first love again

Chapter 13

There was a strong wind outside the window, and the trees were almost bent. The wind was so strong that even the windows made a "bang bang" sound.

On a cold night, a little light from the house is much warmer.

This winter night is too noisy, like a child splashing and rolling, I hope everyone can pay attention to it.

But no matter how noisy it was, it only attracted a few curses.

Not many people like winter. Even if there are some who like it, they just like to wrap themselves up like a bear, the warmth in the quilt, and the warmth in the cold winter.

Xu Miao had no time to care about the noisy wind outside the house. He clung tightly to the warm quilt, half-closed his eyes, and opened his mouth slightly but couldn't utter a complete word.

His body and mind are on Jiang Yifan, hoping to absorb more warmth.

Jiang Yifan put his hand on his waist, his eyes became dark and deep.His eyes fell on Xu Miao's waist.

The two waists are beautiful and delicate, and the lines on the back are slender and graceful, like a butterfly with fluttering wings, and every tiny movement is so beautiful that it makes people intoxicated.

Xu Miao is so beautiful at this moment, with a slender and fair body, soft waist and slender legs, dark eyes covered with a layer of mist, and the corners of her mouth are ruddy and crystal clear.

Jiang Yifan's eyes suddenly sank.

……

Xu Miao was completely out of strength, and even found it difficult to breathe, but he couldn't come over slowly, and kept taking deep breaths quietly.

It was too fierce just now, he couldn't control himself at all, and was immersed in the body senses all the time.

Xu Miao frowned and looked out the window, hoping that the howling cold wind would cover up some sounds, so that others would not hear them, and those puppies would not hear them either.

The bed was messed up again, Xu Miao automatically lay down on the clean side, staring at the ceiling with her eyes open in a daze.

After Jiang Yifan was done, he always had endless energy. After he brought wild vegetable juice to Xu Miao, he had to tidy up the sheets, and said in a low voice, "It's dirty, change it."

Xu Miao's body was as miserable as the quilt, and he didn't want to move, so he said weakly, "I'm dirty too, please replace me."

Jiang Yifan asked him to free himself, pulled out the sheet, and said calmly, "I'll change you later."

Xu Miao was not covered with a quilt and felt cold, so she silently covered her stomach with a pillow and continued to lie in a daze.

Jiang Yifan changed into a new quilt. He pulled the soft quilt and gently fell on Xu Miao's body. The quilt was still a little cold when it touched the cold air. Xu Miao gasped and glared at Jiang Yifan, "It's too cold!"

"Sorry." Jiang Yifan asked, "Going to take a shower?"

Xu Miao's expression softened a little, but she was still a little awkward, "Wait a minute, give me that warm water bag, it's fully charged."

Jiang Yifan handed it to him, and Xu Miao quickly put the warm water bag on his stomach, feeling much warmer immediately.

He looked at the ceiling again, his black eyes were full of smiles, and he thought to himself:

How nice it would be if it was like this every day.

Jiang Yifan went to take a shower first, still wrapped in that bathrobe, his hair was still dripping, and his wet black hair made his eyes clean and clear, just like the calm and quiet 17-year-old boy in his memory.

Xu Miao unconsciously lost his mind, looked at Jiang Yifan, but fell into memory.

After the second year of high school, Xu Miao was assigned to class [-], with a total of forty students in the class, and the head teacher was a female teacher.

On the first day of school, Xu Miao didn't sleep well last night. His father came back in the middle of the night and had another night of drinking and beating. He smashed beer bottles, bowls and chopsticks in the living room, making the noise so loud that he couldn't sleep well.

Xu Miao didn't fall asleep until around five o'clock in the morning. He would naturally be late when he woke up. He put on his baggy school uniform and ran to school.

By the time he got to school, Xu Miao had already missed a class.

It was during recess, and he was wearing a crumpled school uniform. The clothes had been put out for a summer vacation, and there was no iron at home, so he just made do with it.

Xu Miao walked into the classroom with her schoolbag on her back, and a boy beside him walked past him expressionlessly and walked out of the classroom.

He was wearing a clean and well-fitting school uniform, and he was tall. Xu Miao looked up and saw his tall nose and the glasses on the bridge of his nose, serious and meticulous.

Jiang Yifan's eyes fell on him, and he moved away in a second, without any expression on his face, and walked away from his side.

When meeting Jiang Yifan for the first time, Xu Miao's first impression was that they were not from the same world.

Indeed, Jiang Yifan has excellent grades and is an excellent student in the eyes of the teacher, but he is ignorant, just dawdling all day long, and has no common circle at all.

It wasn't until the head teacher took the behavior of "good students help poor students" that he and Jiang Yifan became the same table, and Jiang Yifan became his "savior" in studies, Xu Miao and Jiang Yifan had their first dialogue in life.

Since then, their lives have intersected until they overlap.

"Xiao Xu."

Hearing Jiang Yifan's voice, Xu Miao suddenly withdrew from his memory, pursed the corners of his mouth, a little embarrassed, "What?"

Jiang Yifan held a hair dryer in his hand, Xu Miao's heart sank, how long did he think about it just now?Jiang Yifan was afraid that he had watched him let go for a long time, so he couldn't help reminding him.

Jiang Yifan's face showed no ups and downs, and his tone was dull, "What are you thinking?"

"I didn't think about anything!"

Xu Miao answered quickly, he didn't want to be discovered by Jiang Yifan, he was still immersed in the past and couldn't get away for a long time.

Jiang Yifan was silent for a while, didn't say anything, took the hair dryer to dry his hair.

Xu Miao glanced at his back, she didn't even wear underwear, she just put on the pants and went to take a shower.

Jiang Yifan was too ruthless, Xu Miao touched it and took a breath, he could imagine the tragedy.

Fortunately, he didn't have to do it hard. After he took a shower, he rummaged through the closet in the bathroom to find the ointment he had bought for a rainy day. He stretched his hands behind his back and laboriously applied the medicine.

After working alone for a long time, Xu Miao's fingertips became sticky, and finally the ointment was applied.

He straightened up, washed his hands, put on his warm pajamas, and came out.

Jiang Yifan sat by the bed, saw him walk into the room, raised his eyes and looked straight at him.

Xu Miao met his gaze, looked away immediately, and said awkwardly, "What are you looking at me for?"

When he came over, Jiang Yifan said in a low voice, "I didn't write a love letter today."

"Ah?" Xu Miao was stunned, and Jiang Yifan reminded him that he didn't receive the love letter today, but it didn't matter, he waved his hand, "It's okay, don't write it."

Jiang Yifan pondered for a while, and asked, "Can we use love words instead?"

Xu Miao was even more surprised, pointing at herself: "You want to talk to me?"

"Yeah." Jiang Yifan nodded lightly, his tone calm, "I've been wanting to talk for a long time."

Xu Miao became curious, and stood in front of Jiang Yifan, folded her hands on her chest, looked down at him, "Say it."

"Xiao Xu." Jiang Yifan locked him in his eyes, calmly, "I love you."

Jiang Yifan's voice is deep and mellow, like a coffee candy, which needs to be savored carefully.

As soon as his words fell, Xu Miao's heart was like sitting on a hurricane flying chair alone, rushing to the sky.

Many people will put this simple love word on their lips, because it is too casual to say it, but the price has dropped.

But Jiang Yifan said for the first time that he has never been good at expressing his feelings, and even a word of liking feels sticky.

Xu Miao opened her eyes wide, unable to recover for a long time.

When he heard that Jiang Yifan was going to talk about love, he still had no expectations.

As a result, he heard this sentence when he was completely unprepared.

a long time.

Xu Miao clutched her chest, finally recovered, and looked at Jiang Yifan in disbelief: "Are you crazy?!"

Jiang Yifan frowned, not understanding: "Huh?"

Xu Miao couldn't stand still, so she sat on the edge of the bed, thought for a while, and then said, "Don't say this casually to others in the future."

Jiang Yifan's brows frowned deeper, his face was clearly worried, his voice was calm, his tone was cold and without warmth: "There is no one else."

Xu Miao was still a little dizzy, and only said "Oh".

Jiang Yifan narrowed his eyes and looked at his expression, "Are you unhappy?"

Xu Miao opened her mouth and subconsciously said, "No."

After he finished speaking, he climbed onto the bed, as if he wanted to avoid Jiang Yifan, completely avoided making eye contact with him, and almost covered his whole body as soon as he got under the covers.

Jiang Yifan lifted his quilt and lowered his eyes to look at him, "Why are you unhappy?"

Xu Miao also started to get annoyed, and her tone was obviously impatient, "Did you tell me, are you annoyed?"

He was not unhappy, but just lost. It would have been great if he had heard this sentence before, but now they broke up. In such a nondescript relationship, hearing "I love you" for the first time is like a joke.

Jiang Yifan was silent.

The quilt fell down, lightly covering Xu Miao's face.

Xu Miao grabbed the quilt to show her face, looked at Jiang Yifan subconsciously, and regretted it again, he was always like this, like a machine dominated by emotions, always said some bad words, harming others and himself.

Xu Miao bit her lower lip, stretched out her hand to gently touch Jiang Yifan, and whispered, "I'm sorry."

Jiang Yifan looked at him sideways, his eyes were deep and gloomy, making people afraid to take another look.

"I said the wrong thing again." Xu Miao lowered her eyes and said regretfully in a low voice, "I'm sorry, don't take it to heart."

"No." Jiang Yifan's expression was a little loose, he leaned over and kissed the corner of his mouth.

This kiss spread from the corner of his mouth, and when Xu Miao reacted, he was pressed down by Jiang Yifan again, and there was an intense kiss between his lips, which made people almost breathless.

Feeling that the temperature of each other continued to rise, Xu Miao put his hand on Jiang Yifan's chest and pushed it resistingly.

Jiang Yifan realized his resistance, let go of his lips and tongue, looked down at him quietly, his voice was a little hoarse, "What is it?"

Xu Miao was a little ashamed, turned her head and said in a low voice: "It's been medicated..."

"injured?"

Xu Miao hurriedly said: "No, it's just a little swollen. I applied some ointment when I took a shower, and it's fine."

Jiang Yifan let go of him, lay down beside him, was silent for a long time, and asked, "Am I pushing too hard?"

Xu Miao thought for a while, then nodded and admitted, "A little bit."

Especially this time tonight, it was so rough that Xu Miao was a little worried that she would be killed.

But the relationship between men and men is always full of hormones and a sense of strength. If you are too gentle, you will feel dissatisfied.

Jiang Yifan lowered his voice: "Sorry."

"No, no." Xu Miao panicked when she heard Jiang Yifan's apology, and quickly said without thinking, "I like it very much."