I, a scumbag, only flirt, not marry [Quick Transmigration]

I don't know if it's an illusion, but Gu Shuofeng always felt that the moment she turned into Chen Xiyao, Xu Qinglan... no, a stream of light flashed across Xu Tinglan's eyes.

That gentle and beautiful face was raised slightly, it didn't have Yu Xinglan's soft hands and feet at the end, nor Feng Zhuoran's nibbling on the left side when he was drunk, but just looked at her silently, Yu Xinglan's red eyes were crying The moment of transformation disappeared, but it didn't last long, and it slowly became red again, with teardrops rolling down one by one.

"Should I love you? Or hate you?"

Because of drunkenness, Xu Qinglan could not speak clearly, but this did not prevent Gu Shuofeng from understanding.

After the hoarse sound, her irritability disappeared inexplicably, leaving only the unfamiliar sourness in her heart.

She is not used to this sourness, and even less like this strange emotion, especially this emotion really makes her very uncomfortable.

Gu Shuofeng didn't even think about it, the Bianhua flower on his wrist rose again, and Xu Tinglan, who was teary-eyed, disappeared, replaced by the dewy figure of Qixiu Xiuzhu.

Gu Shuofeng wanted to turn Xu Qinglan into the soft and soft appearance of Qi Xuan when she was a child, at least the cubs are safer, but this obviously violated Xu Qinglan's "want", and automatically corrected her to be Qi Xuan as an adult Afterwards.

Transforming again, the smoky red eye sockets returned to white. She opened her black and white pupils and looked at her without blinking. She didn't need to look to know that she must have changed into Mingxuan's appearance.

Xu Qinglan first stared at her face, as if reluctant to look away, tilted her head and looked at it for a long, long time, until Gu Shuofeng dozed off and was about to close her eyes, then her gaze slowly moved down, and then Move down, continue to move down...it stopped, the position where it stopped was very unfriendly.

For the first time in his life, Gu Shuofeng had the urge to pull the quilt to block himself.

Xu Qinglan's undisguised gaze fell directly on one spot, like a hungry wolf staring at the prey that it had finally met, wishing to swallow it in one bite, but afraid that it would run away, instead, it became more and more patient and silent. wait for the time.

"Xu Qinglan, you..."

Before she could finish speaking, Xu Qinglan, who was lying on her waist, suddenly rubbed upwards, and murmured vaguely with her thin red lips: "Happiness..."

what?

What is she saying?

Before Gu Shuofeng could react, or even if she did, she couldn't move. She could only watch Xu Qinglan's transfigured Qi Xuan shrank like a baby who was not even a month old, and squeezed against her on the sofa. In the meantime, his legs were wrapped around her, his arms were around her, his hands were placed in a soft and comfortable position in a very, normal, self-conscious way, his thin lips were opened, and his voice was so happy that his voice was humming and sweet.

Gu Shuofeng's whole body was stiff, and countless images flashed through his mind, all of which were Xiao Qixuan's huddled in her arms trying to find food when he was a child, some of which were caught by her, and some of which were accidentally seen in the mirror of the world. .

Foraging and ambiguity are two completely different concepts. The difference is very big. Gu Shuofeng is also a Yuzun over 9 years old. He has never eaten pork and has seen pigs run. Naturally, he can easily distinguish what Xu Qinglan is doing at this moment. Is it ambiguous or foraging.

At the beginning, she only cared about the task and didn't think much about it, and Qi Xuan was still young at that time, so it was normal to have this kind of foraging behavior, but Xu Qinglan, whether it was herself or the phantom Qi Xuan, had already grown up. How can this behavior still occur? !

There is only one answer.

From the very beginning, Qi Xuan positioned her as a mother, and everything after that was a reaction of Oedipus complex, not loving her, but Oedipus complex!

As for why Qi Xuan could do that kind of thing to her?It's just the instinct of the half-demon's febrile period. It's different from psychological cognition. It's physiological, and it's beyond the control of the young Xiyu. Besides, no one told Xixuan that "no way", so Xixuan naturally didn't have "" No way" concept.

So... before she thought that Qi Xuan loved Mingxuan, it turned out that she was also wrong.

Xu Qinglan was close to her, her slender eyelashes spread out obediently, Gu Shuofeng only took one look and then turned his eyes away, his uninterrupted foraging behavior was like someone scratching the soles of her feet with a feather, making her She was itchy all over, but she couldn't scratch the itchy place.

She couldn't help thinking of what Xu Qinglan said just now as Xu Tinglan.

【Should I love you?Still hate you? 】

Xu Tinglan first said this to Zhizhi. When she transmigrated to the second world, her eldest sister had broadcast it to her without revealing a single word.

If Zhizhi could keep the secret all the time, the question would probably become: Why did you die before I even had time to take revenge?It's really cheap for you.

Thinking about it this way, Xu Tinglan doesn't seem to really love Chen Xiyao, what she loves is only Chen Xiyao's dedication, if Chen Xiyao treats her badly, she doesn't love, she just hates, she even cheats on Chen Xiyao.

Not only Xu Tinglan, but also Yu Xinglan, what Yu Xinglan loves is actually not what she says, what she loves is saving, as long as it is someone who saves her, she loves whoever it is.

Not to mention Feng Zhuoran, Feng Zhuoran is Xu Qinglan with memories, as long as it can bring her hope, she will pursue it, and the one she loves is actually not Liu Xiaodie.

As for Xu Qinglan, she seems to love change, but in fact, what she loves is change. No matter who it is, as long as it can change her boring life, she will love it.

The most direct evidence is that Xu Qinglan still clings to her and can't do without her even though she is obviously very different from the Gagai she was in the past.

It's like twins, or to be more specific, like her and Xiao Wu, Xu Qinglan still said that she loves her when her personality is so different, so what's the difference from her falling in love with Xiao Wu?

In fact, Xu Qinglan didn't really love her at all. What kind of love root and fruit is just a testing tool. Even the DNA paternity test dare not say that she is 100% accurate. Even if Xu Qinglan blossoms and bears fruit for her, it may not necessarily It is true love.

Gu Shuofeng realized that she was on the edge of a corner. In normal times, she would never think too much about such trivial things. Whether Xu Qinglan really loves or not is not important at all, the important thing is the fitness of the body, and what else? Is it more accurate to judge true love than love root and love fruit?She really didn't need to worry about this at all.

But if you understand it, you understand it, but Gu Shuofeng just couldn't help himself to continue digging into the horns.

Xu Qinglan didn't really love her, and she couldn't help being annoyed by this realization, although in her opinion, it wasn't worth being annoyed at all.

Anyway, she doesn't love Xu Qinglan, and even if Xu Qinglan doesn't really love her, she is Xu Qinglan's favorite person in this world.

But no, she just felt uncomfortable, unhappy and in a bad mood!

Gu Shuofeng also couldn't tell what happened to him.

In short, the more she thought about it, the more annoyed she became, the more she felt that Xu Qinglan who was looking for food was an eyesore, the more she felt an eyesore, the more she wanted to end this farce quickly, but she still couldn't think of a way to end it.

Calm down, Gu Shuofeng, has such a trivial matter stumped you?If it spreads, you can't laugh to death.

Gu Shuofeng forced himself to calm down, and forced himself to address the problem in front of him.

Facts have proved that it's not that she can't get rid of the status quo, but because her opponent is Xu Qinglan, she didn't take it seriously from the beginning, and she felt from the bottom of her heart that she would not be in danger, and it didn't matter whether she got rid of it or not, so she was restrained .

When she finally got serious now, she easily thought of a countermeasure.

Under the pressure of Meng Mi, she can't resist, can she?It doesn't matter, she doesn't resist, and she doesn't have any thoughts of resistance, she doesn't even need to use Mengmi at all, she just needs to use her mouth a little.

"Xu Qinglan..."

Gu Shuofeng called softly, and Xu Qinglan's eyelashes trembled slightly in her arms, and she opened her eyes. Although she didn't stop looking for food, she also raised her eyes to look at her.

Gu Shuofeng looked at her with tears in his eyes, three parts resentful, seven parts wronged, his voice was hoarse and pitiful.

"Arms are sore, it's uncomfortable to keep carrying it like this."

After finishing speaking, another sentence followed: "Meng Mi is useless, this kind of soreness can't be solved."

Although she had such a beautiful face, Xu Qinglan looked like a three or five-year-old Xiao Qixuan. She looked at her arm, bit Happiness again, and finally let go reluctantly.

After fumbling around, he found out the key to the handcuffs.

When her mind cleared up, Gu Shuofeng finally realized that the reason why Qi Xuan was looking for food in an adult body was not because she was drunk and her mind was not clear, but because... this is not a real adult Qi Xuan at all, she is just an adult body Yes, her mental age is clearly that of Xiao Qixuan!

Why is this happening?

Gu Shuofeng's understanding of Mengmi was only superficial, and he figured it out after pondering.

Xu Qinglan is Mengmi's master, and she is also Mengmi's master. What she wanted before was the young Qi Xuan. In order to ensure that both of their demands were met as much as possible at the same time, Mengmi took Xu Qinglan's body Becoming a grown-up Qixuan does not prevent Xu Qinglan from continuing to do whatever she wants, and changes Xu Qinglan's mentality to a young Qixuan, which theoretically meets her requirements.

Therefore, the current Qixuan is a variant of the body Qixuan and the inner Xiaoqixuan.

This is also the main reason why she can convince Xu Qinglan with just one sentence - children are best lied to.

Following this line of thought, wouldn't it be easy to know why Xu Qinglan watched Calabash Baby in the middle of the night?

Click, click, click.

The handcuffs came off.

Gu Shuofeng was finally able to move her arm, but her tendons were still loose, and she still had no strength to resist.

But it doesn't matter, in the next second, Qi Xuan changed back to Xu Qinglan's ice-white face, but his eyes were still immature.

Gu Shuofeng raised his limp arms, hugged Xu Qinglan, who was only seven or eight years old in mental age, and coaxed softly.

"Lan Lan, none of us are allowed to lie, can we have a good talk?"

Xu Qinglan's eyes were foggy, as if she was looking at her across thousands of mountains and rivers, and it took a long time before she said "um".

Gu Shuofeng glanced at the halo of frost on her wrist, knowing that Xu Qinglan had seen her back to her original appearance again and again, so she ignored it and continued to coax her.

"Then tell me, why did you leave me and run out in the middle of the night to see Cucurbit Baby?"

Xu Qinglan shook her head, her voice was hoarse and ethereal: "I can't say it."

"Why can't you tell?"

"Shame."

"Look." Gu Shuofeng opened his arms slightly to show her, "You can hug me without any clothes on, what could be more embarrassing than this?"

Xu Qinglan, who was seven or eight years old mentally, was extremely entangled. She looked at her, and then at herself. Her ice-white cheeks were still ice-white, but her eyes were full of shyness that couldn't be concealed.

"Then... I said you are not allowed to tell others."

"Okay, I promise not to tell."

"Actually, I... my family is very poor."

"Ok?"

"My father didn't want us anymore. He hated my younger brother for being sick, me for being a girl, and my mother for being old and not pretty, so he left us the house and left with all the money.

We had no money to eat, nor did we have money to treat my younger brother, so we could only sell things, washing machines, sewing machines, bicycles, refrigerators, and TV sets. We sold everything we could sell at home, except for some broken furniture that no one wanted. "

After talking for a long time, I didn't get to the point. It's not like the Xu Qinglan in Gu Shuofeng's cognition. If it was someone else's three sentences without the point, she would be irritable. But if it was Xu Qinglan, she felt fine. Even the long-winded Xu Qinglan is a little...cute.

"and then?"

Xiao Qinglan touched the tooth marks on her shoulder, and continued in a daze: "There is no TV in my house, so I seldom watch TV, and I have to help my mother with work every day after school, and I have to take care of my younger brother.

I was lucky that day, I helped my mother paste the cartons early, and my younger brothers were both asleep, so my mother allowed me to go out and play for a while.

I originally wanted to go to the small square to slide on the slide. It was not a real slide, but something like a handrail next to the stairs. It was very wide and like a slide. Many children liked to go up the stairs and slide down the handrail.

I originally wanted to ask my classmate to go with her. Her house is at the end of the street, not far from mine.

When I went, she was watching TV at home, and I watched it with her, acting like a gourd baby.

That was the first time I saw Cucurbit Baby, and I enjoyed watching it. Her mother came in and gave me popsicles to eat.

I can't even remember how long it's been since I ate popsicles. I said I wouldn't eat them, but I still couldn't resist the temptation.

She was very upset when she saw me eating her ice cream and kicked me out.

I couldn't bear to leave. I really wanted to know if Huowa had rescued Grandpa, so I continued to watch on the window sill of her house, but she found out that she slammed the window, and I fell down without standing still. My head was broken and I was bleeding. A lot of blood. "

Xiao Qinglan's plain and straightforward statement was a bit naive and wordy, and it was not pleasant at all, let alone vivid and interesting, and the sense of substitution should be extremely poor.

But hearing that she was bleeding when she fell, Gu Shuofeng couldn't help but frowned, completely unconscious.

"Does it hurt?"

Xiao Qinglan shook her head: "I don't remember, I just remember that her mother came out, rushed me to the clinic, and then asked someone to call my mother over.

My mother trembled with anger when she heard that I was picking up other people's window sills and eating their popsicles. She called me a starving ghost and said that I hadn't eaten anything. It was a shame.

At first they scolded me, and then my mother quarreled with her mother.

Her mother said that I fell by myself, and that it was the best of humanity to send me to the clinic, and my mother had to pay for the infusion and stitches herself.

But my mother said that I had an accident at her family, and her family should pay for it. If I lost the medical expenses, I would also have to pay for nutrition.

In the end, the matter was brought to the neighborhood committee, and her mother agreed to pay for the medical expenses.

After this incident, my mother never allowed me to go to her house. Every time I passed by, she would slam the door and turn on the TV very loudly. Eight out of ten times it was a calabash baby.

Every time I hear it, I really want to scratch the window sill of her house again, but I dare not, I am afraid that my mother will be angry.

At that time, I didn't have the courage to go to other neighbors' houses to borrow it. No matter how much I thought about it day and night, I never watched it again.

Later, I was admitted to high school. High school is not a nine-year compulsory education, but tuition fees are required.

My mother didn't want to pay the hundreds of dollars, so she asked me to drop out of school and work to save my brother's medical expenses.

I don't want to, I quarreled with my mother for the first time, ran out of the house, and walked to a movie bar without knowing it.

Not only can you rent discs, movies and TV shows, but you can also watch them directly in the store.

I suddenly thought of the gourd baby that I hadn't finished watching, so I walked in.

I thought there wouldn’t be such a disc, but I didn’t expect it to be. Other film and television dramas are one episode for one yuan, only for two yuan. Only then did I know that it is actually divided into two parts. After "Calabash Brothers" There is also "Little Calabash King Kong".

In the movie bar, there are separate compartments like Internet cafes, each with a TV disc player, and each compartment is blocked by a cloth curtain.

I just finished watching two Cucurbit Dolls in that messy, choking cubicle.

When the pangolin died, I didn't cry.

When Little Butterfly died, I didn't cry either.

But at the end of the whole play of Gourd Little King Kong defeating the Snake Essence, I cried.

It's not because he's ending makes people cry with joy, nor is it because the fairy tale is too beautiful and the reality is too cruel, but because... the gourd baby is my dream since I was a child. I have always wanted to see it, but I have never been able to see it.

Now I have seen it, and it is the original from beginning to end, and it only cost two yuan.

Dreams that once seemed out of reach are now within reach.

The invincible difficulties now may look back in the future, and they are really insignificant.

I ran all the way home and told my mother that I don’t need her to pay for my tuition, I will pay for it myself, and I will work hard to save my brother’s medical expenses.

I talked to my mother a lot, and finally convinced her.

Facts have proved that I was right. I used to think that the medical expenses were sky-high, but now I can pay them without frowning.

Also from then on, whenever I encountered any difficulties, or when I felt particularly uncomfortable, I would watch Cucurbita, and regain the mood of watching it in that cramped, dirty shadow bar full of smoke.

Every time I would tell myself, the gourd baby that I couldn’t see no matter what at the beginning, the gourd baby that I thought I would never see in my life, isn’t it easy for me to see it now?

As long as I gritted my teeth and walked forward, and then looked back, all the pain that caused me will become insignificant. "

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