I, a scumbag, only flirt, not marry [Quick Transmigration]

Xu Tinglan finally bought the tomb, chose hard and acid-resistant granite, and carved a delicate and solemn tombstone, but it took a few years to wait for the burial, and the tomb was empty first.

On the day of offering sacrifices to the empty tomb, she specifically asked Chen Xiyao's family, who is Gaigai?

She remembered that this was Chen Xiyao's best friend, someone who could even tell her sexual orientation without reservation.

She wants to meet her.

However, Chen Xiyao's family members were at a loss, they didn't know what to do.

But the mobile phone number I changed is obviously the number of my hometown, so how can my family have no impression of such a good relationship?

After dealing with Chen Xiyao's funeral, she returned to Haicheng, but in just a few days, Xu Tinglan lost her figure, and barely put on a delicate makeup to cover up all her haggardness. Parents who came back from a circle.

Xu Tinglan would talk to them on the phone every day, tactfully talked about the conflicts between her and Wang Jianfei, and even made insinuations about the old man's meaning.

What a smart old man, he heard that she wanted a divorce, and he also called Wang Jianfei. At that time, Wang Jianfei didn't dare to offend the old man, so naturally he didn't say a word.

Seeing their daughter, although the old couple couldn't see that she was haggard, they could see that she had lost a lot of weight, and hurriedly pulled her to sit down with distressed feelings. The old lady was about to help her make chicken soup to feed her, but Xu Tinglan stopped her .

She told them very calmly, "I divorced Wang Jianfei, the house and the money belong to me, and he left the house completely."

Although he was shocked, after all, Xu Tinglan made the preparations early on. The old man quickly took the antihypertensive medicine, and his blood pressure did not rise at all.

Xu Tinglan didn't go into too much detail, but only gave a brief overview. When it came to Wang Jianfei's intentional murder, the old man was relieved.

"It's good to get a divorce! Who knows when this kind of beast will bite us back if we stay by our side!"

Gui breathed a sigh of relief, the old man was still quite sad, after all, he was his favorite student, and he had been his son-in-law for another two years.

Xu Tinglan used Zhizhi as a shield, saying that she was in a bad mood and wanted to stay at Zhizhi's house for a while, but the old couple didn't doubt it, and only asked her to eat more to see how thin she was.

Xu Tinglan didn't go to Zhizhi's house, but went back to Chen Xiyao's small apartment.

She didn't come back for a few days, things were different, she dug out the half painting that she helped Chen Xiyao that day, set up the easel, and it was still in the same place, facing the door of Chen Xiyao's small bedroom.

The bedroom door was staggered by a small gap, she glanced at it, drew a stroke,

It seemed that Chen Xiyao was still behind the door, looking at her shyly.

Xu Tinglan's eyes in reality reflect the empty cracks in the door, but Chen Xiyao's eyes in the painting reflect her figure in fluttering white dress.

Xu Tinglan looked at the lifelike Chen Xiyao, her fingertips traced her slightly raised eye corners, her soft white cheeks, and landed on her bright red lips.

Leaning over and kissing lightly, a trace of toluidine red bitterness invaded between the teeth.

No matter how much she looks like, this is not Chen Xiyao.

Chen Xiyao is dead.

Even the corpses were reduced to ashes.

It would never be possible to appear in front of her again, look at her and smile, act coquettishly at her, hook her neck and kiss provocatively, or even say those annoying words.

How much she wanted to see her again, even if it was her cold-eyed look, she still longed to see her once, just once.

No, a second is fine.

But no, no matter how painful she is, no matter how heart-piercing she is, she will never... be able to see her again.

Xu Tinglan squatted down and hugged herself, imagining that Chen Xiyao was still in her arms, that smooth skin, slightly sweaty hair tips, and the faint fragrance that penetrated her heart, all of which she missed immensely.

Chen Xiyao...

I miss you so much.

Really Want……

At this moment, Xu Tinglan even felt that as long as Chen Xiyao could come back from the dead, she could accept all her requests, even the ridiculous one before.

Xu Tinglan finally understood in a trance that she had never really loved Wang Jianfei, because she had never been so humble in front of him.

Because of love, so humble.

Those who can proudly maintain themselves, and never make the slightest compromise even in love, are not true love at all.

The only one she loved, and still loves now, is Chen Xiyao.

Chen Xiyao's unfinished painting was not completed in the end.

She only drew a few strokes and suddenly she didn't dare to write. As soon as she picked up the brush, she fell into an unspeakable panic, always afraid that one stroke would ruin the whole painting, and in the end, she stopped painting altogether.

She guarded the unfinished painting for three days. When Zhizhi found her in a hurry, she was already dying. Except for the headache attack, she still reacted a little, almost as if she was dead.

After eating and vomiting for so many days, and suffering from headaches, it's no wonder she became like this.

Zhizhi stood by the hospital bed, watching the cold liquid flow into Xu Tinglan's blue veins drop by drop, and burst into tears.

This was a traumatic event. Her family, Lan Lan, hadn't learned anything, but she had learned to lie.

I told my parents that I lived with her, but told her that I would stay with my dad.

mom.

As a result, I was huddled in the empty apartment alone, and no one knew that I was really dead.

Fortunately, not long after the nutrient solution was finished, Xu Tinglan woke up, finally reassuring Zhizhi a little.

Between headache attacks, Xu Tinglan lay flat on the bed, looking out the window blankly, the sun was shining brightly outside the window, it was the sunny day she had always wanted, no matter what love or resentment was, everything was hidden behind the sun, and she could not see , as if it didn't exist.

But it's just as if.

"I...cough!"

With a hoarse voice, he coughed as soon as he opened his mouth.

Zhizhi quickly poured water for her, but she shook her head, still looking out the window.

"I... don't know what to do?"

Zhizhi held her hand even harder: "Don't think about her, don't think about anything, slowly, you will forget about it."

Xu Tinglan shook her head lightly again, "You don't understand, you don't understand."

"Then you say it, and I will understand it after you say it, and I will understand it."

Xu Tinglan turned her head slowly, the traces of light were on her bloodless lips.

"At one time, I thought... I hated her completely, and wanted to relax myself, but she's gone, so why should I hate her?

Now, I want to love her with all my heart, but I feel stupid, she doesn't love me at all, even in the end, it's just the guilt of dying.

Hate, you can't hate outright; love, you can't love heartily.

Zhizhi...

I don't know how to say it, I don't understand it, I... just feel uncomfortable...

I am uncomfortable……

I……"

Xu Tinglan's eye sockets were burning red pitifully, her chest was so constricted that she could hardly breathe, but she just couldn't squeeze out a single tear.

She no longer dared to imagine that Chen Xiyao could come back from the dead, but why was it an extravagant hope to even cry happily?

pain!

Head hurt again.

Every time it hurts, a lot of messy pictures will flash in her mind. She wants to see them clearly, but they flash too fast, and she can't capture even a specific picture.

it hurts!

It's going to crack!

Chen Xiyao, I have a headache!

Are you leaving me alone?My head hurts!

Xu Tinglan was convulsed by the headache, Zhizhi bent over and hugged her in a collapsed state, tightening her arms desperately, trying to relieve her pain, but it was useless, completely useless!

Zhizhi thought of the doctor's words, this is a heart disease, not an organic disease, but a heart disease!

What else can Xu Tinglan's heart disease be?

Hugging the painful Xu Tinglan in her arms, Zhizhi's heart felt like a knife was being twisted, Chen Xiyao's advice, her brother's exhortations, she completely forgot everything, nothing was as important as her family Lanlan!Everything!

Zhizhi moved her lips, tears flowed into the corners of her mouth, salty and astringent.

She knew that once she said this, Lan Lan would never belong to her again.

She knows everything.

But she couldn't help but watch her suffer so much.

She can't do it!

"Who said Chen Xiyao doesn't love you!! In this world, there is no one who loves you more than her!"

The twitching in his arms visibly slowed down and slowly stopped.

Xu Tinglan panted and raised her head, her eyes were covered with scarlet bloodshot eyes, it would be like this every time after a headache attack, the scarlet and pitiful redness.

"What did you say?"

Zhizhi let go of her, wiped the tears from her face, and said forcefully like a strong man breaking his wrist: "I said that Chen Xiyao loves you. If love can be scored, she is definitely 110 points! The full score is 100, plus 10 additional points .”

Hearing the score from the front was okay, but Xu Tinglan's figure just propped up a little and lay down again, closing his eyes tiredly.

"I'm not comforting you, let alone joking, I'm telling the truth!"

Zhizhi took two steps left and right, beating her palms.

"You wait! I'll get you evidence!"

"I'll go too." Xu Tinglan struggled to sit up and got off the bed.

Zhizhi wanted to stop her, fearing that her body would not be able to bear it, but seeing her persevering face when she was on the verge of falling, she felt distressed and understood that it would be useless to stop her.

She asked the nurse to bring a wheelchair over, pushed her out of the hospital gate, and helped her into the co-pilot with the wheelchair in the trunk.

Driving all the way home, I found a copy of Chen Xiyao's laboratory test sheet, took a deep breath, and handed it to Xu Tinglan.

"My brother tore up the original and threw it away. I copied it secretly."

Xu Tinglan took it silently.

Zhizhi continued: "Actually, Chen Xiyao has been looking for me a long time ago, she was diagnosed with liver cancer, it is already at an advanced stage, it is spreading very fast, and she won't live for a few months.

She said, anyway, it's already like this, why don't you use this last bit of time to help you get rid of Wang Jianfei completely, so that your whole family will not be harassed by him again.

She also said that she hopes that after she leaves, I can persuade you to go to Paris to continue your studies. She hopes that you can regain your dream and reach the height you should have reached to amaze the world.

She wants to see such a dazzling you, but unfortunately...it's a pity that she can't see you. "

Zhizhi couldn't bear it anymore, covered her mouth, and wept uncontrollably.

Xu Tinglan looked at the photocopy without any emotion.

"It's fake." Xu Tinglan said suddenly, "It's all fake.

Zhizhi, you were deceived by her, she is a liar, she didn't know what tricks she played at that time, it was all fake! "

Zhizhi was stunned, and hurriedly explained: "No! It's true! My brother checked it with acquaintances, and the test sheet is absolutely true! He also checked the monitoring, and it is indeed Chen Xiyao!"

Xu Tinglan still shook her head without blinking, her calmness was terrifying.

"It's all fake, I don't believe it, you were cheated."

"I really didn't lie to you!"

Zhizhi pushed Xu Tinglan into Ma Wangye's study, and found the three most important things.

Gallery keys, bank cards, and... title deeds.

Xu Tinglan took them and looked at them one by one, still expressionless, but her hands trembled uncontrollably.

Zhizhi sobbed, and told Xu Tinglan everything that Gu Shuofeng told her.

"These are all given to me by Chen Xiyao, the card is the 600 million, the password is your birthday, and your paintings are also displayed upstairs, there are not many of them.

Chen Xiyao didn't lie to you, she really loves you.

She said that she has never been a good person, and she has never done any good things since she was a child.

When I was a student, I seduced other boyfriends, stole my roommate’s money, and secretly broke my roommate’s laptop because of conflicts with my roommate.

She said that she had done many bad things, and she had long since lost her sense of shame.

Seducing Wang Jianfei, she didn't feel any uneasiness in her conscience. She even laughed at the incompetence of her original partner and couldn't tie her husband's heart.

However, that person is you.

The world is never black and white, even for a filthy person like her, there is still a piece of pure land in the deepest part of her heart, where only one person lives, a person who once brought a glimmer of light to her boring childhood. Angel.

She planned everything, approaching you, helping you, and trying her best to design Wang Jianfei, thinking that she could finally abandon the past and start a new life.

Unexpectedly, liver cancer was suddenly detected.

She said that it was her retribution for doing too many bad things. She was not afraid of death, but she was afraid that she would not be able to continue to be by your side.

She also said that she likes your smile the most, even if it is just a little bit, it is enough to light up her whole life, she..."

Zhizhi couldn't go on talking anymore, she took out a tissue to wipe her nose, and then took out a tissue to wipe away the tears all over her face.

Xu Tinglan sat on the wheelchair with her head down, motionless, she didn't even blink her eyes, her trembling hands stopped shaking now, and she just quietly held the copy on her lap.

Zhizhi wiped away her tears and snot before continuing to shed tears

Eye Whispering continued.

"Liver cancer forced her to change her original plan, and she couldn't let you continue to love her.

As you said, hate is easier than love, she won't live long, so it's better to let you hate her early than to make you miserable.

She said that she actually saw that Wang Jianfei's sister-in-law was cowardly and greedy for money. Even if my brother and I didn't tell you in advance, she would guide you to discover the "truth" about her betrayal.

And the legal clause, she told you that because you didn't believe her at the time, and she deliberately didn't explain it clearly in order to convince you.

Similarly, she relied on this unexplained legal clause to make Wang Jianfei willingly transfer the house to her name, and then to your name. "

What Zhizhi said was a bit messy, but her mind was also in a mess, thinking of what to say.

Zhizhi wiped her tears again, opened the drawer, took out another file bag, took out the photocopies of the evidence that Chen Xiyao had given her, and put them all on Xu Tinglan's lap.

A copy of the insurance policy, a copy of the house assignment agreement, a copy of the painting purchase agreement, a copy of the gallery transfer agreement, and... a copy of the "suicide note".

"You discovered everything early, she can only advance her own death.

She was so eager to marry Wang Jianfei because she wanted to die as Wang Jianfei's wife, so that you could give up on her completely, and also make Wang Jianfei's wife-killing lie more convincing.

In fact, she forced Wang Jianfei to buy the insurance. She blocked all the escape routes of Wang Jianfei's family, just to force him to commit murder.

If you still don't believe me, I can ask my brother to help you check the contact information of the patients in Wang Jianfei's ward when he was hospitalized. They witnessed the whole process of Chen Xiyao's pressing for insurance.

But this has to be done secretly, and once the police find out, it may be a little troublesome. "

Xu Tinglan listened in a trance, flipping through the copies in her hand page by page, and her eyes fell on the last "suicide note".

She watched silently, then suddenly shook her shoulders, and smiled, the flowers trembled wildly, mad and messy.

"It's a lie! It's all a lie!"

Whoa!

Xu Tinglan smashed the stack of papers on the ground, and said with a smile, "I recognize this handwriting! It's the handwriting on the arrears contract that Chen Xiyao typed for me! Chen Xiyao said, it's fake! She didn't sign it Name! How could this letter have the same handwriting as the signature?!"

Zhizhi was stunned.

"The signature on the contract is fake? No way?"

Xu Tinglan finally stopped laughing and leaned tiredly on the back of the wheelchair. She was really too weak.

Just laughing for a while and getting tired out of breath.

"Zhizhi, thank you for your kindness. I know you want to comfort me, but I don't need such comfort. I don't want to go back to the hospital. Please take me home."

Zhizhi didn't expect this to happen, she clenched her hands helplessly, trying to explain.

"Chen Xiyao must have lied to you, the signature cannot be fake, the police didn't say it was fake, and besides, she hadn't been diagnosed with liver cancer at that time.

You see, this is the signature on the insurance policy.

Also, the last time you went to the hospital with a fever in the middle of the night, I didn't take you there alone, it was Chen Xiyao who held you and I drove you there!

I didn't pry the door of your house. It was so late that day, and it was raining so hard that everything was flooded. Where can I find a locksmith?

correct!

Your neighbor across the door was quarreled by me. I asked him to borrow a tool to break the door, but he didn't lend it to me. You can ask!real! "

Seeing that Xu Tinglan closed his eyes weakly, and didn't say whether he believed it or not, Zhizhi continued.

"Also, when you go to the hospital to stuff that... suppository, it was Chen Xiyao who stuffed it for you. She even scratched her finger. I saw it when she threw the medicine box."

Zhizhi racked her brains to figure out how to persuade her.

"By the way, look at the time on the test sheet, she was the hospital where Wang Jianfei's family tricked her to go home and pretended to be injured, and she was also diagnosed with liver cancer that day.

She said that to the little security guard on purpose.

You have lived with her for so long, you should know her character, right?

She is the kind of person who is very vigilant, how could she say so much to a security guard casually? "

After saying this, Xu Tinglan finally reacted, and slowly opened her scarlet eyes.

"Didn't she... want me to hate her? After being diagnosed with liver cancer, why did she still lie to me that I was injured and fell in love with her?"

"She's human too! An ordinary little woman who longs for the person she loves to love her too!"

The tears that Zhizhi had managed to stop poured out again, she was talking about Chen Xiyao, but it seemed like she was talking about herself.

"As long as a human being is afraid of death, even though Chen Xiyao is smarter and calmer than ordinary people, she still cannot escape this instinct.

She is also afraid of death.

Especially afraid of being alone before death.

She doesn't know how to face this bad news, the only person who can give her a little comfort is you.

I can understand her mood at that moment, even if she is cheated, she still wants to get a response from the person she likes before she dies.

She does it very freely

She is selfish, and her methods are despicable, but she is about to die, so where is there any extra thought to be selfish?

She has done a good job, can force herself to come out of your tenderness, can force herself to say such cruel things to you.

If it were me, I would never be able to do it. I would definitely cling to you and die in your arms!

I may be worried that you will be sad after I die, but I am even more afraid of facing death myself!

I am more selfish than Chen Xiyao!

In other words, ordinary people are more selfish than Chen Xiyao!

If she didn't really love you too much, how could she do it?

I love you so much, but I have to pretend not to love you, watching you misunderstand and hate, and face death with a smile.

Think about it, can you do it?

Can you reach Chen Xiyao's level? ! "

Zhizhi couldn't stand anymore, she squatted on the ground covering her face and crying, the sound of crying echoed in the small study, even the ticking of the clock seemed to be sad.

"I envy her, I really envy her! If you love her, you will go forward bravely, and you will never regret death. I have no way to compare with her, and I have no right to compete with her. I am convinced that I lost."

One touched her head, and Zhizhi raised her face full of tears, crying so much that everything was blurred, including Xu Tinglan's emaciated face.

"take me."

"where to?"

"Brother Zhang's company."

Zhizhi wiped away her tears, bought some glucose on the way, mixed it with water and stuffed it into Xu Tinglan's hands.

"If you don't drink, I won't take you there!"

Xu Tinglan drank it and sipped it in small sips, but strangely, she didn't vomit.

Even the frequent headaches before seemed to have stopped, as if she was waiting for her to reveal all the truth by herself.

Mr. Zhang is busy with his company. In the case of Wang Jianfei and his family, he and Ma Wangye have put in a lot of effort to get their family to be sentenced to the heaviest sentence and the most money, and there is no room for recovery.

Seeing Xu Tinglan coming, Mr. Zhang quickly stood up.

"How... did you become like this?"

Xu Tinglan didn't bother to explain to him, and only asked him for the sign-in book of the customer service department, the salary signature record of the finance department, and Chen Xiyao's resignation letter.

Although this kind of thing is not a company secret, theoretically it will not be seen by outsiders casually, but Xu Tinglan has never been an outsider.

Two thick notebooks were delivered quickly.

Xu Tinglan checked page by page, and Chen Xiyao's signature on the salary book was very strange, completely different from the signatures on the arrears contract and insurance policy.

But the signature on Chen Xiyao's resignation letter was

the same handwriting.

Especially the strangest thing is the sign book.

Chen Xiyao's handwriting has changed since the arrest of the woman in the hotel.

If a person's mood changes, will the font also change?

Xu Tinglan didn't know, her mind was blank, just like the calm before the storm, it was terrifyingly quiet, dead still.

"Zhizhi, go to...the mobile business hall."

Zhizhi didn't ask anything, she took Xu Tinglan wherever Xu Tinglan asked her to go.

"I need to pay the phone bill, the number is..."

Xu Tinglan reported the changed number, although it was the number of Chen Xiyao's hometown, but they all belonged to the same province.

The salesperson entered the number skillfully, and asked professionally, "Is your surname Chen?"

Xu Tinglan squeezed the armrest of the wheelchair and said softly, "Chen Xiyao."

"Yes, fully charged."