I, a scumbag, only flirt, not marry [Quick Transmigration]

Gu Shuofeng's eyes were sour, and the emotion overflowing in his chest couldn't be suppressed. He closed his eyes and covered himself with the quilt, and said, "Who do you want to scare to death by standing there suddenly?"

The eldest sister exerted a little force on her shoulders, walked to the edge of the bed and sat down casually, looking at her with her head tilted.

"I still want to ask you, I didn't hold back my breath, you should have noticed me right away, why didn't you feel anything at all?"

"I noticed it, and I don't bother to talk to you."

"Really?" The elder sister chuckled lightly, and instead of dwelling on the question, she asked, "Where did you go just now?"

"Go back to Xu Qinglan to get something."

"A blindfold that you can't sleep without wearing it?"

The last time Gu Shuofeng used this excuse to fool the eavesdroppers, everyone knew it well.

Gu Shuofeng pretended not to hear the elder sister's teasing, pulled the corner of the quilt, and buried his head very low.

"Of course not. I just broke up with Xu Qinglan and wanted to see if I forgot anything there."

"Break up?" The eldest sister tugged at her quilt, "What are you doing? Are you eating the quilt? Turn around and talk carefully."

Gu Shuofeng was pulled tightly by the horns and refused to look back.

"I'm sleepy, I'll talk about it tomorrow."

"Okay, you go to sleep, I'll ask Xu Qinglan."

The eldest sister was about to leave, but Gu Shuofeng quickly turned around and grabbed her.

"I broke up with her, don't go to her!"

The eldest sister sat down again, leaned forward and leaned in front of her, raised her eyebrows slightly and looked at her face that she could no longer hide.

"What's the matter? Why are your eyes so red?"

Gu Shuofeng avoided the elder sister's sight, pulled the quilt and sat on the head of the bed, laughing perfunctorily.

"I told you I'm sleepy, but you still don't believe me."

"Oh..." The eldest sister nodded, "Is this the result of staying up all night?"

"Yes."

"Okay, then tell me why you broke up?"

Gu Shuofeng turned her face, stared down at the pillow, the snow outside the window rustled, and her voice was light and illusory.

"I admit, you're right. After my soul was restored, I did feel a little more emotional. At least I don't want to be a person who repays my kindness. Xu Qinglan helped me so much, but I got nothing. I also got into two big troubles. Even the family relationship that was barely maintained has collapsed, how can I have the heart for her to be destroyed by Xiao Wu again?"

"Then why are you crying?"

"I do not have."

"You cry."

"I do not have!"

pat!

A disobedient tear streaked across the traces of light and dripped on the pillow, blurring the dark water.

The elder sister stopped her fake smile, and looked at her with gloomy eyes, her bright red lips were as scarlet as poisoned poppies in the dimness.

"How long do you want to lie to yourself?"

Gu Shuofeng lowered her head, lower and lower, the tears seemed to break through all her disguises, she couldn't hold back any longer, her expression collapsed, her palm was hurt by the hand tightly clenched by the horns, her long hair was scattered and blocked her face, but couldn't stop the tears falling like rain.

"I...I didn't..."

The choked voice was so trembling that it was barely audible, tears dripping on the corner of the quilt, slowly smudged like ink on rice paper, full of desolation and sadness.

"Aren't you saying no? What's wrong with admitting that you love Xu Qinglan? Why do you have to embarrass yourself so much?"

"I do not love……"

"You can't even lie to yourself, and you still want to lie to me?"

"me……"

"Could it be..."

The elder sister frowned and looked at Gu Shuofeng who was desperately bowing his head, almost touching his forehead.

"Didn't you arrange that woman?"

What girl?

Don't mention that woman to me!

"I always thought that you deliberately brought that woman to play for me. Otherwise, Xu Qinglan would not have done such a thing. Even if the relationship between the two of you was fake, with her personality, it would be impossible to cheat. Could it be that Is it really not your arrangement?"

no!do not talk!I do not want to hear!

The eldest sister pressed her shoulder, her voice was cold to the bottom, red dust floated around her body, and the dust was pinched quickly, like a dancing flame, scorching hot!

"Xu Qinglan is really having an affair?!! Tell me!!!"

Gu Shuofeng was shaken all over by her, his long hair was disheveled, tears splattered his eyes, and with just a glimpse, he saw the angry face of the elder sister, as if he wanted to burn everything up and tear Xu Qinglan's body to pieces!

"I'm asking you! Tell me!!! Don't tell me, right?! Okay! Needless to say! I'll kill her! Tear her soul to shreds! Let her be wiped out! This is the fate of bullying my Gu family!!! "

The eldest sister was full of anger, and she was about to leave again. Gu Shuofeng hugged her waist.

"Don't go! She didn't have an affair, and she didn't bully me. I don't want her anymore. I don't like her. Don't go to her..."

The elder sister managed to restrain her anger, and asked in a deep voice, "Then why are you crying?"

"I...I don't know."

"Oh! We have been together for more than 9 years, do you think you can fool me?"

"I really do not know!"

"You don't know, I know, you love Xu Qinglan, you see her making out with other women, even Xiao Wu, you can't accept it. But she and Xiao Wu are impossible, so you should be better, look now Seeing this woman, you collapse, you are jealous, crazy jealous, you can't wait to snatch her over immediately, lock her by your side, no one is allowed to look at her, no one is allowed to touch her, it belongs to you alone!"

Gu Shuofeng shook his head crazily, his long hair was messy, his eyes were scarlet, his face was full of tears, his volume couldn't be controlled, and his voice was hoarse.

"No! I'm not jealous! I don't love her!"

The elder sister slammed her shoulders and pushed her against the head of the bed, watching her messy hair stick to her face, tears streaming down her face. It has been more than 9 years, when has her younger sister been so sad and embarrassed?

The eldest sister gritted her teeth to death, and her eyes became more and more cold and firm. She paused every word, forcing her heart to be as hard as iron, and mercilessly exposed Gu Shuofeng's scars.

"Are you not jealous? Are you really not jealous? Maybe she is holding someone else with the hand that hugged you! Kissing someone with the lips that kissed you! Saying love to others in the tone you have heard countless times! She Maybe you are already looking forward to the future with that woman! She might..."

Do not……

do not talk……

I do not want to hear!

Don't say it! ! !

Gu Shuofeng suddenly hugged his head, screamed hoarsely, and broke down: "Stop it! Please stop it! Why are you forcing me like this? Why are you forcing me?!!!"

The elder sister's eye circles were also red, bloodshot eyes appeared, and her voice was hoarse. She pretended to be cold, held Gu Shuofeng's face, and forced her to look directly.

"Who is forcing whom? Look at yourself now? How dare you say you don't love Xu Qinglan? You clearly love her to death! Why do you torture yourself like this?!"

"I……"

Gu Shuofeng held her head, and was forced to lift her face by the eldest sister. Her eyes were blurred with tears. The eldest sister's face was as empty as if she was wandering in nothingness back then. She dared not sleep or close her eyes. She was always afraid, afraid that the next moment would be tight. The sisters embracing each other will disappear in front of my eyes, leaving her alone to continue to wander in the nothingness that has no time and no end as if there is nothing.

How many years has it been since that feeling of fear of losing?

It's been too long, so long that she can't tell whether the feeling that is so strong that it almost suffocates her is fear?

No matter what it is, she is powerless to change it, so what if it is an immortal Yu Zun?This world is not perfect, she also has powerless things.

Tears pooled on her chin and rolled down drop by drop. Gu Shuofeng wanted to show a smile to show that she really didn't love Xu Qinglan, but she couldn't control her expression, every texture on her face didn't look like hers, and she didn't listen to her command.

She didn't know whether she was able to force a smile or not, she only heard the eldest sister say: "If you can't laugh, don't laugh, it's uglier than crying."

"I……"

This time she really laughed, but the tears still couldn't stop.

"Why didn't I accept her? Didn't you already know? I... I can't fall in love with anyone, just like how can a person without eyes see a rainbow? How can a person run without legs? A person without love How is it possible to love?! You tell me? How is it possible?!!!”

Gu Shuofeng laughed and shed tears while talking, his shoulders shrugged and his whole body shrugged when he laughed, the snow falling outside the window was silent, and the laughter inside the window was indistinguishable.

The eldest sister held her face with one hand, and slowly brushed away the messy hair on her face with the other hand. The hair was wet with tears, and the eyes that always had amorous feelings were soaked in transparent tears, so bright red. Red is pitiful, red is sad.

The eldest sister moved her lips, and just opened her mouth, she couldn't help but choked up and swallowed her breath, the sharpness in her eyes was gone, only her heart was full of pain.

"You are finally willing to tell me the truth. When did you lose your love? When did your soul become incomplete?"

"When we were floating in nothingness, I was always afraid that you would disappear. That kind of fear made me uncomfortable, so I tore the spirit body and tore off the part that made me uncomfortable.

I'm not afraid anymore, I can sleep, but I start to have nightmares again, I always dream about things when I was a child, dreaming that the villagers caught me and burned me, dreaming about those...I don't want to recall everything again, I just ripped out the rest of the parts that made me uncomfortable.

At that time, I just instinctively rejected everything that made me uncomfortable, and I didn't even notice when the root of emotion was torn off.

By the time I found out, I had no emotions for anyone, including you.

People in the world think that the root of love is only about love, but they don't know that the root of love is where the seven emotions are. No matter family, friendship or love, they all come from the root of love. Without the root of love, there will be no love, and no matter how complete the soul is, it is useless.

But I think it doesn't matter, there are no emotions, but also habits, you are my relatives, not only connected by blood, but also connected by souls, even if there are no emotions, I will still want to be by your side.

If it wasn't for your peace of mind, I didn't even want to find those useless pieces..."

Gu Shuofeng's voice was choked and hoarse, and it was so broken that she could hardly hear what she was saying. Her slender neck seemed unable to support her head, and it fell heavily on the palm of the elder sister, and the hand holding her head hung down, resting weakly on it. Beside the pillow, the shoulders were slack, the whole body was exhausted, the collar of the robe was skewed, and the exposed collarbone was thin and sunken.

This is the first time in 9 years that Gu Haoyan sees the third sister who has completely given up her disguise.

It wasn't the Kai Gai who pretended to be stupid and dumbfounded around Liu Xia back then, it wasn't the ruthless Gu Shuofeng in front of Xu Qinglan, and it wasn't the third sister who was stubborn and upright in front of Xiaosi Xiaowu. At this moment, she was Anu. , the most distant and purest her.

She was leaning against the head of the bed, her wet hair messed up on the side of her face, haggard, desolate, fragile and fragile, as if it could be blown away by a gust of wind.

"I don't know when you found out that I have no love, and I don't know when you started to calculate all this. I know that you are all for my own good. You want me to be complete and I want to be like you Full of flesh and blood and rich in emotion.

But...but you can't do such a cruel thing to Xu Qinglan.

Do you think I haven't thought about replanting love roots?

I thought about it, I also checked a lot of information in the Qianzhong Domain, and even traced back the Fanchen Mirror for [-] million years!

I believe you also know the only way, so you use the reason of collecting soul fragments, let me find the destined person with the only same soul wavelength, you want Xu Qinglan to fall in love with me, and then blossom in her love root When it bears fruit, plant the fruit in my dantian, so that I can regenerate my love root.

But big sister...

What should Xu Qinglan do after I give birth to love roots?

The fruit of her passions and desires is on me, she will only love me alone, no matter how many times she reincarnates, she will always remember me, she will only love me, and she will never fall in love with anyone again.

But I... I planted her fruit, my love is her derivative, I recognize its love as my mother, I will only regard her as my mother, I will never fall in love with her, and I will never be able to be with her She is together, which is against the rules, and the energy chaos will disappear. "

Some emotions, once the embankment is broken, will be endlessly turbulent, Gu Shuofeng smiled, said, tears flowed, pouring out all the words held in his heart.

"I don't know how to love her, and I can't force myself to be with her because of filial piety. What do you ask her to do? I can bear it for one life or two, but I can't ask for it forever. Who can bear it?

I can't do it, and I can't make you do it.

I can have no roots of love, I can't let Xu Qinglan suffer forever.

Actually I know all about it...

Xu Qinglan looks bored, paralyzed, and stupid as hell, but in fact...he is very emotional, and he really loves me.

She doesn't know how to talk about love, she just said "I love you" after detours all night before she squeezed it out.

She didn't even know that the corners of her trousers were almost torn out.

Even though she is such an old person, she is still a senior, hehe...it is really...funny and cute, and every time I think about it later, I will laugh at her, and she just smiles and doesn't speak...

I think I can probably remember it for a lifetime.

She doesn't understand fun, doesn't know how to play games, doesn't like to watch videos, and doesn't even know how to use emoticons.

She thought I was mad when the puppy I sent her friendship died.

I pretended that my menstrual period was uncomfortable, but she gave me a hot water pack.

When we quarreled, I would poke you with a radish, and she would smile back at me.

I... I am really mad at her every time, and laugh at her every time.

This is good, she has never been in a relationship, has no time to watch idol dramas, and doesn't even know how to get along with her lover, so she asks Baidu for help every time, or pretends to ask her assistant casually.

For the first time between us, she wrote a lot of words on the underwear on my belly, and asked me if I liked it?It made me so angry that I really wanted to draw her a turtle face and ask her if she liked it.

For my birthday, she gave me 999 roses stacked with banknotes. The roses were ugly. If she didn't say roses, I thought they were bunches of roses.

On Valentine’s Day, she gave me a surprise cake, and when someone else stuffed a diamond ring into her bank card, I swallowed it, and my teeth almost fell out.

I……"

Gu Shuofeng pushed away the eldest sister's hand, hugged her knees, rested her chin on her knees, looked at the white snow outside the window, couldn't stop crying, and her hoarse voice became more and more ethereal.

"I know all the good things about her...

Knowing that in order to watch the fireworks with me, she stayed up for two days and one night without sleep...

Knowing that in order to cure my physical pain, she found the best Chinese medicine doctor, and boiled every medicine for me...

Knowing that she was afraid that her mother would not accept me and embarrass me, she knelt for a whole night and gave her mother 1000 million before coaxing her mother to nod...

I know that every time she actively pesters me to do that kind of thing, it is because it is said on the Internet that if you squeeze out the last bit of strength from your wife, your wife will not run away...

I also know...she couldn't even remember to eat when she was busy, but she was afraid that I would worry, so she set the alarm clock, called me when it was time for dinner, and told me that she ate, even though she didn't eat at all...

big sister...

she's really nice...very good...

Such a good person... She should have a perfect life.

She should be loved by someone, and she should also love the person who truly loves her. She should not fall into eternal pain for me. "

Gu Shuofeng turned his eyes to look at Gu Haoyan, his crying red eyes were so blurry that he couldn't see the eldest sister's face clearly, but she was already looking straight, hoping that the eldest sister could see the firmness in her eyes clearly.

The eldest sister's eyes were wet, and it was rare to look at her tenderly.

"You are really smart. You have been confused for a while. You have said so much about her, and you are so worried that she will suffer in the future. Isn't this love? You love her, even if you have no love, you still love her. As long as you can love, Why do I have to pick her fruit and plant it in your dantian? My goal has never been the root of love, but that you can have flesh and blood and be able to love. "

Gu Shuofeng shook his head.

"No, it's not love, it's just possessiveness and sexual desire, after a few years, I'm tired, I'm bored, I will abandon her.

Desire is the most unreliable thing. No matter how much you want it now or how reluctant you are, you can still give it up mercilessly at that time. This is no different from the seven-year itch in this world. I am not even as good as them. I have no emotion , if she pesters me, I will not miss the old love, I will even kill her.

What kind of person am I? I can’t do anything. Others don’t know, but don’t you?

At that time, Xu Qinglan will really bear fruit. No matter if you do it or I do it myself, you will pick her fruit and plant it on me. At that time, Xu Qinglan... will still fall into eternal life pain of?

I'm trying so hard, I'm really trying to hurt her so that she doesn't love me so deeply and it doesn't bear fruit.

Several times... several times she almost came to fruition.

That time with Xu Tinglan, I originally wanted to accompany her for the rest of my life, but I found that her love roots grew fast, and it was about to end. I could only let her find out that I betrayed her in advance, and then die quickly.

The same goes for Yu Xinglan, she refused me, but her love root has been growing wildly, I can't even wait for the child to be born, so I can only finish the task and leave.

Qixuan... Qixuan almost lost control that time, I faked her death, and she bore fruit, I could only speed up her death, but I didn't expect that you would help her cut through the void.

Didn't you ask me when I found out that she belonged to Xu Qinglan?

I figured it out from the start.

Amnesia will cause the root of love to wither, that is to say, everything will start again, but Feng Zhuoran's root of love is blossoming and bearing fruit, which means...she is Xu Qinglan. "

Only those who are destined can spy on each other's love roots at any time, and even Gu Haoyan doesn't know about these.

Gu Haoyan sighed slightly: "Thousands of calculations, I didn't expect to make a mistake here."

Gu Shuofeng smiled, the tears on his face stopped a little, the circles of his eyes were still terribly red, the tears were still in the bottom of his eyes, that smile looked like crying instead.

"You also know that this is the last life. When I come back, Xu Qinglan will bring that fruit back. I'm afraid that you will find out, and I'm also afraid that I will lose my desire for her in the future. When I think about it, I will go to her again. Pick her fruit again.

So the first thing I do when I come back is to pretend to be your brain wave to contact Feng Zhuoran.

I told her in your name that you helped her just to help me restore my soul, now that the task is complete, you don’t want to lie to her anymore, you tell her that I don’t love her, not at all, I hope she comes back It is good for everyone to be able to take the initiative to erase the memory.

As I expected, Xu Qinglan erased her memory in despair, and her love root also withered.

Otherwise, why do you think I believe that she really lost her memory?

I also know that she regained her memory. That night, she cried and said that it hurts, and I saw her love root, broke out of the ground, and grew up crazily.

I……"

The tears that had just stopped poured out again, Gu Shuofeng turned his head away, not wanting to suppress it anymore, and let the tears flow.

"I know you are monitoring my brain waves, I can only go step by step according to what you think, I originally thought, this time I will definitely confuse you, I can, but I... I still overestimated me possessiveness."

Gu Shuofeng turned his head and grabbed the elder sister's arm, begging for the first time in such a humble tone in more than 9 years.

"Sister, I beg you, don't meddle in my business anymore.

It really doesn’t matter that I don’t have a root of love. Now that my soul is complete, I’m much better than before. At least I know compassion and gratitude. Why must I be limited to small loves?Is it not good to lose all sentient beings?

I am the guardian of space, I am Yu Zun, it is the most perfect not to be entangled by emotions, isn't it?

I can control myself now, but I can't control myself in the future. There is only so much I can do for her.

Will you fulfill my one and only repayment act?Please sister, please..."

The eldest sister wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and looked up at her.

"You are my own sister and my dearest sister. I don't want to threaten you, but sometimes, it seems impossible not to threaten."

Gu Shuofeng opened his eyes slightly, with tears still hanging in his eyes, and suddenly felt that something was wrong, he sat up straight and sensed his surroundings.

what sound?

cell phone!Whose cell phone is on the call? !

Gu Shuofeng reached out and touched the eldest sister, but there was nothing.

Don't panic, calm down and sense it.

Where?Where is the phone?

The eldest sister stood up.

"Okay, don't waste energy, the phone is here."

The eldest sister reached out and took out the phone from under the bed, and the screen turned to her.

Xu Qinglan's mobile phone number was clearly displayed on the screen, and the other side was eerily quiet, only faint breathing could be heard.

"Xu...Xu Qinglan?!"

The eldest sister stood up refreshed and flicked the slightly messy corners of her clothes.

"I believe that after listening to your sincere words just now, Xu Qinglan's love root has definitely grown and blossomed. It is a great time for me to pick the fruit and plant it in your dantian."

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Regarding the fact that Xu Qinglan's mother accepted Gu Shuofeng for 1000 million yuan, why didn't Xu Qinglan's mother remember it?

Of course it's because the elder sister and the others buried the assistant's memory together.

I would also like to thank Wuya~ for Xiao Si’s pre-acquisition Wenshenshui’s love~ I said you would cry if you didn’t accept me, but in the end I still cried, moved to cry QAQ

I would also like to thank you for having candy today~ One is Shuanglei who received the article in advance from Xiaosi~ The other is today’s comfort, and there is always a touching sisterhood~ touching crying~

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