back from trouble

"Here is the change, you take it."

"Hey, thank you." Xiaocheng just picked it up when he heard Wei Shaoge's voice on the phone——

"Smile?"

"It's me, where are you?" He tucked his cell phone in his hands, changed things to the other hand, held the cell phone with his right hand, turned around and walked to the hospital across the road.

"At school." Wei Shaoge smiled happily, "Do you want to have dinner together this afternoon?"

Smiling, it seemed that the corners of his mouth were bent, "In the laboratory?"

"...No." Wei Shaoge hesitated for a moment, but did not give an accurate answer, and instead asked, "Where are you now?"

Xiaocheng walked up a few steps and entered the building of the inpatient department, "I just returned to City B, something... happened at home."

Wei Shaoge raised his head, "Huh? What's wrong?"

"My mother... took sleeping pills this morning, and she's fine now."

Wei Shaoge paused, "Ah... are you in the hospital?"

"We need to observe for a few more days." Xiaocheng walked to the elevator and stopped for a while, then walked into the fire stairs on the other side, "I still don't know when I will go back. You should eat well, rest carefully, and don't be too busy."

"Shall I come to accompany you?" Wei Shaoge walked towards the car as he said that, "Do you have anything to take with you, may I bring it for you?"

Li Yuanbin had been listening with his ears upright. At this moment, he raised his eyebrows and kept making mouth shapes for him.

Laughing like a little heartbeat.

But thinking about Wei Shaoge's recent incidents, the experiment could not be stopped halfway, so he refused, "Forget it, I don't know how long I will stay..." Although he refused, but what he said was not complete affim.

If Wei Shaoge persists...

But the other party didn't.

Wei Shaoge sighed softly, his smile completely subdued, "Then take good care of Auntie, and don't be too tired yourself."

Hearing what Wei Shaoge said, Li Yuanbin closed his mouth.

There are only two words in his mouth over and over again - "your dad".

Smiling into a slight disappointment, he let out a low "Yeah", and just walked to the door of the ward, he said a few more words, and hung up the phone.

Pushing the door open, Shu Yan was still unconscious.

Xiaocheng took a look at her situation, put the fried noodles he bought on the corner table, pulled a stool over to sit down, and ate one bite at a time.

In fact, he is not hungry at all.

After eating and packing up his things, Xiaocheng went down to go through some formalities again.Aunt Zhang and her husband helped a lot, from being sent to the hospital to busying themselves, and finally persuaded them to go back when they arrived.He finished all the procedures by himself, sat on the bench outside the ward, and watched the family members and patients coming and going, wearing crutches, sitting in a wheelchair, walking alone, supporting each other, and suddenly felt a kind of Dazed, his eyes fell on the ground, and he didn't know where he was looking.

A voice suddenly came from above the head, "Sir?"

Xiao Cheng immediately sat up straight, looked up as usual, "Hello." Then he stood up, "It's my mother..."

"No, no, no. Ms. Shu is doing very well now."

The female doctor's maroon curly hair was neatly rolled up behind her head. She was wearing a white robe, a pair of beige trousers, and small black leather shoes. She looked neat and capable.This is Shu Yan's attending doctor.

She was still holding the medical record folder in her arms, and she smiled and looked down on it.

The female doctor quickly explained, "I see you sitting here alone...you might as well go to the office, where there is a sofa bed, and you can lie down for a while."

Before laughing and refusing, she immediately added, "I know you won't be able to listen to my advice to go back to rest now, but you are in a bad state and you must rest, otherwise you may not be able to support it. What's wrong with Ms. Shu?" I will notify you as soon as possible, okay?"

Xiaocheng didn't insist on it, he knew what the other party said was right, and he could feel his current situation.

The high-intensity work during this period has made him exhausted, and he is indeed unable to continue.

So he smiled slightly and accepted the other party's suggestion, "Thank you."

But he didn't expect that when he woke up after sleeping, it was already the next morning.He was covered with a blanket, and the office was quiet. He glanced at the time and immediately turned over and sat up.

The door opened.

Yesterday the doctor walked in with his things. When he saw him wake up, he was very surprised, but immediately said, "Your mother is doing well now, and she may wake up at noon."

Smiling and nodding, "Thank you."

The doctor smiled, and put the breakfast in his hand on the coffee table in front of him, "I'm on night shift, I just bought it in the cafeteria, you can eat some."

Xiaocheng thanked him politely, went out to wash his hands, and started to eat.

When he woke up he was starving.

After eating, he deliberately chatted with the other party for a while, asked the other party's full name, exchanged business cards, and thought about thanking the other party after Shu Yan was discharged from the hospital.

Before noon, Shu Yan woke up.

Xiaocheng was sitting on the edge of the bed and watching, she found out as soon as she opened her eyes, but he didn't speak.

He knows Shu Yan's temperament, which looks gentle and gentle, but is actually very strong.She has always disdained such things as suicide, and felt that it was the behavior of the weak, but one day she herself did such a thing, and she probably didn't know how to face herself.

Not to mention smiling face to face.

Sure enough, after realizing her state, she avoided Xiao Cheng's sight.

Xiaocheng rang the bell to call the doctor. After the examination, she was fine. He asked Xiaocheng to feed her some water and some soft and nutritious food.

Except when Xiaocheng was feeding her, Shu Yan kept her eyes closed, even if she couldn't close them, she would never look at Xiaocheng.

After finishing all these, Xiaocheng sat down by the bed again.

Shu Yan's eyes were closed tightly, her face was turned to one side, as if she had fallen asleep.

Laughing into silence.

Just now outside, Shu Yan's doctor specifically asked him, as a family member of the patient, to provide psychological counseling in time after the patient wakes up.People who have committed suicide are likely to commit suicide a second time, so he must pay more attention.

After a while, Shu Yan coughed a few times, smiled and leaned over immediately, asking her what was wrong.Shu Yan waved his hands and said nothing, he turned around and poured a glass of water from the kettle on the side, went to help Shu Yan up, and slowly fed her.

Shu Yan opened his eyes and took a few sips before stopping.Laughing, he put the cup back on the bedside table, thought for a while, and decided to iron a hot towel to wipe Shu Yan's face.

The result was pulled.

Shu Yan's hand was very light, but he stopped laughing immediately.

"Mom, what do you want?"

Shu Yan shook her head, "You sit, I don't want anything."

He laughed "Hey" and sat down.

Shu Yan let go of her hand and didn't speak again.

The room was quiet.

I don't know how long it took, Xiao Cheng suddenly said, "Mom, I didn't get through to you when I called you this morning."

Shu Yan remained motionless.

"Not only did I solve the problem, but I also brought down Senyu. It's been a few days since Ai's going... If you don't understand the business matters, just remember one thing, if my dad is still here , Got it, I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep with joy... Actually, I never felt that Dad left."

Shu Yan tilted her head.

"Mom, you are a high-level intellectual, and you studied abroad in your early years. I know you miss my dad very much. Did you feel worried when you watched the news this morning? You can't even wait for me to make a phone call, so you are going to see me Dad? But after you leave like this, will you really see my dad?"

Xiaocheng held her hand that was exposed outside the quilt, and only then did he feel that he had lost so much weight.

"Mom... You told me when I was a child that the weak will escape. You know that you are dead, and it is impossible to see my dad. You are running away... But have you ever thought about it? You are the one who loves me the most in this world Dad, if you die, no one will remember, read, and think about my dad like you do."

Smiling, he felt the hand in his hand tremble slightly.

His voice also lowered, "That way, my dad is really gone. You read philosophy, existentialism, you know what 'existence' is, my dad has always been 'in'... But if you go like this Now, my dad is really gone, forever and ever. Mom."

Shu Yan's body trembled, drops of clear liquid suddenly leaked from her closed eyes, rolled down her cheeks, and sank into the pillow.

After Shu Yan fell asleep, she smiled and held Shu Yan's hand, sat for a while, then put her arm back under the quilt, stood up, and walked out lightly.

As soon as he opened the door, he bumped into the female doctor, as if he was about to go in.

Xiaocheng said that Shu Yan had fallen asleep, and the other party nodded, telling Xiaocheng to come over and talk to her about psychological counseling.

For patients admitted to the hospital by suicide, the hospital has long-term cooperation with psychological counseling organizations, and they will provide some free psychological treatment. However, because it is public welfare, most of the interns sent there are interns with no work experience, but they all get it. Relevant certificates, ask him if he needs them.

Smiling and politely thinking about it, he declined.

He can provide Shu Yan with better psychological treatment, and he is also very worried about letting such an "intern" come to practice with Shu Yan.After all, psychotherapy relies on experience rather than theory, and Shu Yan's mental state is inherently unstable, so he is really afraid of what might happen.

The female doctor's surname was An, and she wasn't surprised to see him refuse. After all, the ward Xiaocheng arranged for Shu Yan was the best in the hospital, and she only cared about the curative effect and side effects of medication, not the price.There should be no shortage of this money.

But she just heard Xiao Chengkai Jie Shuyan's words at the door, and she couldn't help sighing, "You are very capable of psychological counseling. I think your mother was very touched just now, and the possibility of committing suicide again is very small."

Xiaocheng just smiled, "Thank you."

Dr. An wanted to say something more and laughed until the phone rang. He glanced at the phone, made a sorry expression to the other party, and walked aside to answer it.

It was Jiang Guoze, who asked him if something happened to him when he left in such a hurry just now.

Xiao Cheng simply said that someone in the family was sick.

Jiang Guoze immediately raised his voice, "Yo, does it matter?" He asked again, "Is it your relative?"

"What's wrong?" Xiao Cheng asked him.

Jiang Guoze's voice became happy, "Mr. Zhou specially sent invitations for his birthday, and the first one is your name. I think there may be other meanings in it."

The instructor is very capable and has a wide range of relationships.Smiling into a very accurate vision, sharp wrist.But among the three of them, only Jiang Guoze was above these, with vicious and keen eyesight.

When he said there was "something else", I'm afraid he really had "something else".

Laughing, he couldn't help asking, "What do you mean?"

Jiang Guoze's voice was soaring, "Dapeng rises with the same wind one day, laughs, you have to seize this opportunity."