The president always wants to act

He Yan drove Lin Shuo to lunch.

Neither of them was in the mood to eat properly.

He Yan kept looking at Lin Shuo, without taking a few mouthfuls of food.

Lin Shuo hates waste, even though He Yan is watching, she still concentrates on finishing her portion of the meal.After the stomach problem was solved, he looked at He Yan: "What's wrong?"

He Yan said, "I have a lot to say to you."

He Yan thought it over clearly, hiding a lot of things and thinking about it alone is not an option at all.Since he can't figure out why by himself, the two should face it together.

Lin Shuo stared at He Yan, waiting for He Yan to continue.

He Yan pondered for a long time, then slowly said: "I know who your parents are."

Lin Shuo was startled, and said, "I know you know too."

He Yan clenched his fists.Does Lin Shuo know?Lin Shuo really knows everything!But Lin Shuo was not going to tell him anything.In Lin Shuo's heart, he is a fool who doesn't need to understand anything.

But he didn't want to be a fool.

He Yan said: "I know why you want to see Kang Zhuohui. Because he has something to do with your father's death, right? Things were very troublesome at that time. Although my father has suppressed him, it's not like there are no insiders."

Lin Shuo calmed down.

He Yan said: "I don't blame you for hiding this from me. After all, I don't have the right to ask to participate in all your affairs."

Lin Shuo felt inexplicably uncomfortable when he met He Yan's gaze.Indeed, he and He Yan should be the closest people in the world, why didn't he tell He Yan everything?

It may be because in his heart, He Yan will only be a "passer-by" in his life who is doomed to disappear at any time.

Because of such psychological preparation, no matter how He Yan treated him, he didn't really take it to heart.He Yan treated him so badly in the first two years, and he felt that it would pass soon; in the next two years, He Yan treated him better and better, and he also felt that it would pass soon.

So for many things, he subconsciously kept He Yan from knowing and not letting He Yan participate.

Lin Shuo's eyes moved slightly.

He said to He Yan, "I'm sorry."

He Yan was a little irritable.He said: "You didn't apologize to me, it was me who was wrong, I was immature, I was too stupid before, and I did so many unforgivable things to you. If I were you, you would definitely kick me away ——" He clenched his fists, "You must also be thinking about when you can kick me away?"

Lin Shuo didn't speak.

He Yan said: "If you don't have such a plan, it must not be because of our getting along in the past few years, right? Although our relationship has been improving in recent years, I have never done anything for you—"

Lin Shuo's heart skipped a beat, and his eyes fell on He Yan's face.He Yan kept staring at him, the eyes of the two collided, unable to speak for a long time.

After a long time, He Yan went on to say: "Then, why did you tolerate me for so long - I can't figure it out after thinking about it." What he did to Lin Shuo, even he wanted to go back and beat himself After a while, is it really because of that contract that Lin Shuo can bear it?He Yan stared into Lin Shuo's eyes, "I think you like me, just like I like you."

Lin Shuo felt that he had been swallowed by He Yan's scorching gaze.

He Yan said: "You like me, it's definitely not because of what I've done in the past few years—but I didn't have you in my memory before these few years."

Lin Shuo's heart skipped a beat.

He knew that He Yan was not stupid, never was stupid.If He Yan is really that stupid, how can Liu Yongchang look up to him.

He Yan just lacks guidance and a good teacher. If he is given enough guidance and enough time, he can be better than many people.

Especially when he has self-knowledge.

Once a person has self-knowledge, when he examines everything that has happened and is happening, he will have a clearer and more rational judgment than others.

He Yan's words made Lin Shuo feel that he was very close to the truth.

So close that no one can hide it all.

Lin Shuo shouted: "He Yan—"

He Yan interrupted: "I thought about it, and I thought of one thing. I had a serious illness when I was twelve or thirteen years old. After I recovered, I couldn't remember many things clearly. At the beginning, I tried to recall , as a result, my head hurts when I think about it, and I gradually stopped being attached to it—because I vaguely remember that the days before that were quite difficult, for example, I just lost a half-month-old cat before I fell ill. Little milk cat." He looked at Lin Shuo, "So I thought, if you don't remember those things, don't remember them, anyway, there can't be any important things - what is important for a twelve or thirteen-year-old person? Forgot something?"

Lin Shuo said, "Yes."

He Yan clenched his fists.He said: "But you are in it, right? Lin Shuo, you are in it, right? You are in those 'unimportant' things that I have forgotten, right?"

Lin Shuo fell silent.

He Yan suddenly understood.

He guessed right, and sure enough he guessed right.

He Yan's eyes were slightly red: "... May I know?"

Lin Shuo stared at He Yan blankly.

He Yan said, "May I know about our past?"

Lin Shuo suddenly felt that fate was really absurd.That obviously belonged to their shared past, but He Yan's half was forcibly pulled away.In the past, he always felt that it was painful for the forgotten person to remember everything alone, but looking at He Yan's red eyes, he found that the person who had forgotten everything was not much better.

Especially when the memory is faint and indistinct, but still unclear and intangible.

Lin Shuo said: "Yes."

Lin Shuo grabbed He Yan's hand and walked out with him.Lin Shuo asked for He Yan's key and sat in the driver's seat.

He Yan's palms were soaked.

The fog that has been haunting him these days seems to be finally clearing away from his eyes.

He Yan drove the car to the southern district.

The South District is far away from the North District, where the Le Fantian Cinema is located, and the East District, where the He family is located—or the eastern suburbs. - so they hit a piece.

Lin Shuo parked his car on an old street.The street is very quiet, sunny in June, and shaded by the greenery on both sides.There is a faint floral fragrance in the air, I don't know where it came from, but it always lingers on the nose all the way.

He Yan felt his heart beating faster and faster.

There are many things constantly colliding in his mind, as if they are about to break through the barriers that have been erected for many years and come to him.He Yan said, "I seem to have been here before."

Lin Shuo didn't speak.

Lin Shuo led He Yan forward.

The buildings in the South District are greatly influenced by Orondo, and they are all Western-style buildings.He Yan felt that he was stepping across time and space step by step, arriving at the moment when they first met.

Soon, Lin Shuo stopped.

He Yan followed Lin Shuo's line of sight.

He saw a western-style shop with a wide variety of goods in the large window facing outward.An old man was gently sweeping the shelves with a chicken feather blanket, and the sun shone in from outside, making his white hair glisten with silver.

The sense of familiarity in He Yan's heart became stronger and stronger.

Lin Shuo said slowly: "When we met for the first time, we were standing here. I was eating wontons, and you, watching me eat wontons, looked very hungry." He thought After thinking about it, he added, "At that time you were shivering from the cold, like a deflated little ball."

He Yan listened to Lin Shuo's eloquent account of how the two met each other.

After Lin Shuo finished speaking, he led He Yan in and walked into the shop.

The silver-haired old man heard the footsteps and turned to look at Lin Shuo and He Yan.

Before Lin Shuo could introduce, He Yan blurted out: "Grandpa Bai!"

The old man Bai looked at Lin Shuo and He Yan carefully, and said, "You two bastards, are you finally willing to come back to see me, old man?"

Lin Shuo finally recovered from He Yan's "Grandpa Bai".He said, "Are you all right now?"

The white old man said: "What can I do wrong? I don't worry about food or clothing, and my children and grandchildren are promising. Although they are not around, but the neighbors are old acquaintances, they take care of each other every day, and life is good He is more comfortable than anyone else." He looked at Lin Shuo and He Yan, and seeing their extraordinary demeanor, he immediately laughed, "You are living well now. I know you are all promising. Back then, you were clever and honest. , the whole store can be managed very well at a young age.”

Lin Shuo said: "Don't worry, we are living a very good life now." He showed off with a smile, "How many digits do you think my monthly salary is now?"

The white old man said: "Don't guess!" He scolded angrily, "I really think I'm old and don't know anything? Hey, tell you, my brain is still working! You think I don't know what you're doing now ? I know you are the hot brother Huo! You can donate tens of millions casually, and you still come to me to let me guess how much your monthly salary is. Do you think I am an old fool?"

Lin Shuo rubbed his nose: "It's my fault." He took the chicken blanket from old man Bai's hand, "Come, punish me to help you clean the shelves."

The old man Bai was not polite to him: "There are still three shelves that have not been cleaned."

Lin Shuo asked: "Are there any new products?" He pushed He Yan, "Let him do it."

The old man Bai said: "That's fine, I happen to have a few boxes of new goods to buy." After speaking, he really led He Yan inside, opened a door, and walked into the rest room and small warehouse inside.

He Yan felt as if he had opened a door leading to the past.

The rest room is not big, with a bed in the middle and goods piled up around it.There seemed to be many dusty memories in front of He Yan's eyes. The air in this place is not good, and the door will be suffocated if it is closed for a long time, so it is often impossible to close the doors and windows when sleeping.

But if the doors and windows are not closed tightly, the wind will come in through the cracks again, making people shiver with cold.

Two and a half teenagers huddled together on the bed every night, you looked at me, I looked at you, and slowly squeezed together.When the cold wind blows, they hug each other.The hands and feet of the person in his arms were icy, which made people feel distressed, and he couldn't help but hug him into his arms.

The boy's hair is fragrant and always so fresh.

He Yan said to old man Bai: "Can I stay here for a while?"

Seeing that his expression was wrong, the old man nodded and said, "Okay, you can stay as long as you like." He pointed to five boxes of goods and asked him to move them out to replenish them later.

He Yan took down the goods carefully, watched the old man leave, and looked at the narrow rest room alone.Many memories flashed in his mind, obviously chaotic, but let him piece together most of the facts.

At that time, he and Lin Shuo had been sleeping here.

Lin Shuo is smaller than him, he can hold Lin Shuo whole in his arms.But Lin Shuo knew better than him. At that time when he had an erection for the first time, he panicked and thought that his little He Yan had some kind of disease, it was swollen and uncomfortable, and it swelled up somehow!

Lin Shuo told him that this was a normal physiological state, and also told him how to solve it.He didn't even know how to "use his hands", Lin Shuo helped him do it.

At that time, he felt that courtesy should be reciprocated, and he helped Lin Shuo himself, but Lin Shuo said that he had not yet reached this stage of development.He got to the bottom of it: "Then how do you know?"

Lin Shuohu said with a straight face, "Anyway, I just know!"

He persisted in asking to the end, and Lin Shuo told him that it was a good friend of his who told him.When mentioning that good friend, Lin Shuo's expression was not very good, as if he remembered something unhappy.

He was also in a bad mood, because he knew that Lin Shuo might have "helped" others in this way.

How could Lin Shuo help others like this!

He hugged Lin Shuo and said, "In the future, you can't 'solve' others like this!"

Lin Shuo was taken aback, and said, "Why?"

He said, "You're so good-looking, what if they take the opportunity to take advantage of you?"

Lin Shuo smiled: "Then will you rely on me?"

His ears were red, and he pressed Lin Shuo viciously: "Yes! I will rely on you from now on! Anyway, you are not allowed to help others! I was found out by me, and I will punish you—I will punish you every day I 'solve' this!"

Lin Shuo was amused by him.

At that time, he didn't know what love was, what sex was, let alone where the inexplicable possessive desire came from.

He Yan's heart beat violently a few times.

Lin Shuo!

He Yan stood up, took a few steps outside, looked up, and saw Lin Shuo was cleaning the shelves while chatting with the old man Bai.

Lin Shuo looked so calm, as if he didn't bring him to "find the past" at all, but just came to meet old man Bai and see if old man Bai was doing well.

Lin Shuo didn't expect him to remember all that at all.

It's been so long, he didn't think of it at all, how can Lin Shuo expect?He didn't think of it when he pressed Lin Shuo down to vent his desire, and he didn't think of it when he insulted Lin Shuo with words again and again—when he begged Lin Shuo to give him a chance, he forced Lin Shuo to agree When he didn't leave him, he still didn't think about it—what else could Lin Shuo hope for?

If Lin Shuo had hope in his heart, it should have been crushed by his stupidity long ago.

It has already been crushed countless times.

He Yan's palm trembled slightly.

Why on earth would he forget?Why does he treat these things as "unimportant things", and forget it when he thinks it's forgotten, it's no big deal?He would rather forget who he is than Lin Shuo!

How could he not recognize it.

Why can't he remember.

It was as if countless bugs were constantly gnawing on He Yan's heart.

He suppressed the churning emotions in his heart, turned around and walked back to the rest room.

He moved out the boxes of goods that the white old man pointed out just now.

He seems to have done this kind of action many times.

At that time, he was still a pampered young master. Although he was unpopular, he didn't do any heavy work.But when he sees the smile on Lin Shuo's face, he doesn't feel tired. Lin Shuo makes him do whatever he wants.

Obviously he likes Lin Shuo so much.

He likes Lin Shuo so much.

But he forgot about Lin Shuo.

Lin Shuo's expression during the "first meeting" kept flashing in He Yan's mind.

Lin Shuo's eyes were full of disbelief and disappointment.

Can't believe he'd say something insulting like "how much do you charge for a night's sleep" to him.

Disappointed that he actually turned into that kind of bastard second generation ancestor who is ignorant and full of dirty thoughts.

At that time, he didn't know anything.

He just felt that Lin Shuo looked down on him.

So when Lin Shuo approached him, he always put on a superior posture.Lin Shuo's "look down" has always been stuck in his heart, he just wants to step on Lin Shuo hard, just to make Lin Shuo dare not look down on him anymore - he just thinks that Lin Shuo is a person who betrays his body Why look down on him!

He doesn't know anything at all.

He Yan moved out the last box of goods, feeling a little blurred in his vision.He turned away and wiped away his tears vigorously.

Why is he so stupid!Why is he so stupid!

Lin Shuo glanced at He Yan from time to time.

Seeing He Yan turn around to wipe his eyes, Lin Shuo was startled.He helped old man Bai arrange the goods, said goodbye to old man Bai, and walked out of the shop with He Yan.

He Yan didn't speak, neither did Lin Shuo.

Lin Shuo walked forward.

He Yan followed step by step.

The golden sun shines in the streets and alleys.

He Yan felt that the light was very dazzling and made his eyes ache.He looked at Lin Shuo who was walking slowly in front, and suddenly stretched out his hand uncontrollably to hug Lin Shuo into his arms.

Lin Shuo froze in place, letting He Yan hug herself tightly.

He Yan cried out.

He Yan used to be very domineering, always bluffing in front of him, for fear that his arrogance would not be able to overwhelm him.

Even if He Yan could do such a shameful thing as crying, he would never do it in front of him.

Lin Shuo's body was a little stiff.

He realized that He Yan might have really remembered something.

Lin Shuo's throat was slightly hoarse.

He Yan's throat was also hoarse.There are thousands of words in his heart, but he can't say a word, he can only hold Lin Shuo and cry sadly.Obviously they should have been together a long time ago, and he should have been involved in Lin Shuo's past, why did he forget Lin Shuo——

Not only did he forget about Lin Shuo, but he also did so many unforgivable things to Lin Shuo.He also blamed Lin Shuo for not forgiving him. He also felt that he had been wronged enough and compromised enough. Lin Shuo should be happy to be with him——

But how can Lin Shuo be happy?

He Yan said: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry—" His tears kept pouring out, "Lin Shuo, what should I do, what should I do—"

Lin Shuo shook his body.

Lin Shuo's silence made He Yan feel scared.

He Yan's heart beat like a drum.

He asked, "Do you know why I forget you?"

Lin Shuo closed his eyes.

He Yan followed closely: "Is it related to Dad? Lin Shuo, is it related to Dad? Just like your mother—"

Lin Shuo said, "That's not important."

He Yan said, "It's very important!"

Lin Shuo clenched his fists.

He Yan said: "Now, can't you tell me?"

Lin Shuo broke away from He Yan's embrace, turned his head and looked at He Yan.

He Yan's eyes were red, tears hadn't been wiped off completely, he looked extremely embarrassed.

Lin Shuo said, "Yes, it has something to do with your father."

He Yan's heart tightened suddenly.

He remembered the "contract" between Lin Shuo and He Boyuan.

Why did He Boyuan find Lin Shuo?Are you really just trying to vent your anger on him?He always thought it was this reason before, but now that he thinks about it, this reason is totally untenable - if He Boyuan really cared about his son so much, he wouldn't have to worry about it for so long, and even felt that He Boyuan valued Lin Shuo more than him it's -

etc--

He Yan opened his eyes wide.

He Yan grabbed Lin Shuo's hand and asked, "Dad has looked for you a long time ago, right?"

Lin Shuo's heart skipped a beat.

He Yan said: "Is it after I 'fell ill'?" After He Yan asked, he realized another possibility: Lin Shuo is Fang Jingfei's son, so is it possible that He Boyuan had met him earlier? Lin Shuo——He Yan's heart skipped a beat, "Or was it earlier? Before we knew each other?"

Lin Shuo met He Yan's painful and confused gaze, and after a moment of silence, he told the truth to He Yan: "It was earlier."

He Yan fell silent.

Lin Shuo said: "We met by accident. In fact, I met your father some time before we met. We communicated for a while..."

He Yan stared at Lin Shuo.

Lin Shuo knew that just such an answer could not make He Yan feel relieved.He paused, and told He Yan everything.After finishing speaking, he looked at He Yan: "You have always wanted your father's approval, so—"

He Yan said: "That's why you haven't told me about these things. You're afraid that I won't be able to accept—"

"I hardly ever meet my parents," Lin Shuo said.

He Yan was taken aback.

Lin Shuo said: "So I think it's a good thing that you can still get it. If the so-called love is at the cost of losing what you desire and what you have, it may not be worth it."