"Hold her? What do you mean?"

Zhizhi opened her eyes slightly, her red eyes stared straight at her, her tears were unbelievable, as if she would break her heart and be heartbroken if she dared to say it again.

Xu Tinglan pursed her lips, and slowly clenched her raised hand, unable to bear it, but still wanted to say it.

"That's what you thought it meant."

"What did I think it meant?" Zhizhi said with tears in her eyes, her eyes were terribly red.

"that is……"

"Don't say it! Don't say it! I don't want to hear it! You don't say it!"

Zhizhi plunged into her arms through the handbrake, her arms wrapped around her waist and tightened desperately.

"How can you say such things to me? How can you bear it?! The Lan Lan I know is not like this! The Lan Lan I know loves me the most and treats me best! As long as I am unhappy, even if I push Wang Jianfei away All my dates will come to accompany me! How could it be possible for me to suffer so much for a mistress?! I don’t believe it! I don’t believe it!!”

Seeing Zhizhi crying in her arms, Xu Tinglan suddenly felt cruel.

It was cruel to irresponsibly say something that was not sure to Chen Xiyao back then.

Now it is even more cruel to tell Zhizhi who likes herself that she likes others.

But other than that, what else could she say?

She understands Zhizhi, Zhizhi is a person who will not hit the south wall and never look back, just like when Zhizhi's father insisted on marrying that stepmother, Zhizhi tried her best, begged, cried, reasoned, and even committed suicide in the end She used them all, and she didn't give up until her father put the red book in front of her.

No, it should be said that her heart was ashamed, and she hated her father to the bone.

She knew that these words were cruel, but she had to say this, she could not leave any hope for Zhizhi, ambiguous tenderness was the cruelest.

"Zhizhi... I'm sorry..."

"I don't want to lose you as a friend, but I can't be selfish and lie to you just to keep you by my side."

"Zhizhi..."

Xu Tinglan's voice trembled uncontrollably, and Zhizhi's tears soaked through her thin white dress and onto her skin, scorching hot, as if she was about to be scalded.

Xu Tinglan's tears welled up, she felt very uncomfortable, unspeakably uncomfortable.

But she knew that Zhizhi was more uncomfortable than her, much more.

"It would be fine if I didn't find out..." The voice in my arms was so choked that I couldn't hear it clearly, "If I didn't find out, I wouldn't be so uncomfortable. Why did you let me find out?"

"Zhizhi..."

"Since you want me to find out, why don't you let me find out sooner? If I knew earlier, I, even if I cheated, I would cheat you! How could it be cheaper than Wang Jianfei and Chen Xiyao!"

"Zhizhi..."

Zhizhi burst into tears, as if regretting that she couldn't go back to the past, and couldn't slap her stupid self to wake up. Why has she reached the point where she couldn't bear to leave, and she still hasn't discovered her feelings?Why are you so stupid? !

Xu Tinglan endured and endured, and finally couldn't hold back and hugged her back, tears rolled down her chin, dripping on Zhizhi's fine hair.

Perhaps, this will be the last time they hug each other so intimately.

"I'm sorry Zhizhi, I'm sorry..."

"I...I lied to you!"

Zhizhi suddenly raised her head from her arms, her eyelids wrinkled from crying, but she still forced out a smile that was uglier than crying.

"How can I like women? I lied to you, I just don't want you to like that mistress, why do you..."

Zhizhi pursed her lips tightly, tears flowed uncontrollably, the choked sound stuck in her throat, and she managed to calm down, but she continued to force a smile.

"...How can you believe it? I'm not gay, I don't like women, I don't like you! I don't like you! I don't like you!!"

"Okay, if you don't like it, don't cry."

Xu Tinglan was shedding tears and took out a tissue to help her wipe her tears. Zhizhi looked up at her obediently, wiped away, tears soaked again, wiped dry, soaked again.

"It's not fun to like anything." Zhizhi said, "It's too uncomfortable. I don't want to like people anymore."

Xu Tinglan raised her arm to wipe away her tears, and continued to draw paper to help her wipe.

Xu Tinglan said: "Okay, if you don't like it, we Zhizhi should only love ourselves, no one needs to like it, no one is better than you."

"What do you mean..." Zhizhi sobbed, "I said never to like people again, and you said you want me to like myself. Are you trying to say that I am not human?"

"I did not mean that……"

Zhizhi giggled twice, leaning forward as if being laughed at by her own joke, looking at her with tears in her eyes.

"Can I kiss you?"

Xu Tinglan was stunned.

Zhizhi said again: "If you don't kiss your mouth, just kiss your face, is that okay?"

I couldn't see clearly in the dimness, but suddenly I got so close, the warm orange street lamp in the distance was completely blocked by Zhizhi, the light got dimmer, and I couldn't see clearly anymore.

Xu Tinglan could only vaguely see the twinkling tears on Zhizhi's palm-sized face, staring at her eyes soaked in mist, like a deer, misty and beautiful but also sad.

"If you don't speak, I will take it as your agreement."

Zhizhi grabbed her shoulder with one hand and pressed her leg with the other, her buttocks were slightly away from the seat, and she kissed her cheek with her head.

boo.

Xu Tinglan's brows were startled, and she pushed Zhizhi away suddenly!

With a thud, Zhizhi was pushed to lie down and almost knocked on the car door.

Only then did Xu Tinglan come to her senses, and hurriedly pulled her, but she waved her hand and refused with her neck curled up.

"You go."

"Zhizhi, I'm sorry, I..."

"Stop talking, let's go." Zhizhi struggled to sit up and lay on the steering wheel, "Aren't you going to find her? Go quickly."

"I'd better drive you home first, you sit here!"

Zhizhi shook her head, "I'm just sad for this night, I'll be your good friend tomorrow, so just leave me alone, really, go away."

"Zhizhi..."

Xu Tinglan held up her hand that had nowhere to rest, neither to comfort her nor not to comfort her, besides crying with her, I really don't know what to do.

Without raising her head, Zhizhi stretched out her hand and pushed her.

"Why don't you go if I let you go? I'm already so shameless, do you have to see me even more shameless to be happy? Go, I don't want to see you tonight, go!"

Before Xu Tinglan could react, Zhizhi suddenly stood up and opened the car door behind her, pushing her out.

boom!

The car door slammed shut, and Zhizhi pressed the safety lock.

Xu Tinglan staggered twice before she stabilized her figure, and quickly turned to the driver's seat and patted the window.

"Zhizhi!"

Zhizhi still maintained the posture of pushing her out, her legs were bent under the steering wheel, and her upper body was lying on the passenger seat. She didn't mind the twisting of her waist. A faint sob was heard.

Xu Tinglan pressed her hand on the glass of the car, and could no longer utter a word.

I'm sorry Zhizhi, I'm sorry...

I don't know how long it took, Zhizhi finally had enough crying and pain, she stretched her arms and got up, wiped her face with a wet towel, and then wiped the wet nose and tears on the passenger seat, muttering about her swollen eyes.

"The car will be washed again tomorrow, Xu Tinglan, will you reimburse me?"

"You have to reimburse me, or I will break up with you."

"Xu Tinglan..."

"Lan Lan..."

The tears that had just stopped were about to flow out again, Zhizhi lay her head back on the seat, covering her face with her hands.

"My eyes are about to go blind from crying, what will you give me as compensation?"

"Lan Lan..."

The milky white Buick drove away, Xu Tinglan came out from behind the tree, quickly stopped a taxi to follow, and followed all the way to the gate of the community, watched the fence open, watched the car drive in, until it disappeared into the depths of the community, Xu Tinglan finally let go Take a breath.

After thinking about it, he called Ma Wangye again.

Ma Wangye had just arrived home, and he hadn't had time to change his shoes yet.

"What's wrong, Lan Lan?"

"Zhizhi is not in a good mood today, I am a little worried, so I just tell my brother."

"What's up with her?"

"Don't ask me, brother, isn't brother the best at making Zhizhi happy? Just make her happy."

Ma Wangye changed his shoes on the phone and entered the house, "Okay."

"Then I hang up brother."

"Wait a moment."

Xu Tinglan waved her hand to signal the driver to continue driving.

"Is there anything else bro?"

The other party hesitated for a moment, "I know it's a bit abrupt for me to ask now, but I really want to ask if I don't ask, are you really going to get a divorce?"

"Correct."

"Then... can you consider me?"

"Huh? What?"

Xu Tinglan's whole heart was hung on Zhizhi, and she didn't react for a while.

"I mean, after the divorce, can you consider staying with me?"

???

Xu Tinglan subconsciously put down her phone and glanced at the number on the screen.

That's right, Brother Wangye.

Could it be that she was hallucinating?

First Zhizhi, then Brother Wangye, has she been in a good mood lately?

"Brother, stop teasing me."

"I didn't tease you, I was just one step late. Before I studied abroad, you were only that old. I didn't realize that I liked you at the time. When I came back from studying abroad, I realized that you were already with Wang Jianfei. "

Xu Tinglan didn't know what to say. Ma Wangye had been neither far nor close to her since she was a child, and she didn't feel that she liked her at all. Now that she suddenly said this, especially Zhizhi was still hurting her heart, she just felt dizzy. dizzy.

"Sorry brother, I have someone I like."

The opposite party obviously paused, "I haven't divorced yet... Is there someone you like?"

This interrogative sentence made Xu Tinglan suddenly feel unspeakably immoral.

"Yes, sorry brother."

A bitter smile came from the opposite side, "I thought I was early enough this time, but I didn't expect it to be too late."

Ma Wangye wanted to say something more when the door rang and Zhizhi came back.

It was already late when I hung up the phone and rushed all the way to Gu Shuofeng's house.

Xu Tinglan turned to the restaurant deliberately on the road and took a sweet and sour short rib with fish-flavored eggplant and spicy chicken. He packed two servings of rice and ordered a hot and sour man.

Chen Xiyao likes strong flavors, hot and sour, salty and sweet, as long as the taste is strong enough, she likes them all.

It is completely opposite to Xu Tinglan's light taste.

When I opened the door and entered the house, there was no light in the living room, only the closed-circuit TV was on, playing an unknown overseas dubbed film.

On the sofa, Gu Shuofeng was lying on her side with a bitten strawberry pillow in her arms, her legs were curled up, her body was bent like a shrimp, the red silk skirt was casually scattered on her legs, and the TV screen was changing light and shadow on her snow-white thighs .

Gu Shuo was in the limelight facing the entrance, she couldn't see her face, and the sound of the door didn't arouse her slightest reaction. Xu Tinglan couldn't help but calm down, carefully put down the food in her hand, slowly opened the door of the shoe cabinet, took out the slippers, and changed them lightly. superior.

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How can you little angels be so cute~!

I love you guys so much!

I will continue to eat in the afternoon! mua!(*╯3╰)

Thanks to the little angels who supported me↓↓↓

Thank you Nanling Lingduan~~3 rocket launchers for maintenance~~ (There is a cp delivered to your door, please pay attention to check→Jun Moxie~one)

Thank you Lonely Yeer~~3 Rockets for support~~ (Little Yezi's hand is indeed very thoughtful, it loves me~!)

Thank you for not being mean and hiccupping~~Bazooka support~~ (With the frequency of human beings being mean, wouldn’t the baby be hiccupping all day long~O(∩_∩)Ohaha~)

Thanks to passer-by B~~ rocket launcher + 2 mines for support~~ (everything goes without saying~ hug Xiao B~mua! (*╯3╰))

Thank you Jun Moxie~~4 grenades and 5 landmines for support~~ (Seeing that you replied so unrestrainedly, don’t go carelessly, guide Lu Nan Ling Lingduan~~~O(∩_∩)O haha~)

Thank you for the 2 goods_bad people~~grenade + mine support~~ (Suddenly found that it is almost 12 o'clock! I don't have time to think of words slowly QAQ)

Thank you for having candy today~~7 Lei Baoyang~~~ (I love you sugar baby! There are 3 minutes until 12 o'clock~! mua! (*╯3╰))

Thank you Xiaozhuzhu~~5 Lei Baoyang~~ (The panda pounced and I left~mua!(*╯3╰))

Thank you Xuanjiu~~3 Lei Baoyang~~ (I'm throwing a ~mua!(*╯3╰))

Thank you Nanjing~~3 Lei Baoyang~~ (Continue to rush~mua!(*╯3╰))

Thank you for cultivating spirits~~3 Lei Baoyang~~(Flash~~mua!(*╯3╰))

Thank you pretty sister, please tease me positively~~2 Lei Baoyang~~ (There are so many young ladies, you can find one by yourself~!)

Thanks for Anxiang Yingxiu~~support~~ (2 minutes left! Hug our sleeves~mua!(*╯3╰))

Thanks for the broken light years~~ support~~ (I am super diligent now~! mua!(*╯3╰))

Thank you Muyang~~for support~~ (I saw the message next door, hug me~!)

Thank you Olio Qiyouzi~~for support~~(hug again~~mua!(*╯3╰))

Thank you zhdkjd~~ support~~ (Your name is really hard to remember~! mua!(*╯3╰))

Thank you for frying tomatoes with tomatoes~~Take care~~ (You choose your own cp, you can choose whichever you like, in fact, the sleeves are very good~!!)

Thanks to the little angel who watered the water↓↓↓

小帽子咕噜咕噜22瓶;梦客20瓶;酱酱小可爱、不犯贱会打嗝、楚玖、我微笑了她的梦*10瓶;欞9瓶;蛋炒饭、南璟、真好6瓶;夜凉九、林seven、假装很正经5瓶;一叶知秋、小小小狸子、阮玖2瓶;湘江一梦、病毒侵入、DL1瓶;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard! mua!(*╯3╰)

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