him and his duo
Chapter 81
What it means to live together is self-evident.
Xu Ke raised his eyebrows slightly, his light brown eyes turned to stare at Gu Shen's face, frozen on a certain point under his eyelids, as if surprised and puzzled.
Both he and Gu Shen understood that as long as they started living together, it meant that they acquiesced to the change of this relationship.It means that from now on, it is not only gender, but also ethics that imprison them.
This means that all love and hatred from now on will be sealed in the dark, and the secrets that are not visible will be ruled as a forbidden place by the secular world. No matter what the feelings are, there is absolutely no possibility of expressing them.
"Homosexuality", "incest / sexual intercourse".
These two things are too heavy, like two heavy mountains, pressing on the thin relationship, as long as there is a slight accident, the relationship will easily fall apart, and I don't know where to start to mend it.
"What did she ask you to say?" Xu Ke knew that it was impossible for Gu Shen to let go of this kind of matter easily, so what Wu Lian said today had something to do with him.
It seemed that it only took a moment for the sky to turn black. Under the afterglow of the setting sun, the sky changed color one after another, so a bright secant line fell from top to bottom, just falling between them, forming two distinct roads.
The side next to the forest quickly became dark, and Gu Shen stood in the shadow, silent.
Xu Ke suddenly couldn't stand his temper of keeping everything in his heart. Gu Shen has been like this since a long time ago, holding back everything until the last moment before he was willing to utter it.If you can handle it, panic first, if you can't handle it, just disappear for a few days.
Xu Keren was a little annoyed, he turned around and left with a harsh word, "Forget it."
It might be difficult to coax him back after this walk, Gu knew the harm deeply, he quickly stepped forward to grab Xu Ke's hand, and pulled him back into his arms.
He hugged Xu Ke tightly from behind, folded his hands and clasped Xu Ke's waist, lowered his head on Xu Ke's shoulder, and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't go."
This was an action similar to seeking comfort. Xu Ke gave up struggling and froze in place with him.
The students of Chengguan have always cherished their time very much, and they run faster than anyone else after school.Under the semi-dark sky, there are not many pedestrians on campus, and the dormitory building of the dormitory students is far away from here. They can stand in the afterglow for a short time without any scruples and get close and intimate for a while.
"Gu Shen, have you thought about it?" Xu Ke felt that his temples were jumping aside, a little dizzy.He tried his best to breathe as gently as he spoke, trying to make the shoulders less undulating, "Do you know what living together means? It means that I have to recognize your father as my father in the future, and you have to call me mother."
"This is not something you can easily agree to..."
"I know," Gu Shen kept this hugging posture without moving, his chin was resting on Xu Ke's right shoulder, and when he spoke, Xu Ke's shoulder would tremble slightly.
After a while, he changed to a more docile posture, and asked Xu Ke in a deep voice near the side of Xu Ke's neck, "But do you care about this?"
"What?" Xu Ke slightly tilted his head towards his position.
Gu Shen's hands clasped around Xu Ke's waist tightened and then loosened. He raised his fingers and counted, "Being scolded for homosexuality and... brotherly promiscuity."
"Do you care?" Gu Shen asked again, and immediately gave the answer first, "Anyway, I don't care, I don't care about these two."
"There's nothing to shy away from homosexuality. Now it's different from before. There won't be such things as parading in the streets. At most, we will be pointed and chewed by others. Can they still throw eggs and rocks at us?"
"There is no such thing as indiscriminate sex in my place, and we are not related by blood, so we can be regarded as a messy ass."
"As for them, I've already decided that after the college entrance examination, I will completely break away from the father-son relationship with Gu Chuxuan. I won't use his money in the future, and I don't want any of his family property. I can give it to whoever I want. At most, he will I'm old, I can't do my best when I'm lying on the hospital bed, and I'll pay him back the kindness he has given me in the past few years. Aunt Wu's side may be a little more troublesome..."
Xu Ke was a little speechless, and it took him a while to pass these words in his mind, and then asked softly: "Is it because of our current relationship that you want to cut off contact with your father?"
"No," Gu Shen smiled self-deprecatingly, "I've thought about it a long time ago, what do you think about my relationship with him? You can see it from the meal last week, right?"
Xu Ke nodded.Although the relationship doesn't look particularly bad, there is obviously a huge gap between the father and son.
"He never cared about me since I was a child. I went to dinner purely to see which unlucky guy wants to be my younger brother. In front of your mother, I have already given him face."
If it weren't for Gu Chuxuan's convulsions these days, the relationship could actually be a little worse.
"So what about you?" Gu Shen shook Xu Ke's waist, "What do you think?"
"If I cared about the first one, I wouldn't start with you." Both of them are people who don't care much about other people's eyes, so they started so happily at the beginning.
"As for the second..."
Xu Ke's speech speed began to slow down, and Gu Shen's heart was raised in his throat.Don't look at his clear-cut and logical logic on the surface, but in fact, he is always up and down in his heart, sweating silently.
"You don't have to worry too much about Aunt Wu." Xu Ke looked at Gu Shen with a tense face, and said with a cool smile in his tone, "I'm like you, I don't really care about her opinion."
Xu Ke has always longed for love, and especially longed for maternal love when he was young.
He remembered that Wu Lian would only go home during Chinese New Year, but each time he only stayed for a few days before leaving.He hoped that Wu Lian could take him and Xu Xu away together, but Wu Lian said to him with red eyes at the time: "I'm sorry, son, mother does not have the ability now. You should listen to father's words at home and wait for mother to work hard outside. Come back and pick you up."
With repeated rejections, this longing finally turned into broken ice, which evaporated when exposed to light.
Later, as he got older, he finally learned not to make demands on Wu Lian anymore, and Wu Lian's "working hard" was like a booing of empty words without any proof.So that yearning for maternal love is also like a relic of the years, he locked it into the little black box, and he doesn't have any extravagant thoughts.
Gu Shen was happy and distressed, he hugged Xu Ke tightly, and said: "Then you only need to care about my thoughts from now on, because I will never leave you behind, and I will never leave you behind." I lied to you, and the promise I made to you will always count.”
A man's words can't be taken too seriously, especially such a deep-seated promise, otherwise it's easy to overturn his face.
Xu Ke remembered the chat records he read today, and said disappointedly: "Then you said last weekend that you went to the birthday party to meet your father's marriage partner, is it a lie?"
Gu Shen didn't expect him to turn over old accounts, so he said angrily, "Then you still lied to me that you went to the city library?!"
Xu Ke: "..."
Gu Shen: "..."
Sure enough, this topic can't be discussed in depth, it's terrible.
It was getting darker and darker, they were walking side by side on the way out of the school gate, Gu Shen suddenly asked on a whim, "Boyfriend, where do you want to take the exam in the future?"
Xu Ke glanced at him, and deliberately joked: "Why, you want to apply for a school with me?"
Gu Shen clicked his tongue, "Do you still hold grudges? Can you answer the question properly and directly?"
"I haven't figured it out yet," Xu Ke said, "but it's probably just Shanghai and Beijing."
They seldom talk about the future, because the future seems really far away, illusory, invisible and intangible.
"You can fill in your grades as you like," Gu Shen sighed, and began to feel sad about the grades, "But if I want to take the same exam as you, will it be difficult?"
"There is one thing," Xu Ke was very rational and objective, and did not intend to comfort others at all, "But you should study hard from now on, and it shouldn't be a big problem to apply for a slightly better three books."
"Oh, there are only three copies," Gu Shen replied listlessly.
"Wake up, Brother Shen," Xu Ke glanced at him, "It's good enough for you to get into college with your bad grades, don't pick and choose."
"Okay, three books, three books." Gu Shen was quite happy to be stabbed by a familiar prick, "Then let's go to Beijing, I don't want to go to Shanghai."
Xu Ke: "?"
Gu Shen swayed slowly, and gave his reasons in a serious manner, "Shanghai is close to here, so we must run a little farther to elope."
Xu Ke: "...Who wants to elope with you?"
"The one with the best grades in our class." Gu Shen boasted that his boyfriend was not shy at all, "Wears a white shirt every day, with a cold face. He has really good grades and is the most handsome."
"Is it more handsome than you?"
"Emmm," Young Master Gu pondered for a while, and then changed his words: "Forget it, in terms of appearance, he should be ranked second in our class."
After being poor for a while, Gu Shen began to fantasize about the future again, "I want to enroll in a skateboarding club when I go to college, and go to skate with you every day, is it cool?"
Xu Ke pursed his lips, "Then you may not be able to arrive until dark."
Gu Shen: "...Boyfriend, do you feel uncomfortable all day if you don't stab me?"
Xu Ke chuckled and asked back, "You don't like it?"
Gu Shen: "...well, I'm just looking for abuse."
Gu Shen took Xu Ke's hand and walked into the lane in the alley.It was dark ahead, but their hands were held together, and there was light in their hearts.
Gu Chuxuan and Wu Lian moved quickly. After that day, they moved directly on the weekend.
The house in Capital No. [-] ushered in a new owner, and there was a lot of excitement immediately. The house that Xu Ke lived in before was locked and became an empty house.
Gu Chuxuan originally thought that Gu Shen would make things difficult for Xu Ke and Wu Lian, but it didn't happen. Young Master Gu's side has always been calm, and there is no conflict at the dinner table before.
But it can be seen that he and Xu Ke are not as close as the rumors say.Maybe the relationship was very good at first, but because of this incident, the relationship has been pulled far away, and there is usually no communication at the dinner table.Every time I can only rely on Gu Chuxuan and Wu Lian to find a topic, and the two young ones bury their heads in their meals, making a low "um" from time to time.
Gu Shen and Xu Ke go to and from school together, eat and sleep together every day.Xu Ke's room is next to Gu Shen's, only separated by a thin wall.
They would take a long detour every day when they came home from school, because they had to hide all their intimacy once they entered the house, and it was even more impossible for Gu Chuxuan and Wu Lian to discover those secrets that were not known to outsiders.
Before they grow up completely, they don't have the confidence to show their cards.
The day-to-day life actually goes by very quickly. When you look back at a certain point in time, you only feel that the time that has dissipated is just a flick of your fingers.
Time pushes people away, and before you know it, it is already the middle of winter.Chengguan's final exam is over, and the winter vacation is approaching quietly.
It's just that Chengguan's policy on class placement has been adjusted this year. The class placement project that was originally carried out in the summer vacation before the third year of high school has been brought forward to the winter vacation of the second year of high school.Combined with these several test scores, a total of ten people were admitted into the tenth class.
Of course there is no doubt about Xu Ke, as long as anyone with a bit of a brain can see that the early division is to pave the way for this seed player, and the school is to create a relatively better learning environment for him earlier.
"Damn it, don't we have to separate when school starts?"
Gu Shen finally worked hard at the end of the semester, and successfully jumped from the No.16 examination room to the No.15 examination room. Before he could exert his strength, he had to separate from his boyfriend.
That point of dependence and reluctance overwhelmed him immediately, so he went home and pretended not to be familiar with it or not too much.
Gu Chuxuan saw that the relationship between the two of them had eased a lot recently, and they were very excited during the meal, so he suggested casually, "Xiao Ke, you can make up for Gu Shen during the winter vacation, he doesn't need to go to college anymore with his appearance."
This idea hit it off with them, so the plan for making up classes during the winter vacation was finalized.
"Gu Shen, study hard. It just so happens that I'm on a business trip with you, Aunt Wu, and I'm busy, so I don't have time to watch you." Gu Chuxuan instructed again.
On business trip? ? !
This is exactly what Gu Shen wanted, that is to say, if you do some sneaky things, you don't have to worry about being discovered?
Gu Shen slipped into the next room that night, wanting to ask Teacher Xu for a favor, "Mr. Xu, if I make up my lessons well, is there any reward?"
"What reward do you want?"
Gu Shen leaned closer to Xu Ke, quietly said something stupid, and made Teacher Xu blush, "...Get lost!"
The author has something to say: good night~
Xu Ke raised his eyebrows slightly, his light brown eyes turned to stare at Gu Shen's face, frozen on a certain point under his eyelids, as if surprised and puzzled.
Both he and Gu Shen understood that as long as they started living together, it meant that they acquiesced to the change of this relationship.It means that from now on, it is not only gender, but also ethics that imprison them.
This means that all love and hatred from now on will be sealed in the dark, and the secrets that are not visible will be ruled as a forbidden place by the secular world. No matter what the feelings are, there is absolutely no possibility of expressing them.
"Homosexuality", "incest / sexual intercourse".
These two things are too heavy, like two heavy mountains, pressing on the thin relationship, as long as there is a slight accident, the relationship will easily fall apart, and I don't know where to start to mend it.
"What did she ask you to say?" Xu Ke knew that it was impossible for Gu Shen to let go of this kind of matter easily, so what Wu Lian said today had something to do with him.
It seemed that it only took a moment for the sky to turn black. Under the afterglow of the setting sun, the sky changed color one after another, so a bright secant line fell from top to bottom, just falling between them, forming two distinct roads.
The side next to the forest quickly became dark, and Gu Shen stood in the shadow, silent.
Xu Ke suddenly couldn't stand his temper of keeping everything in his heart. Gu Shen has been like this since a long time ago, holding back everything until the last moment before he was willing to utter it.If you can handle it, panic first, if you can't handle it, just disappear for a few days.
Xu Keren was a little annoyed, he turned around and left with a harsh word, "Forget it."
It might be difficult to coax him back after this walk, Gu knew the harm deeply, he quickly stepped forward to grab Xu Ke's hand, and pulled him back into his arms.
He hugged Xu Ke tightly from behind, folded his hands and clasped Xu Ke's waist, lowered his head on Xu Ke's shoulder, and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't go."
This was an action similar to seeking comfort. Xu Ke gave up struggling and froze in place with him.
The students of Chengguan have always cherished their time very much, and they run faster than anyone else after school.Under the semi-dark sky, there are not many pedestrians on campus, and the dormitory building of the dormitory students is far away from here. They can stand in the afterglow for a short time without any scruples and get close and intimate for a while.
"Gu Shen, have you thought about it?" Xu Ke felt that his temples were jumping aside, a little dizzy.He tried his best to breathe as gently as he spoke, trying to make the shoulders less undulating, "Do you know what living together means? It means that I have to recognize your father as my father in the future, and you have to call me mother."
"This is not something you can easily agree to..."
"I know," Gu Shen kept this hugging posture without moving, his chin was resting on Xu Ke's right shoulder, and when he spoke, Xu Ke's shoulder would tremble slightly.
After a while, he changed to a more docile posture, and asked Xu Ke in a deep voice near the side of Xu Ke's neck, "But do you care about this?"
"What?" Xu Ke slightly tilted his head towards his position.
Gu Shen's hands clasped around Xu Ke's waist tightened and then loosened. He raised his fingers and counted, "Being scolded for homosexuality and... brotherly promiscuity."
"Do you care?" Gu Shen asked again, and immediately gave the answer first, "Anyway, I don't care, I don't care about these two."
"There's nothing to shy away from homosexuality. Now it's different from before. There won't be such things as parading in the streets. At most, we will be pointed and chewed by others. Can they still throw eggs and rocks at us?"
"There is no such thing as indiscriminate sex in my place, and we are not related by blood, so we can be regarded as a messy ass."
"As for them, I've already decided that after the college entrance examination, I will completely break away from the father-son relationship with Gu Chuxuan. I won't use his money in the future, and I don't want any of his family property. I can give it to whoever I want. At most, he will I'm old, I can't do my best when I'm lying on the hospital bed, and I'll pay him back the kindness he has given me in the past few years. Aunt Wu's side may be a little more troublesome..."
Xu Ke was a little speechless, and it took him a while to pass these words in his mind, and then asked softly: "Is it because of our current relationship that you want to cut off contact with your father?"
"No," Gu Shen smiled self-deprecatingly, "I've thought about it a long time ago, what do you think about my relationship with him? You can see it from the meal last week, right?"
Xu Ke nodded.Although the relationship doesn't look particularly bad, there is obviously a huge gap between the father and son.
"He never cared about me since I was a child. I went to dinner purely to see which unlucky guy wants to be my younger brother. In front of your mother, I have already given him face."
If it weren't for Gu Chuxuan's convulsions these days, the relationship could actually be a little worse.
"So what about you?" Gu Shen shook Xu Ke's waist, "What do you think?"
"If I cared about the first one, I wouldn't start with you." Both of them are people who don't care much about other people's eyes, so they started so happily at the beginning.
"As for the second..."
Xu Ke's speech speed began to slow down, and Gu Shen's heart was raised in his throat.Don't look at his clear-cut and logical logic on the surface, but in fact, he is always up and down in his heart, sweating silently.
"You don't have to worry too much about Aunt Wu." Xu Ke looked at Gu Shen with a tense face, and said with a cool smile in his tone, "I'm like you, I don't really care about her opinion."
Xu Ke has always longed for love, and especially longed for maternal love when he was young.
He remembered that Wu Lian would only go home during Chinese New Year, but each time he only stayed for a few days before leaving.He hoped that Wu Lian could take him and Xu Xu away together, but Wu Lian said to him with red eyes at the time: "I'm sorry, son, mother does not have the ability now. You should listen to father's words at home and wait for mother to work hard outside. Come back and pick you up."
With repeated rejections, this longing finally turned into broken ice, which evaporated when exposed to light.
Later, as he got older, he finally learned not to make demands on Wu Lian anymore, and Wu Lian's "working hard" was like a booing of empty words without any proof.So that yearning for maternal love is also like a relic of the years, he locked it into the little black box, and he doesn't have any extravagant thoughts.
Gu Shen was happy and distressed, he hugged Xu Ke tightly, and said: "Then you only need to care about my thoughts from now on, because I will never leave you behind, and I will never leave you behind." I lied to you, and the promise I made to you will always count.”
A man's words can't be taken too seriously, especially such a deep-seated promise, otherwise it's easy to overturn his face.
Xu Ke remembered the chat records he read today, and said disappointedly: "Then you said last weekend that you went to the birthday party to meet your father's marriage partner, is it a lie?"
Gu Shen didn't expect him to turn over old accounts, so he said angrily, "Then you still lied to me that you went to the city library?!"
Xu Ke: "..."
Gu Shen: "..."
Sure enough, this topic can't be discussed in depth, it's terrible.
It was getting darker and darker, they were walking side by side on the way out of the school gate, Gu Shen suddenly asked on a whim, "Boyfriend, where do you want to take the exam in the future?"
Xu Ke glanced at him, and deliberately joked: "Why, you want to apply for a school with me?"
Gu Shen clicked his tongue, "Do you still hold grudges? Can you answer the question properly and directly?"
"I haven't figured it out yet," Xu Ke said, "but it's probably just Shanghai and Beijing."
They seldom talk about the future, because the future seems really far away, illusory, invisible and intangible.
"You can fill in your grades as you like," Gu Shen sighed, and began to feel sad about the grades, "But if I want to take the same exam as you, will it be difficult?"
"There is one thing," Xu Ke was very rational and objective, and did not intend to comfort others at all, "But you should study hard from now on, and it shouldn't be a big problem to apply for a slightly better three books."
"Oh, there are only three copies," Gu Shen replied listlessly.
"Wake up, Brother Shen," Xu Ke glanced at him, "It's good enough for you to get into college with your bad grades, don't pick and choose."
"Okay, three books, three books." Gu Shen was quite happy to be stabbed by a familiar prick, "Then let's go to Beijing, I don't want to go to Shanghai."
Xu Ke: "?"
Gu Shen swayed slowly, and gave his reasons in a serious manner, "Shanghai is close to here, so we must run a little farther to elope."
Xu Ke: "...Who wants to elope with you?"
"The one with the best grades in our class." Gu Shen boasted that his boyfriend was not shy at all, "Wears a white shirt every day, with a cold face. He has really good grades and is the most handsome."
"Is it more handsome than you?"
"Emmm," Young Master Gu pondered for a while, and then changed his words: "Forget it, in terms of appearance, he should be ranked second in our class."
After being poor for a while, Gu Shen began to fantasize about the future again, "I want to enroll in a skateboarding club when I go to college, and go to skate with you every day, is it cool?"
Xu Ke pursed his lips, "Then you may not be able to arrive until dark."
Gu Shen: "...Boyfriend, do you feel uncomfortable all day if you don't stab me?"
Xu Ke chuckled and asked back, "You don't like it?"
Gu Shen: "...well, I'm just looking for abuse."
Gu Shen took Xu Ke's hand and walked into the lane in the alley.It was dark ahead, but their hands were held together, and there was light in their hearts.
Gu Chuxuan and Wu Lian moved quickly. After that day, they moved directly on the weekend.
The house in Capital No. [-] ushered in a new owner, and there was a lot of excitement immediately. The house that Xu Ke lived in before was locked and became an empty house.
Gu Chuxuan originally thought that Gu Shen would make things difficult for Xu Ke and Wu Lian, but it didn't happen. Young Master Gu's side has always been calm, and there is no conflict at the dinner table before.
But it can be seen that he and Xu Ke are not as close as the rumors say.Maybe the relationship was very good at first, but because of this incident, the relationship has been pulled far away, and there is usually no communication at the dinner table.Every time I can only rely on Gu Chuxuan and Wu Lian to find a topic, and the two young ones bury their heads in their meals, making a low "um" from time to time.
Gu Shen and Xu Ke go to and from school together, eat and sleep together every day.Xu Ke's room is next to Gu Shen's, only separated by a thin wall.
They would take a long detour every day when they came home from school, because they had to hide all their intimacy once they entered the house, and it was even more impossible for Gu Chuxuan and Wu Lian to discover those secrets that were not known to outsiders.
Before they grow up completely, they don't have the confidence to show their cards.
The day-to-day life actually goes by very quickly. When you look back at a certain point in time, you only feel that the time that has dissipated is just a flick of your fingers.
Time pushes people away, and before you know it, it is already the middle of winter.Chengguan's final exam is over, and the winter vacation is approaching quietly.
It's just that Chengguan's policy on class placement has been adjusted this year. The class placement project that was originally carried out in the summer vacation before the third year of high school has been brought forward to the winter vacation of the second year of high school.Combined with these several test scores, a total of ten people were admitted into the tenth class.
Of course there is no doubt about Xu Ke, as long as anyone with a bit of a brain can see that the early division is to pave the way for this seed player, and the school is to create a relatively better learning environment for him earlier.
"Damn it, don't we have to separate when school starts?"
Gu Shen finally worked hard at the end of the semester, and successfully jumped from the No.16 examination room to the No.15 examination room. Before he could exert his strength, he had to separate from his boyfriend.
That point of dependence and reluctance overwhelmed him immediately, so he went home and pretended not to be familiar with it or not too much.
Gu Chuxuan saw that the relationship between the two of them had eased a lot recently, and they were very excited during the meal, so he suggested casually, "Xiao Ke, you can make up for Gu Shen during the winter vacation, he doesn't need to go to college anymore with his appearance."
This idea hit it off with them, so the plan for making up classes during the winter vacation was finalized.
"Gu Shen, study hard. It just so happens that I'm on a business trip with you, Aunt Wu, and I'm busy, so I don't have time to watch you." Gu Chuxuan instructed again.
On business trip? ? !
This is exactly what Gu Shen wanted, that is to say, if you do some sneaky things, you don't have to worry about being discovered?
Gu Shen slipped into the next room that night, wanting to ask Teacher Xu for a favor, "Mr. Xu, if I make up my lessons well, is there any reward?"
"What reward do you want?"
Gu Shen leaned closer to Xu Ke, quietly said something stupid, and made Teacher Xu blush, "...Get lost!"
The author has something to say: good night~
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