Xu Tinglan spoke softly, and the person in her arms listened quietly, the sun was scorching hot outside the apartment, but inside the apartment did not feel much heat, only each other's body temperature infiltrating each other through the thin clothes.
"...So, I'm not sure what kind of love I have for you. Is it love? Or friendship? Or just being moved."
The person in her arms struggled to remember, but Xu Tinglan held her down again.
"I'm not finished yet."
Xu Tinglan breathed a sigh of relief, and continued: "As I said just now, it is really irresponsible for me to say this to you under uncertain circumstances, but since I have said it, I will not evade it ,Give me some time, not too long, one month, no, fifteen days, as long as fifteen days, let me clear my head, okay?"
This time Gu Shuofeng struggled again, but Xu Tinglan didn't stop her, but just took her hand and slid it from shoulder to waist.
Gu Shuofeng raised his eyes and looked at her. It wasn't so obvious when he closed his eyes before, but now he looked at her again, his eyelids were obviously swollen, his eyes were bloodshot, his nose was red, his nose was stained with blood, and his hair was messed up all night. No matter how good the foundation was before, it looks a bit bad now.
"Is what you said true?"
Gu Shuofeng's expression was surprisingly calm, but his voice trembled slightly.
Xu Tinglan nodded, "It's true, but I'm not sure what answer I'll come up with in fifteen days."
"Then..." Gu Shuofeng sucked his nose, his eye circles were faintly red, "Then what if you come to the conclusion that...you like me too, what should you do?"
Xu Tinglan affirmed: "Then we will be together."
"Then, what about your parents?"
"They are highly educated people, and their minds are far more open than you think. As long as it makes me happy, even if they can't accept it at first, they will accept it sooner or later."
"Yes, but..."
Gu Shuofeng lowered his eyes, as if he couldn't control his neck muscles, he looked around excitedly and anxiously, but he didn't focus his eyes at all.
"But what if they think you won't be happy? Is that acceptable?"
"Not happy?" Xu Tinglan was taken aback, "Why not happy?"
"I, I am a woman, and you are also a woman. We... We are homosexuals, and we will be looked down upon and scolded as disgusting. How could your parents accept you to live such a life?"
At the beginning of the 21st century, China’s tolerance for the homosexual group was still very low. Not to mention the general group, even a popular star, once it was reported that he was gay, he would immediately be scorned and cast aside, his career would suffer, and his life would be severely affected. big impact.
No matter how open-minded the old man and the old lady are, it is difficult to accept that their daughter is gay in such a big environment, especially since they are not young, and almost two generations later, the acceptance is even lower.
Before Xu Tinglan had time to think about it, the moment Gu Shuofeng asked her, she just subconsciously believed that as long as she was happy, her parents would definitely support her, because they loved her so much since childhood.
But if you calm down and think about it for a while, you will know how difficult it is.
Xu Tinglan was silent for a moment, then knelt back two steps and got out of bed, went out and brought in the traumatic medicine she just bought, and went up to lift Gu Shuofeng's blanket.
Gu Shuofeng quickly shrank his feet and covered the blanket, "No need! I haven't showered yet, I'll wipe it off after I take a shower!"
"It's all hurt like this. Don't wash it yet. I'll apply the medicine for you first, and then wash it when it feels better."
As she said that, Xu Tinglan wanted to grab her blanket again.
"No need, really no need."
Gu Shuofeng shrank back in a panic, until he reached the head of the bed, and a corner of the thing he had been holding in his arms moved with the movement.
Xu Tinglan looked at the corner of the cloth that was obviously different in color from the blanket, frowned slightly, and pulled it off with her hands.
Subconsciously, Gu Shuofeng pulled it over and stuffed it back into the blanket.
Xu Tinglan raised her hand in the air embarrassingly, "I'm sorry, it seems to be stained with blood, that's why I pulled it, it wasn't intentional."
It was only then that Gu Shuofeng came to his senses, looked down at the blanket he was hugging tightly, bit his lips annoyed, took the thing out of the blanket again, and handed it to her.
"I should say I'm sorry, this, this is yours."
Was it hers?
Xu Tinglan took a closer look.
This……
Isn't this her little cardigan?
The cardigan was off-white, very light in color, with mottled blood stains on it, scattered like red plums, it was particularly conspicuous.
Xu Tinglan's eyes trembled slightly, the little cardigan was already unruly, it was obviously a dead fold formed by being hugged for a long time.
Could this be... from last night until now?
This realization made Xu Tinglan's heart, which had flinched just a little bit, suddenly become firm.
In one's life, how many people or things can one make oneself work hard for regardless of everything?
More than ten years ago, she painted her pinnacle work "Drunk".
Ten years later, she can only draw mediocre works that she is not satisfied with.
If it weren't for the aura of "Girl Leonardo Da Vinci" back then, I'm afraid her paintings have long been ignored.
Why is this happening?
Is Jiang Lang really exhausted?
Or have you changed your mind?
In fact, it was just that she didn't insist on it.
She devoted too much energy to so-called love and family, and spent a lot of time researching recipes, detergents, how to polish leather shoes black and bright, and how to keep winter clothes free from insects.
She became the woman behind the so-called men who silently supported her, leaving less and less time for art.
Art requires comprehension, and the busy green leaves her no time to appreciate the sprouts after the rain, let alone observe the light and shadow of the scorching sun leaking through the branches and leaves on the ground.
She has already missed one persistence, is she going to miss a second time?
Besides, this is just a hypothesis, assuming that after fifteen days, she is sure that she really likes Chen Xiyao.
I can't even imagine a hypothetical persistence. When I get to that point, will I give up my original intention again?
Looking at Gu Shuofeng who was curled up at the head of the bed, the sun covered the bed, but she was curled up in the only shadow, with unkempt hair, swollen eyes and lips, and red and swollen nose, which should have seriously damaged the beauty of the picture , but made her suddenly have an unspeakable impulse.
Just like a war reporter saw the magnificent battlefield, and raised her camera to take pictures of the elapsed moment with heartache but surging, she also suddenly had the urge to paint.
She wanted to paint her, she wanted to paint Chen Xiyao, she really wanted to!Want urgently!Think now!
If it was before, she would definitely ask to paint her right away, no matter it is money or any other request, she will try her best to satisfy, as long as she is asked to paint right away!
But now...
Xu Tinglan threw the cardigan aside, crawled onto the bed on her knees, her slippers fell to the ground twice, and she also crawled up to Gu Shuofeng.
Wrapped in a blanket, Gu Shuofeng hugged his knees and curled up at the head of the bed, watching her approaching a little bit cautiously, the red and swollen eye circles were less charming, but a little more ignorant that made Xu Tinglan's heart flutter.
Xu Tinglan tilted her head slightly, and her soft, girlish lips gently pressed against Gu Shuofeng's cool and pale cheeks.
Pooh.
With a slight sound, the dragonfly touches the water, and the touch stops.
Gu Shuofeng's brows faintly twitched.
Xu Tinglan didn't notice it, she retreated back and stared at her.
"As for the question you just said, I think I can answer you now.
If, I mean if, if after fifteen days I am sure that I really like you, then no matter how many obstacles there are in the road ahead, as long as you don't let go, I will stick to it.
If we really can't hold on, we can go abroad, there is always a place where we can breathe freely. "
Gu Shuofeng opened his eyes slightly, looked at her in disbelief, then suddenly raised his hand and squeezed his face hard.
"Hi! It hurts!"
Xu Tinglan quickly pulled her hand away, frowned and reprimanded lightly: "What are you doing?"
"I……"
"You think this is a dream?"
Gu Shuofeng bit his lip, looking at her with watery eyes, innocent and pitiful.
Xu Tinglan's heart softened instantly, and she rubbed her messy hair with her head.
"It's not a dream, don't be stupid."
After that, he shook the bruise oil in his hand and said, "The meal is ready, so hurry up and apply the bruise oil to fill your stomach first."
Gu Shuofeng didn't reply, just stared at her blankly, her sentence "don't be stupid" seemed to call her stupid instead.
Reluctantly, Xu Tinglan put the bruise directly in front of her face, and shook it vigorously.
"Did you see? I'm going to wipe it off for you?"
Gu Shuofeng still didn't respond, and still stared at her in a daze, without blinking.
Xu Tinglan reached out to pull the blanket away to help her apply the medicine, but thinking of her violent reaction when she pulled the blanket earlier, she hesitated, then paused.
"Chen Xiyao."
Xu Tinglan tried to get her attention back.
"Chen Xiyao?"
Called again.
"Chen Xiyao!"
This time, instead of shaking the oil in front of her face, he directly patted her face with his hands.
Gu Shuofeng finally had some reaction, his eyes moved slightly, and he asked a question.
"All of this... everything you just said... is it true? Am I really not dreaming?"
Xu Tinglan sighed slightly, knelt up straight, pressed her shoulder solemnly, and said seriously: "You looked into my eyes, what did you see?"
Gu Shuofeng said foolishly: "It looks good."
Xu Tinglan said helplessly, "I didn't want you to see if my eyes look good, I mean, what did you see in my eyes?"
Gu Shuofeng took a serious look, "Myself."
"If it's a dream, how can you see yourself in other people's eyes?"
Gu Shuofeng looked hesitant: "Can't you see...can't you?"
Xu Tinglan nodded with certainty, "I can't see it!"
This is what the old man used to coax Xu Tinglan when she was a child, and now she uses it to coax Gu Shuofeng.
"Can……"
"you do not believe me?"
Gu Shuofeng quickly shook his head.
"Then do you now believe that what I just said is true?"
Gu Shuofeng nodded hesitantly.
"Then give me fifteen days to clear my head, okay?"
Nod again.
"Then we can apply medicine now?"
Nodded, then quickly shook his head.
"I... still want to take a bath..." The tone was pitiful.
Xu Tinglan paused, "Then do you have any bloody wounds on your body?"
Gu Shuofeng shook his head: "No."
"Okay then, I'll apply the medicine for you when you come out."
Gu Shuofeng glanced at the medicated oil in her hand, and stretched out his hand: "It's more convenient for me to put on the medicated oil after washing and then put on clothes."
"Let me do it, call me after you wash up."
Gu Shuofeng bit his lip, did not speak, but did not withdraw his hand.
Xu Tinglan understood.
She put the traumatic oil in the palm of Gu Shuofeng's hand, and said: "If there is something that can't be wiped off, remember to ask me to help you."
"En." Gu Shuofeng nodded heavily.
Xu Tinglan turned over and got out of bed, walked to the door and turned around, saw Gu Shuofeng was still lying motionless on the bed with his arms around the blanket, just about to ask "Why don't you leave", opened his mouth and closed it again.
"I'm going to the kitchen first."
"Ah."
Xu Tinglan went into the kitchen and pretended to be busy after finishing everything. After a while, Gu Shuofeng came out lightly.
She appears to be... barefoot.
Where are the shoes?
Where did the missing pair of high heels go?
There was a soft click from next door, and the bathroom door closed.
Xu Tinglan just came out of the kitchen, squatted down and looked carefully at the ground.
Sure enough, there were two inconspicuous footprints from the entrance to the big bedroom, which could only be left by bare feet. Slippers would not leave marks on such clean tiles.
The footprints went to the small bedroom first, but didn't go in. Instead, they entered the big bedroom.
Xu Tinglan thought of her lying on the bed she used to lie on, wrapped in the blanket she covered, hugging the little cardigan she wore, with the wounds she had brought to her, crying helplessly, couldn't help leaning against her. Next to the sofa.
She suddenly felt that she was cruel, knowing that Chen Xiyao liked her, but impulsively said those irresponsible words.
More than talking, she even kissed her.
It would be fine if she was sure that she really liked her after fifteen days, but what if she didn't?Then what is the difference between her and a scumbag like Wang Jianfei?
Xu Tinglan suddenly felt flustered, she turned around while leaning on the armrest of the sofa, sat down low, and raised her arms against the back of the sofa to block her eyes.
Is there any way to quickly determine what kind of liking I have for Chen Xiyao?
What is the difference between love and friendship and gratitude?
Love is staying together for a long time without getting tired?
But she and Zhizhi didn't feel tired of staying together every day.
Does love mean you can't help laughing when you see each other?
But she couldn't help laughing when she saw the front desk of the gallery. She had long developed the manner of smiling at everyone.
love is……
Boom!
Suddenly there was a loud noise from the bathroom, and Xu Tinglan stood up suddenly in shock!
Chen Xiyao, it's Chen Xiyao!
She's not wearing slippers! !
Xu Tinglan ran over in a hurry, running so fast that the slippers almost flew off.
"Chen Xiyao! I'm going in!"
Shouting, the door has been pushed open.
After only one glance, Xu Tinglan's foot almost retracted when he stepped in.
Gu Shuofeng sat crookedly on the ground, holding the shower head that sprayed water constantly in his hand, the water splashed on her smooth skin, and there were water marks winding along her figure.
Xu Tinglan suddenly felt dizzy.
She quickly glanced away.
"I, I'll help you up."
Xu Tinglan didn't know why she was so nervous, she obviously had something, and it's not like she hasn't seen others like this before.
Seeing her come in, Gu Shuofeng shrank back almost immediately, she instinctively frowned and said coldly: "Get out!"
Xu Tinglan froze for a moment, and after only a moment, she reached out to turn off the shower, took off the bath towel and wrapped it around her body.
From the beginning to the end, Xu Tinglan didn't look directly at her, and looked at other places casually. He only judged her position from the corner of his eyes, and reached out to help her.
The skin is already a little slippery after seeing the water, but Gu Shuofeng's skin is firmer than others, which is even more silky. Xu Tinglan tried to avoid touching her, and only grabbed her arm, keeping her body far away. But even after trying a few times, he slipped his hands and couldn't pull her up, so he leaned over and held her in his arms to help her stand up.
"Don't wash it?" Xu Tinglan turned her face and looked at the glass door of the bathroom, "I'll rub some medicated oil for you while I just fell, otherwise it will hurt later."
"No, I want to wash!"
Gu Shuofeng was in a bad mood, very bad!
With her five senses and reaction ability that were several times higher than normal, it was impossible for her to make such a mistake.
Yes, this is not pretending, this is really falling!
She would not have betrayed her color just to seduce Xu Tinglan.
Although she has been betrayed before, but that level is still within her tolerance range, this kind of one is absolutely not allowed!
She was just thinking about something just now, and after thinking about it, she went into the bathroom and turned on the shower, completely forgetting that she was not wearing slippers, but she couldn't avoid it in time when her feet slipped!
For her extraordinary reflexes, this is equivalent to an ordinary person watching someone walk up to him with a sharp knife at the speed of a turtle, and then slowly stab it into his lower abdomen, but he has no reaction at all. It's like letting him stab you without moving.
She fell down on the ground in frustration. No matter how sensitive her five senses are, no matter how strong her reaction ability is, she can't stop the innate fragility of her physical body. After only one fall, she was so painful that she couldn't even stand up, and she had to borrow Xu Tinglan's help It takes strength to get up.
Although Gu Shuofeng always likes to take advantage of the trend and never hesitate to take advantage of it, but this time, she somehow didn't want to take the opportunity to seduce her.
She nodded Xu Tinglan's feet through the slippers, "Can you lend me the slippers and put them on first?"
Now her back hurts and her tailbone hurts, no matter how strong her reflexes are, she still has to fall if she slips.
Without hesitation for a second, Xu Tinglan immediately took off her slippers and kicked them to her feet, almost slipped and fell, she hugged her with one hand, and quickly supported the sink with the other.
Gu Shuofeng kicked the slippers back again, "It's better for you to wear them, just go to the entrance and bring my slippers."
Xu Tinglan still turned her head, not even looking at her out of the corner of her eye.
"You wear it, in case you fall again when I let go."
"But your feet are also slippery."
"I just need to be careful. I can do it after a few steps. It's fine."
Seeing that Gu Shuofeng had already put on her shoes, Xu Tinglan let go of her, and slowly moved out while supporting the pool. When she moved to the door, the soles of her feet were basically no longer slippery.
With a click, Xu Tinglan closed the glass door with her back on her back, and then Gu Shuofeng sat on the toilet seat with a limp, covering her waist.
Fortunately Xu Tinglan didn't dare to look at her, otherwise wouldn't she be revealing herself?
The wounds on her body were painted, as were the blood stains at the corners of her mouth, and the redness and swelling on her nose. Only the swollen eyeballs and bloodshot eyes were real. They were the result of her staying up late last night to watch the drama.
When the water flushed just now, all the paintings were washed away. Xu Tinglan didn't look at her, so she didn't notice it.
The Xu Tinglan who see no evil is the Xu Tinglan who Gu Shuofeng is familiar with.
The question she had been thinking about just now, that is, the question that caused her to slip was: Why did Xu Tinglan kiss her suddenly?
Although it's just cheeks, Gu Shuofeng, who is familiar with the original plot, knows very well that Xu Tinglan is a very educated and reasonable woman, gentle and shy, shy and reserved, even with her husband Wang Jianfei, she rarely takes the initiative to engage in such intimacy.
But why did he make an exception today?
Gu Shuofeng had expected everything, except that Xu Tinglan would kiss her suddenly.
Just like the last time Xu Tinglan suddenly dragged her to draw a picture, also like the last time Xu Tinglan suddenly and almost violently forced her to spit out the abortion pill, plus this time she kissed on the cheek.
Although they seemed to be extremely small oocs, they made Gu Shuofeng extremely irritable.
Why kiss the left cheek?Why not kiss the right cheek and the forehead?
It made her think of that cold workaholic again, always tilting her head and kissing the woman on her left side, whether it was the left eye corner, the left cheek, or the corner of the left lip, and even kissing the forehead was always on the left side.
In fact, she couldn't remember the touch of the woman's lips for a long time, but she clearly remembered the little vermilion mole that fell into her eyes every time the woman tilted her head and kissed her left cheek.
The mole was at the end of the woman's left eye, exactly the same as the mole at the end of Xu Tinglan's eye. It was the only bright color on the woman's cold face, redder than her lips.
Gu Shuofeng sat on the toilet and rubbed his temples tiredly.
Why do personality deviations occur?More than once?Is it a coincidence that the plot changed?Or... something else?
Gu Shuofeng inside the door was puzzled, while Xu Tinglan outside the door grabbed the doorknob with his backhand, his heart beating wildly.
What I pretended to be indifferent inside the door before, all disappeared the moment I went out.
what did she seeWhat did she just see? !
Even though he only glanced at it once, the picture seemed to be engraved in his mind, and he couldn't shake it off, and the more he wanted to forget it, the more clearly it was welded into the brain cells.
She saw it, she saw it all.
What should be seen and what should not be seen, can be seen clearly.
She herself admired that she was able to help her wrap the bath towel and help her up as if nothing had happened, and even spoke calmly and took off her shoes for her.
If it was her in the past, she would definitely blush and her heartbeat would be uncontrollable when encountering such a situation, and she would definitely show her feet in panic.
Xu Tinglan pressed her heart.
It was this feeling again, the strange feeling of two hearts beating at the same time.
Why jump so fast?
Obviously she has everything Chen Xiyao has, why does her heart beat faster just by looking at it?
Xu Tinglan suddenly opened her eyes, her long eyelashes trembling slightly.
She thought of it, thought of a way to quickly judge what kind of thing she likes!
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I didn't catch the bugs, and I didn't care to thank the little cuties who threw mines and nutrient solution~
too late
started first
thank you tomorrow
love you~~
mua!(*╯3╰)
"...So, I'm not sure what kind of love I have for you. Is it love? Or friendship? Or just being moved."
The person in her arms struggled to remember, but Xu Tinglan held her down again.
"I'm not finished yet."
Xu Tinglan breathed a sigh of relief, and continued: "As I said just now, it is really irresponsible for me to say this to you under uncertain circumstances, but since I have said it, I will not evade it ,Give me some time, not too long, one month, no, fifteen days, as long as fifteen days, let me clear my head, okay?"
This time Gu Shuofeng struggled again, but Xu Tinglan didn't stop her, but just took her hand and slid it from shoulder to waist.
Gu Shuofeng raised his eyes and looked at her. It wasn't so obvious when he closed his eyes before, but now he looked at her again, his eyelids were obviously swollen, his eyes were bloodshot, his nose was red, his nose was stained with blood, and his hair was messed up all night. No matter how good the foundation was before, it looks a bit bad now.
"Is what you said true?"
Gu Shuofeng's expression was surprisingly calm, but his voice trembled slightly.
Xu Tinglan nodded, "It's true, but I'm not sure what answer I'll come up with in fifteen days."
"Then..." Gu Shuofeng sucked his nose, his eye circles were faintly red, "Then what if you come to the conclusion that...you like me too, what should you do?"
Xu Tinglan affirmed: "Then we will be together."
"Then, what about your parents?"
"They are highly educated people, and their minds are far more open than you think. As long as it makes me happy, even if they can't accept it at first, they will accept it sooner or later."
"Yes, but..."
Gu Shuofeng lowered his eyes, as if he couldn't control his neck muscles, he looked around excitedly and anxiously, but he didn't focus his eyes at all.
"But what if they think you won't be happy? Is that acceptable?"
"Not happy?" Xu Tinglan was taken aback, "Why not happy?"
"I, I am a woman, and you are also a woman. We... We are homosexuals, and we will be looked down upon and scolded as disgusting. How could your parents accept you to live such a life?"
At the beginning of the 21st century, China’s tolerance for the homosexual group was still very low. Not to mention the general group, even a popular star, once it was reported that he was gay, he would immediately be scorned and cast aside, his career would suffer, and his life would be severely affected. big impact.
No matter how open-minded the old man and the old lady are, it is difficult to accept that their daughter is gay in such a big environment, especially since they are not young, and almost two generations later, the acceptance is even lower.
Before Xu Tinglan had time to think about it, the moment Gu Shuofeng asked her, she just subconsciously believed that as long as she was happy, her parents would definitely support her, because they loved her so much since childhood.
But if you calm down and think about it for a while, you will know how difficult it is.
Xu Tinglan was silent for a moment, then knelt back two steps and got out of bed, went out and brought in the traumatic medicine she just bought, and went up to lift Gu Shuofeng's blanket.
Gu Shuofeng quickly shrank his feet and covered the blanket, "No need! I haven't showered yet, I'll wipe it off after I take a shower!"
"It's all hurt like this. Don't wash it yet. I'll apply the medicine for you first, and then wash it when it feels better."
As she said that, Xu Tinglan wanted to grab her blanket again.
"No need, really no need."
Gu Shuofeng shrank back in a panic, until he reached the head of the bed, and a corner of the thing he had been holding in his arms moved with the movement.
Xu Tinglan looked at the corner of the cloth that was obviously different in color from the blanket, frowned slightly, and pulled it off with her hands.
Subconsciously, Gu Shuofeng pulled it over and stuffed it back into the blanket.
Xu Tinglan raised her hand in the air embarrassingly, "I'm sorry, it seems to be stained with blood, that's why I pulled it, it wasn't intentional."
It was only then that Gu Shuofeng came to his senses, looked down at the blanket he was hugging tightly, bit his lips annoyed, took the thing out of the blanket again, and handed it to her.
"I should say I'm sorry, this, this is yours."
Was it hers?
Xu Tinglan took a closer look.
This……
Isn't this her little cardigan?
The cardigan was off-white, very light in color, with mottled blood stains on it, scattered like red plums, it was particularly conspicuous.
Xu Tinglan's eyes trembled slightly, the little cardigan was already unruly, it was obviously a dead fold formed by being hugged for a long time.
Could this be... from last night until now?
This realization made Xu Tinglan's heart, which had flinched just a little bit, suddenly become firm.
In one's life, how many people or things can one make oneself work hard for regardless of everything?
More than ten years ago, she painted her pinnacle work "Drunk".
Ten years later, she can only draw mediocre works that she is not satisfied with.
If it weren't for the aura of "Girl Leonardo Da Vinci" back then, I'm afraid her paintings have long been ignored.
Why is this happening?
Is Jiang Lang really exhausted?
Or have you changed your mind?
In fact, it was just that she didn't insist on it.
She devoted too much energy to so-called love and family, and spent a lot of time researching recipes, detergents, how to polish leather shoes black and bright, and how to keep winter clothes free from insects.
She became the woman behind the so-called men who silently supported her, leaving less and less time for art.
Art requires comprehension, and the busy green leaves her no time to appreciate the sprouts after the rain, let alone observe the light and shadow of the scorching sun leaking through the branches and leaves on the ground.
She has already missed one persistence, is she going to miss a second time?
Besides, this is just a hypothesis, assuming that after fifteen days, she is sure that she really likes Chen Xiyao.
I can't even imagine a hypothetical persistence. When I get to that point, will I give up my original intention again?
Looking at Gu Shuofeng who was curled up at the head of the bed, the sun covered the bed, but she was curled up in the only shadow, with unkempt hair, swollen eyes and lips, and red and swollen nose, which should have seriously damaged the beauty of the picture , but made her suddenly have an unspeakable impulse.
Just like a war reporter saw the magnificent battlefield, and raised her camera to take pictures of the elapsed moment with heartache but surging, she also suddenly had the urge to paint.
She wanted to paint her, she wanted to paint Chen Xiyao, she really wanted to!Want urgently!Think now!
If it was before, she would definitely ask to paint her right away, no matter it is money or any other request, she will try her best to satisfy, as long as she is asked to paint right away!
But now...
Xu Tinglan threw the cardigan aside, crawled onto the bed on her knees, her slippers fell to the ground twice, and she also crawled up to Gu Shuofeng.
Wrapped in a blanket, Gu Shuofeng hugged his knees and curled up at the head of the bed, watching her approaching a little bit cautiously, the red and swollen eye circles were less charming, but a little more ignorant that made Xu Tinglan's heart flutter.
Xu Tinglan tilted her head slightly, and her soft, girlish lips gently pressed against Gu Shuofeng's cool and pale cheeks.
Pooh.
With a slight sound, the dragonfly touches the water, and the touch stops.
Gu Shuofeng's brows faintly twitched.
Xu Tinglan didn't notice it, she retreated back and stared at her.
"As for the question you just said, I think I can answer you now.
If, I mean if, if after fifteen days I am sure that I really like you, then no matter how many obstacles there are in the road ahead, as long as you don't let go, I will stick to it.
If we really can't hold on, we can go abroad, there is always a place where we can breathe freely. "
Gu Shuofeng opened his eyes slightly, looked at her in disbelief, then suddenly raised his hand and squeezed his face hard.
"Hi! It hurts!"
Xu Tinglan quickly pulled her hand away, frowned and reprimanded lightly: "What are you doing?"
"I……"
"You think this is a dream?"
Gu Shuofeng bit his lip, looking at her with watery eyes, innocent and pitiful.
Xu Tinglan's heart softened instantly, and she rubbed her messy hair with her head.
"It's not a dream, don't be stupid."
After that, he shook the bruise oil in his hand and said, "The meal is ready, so hurry up and apply the bruise oil to fill your stomach first."
Gu Shuofeng didn't reply, just stared at her blankly, her sentence "don't be stupid" seemed to call her stupid instead.
Reluctantly, Xu Tinglan put the bruise directly in front of her face, and shook it vigorously.
"Did you see? I'm going to wipe it off for you?"
Gu Shuofeng still didn't respond, and still stared at her in a daze, without blinking.
Xu Tinglan reached out to pull the blanket away to help her apply the medicine, but thinking of her violent reaction when she pulled the blanket earlier, she hesitated, then paused.
"Chen Xiyao."
Xu Tinglan tried to get her attention back.
"Chen Xiyao?"
Called again.
"Chen Xiyao!"
This time, instead of shaking the oil in front of her face, he directly patted her face with his hands.
Gu Shuofeng finally had some reaction, his eyes moved slightly, and he asked a question.
"All of this... everything you just said... is it true? Am I really not dreaming?"
Xu Tinglan sighed slightly, knelt up straight, pressed her shoulder solemnly, and said seriously: "You looked into my eyes, what did you see?"
Gu Shuofeng said foolishly: "It looks good."
Xu Tinglan said helplessly, "I didn't want you to see if my eyes look good, I mean, what did you see in my eyes?"
Gu Shuofeng took a serious look, "Myself."
"If it's a dream, how can you see yourself in other people's eyes?"
Gu Shuofeng looked hesitant: "Can't you see...can't you?"
Xu Tinglan nodded with certainty, "I can't see it!"
This is what the old man used to coax Xu Tinglan when she was a child, and now she uses it to coax Gu Shuofeng.
"Can……"
"you do not believe me?"
Gu Shuofeng quickly shook his head.
"Then do you now believe that what I just said is true?"
Gu Shuofeng nodded hesitantly.
"Then give me fifteen days to clear my head, okay?"
Nod again.
"Then we can apply medicine now?"
Nodded, then quickly shook his head.
"I... still want to take a bath..." The tone was pitiful.
Xu Tinglan paused, "Then do you have any bloody wounds on your body?"
Gu Shuofeng shook his head: "No."
"Okay then, I'll apply the medicine for you when you come out."
Gu Shuofeng glanced at the medicated oil in her hand, and stretched out his hand: "It's more convenient for me to put on the medicated oil after washing and then put on clothes."
"Let me do it, call me after you wash up."
Gu Shuofeng bit his lip, did not speak, but did not withdraw his hand.
Xu Tinglan understood.
She put the traumatic oil in the palm of Gu Shuofeng's hand, and said: "If there is something that can't be wiped off, remember to ask me to help you."
"En." Gu Shuofeng nodded heavily.
Xu Tinglan turned over and got out of bed, walked to the door and turned around, saw Gu Shuofeng was still lying motionless on the bed with his arms around the blanket, just about to ask "Why don't you leave", opened his mouth and closed it again.
"I'm going to the kitchen first."
"Ah."
Xu Tinglan went into the kitchen and pretended to be busy after finishing everything. After a while, Gu Shuofeng came out lightly.
She appears to be... barefoot.
Where are the shoes?
Where did the missing pair of high heels go?
There was a soft click from next door, and the bathroom door closed.
Xu Tinglan just came out of the kitchen, squatted down and looked carefully at the ground.
Sure enough, there were two inconspicuous footprints from the entrance to the big bedroom, which could only be left by bare feet. Slippers would not leave marks on such clean tiles.
The footprints went to the small bedroom first, but didn't go in. Instead, they entered the big bedroom.
Xu Tinglan thought of her lying on the bed she used to lie on, wrapped in the blanket she covered, hugging the little cardigan she wore, with the wounds she had brought to her, crying helplessly, couldn't help leaning against her. Next to the sofa.
She suddenly felt that she was cruel, knowing that Chen Xiyao liked her, but impulsively said those irresponsible words.
More than talking, she even kissed her.
It would be fine if she was sure that she really liked her after fifteen days, but what if she didn't?Then what is the difference between her and a scumbag like Wang Jianfei?
Xu Tinglan suddenly felt flustered, she turned around while leaning on the armrest of the sofa, sat down low, and raised her arms against the back of the sofa to block her eyes.
Is there any way to quickly determine what kind of liking I have for Chen Xiyao?
What is the difference between love and friendship and gratitude?
Love is staying together for a long time without getting tired?
But she and Zhizhi didn't feel tired of staying together every day.
Does love mean you can't help laughing when you see each other?
But she couldn't help laughing when she saw the front desk of the gallery. She had long developed the manner of smiling at everyone.
love is……
Boom!
Suddenly there was a loud noise from the bathroom, and Xu Tinglan stood up suddenly in shock!
Chen Xiyao, it's Chen Xiyao!
She's not wearing slippers! !
Xu Tinglan ran over in a hurry, running so fast that the slippers almost flew off.
"Chen Xiyao! I'm going in!"
Shouting, the door has been pushed open.
After only one glance, Xu Tinglan's foot almost retracted when he stepped in.
Gu Shuofeng sat crookedly on the ground, holding the shower head that sprayed water constantly in his hand, the water splashed on her smooth skin, and there were water marks winding along her figure.
Xu Tinglan suddenly felt dizzy.
She quickly glanced away.
"I, I'll help you up."
Xu Tinglan didn't know why she was so nervous, she obviously had something, and it's not like she hasn't seen others like this before.
Seeing her come in, Gu Shuofeng shrank back almost immediately, she instinctively frowned and said coldly: "Get out!"
Xu Tinglan froze for a moment, and after only a moment, she reached out to turn off the shower, took off the bath towel and wrapped it around her body.
From the beginning to the end, Xu Tinglan didn't look directly at her, and looked at other places casually. He only judged her position from the corner of his eyes, and reached out to help her.
The skin is already a little slippery after seeing the water, but Gu Shuofeng's skin is firmer than others, which is even more silky. Xu Tinglan tried to avoid touching her, and only grabbed her arm, keeping her body far away. But even after trying a few times, he slipped his hands and couldn't pull her up, so he leaned over and held her in his arms to help her stand up.
"Don't wash it?" Xu Tinglan turned her face and looked at the glass door of the bathroom, "I'll rub some medicated oil for you while I just fell, otherwise it will hurt later."
"No, I want to wash!"
Gu Shuofeng was in a bad mood, very bad!
With her five senses and reaction ability that were several times higher than normal, it was impossible for her to make such a mistake.
Yes, this is not pretending, this is really falling!
She would not have betrayed her color just to seduce Xu Tinglan.
Although she has been betrayed before, but that level is still within her tolerance range, this kind of one is absolutely not allowed!
She was just thinking about something just now, and after thinking about it, she went into the bathroom and turned on the shower, completely forgetting that she was not wearing slippers, but she couldn't avoid it in time when her feet slipped!
For her extraordinary reflexes, this is equivalent to an ordinary person watching someone walk up to him with a sharp knife at the speed of a turtle, and then slowly stab it into his lower abdomen, but he has no reaction at all. It's like letting him stab you without moving.
She fell down on the ground in frustration. No matter how sensitive her five senses are, no matter how strong her reaction ability is, she can't stop the innate fragility of her physical body. After only one fall, she was so painful that she couldn't even stand up, and she had to borrow Xu Tinglan's help It takes strength to get up.
Although Gu Shuofeng always likes to take advantage of the trend and never hesitate to take advantage of it, but this time, she somehow didn't want to take the opportunity to seduce her.
She nodded Xu Tinglan's feet through the slippers, "Can you lend me the slippers and put them on first?"
Now her back hurts and her tailbone hurts, no matter how strong her reflexes are, she still has to fall if she slips.
Without hesitation for a second, Xu Tinglan immediately took off her slippers and kicked them to her feet, almost slipped and fell, she hugged her with one hand, and quickly supported the sink with the other.
Gu Shuofeng kicked the slippers back again, "It's better for you to wear them, just go to the entrance and bring my slippers."
Xu Tinglan still turned her head, not even looking at her out of the corner of her eye.
"You wear it, in case you fall again when I let go."
"But your feet are also slippery."
"I just need to be careful. I can do it after a few steps. It's fine."
Seeing that Gu Shuofeng had already put on her shoes, Xu Tinglan let go of her, and slowly moved out while supporting the pool. When she moved to the door, the soles of her feet were basically no longer slippery.
With a click, Xu Tinglan closed the glass door with her back on her back, and then Gu Shuofeng sat on the toilet seat with a limp, covering her waist.
Fortunately Xu Tinglan didn't dare to look at her, otherwise wouldn't she be revealing herself?
The wounds on her body were painted, as were the blood stains at the corners of her mouth, and the redness and swelling on her nose. Only the swollen eyeballs and bloodshot eyes were real. They were the result of her staying up late last night to watch the drama.
When the water flushed just now, all the paintings were washed away. Xu Tinglan didn't look at her, so she didn't notice it.
The Xu Tinglan who see no evil is the Xu Tinglan who Gu Shuofeng is familiar with.
The question she had been thinking about just now, that is, the question that caused her to slip was: Why did Xu Tinglan kiss her suddenly?
Although it's just cheeks, Gu Shuofeng, who is familiar with the original plot, knows very well that Xu Tinglan is a very educated and reasonable woman, gentle and shy, shy and reserved, even with her husband Wang Jianfei, she rarely takes the initiative to engage in such intimacy.
But why did he make an exception today?
Gu Shuofeng had expected everything, except that Xu Tinglan would kiss her suddenly.
Just like the last time Xu Tinglan suddenly dragged her to draw a picture, also like the last time Xu Tinglan suddenly and almost violently forced her to spit out the abortion pill, plus this time she kissed on the cheek.
Although they seemed to be extremely small oocs, they made Gu Shuofeng extremely irritable.
Why kiss the left cheek?Why not kiss the right cheek and the forehead?
It made her think of that cold workaholic again, always tilting her head and kissing the woman on her left side, whether it was the left eye corner, the left cheek, or the corner of the left lip, and even kissing the forehead was always on the left side.
In fact, she couldn't remember the touch of the woman's lips for a long time, but she clearly remembered the little vermilion mole that fell into her eyes every time the woman tilted her head and kissed her left cheek.
The mole was at the end of the woman's left eye, exactly the same as the mole at the end of Xu Tinglan's eye. It was the only bright color on the woman's cold face, redder than her lips.
Gu Shuofeng sat on the toilet and rubbed his temples tiredly.
Why do personality deviations occur?More than once?Is it a coincidence that the plot changed?Or... something else?
Gu Shuofeng inside the door was puzzled, while Xu Tinglan outside the door grabbed the doorknob with his backhand, his heart beating wildly.
What I pretended to be indifferent inside the door before, all disappeared the moment I went out.
what did she seeWhat did she just see? !
Even though he only glanced at it once, the picture seemed to be engraved in his mind, and he couldn't shake it off, and the more he wanted to forget it, the more clearly it was welded into the brain cells.
She saw it, she saw it all.
What should be seen and what should not be seen, can be seen clearly.
She herself admired that she was able to help her wrap the bath towel and help her up as if nothing had happened, and even spoke calmly and took off her shoes for her.
If it was her in the past, she would definitely blush and her heartbeat would be uncontrollable when encountering such a situation, and she would definitely show her feet in panic.
Xu Tinglan pressed her heart.
It was this feeling again, the strange feeling of two hearts beating at the same time.
Why jump so fast?
Obviously she has everything Chen Xiyao has, why does her heart beat faster just by looking at it?
Xu Tinglan suddenly opened her eyes, her long eyelashes trembling slightly.
She thought of it, thought of a way to quickly judge what kind of thing she likes!
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I didn't catch the bugs, and I didn't care to thank the little cuties who threw mines and nutrient solution~
too late
started first
thank you tomorrow
love you~~
mua!(*╯3╰)
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