The president always wants to act

Lin Shuo felt that sometimes people's hearts would become numb.

After a night of torment between hell and heaven, Lin Shuo actually felt that his mood was not too bad.In the past, even if he wanted to talk to his mother, he couldn't do anything, but today he had a supper with her.This should be considered a happy thing.

Lin Shuo knew from a long time ago that some things can be changed without hard work.

He has learned to accept it.

Lin Shuo couldn't fall asleep, so he stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and looked at the stars in the sky.

He used to like the rooftop of a movie theater, lying on it seemed to embrace the entire sky.But the older a person grows up, the more he understands that the innocent fantasy of childhood is impossible to realize.Everyone has everyone's family, everyone has everyone's future - just like Xiaobao said, he was a mistake in their lives, and now they have corrected this mistake.Therefore, he should no longer appear in front of their eyes.

If he is sensible, he should live in a certain corner of the world in obscurity like the past ten or twenty years, without being discovered by anyone.

However, he does not live as a mistake.

He lives as Lin Shuo.

He traveled to every corner of the city.

He has seen many kinds of living methods.

He has seen the happiness of many people, and the pain of many people.

When people live in this world, it is inevitable that there will be pain and dissatisfaction in one way or another-everyone has it.He is not the first, nor will he be the last.He didn't want to disappear from everyone's sight forever and live his whole life quietly like they hoped.

Even an ordinary person will have what he wants.

You will also have the way you want to live.

Lin Shuo fumbled in his pocket and took out a pack of cigarettes.Except for socializing, he basically doesn't smoke or drink, and he doesn't want to be controlled by such things, but the thought of facing Xiang Xiaobao tomorrow morning makes his brain ache.It's not that he has nothing to do with Xiang Xiaobao, but if there is a conflict, it will inevitably embarrass his mother.

That's not what he wants to see.

Lin Shuo took out a cigarette, lit it, and took a puff slowly, but his body was very uncomfortable with this irritating thing, and he choked to tears.He bent over and squatted down, covering his face and crying.

Sure enough, nothing can be relied on to relieve the pain.

Some things in life are destined to be endured obediently.

There are some things that he doesn't even have the qualifications to fight for, so he can only work hard to manage his own future.Don't think about it, don't think about it.

Lin Shuo almost cried, went into the bathroom and applied hot water to his eyes.After making sure that there was no trace of crying, he walked out of the room and walked to the end of the corridor to look at the dark road outside.

He called Shen Yourong: "Come and drink with me, and climb the mountain to see the sunrise or something. You bring the beer."

Shen Yourong wasn't asleep yet, she was shocked when she heard Lin Shuo's words, and went out after asking the location.It was rare for Lin Shuo to call so late, and even less to call him over like this. Shen Yourong's heart skipped a beat, and she took the key and ran out the door.

Lin Shuo heard the sound of Shen Yourong grabbing the key in a hurry, and quietly looked at the night sky in the distance.

Just as he was about to turn around and go downstairs to wait for Shen Yourong outside, Lin Shuo suddenly heard very light footsteps.

Lin Shuo turned his head in surprise.Seeing the person coming, he smiled at the person: "It's so late, Mrs. Xiang hasn't slept yet?"

Xiang mother said: "I don't know why, but I can't sleep at this time." She stepped forward with a gentle smile on her face, "Xiao Lin is as old as Ah Yan this year?"

Lin Shuo said, "Yes, Mr. He is a few days older than me."

Said to her mother: "Ah Yan listens to give you a headache, right? He and Xiaobao have never been worry-free since they were young. They both have a troublesome personality. I am not in good health, so I can't control him at all. Don't mind Xiaobao. What Bao said..."

Lin Shuo said: "It's okay, he's still so young." He stared at Xiang's mother quietly, "Is your health not good?"

Xiang mother sighed: "I just couldn't sleep well." Then the lights in the corridor came on, and she met Lin Shuo's focused eyes.Mother Xiang was taken aback, and said, "I don't know why, but after chatting with you, I felt much calmer. Usually, I don't feel sleepy at this time, and I always feel that something will happen when I fall asleep..."

Lin Shuo paused.He interrupted Xiangmu with a smile: "then you can call me to talk to me when you can't sleep in the future."

Come back to your mother.She smiled embarrassedly: "I don't know why, but I actually mentioned this to you."

Lin Shuo looked at Xiang Mu's apologetic smile, and his nose was slightly sour.He said: "Since you are already sleepy, go to bed early, I wish you a good dream."

Looking at Lin Shuo to his mother, for some reason, he always felt a little familiar.She obviously didn't feel this way during the day... She was indeed a little sleepy, so she nodded and said, "You go to bed early, too."

Lin Shuo watched Xiangmu go back to the room, stood there for a while, then turned to look at the inlaid night sky in the corridor.

The night is getting darker, the lights on are getting fewer and fewer, and the whole city seems to have fallen into a deep sleep.Lin Shuo took two steps forward, and looked back at the closed doors.Then he went downstairs and out of the villa.The gatekeeper had already fallen asleep, Lin Shuo took a short run-up and turned out the gate neatly.

When it landed, Shen Yourong stood there carrying a case of beer.

Lin Shuo straightened his collar, and narrowed his eyes at Shen Yourong with a smile: "How is it, my wall-climbing skills haven't deteriorated?"

Shen Yourong said: "Rich people just have enough to eat and have nothing to do, so they build their houses in this kind of ghostly place."

Lin Shuo said, "Come on, let's climb to the top of the mountain to watch the sun rise."

Shen Yourong snorted, and threw the beer to Lin Shuo to carry.Lin Shuo didn't care, and walked up the dark road with Shen Yourong.

There are chirping insects chirping by the roadside in summer night.

Lin Shuo said: "This is very similar to the beginning of a murder case. Two guys who are not afraid of death go to the top of a mountain where there is no one. The next morning, they turned into corpses."

Shen Yourong said: "Maybe they will rape first and then kill."

Lin Shuo laughed.

The two walked while chatting, not fast, and they didn't reach the top of the mountain until midnight.Lin Shuo said: "Sister Liu will definitely kill me when she sees your dark circles tomorrow."

Shen Yourong stared at Lin Shuo: "This is the second time you mentioned death."

Lin Shuo and Shen Yourong looked at each other.After seeing the worry in Shen Yourong's eyes, Lin Shuo said, "Don't be afraid, I would never choose that road anyway, I despise such a coward the most." He opened a can of beer with a smile, "I'm just in a bad mood and want to See how worried you are about me."

Shen Yourong laughed out of anger at Lin Shuo's peculiar way of improving her mood, and sat down beside Lin Shuo, drinking beer with Lin Shuo.

Lin Shuo looked at Shen Yourong: "Aren't you afraid of getting fat?"

Shen Yourong said: "I asked Sister Liu to help me take on a new role. I need to gain [-] catties, so I can open my stomach and eat."

Lin Shuo laughed.

He raised his hand to touch Shen Yourong with a beer can.

Shen Yourong finally couldn't help but ask, "Why are you in a bad mood?"

Lin Shuo squeezed the beer bottle in his hand.

After a long silence, Lin Shuo said: "I saw my mother. She is doing well, has a new family, and has a son who is a few years younger than me. Many people care about her and protect him."

Shen Yourong clenched her fists.

He has experienced all these things Lin Shuo said.The mother has a new family and another child, which is the crystallization of love that maintains their relationship, and he is the mistake left by the previous marriage.

Because his existence was a mistake to his mother, no matter how disgusting his stepfather did, his mother would not stand by his side.

Shen Yourong stared at Lin Shuo.

Lin Shuo looked calm, without the slightest wave in his eyes.It was as if he was just stating other people's affairs, which had nothing to do with himself.

Hell it's okay!

Shen Yourong said, "What's going on?"

Lin Shuo said: "It's nothing, it's just that some people wanted to protest against me and brought her back on purpose. In fact, I was not reconciled before. I thought about living a good life and surprising them by standing in front of them."

Shen Yourong said: "Don't you want to now?!"

Lin Shuo said: "I still want to live a good life. But it has nothing to do with them."

Shen Yourong was taken aback.

Lin Shuo said: "I don't want to see them surprised anymore, I hope my life will never have anything to do with them. It's good for me and good for my mother." He turned his head and looked forward, "Arong, I just met When it came to her. She said that she couldn't sleep after late at night, and always felt as if something was going to happen. After her father's accident, she kept blaming herself—blaming herself for falling asleep at that time, and failing to stop her father. Even though She has forgotten everything in the past, and she still feels guilty instinctively. If she thinks about it, she will live in pain forever."

Shen Yourong clenched her fists even tighter.

He couldn't refute a word of Lin Shuo's words.

Fang Jingfei did nothing wrong, she just forgot - she just couldn't accept her husband's death - she just loved her dead husband more than her young son.To blame, one can only blame Lin Yiqing who chose to jump off the stairs.

But what did Lin Shuo do wrong?

Shen Yourong's eyes were red.

Just because his father is Lin Yiqing, is he responsible for all that?

Was his existence a mistake?

Shen Yourong really wanted to leave this place with Lin Shuo.

But he knew that Lin Shuo would not leave.

Lin Hougen is still here.

Shen Yourong choked up and said, "God is so unfair!"

Lin Shuo opened a second can of beer and looked at the moon fading away in the sky."It's almost dawn," he said.

Shen Yourong put away her tears.

Lin Shuo doesn't like to cry, and he doesn't need others to cry for him.

He doesn't like to cry either.

Because people often shed tears only when there is nothing they can do.

Shen Yourong also opened a can of beer, and sat side by side with Lin Shuo, looking at the mountains in the distance.

Behind the mountains, orange-red light diffused out of the sky little by little, and soon brightened the sky.Even though the whole city was still pitch-black, dawn had already ushered in the distance.

Only those who can survive the darkness can wait for the sunrise.

Shen Yourong looked at Lin Shuo, and was about to speak, but heard other people's voices behind him: "Cousin, hurry up, the sun is already out! You're walking too slowly! —— Eh, there's someone here?"

Lin Shuo turned around and saw Xiang Xiaobao and He Yan coming to the top of the mountain one after the other.

Xiang Xiaobao was afraid that the world would not be chaotic: "Oh, isn't this Lin Shuo? Why are you here so early in the morning? Could it be that you played a field battle here last night?"