him and his duo

"Hey, Brother Xu," Class Ten was driven a little crazy by Gu Shen's hunger, anyone dared to make jokes now, and no longer knew how to write dead words, "You are 5 minutes late, what's the matter, why don't you punish yourself for three cups first Bar."

"That's good. Brother Shen said that today's drinking is enough, come on." Someone followed suit.

"Three cups, three cups, three cups."

"..."

The hungry ghosts in the room were making noise, knocking on the bowls.Xu Ke was standing at the door in his school uniform, looking somewhat different among the gaudy hungry ghosts.

He stood at the door coldly, although there was no expression on his face, he was still cool.But amidst the loud noise, he seemed a little weak, showing a rare sense of being at a loss.

Gu Shen was tired of sitting in the back watching the excitement, and was afraid of teasing people away, so he patted the table and shouted to stop, "Okay, do you still want to eat? Are you not hungry? Do you want to stop shouting for two hours?"

"Okay, okay, let's stop shouting, Brother Shen, let's have dinner." Gao Mai quickly answered, and said in a sad tone: "If you don't have dinner, you really have to take a dozen to the hospital. No more."

"You're talking about me again, why don't you use yourself as an example?"

"I'm so strong, is this example credible?"

The whole house roared with laughter.

Xu Ke squeezed through the crowd amidst the laughter and walked towards Gu Shen bit by bit. When he got to Gu Shen's side, the man was obviously stunned. He probably didn't expect Xu Ke to sit down on his own initiative.

He stood up a little bit later to make a seat, and then asked in a surprised tone, "Are you sitting here?"

"Huh?" Xu Ke's voice was a little cold, he asked Gu Shen, his tone was very firm, "Isn't this seat reserved for me?"

Gu Shen just moved his lips and wanted to say something, but before he could say anything, Gao Mai's table screamed again, "Wow, Brother Shen, there are abalones! I love it."

"Ah, ah, this trip is not a loss, brother Shen, I love you."

"plus one."

Gu Shen shut his mouth, are these people crazy?Are you all drunk before you drink?What kind of nonsense can be yelled now.

When the food was being served, Gu Shen moved the stool little by little until he and Xu Ke could talk at a distance where no third person could hear them.

He hesitated for a moment, then asked cautiously, "Are we reconciled?"

Xu Ke was picking up the radish in the beef stewed radish with his chopsticks. When he heard Gu Shen's words, he stopped and glanced at Gu Shen, and said, "What reconciliation?"

Gu Shenxin slowly cooled down halfway, and began to move the stool back little by little.

Before he could move much, he heard his hard-hearted deskmate tilt his head slightly, approached him, and said in a low voice: "When did we quarrel?"

Gu Shen gritted his teeth, "Then why are you ignoring people these days?"

Xu Ke took his chopsticks and crushed the radish without any haste, calmly, "Could it be that you are making trouble these days?"

Awkward?

Phew, this is the first time someone uses these three words to describe Gu Shen.

He continued to ask, approaching oppressively, the person turned into a slash, "Then why don't you wait for me after school every day?"

This time Xu Ke didn't talk about it anymore, he just raised his eyelids lightly, and said a two-word answer, "It's something."

"What's the matter?" Gu Shen asked deeply.

When Xu Ke turned his head, he realized that the faces of the two of them were almost touching together.He rolled his Adam's apple, but before he could speak, there was a sudden snap, and the light went out.

The room was suddenly plunged into darkness, and the explanation that I hadn't had time to say was blocked in my mouth, and my thoughts fell into my stomach, and there was no chance to say it again.

Gu Shen cursed secretly, and just about to stand up and curse, the whole class sang the birthday song in a very disciplined manner.

"Happy Birthday to you."

"Happy Birthday to you."

……

Gu Shen was stunned, turned around and saw that his tablemate's expression was not much better.

They were the only two in the class who were shut down, and then Gao Mai and Deng Xiaoliu came in pushing a big cake.

The two of them went straight to Cao Hao, lit the candles, and everyone in the class booed and sang the birthday song.

What a warm and moving scene of unity and love!

But Gu Shen obviously doesn't have the intention to wish others a happy birthday at this moment.

Unavoidably destroying this rare atmosphere, Gu Shen put on a dull face, patted his tablemate on the shoulder, and motioned to go out together and continue chatting about the things we just hadn't finished talking about.

As soon as the two of them set off, they were immediately stopped by someone with little vision, "Brother Shen, what are you two doing? Let's blow out the candles together later."

Gu Shen was really too lazy to talk, left the words "go to checkout" and hurried away.

The geographical conditions of Shengge are really good. There is a large exhibition hall 100 meters away from the hotel, which is square and open-air.There are high platforms all around, and the circular one in the middle is convenient for watching performances.

Gu Shenshen chose a seat in the fourth row to sit on it. Looking down, he could see the entire large circular playground. The viewing position was perfect, although the playground is pitch black now, so he couldn't see anything.

When he came out, he took two cans of beer from the front desk and handed Xu Ke one, "Drink?"

For a long time, no one spoke in this spacious corner, and it was so quiet that even the sound of the wind could be clearly heard.

Gu Shen called people out, but at this moment he didn't know what he wanted to ask, what he could ask, and where to start.It's like having a lot of words stuck in your mouth, but your brain is in a mess, and you don't know what you want to do.

The sound of "ding" was the sound of a can being pulled open.

Xu Ke took a sip of his wine.

After a long time, his voice followed the autumn wind into Gu Shen's ears, with the coolness of early autumn, "Have you seen my space?"

These words caught Gu Shen by surprise, he didn't know how to react, he just nodded in a daze.

Xu Ke took out the phone, then tapped his avatar and handed it to Gu Shen, pointing at the word with his fingertips, speaking each word very slowly: "This word is written with permission."

"license?"

Xu Ke nodded, "Well, it's my sister."

Maybe alcohol can really paralyze people's brains, and I want to vomit out the many knots stuck in my chest along with the alcohol tonight.

"Xu is my younger sister. She is very beautiful. She likes to wear skirts, and she always jumps around with two braids. Her personality is completely different from mine. She likes to smile very much. When she smiles, she will show two small canine teeth."

What Xu Ke said was confusing, but Gu Shen didn't interrupt, just sat quietly beside him and listened to him.

"Unfortunately, she was unlucky and cast the wrong baby."

Xu Ke took another sip of the wine in his hand, then raised his eyes to look at Gu Shen, paused and asked, "Do you have any cigarettes?"

Gu Shen touched the square cigarette case in his pants pocket, but didn't take it out, and said with a smile: "Kids can't learn to smoke, bear with it, and I'll give you something special."

Xu Ke frowned and looked at him.

Gu Shen wrapped Xu Ke's hand bit by bit, then stuffed his fingers into the gap one by one, and clasped fingers with Xu Ke.After finishing it, he said shamelessly: "Okay, is this better?"

There is a fart in this way.

Xu Ke took another sip of his wine, but he didn't move his hand away after all.Gradually, he really calmed down in his heart.

"Do you have a good relationship with your father?" Xu Ke's voice was light and his words were soft.

Gu Shen rubbed his nose with his free hand, and said vaguely: "It's not that good, it's probably just that we hate each other, looking at each other more often makes each other's headaches."

Xu Ke nodded, "That person and I probably want him to die soon."

His tone is full of understatement, and Dad is just a third-generation name that doesn't even have a name in his mouth.

Gu Shen's heart turned cold when he heard this, and he looked at him suddenly, Xu Ke continued to state in that cold voice as if no one else was there: "Allow, my sister, because he is dead."

One after another, heavy bombs/bombs were thrown at Gu Shen, knocking him a little dazed.

There was another gust of wind, Gu Shen's lips trembled a little when he spoke, and he didn't know if it was cold or what, "How could it be..."

"It was spring, the day before my birthday, Saturday." Xu Ke said, his shoulders began to tremble uncontrollably, and the speed of his speech became a little faster, "I promise to buy me a cake with the money I saved for a long time. Hiding in the bedroom, I want to give me a surprise when I have a holiday tomorrow."

"But she was accidentally discovered by that person, who asked her why she had money to buy cakes..."

In the dim room, the little girl's face was full of fear, like a weak little white rabbit in front of the slender man.

The little white rabbit's eyes were red, struggling to escape.But the hunter standing at the door grabbed the tail. He swung the little white rabbit back and forth, pressed it to the ground and the wall, and swung his hands lightly. The little white rabbit soon turned into a little black rabbit. .

The bruises on the little girl's body from the beating covered the old wound layer by layer, making one's hair stand on end.

The man finally calmed down, looked at the cake and cursed, "Prodigal bastard, I don't know how many packs of cigarettes I can buy for your father if I have the money to buy this thing."

He took the cake away and wanted to return it.

The little girl lying on the ground did not know where the strength came from. She sat up and grabbed the cake tightly, muttering, "For my brother, my brother's birthday is tomorrow, let go, don't give up."

The little girl got stronger, but the man didn't pay attention, the cake fell to the ground and broke into pieces.

The man kicked the girl's stomach a few times, "Broom star, you lose money, why don't you die sooner, ah? You know how to cause trouble for me."

After the kick, the man finally left the room and left the house.

The little girl picked up the scattered cakes on the ground, picked a piece that was not dirty, wrapped it in a small box, and hurried to Xu Ke's school to hand the cake to his brother.

"She was injured and couldn't walk fast, but she was afraid that the cake would break, so she fell headlong on the road and couldn't get up again."

Xu Ke finally drank the wine in his hand. He squeezed the can with empty hands and continued: "My high school is quite far from home, and it takes an hour or two by car. When someone took her to the hospital, they said She's almost at the school gate."

"I don't know how far and how long she walked. When I went to the hospital to see her, she still held the half of the cake tightly in her hand, for fear that someone would snatch it."

"Do you know why that person hates her so much?" Xu Ke took a breath, "Because she has a heart disease, congenital, and spent a lot of money."

"For this reason, she is often beaten and scolded for no reason."

In front of Xu Ke's tomb, the most common sentence Xu Ke said was: keep your eyes open in your next life and have a good pregnancy.

Xu Ke's voice finally couldn't hold back, "I miss her very much. I miss her every day when she leaves. If only I went home that day. If only I had a heart attack."

"Tell me, is this world fair? Why are people full of evil still fucking alive, while such a young and good person left this world so early. She didn't even go out of that city."

She just died in the giant wheel that fate prepared for her.

Gu Shen didn't know what to say, he used to always complain about himself and the injustice of life.But he seems to have overlooked that there are people in this world who are suffering more unspeakable pain.

Although Gu Chuxuan didn't care about him, at least he wouldn't hit him.

What about Xu Ke?His sister's death might really be a life-long thorn in his throat, like a thorn stuck in his throat, which he couldn't take out or swallow.

Gu Shen wanted to get up and hug the boy in front of him, to give half of his shoulders to him, to pat his back lightly, to make him feel better.

But he didn't do anything, because every movement was a bit unknown, and at this moment, he felt that his name was not right and his words were not right.

He could only hold Xu Ke's hand tightly, and whispered in his heart over and over again, "Don't be afraid, there is me, I will always be with you, I will not leave you, I will only run to you."

"So Gu Shen," Xu Ke spoke again, his voice was thick and deep in the night because of crying, "Don't get so close to me, do you understand?"

There are thorns growing all around me, and behind me is a big swamp full of mud. I am completely dark, and I can't see a little light.

Don't come close to me, I can't give you the emotional feedback you want, I have scars all over my body, I don't believe in many things, I can't believe it.

So, stay away from me, don't come over, don't let yourself get hurt, understand?

Gu Shen exhaled lightly, and replied with the same deep voice: "Understood."

The author has something to say: Gu Shen: I know a ghost.

Good night everyone~