The president always wants to act

Yan Hui saw two documentaries from Mr. Jin.

Even after buying his own computer, Yan Hui is still not very keen on surfing the Internet.He lived an isolated life on his own, as if everything outside had nothing to do with him.

This state seems to have started when Guo Nansheng entered Henghai Entertainment.

Before Guo Nansheng officially started filming, Guo Nansheng never left him for so long that he almost thought that they would never be separated in this life.

However, Guo Nansheng got farther and farther away from him.

What Guo Nansheng likes is something he can never give; what Guo Nansheng likes is something he can never imitate.Even the only place where he can help, Guo Nansheng is no longer willing to ask him to help.

Hui gave "Summer Flower" to Fan Zhe and Lin Shuo, which was probably his last revenge.

Yes, revenge.No matter how much he pretended he didn't care, he still had resentment towards Guo Nansheng in his heart. He blamed Guo Nansheng for breaking into his life without authorization, and then withdrawing from his life without authorization.

Originally, for a person like him, it didn't matter whether he was alive or dead, good or bad. He didn't care about himself, and neither would others.

But Guo Nansheng melted the ice accumulated in his heart.

Guo Nansheng let him know that there is still such a person in the world who cares about whether he is hungry, whether he is cold, whether he is happy or not, and whether he is being bullied.

It also let him know that he can also have such feelings, which are fierce and pure, as if they can melt all the pain in the world.

But after he had tasted such feelings, Guo Nansheng turned his back to him indifferently and left his life step by step.

For the first time, he hated himself so much that he was a waste, and he couldn't even stand up and catch up.

He began to try walking with a cane, cooking and cooking alone, and living alone.

It's actually not that difficult.

He made himself live so badly in the past few years, but he wanted Guo Nansheng to look back, and to make Guo Nansheng feel guilty and guilty for ignoring himself.

It's a pity that Guo Nansheng didn't even look at it.

Guo Nansheng didn't need him, so he left.

After taking revenge once, he and Guo Nansheng are no longer related.

Almost in the first 30 seconds after watching the documentary, Yan Hui recognized who was filming the documentary.

It was Guo Nansheng who had disappeared for almost a whole year this year.

It's Guo Nansheng!

It's Guo Nansheng!

Yan Hui felt his heart beating violently.

Ever since Guo Nansheng "disappeared", he couldn't help imagining that when he saw Guo Nansheng again, he would see a corpse.

Yan Hui knew how proud Guo Nansheng was, how proud Guo Nansheng was, and how much Guo Nansheng couldn't stand being looked down upon and ridiculed by others.

He hated that his legs could barely stand up on crutches, and he couldn't even walk out the door.

How could he find Guo Nansheng like this.

For him like this, even if he found Guo Nansheng, it would be useless.

Yan Hui returned home and finished watching the two documentaries by himself.

One is a battlefield full of artillery fire, and the other is an epidemic area where diseases are raging. Both are considered the most dangerous places in the world.

Has Guo Nansheng stayed in this dangerous situation all this year?

Yan Hui logged into Weibo, which he didn't care much about, ignored the comments and private messages that popped up, and eagerly found the Weibo of "World Traveler".

When Yan Hui saw those two lonely words, he felt that the air around him was being sucked out.

Guo Nansheng said that for a while, he hoped that his legs would be so useless.

A few words that were obviously just an understatement, but made Yan Hui feel suffocated.In the past few years, what Guo Nansheng has scolded the most is "you crippled waste".Now Guo Nansheng said that he hoped that his legs would be abolished.

What was Guo Nansheng thinking when he wrote this sentence?Think of him as a waste?

Seeing Guo Nansheng's words "I forgot what I said", Yan Hui's heart seemed to be gouged out.

These words were spoken to him, these words were spoken by Guo Nansheng to him alone, these pictures that he could never see with his own eyes in his life were taken by Guo Nansheng for him.

He didn't forget, Guo Nansheng didn't forget, so why did they become like this——

Why can't they even see each other.

I remember that when he and Fan Zhe were filming "Summer Flowers" in Sangyu Town, someone said to them, "Director Guo has just left." It was only a short while before Guo Nansheng left, he arrived on the back.

Maybe some things and some people are destined to miss, miss, miss again, and then never see each other again.

Yan Hui thought about these things clearly and clearly.

But he still couldn't help crying alone.

Guo Nansheng is torturing himself, just like he tortured himself a few years ago.

But he couldn't even go to Guo Nansheng.

Yan Hui punched himself hard on the thigh.

He is a piece of trash!

Guo Nansheng returned to his hometown with the mercenary uncle.

The wife of the mercenary uncle is not particularly beautiful, and she has been seriously ill all year round, making her look like a flower that is about to wither.But when she laughed, it seemed that even the snowflakes in winter became gentle and warm.

Guo Nansheng stayed at the mercenary uncle's house for three days.Early in the morning of the third day, the uncle mercenary carried his wife into a wheelchair and pushed her outside to bask in the sun.

Seeing this scene, Guo Nansheng felt a little sore for some reason.

Guo Nansheng sat beside the couple, bathing in the warm winter sun.

The wife of the mercenary uncle asked: "Aren't you going home for the New Year?"

Guo Nansheng knew that this gentle woman didn't mean to drive him away.

Guo Nansheng said in a low voice, "I can't go back."

Seeing Guo Nansheng's gloomy expression, the mercenary's wife knew that she had touched Guo Nansheng's sadness.She said, "I'm sorry."

Guo Nansheng was silent for a while, then said, "I'll walk around."

Guo Nansheng walked away, and the mercenary's wife said, "This child looks strange and lonely. Is there something wrong with his family?"

The uncle mercenary shook his head and said, "He didn't mention it, and I didn't ask."

Everyone has everyone's sadness. If you can't share the pain of others, then why bother to dig out other people's sadness.

That's just adding to the suffering of others.Verbal comfort can only soothe one's heart, but it is not of much use to others.

"He's very sad," said the mercenary's wife.

The mercenary uncle thought for a while, and said: "He wrote a few words on Weibo, I think it should be related to that." He turned over the Weibo of "World Traveler" and showed it to his wife, "It seems that he hurt Who, that's why I come and go in the most dangerous place alone, as if I'm punishing myself."

The mercenary's wife suddenly realized: "Is that so?"

When Guo Nansheng came back, the mercenary uncle and his wife didn't say anything.

After dinner, the mercenary uncle took Guo Nansheng to drink.

After Guo Nansheng was drunk, he didn't say a word, but wept silently.

When he woke up the next day, Guo Nansheng felt a splitting headache and wished he could plunge into the snow to get cold.He came out with a haggard face, forced a smile on his face, and greeted the two uncle mercenaries.

The mercenary's wife looked sad and couldn't help but say, "Son, have you talked to him properly?"

Guo Nansheng was taken aback.

He was a little dazed, thinking that he probably said something when he was drunk.But what did he say?What can be said between him and Yan Hui?Between him and Yan Hui - can we have a good talk?

Guo Nansheng shook his figure."I don't know," he said.

The two mercenary uncles looked at each other and asked, "What do you mean you don't know?"

Guo Nansheng said: "I'm afraid."

The two mercenary uncles were stunned.

Guo Nansheng said: "I'm afraid to see him." He covered his face, "I'm an asshole, all I've done to him is hurt, I'm a complete asshole."

The mercenary's wife said softly: "Since you have hurt someone, you can't just run away without saying a word. Whether he forgives you or not, you should always say sorry to your face."

A trace of confusion flashed across Guo Nansheng's eyes.

That's right, whether Yan Hui didn't forgive him or not, he always wanted to say sorry to Yan Hui.He's such a jerk that he can't even say sorry.

Guo Nansheng covered his face more tightly, choked up and said, "I'm afraid that he won't forgive me, and I'm afraid that he will forgive me."

No matter what happens, he will lose Yan Hui forever - if Yan Hui doesn't forgive him, there will be no possibility between them; if Yan Hui forgives him, everything between them is really over.

The mercenary uncle said: "I know you are not like this."

Guo Nansheng was taken aback.

The mercenary uncle said: "You dare to go to the most dangerous place, dare to speak out for the weakest people, dare to put your own life and death aside-why don't you dare to meet the person you most want to see?"

Guo Nansheng's lips trembled, but he didn't say anything after all.Yan Hui is his life, Yan Hui is his life - even more important than his life.If he had to personally dig Yan Hui out of his life, he would rather throw his life away!

The mercenary uncle understood everything from Guo Nansheng's eyes.

He couldn't help but open his hands, hugged Guo Nansheng into his arms, and gave Guo Nansheng a hug like an elder.

For young people in their twenties, it is always easy to regard feelings as more important than anything else.

This is a hurdle, if you can pass it, you can pass it, if you can't pass it, you can't pass it, no one can cross it.

Guo Nansheng let the mercenary uncle hold him in a daze.

When he recovered, he wiped away the tears from his eyes.

Guo Nansheng said, "Thank you." He lowered his head, "I'll go find him, and I'll go find him right away."

The mercenary uncle and his wife were right, he owed Yan Hui the three words "I'm sorry", he had to say it himself, and he couldn't keep lying around.

Guo Nansheng flew to City S.

It turned out to be empty.

Guo Nansheng asked the neighbors, but he heard a news that made him panic: Yan Hui was hospitalized.

The neighbor still said there: "He lives alone, and his legs and feet are inconvenient. If it weren't for friends who came to visit, no one would know that he fell ill. It is said that there is something wrong with his stomach..."

Guo Nansheng asked which hospital he was probably in, and took a taxi to rush there.

Yan Hui is not doing well, Yan Hui is not doing well without him!

Guo Nansheng asked someone to check the ward number while crying.

Seeing him crying sadly, the person on duty was not embarrassed, and quickly helped him find Yan Hui's ward.

Guo Nansheng ran up.

When pushing open the door of the ward, Guo Nansheng didn't look to see if there was anyone else inside, and didn't say sorry, he avoided the needle on the back of Yan Hui's hand, and hugged Yan Hui forcefully: "Yan Hui, do you still want me? Yan Hui , do you still want me?" After he finished asking, he tightened his arms and cried, "Yan Hui, do you still want me?"

Yan Hui was stunned.

He felt like he was in a dream.

Dreamed that Guo Nansheng appeared suddenly.

Guo Nansheng asked him: Do you still want me?

Yan Hui's mind went blank.

He couldn't think of the pain of these years, the resentment of these years, the inferiority and resentment of these years - he couldn't think of Guo Nansheng's luxury and money, he couldn't think of Guo Nansheng's fierce face these years.He only heard Guo Nansheng's words buzzing in his ears: "Do you still want me?"

Guo Nansheng never cried.

Yan Hui's heart seemed to be pierced hard by countless sharp needles.

He said hoarsely, "Yes."