he has never seen him. That's it, self-defeating, without any expectations for the future.

Until Jiang Yifan entered his life, like a dazzling light piercing through his dark and shabby world, the dawn came in, and he slowly stood up from the dark corner.

Although the hope of being admitted to the Capital University is slim, he did not give up because of this this time. Instead, he grasped the light, gritted his teeth and climbed, desperately trying to climb out of the abyss.

Xu Miao's brain is quite clever, with quick thinking and quick response, but she is not a genius, but a little bit top-notch among ordinary people, and she can't make up for the loopholes of the past ten years in a short period of time.

In the end, he had tried his best, and his college entrance examination score only reached the third mark line, 450 and two points.

The tuition fees of the three colleges are expensive, and the annual tuition fee is more than [-]. Xu Miao has no money, and he has to pay off his father's gambling debts. In addition, he can't find a college in the capital that he can go to, and he doesn't want to repeat it, so He gave up college.

During the summer vacation after the college entrance examination, Xu Miao found a job and officially stepped into the society, while Jiang Yifan was also busy for more than two months, teaching others to make up lessons.

They can only meet at night, eat and chat together, and occasionally sleep together, and their lives are fulfilling.

Until the arrival of September, Jiang Yifan will go to the capital to go to school.

On the last day of parting, Jiang Yifan met Xu Miao and gave him the salary he earned in the past two months, his tone was still dull: "The gift money."

Xu Miao knew that Jiang Yifan was deliberately joking in order to protect his self-esteem.

His eye circles were a little red, and he accidentally choked up when he spoke: "Why not a dowry?"

There was a flash of surprise in Jiang Yifan's eyes, and he followed him after a while, saying lightly: "Then dowry."