Slag Attack Rebirth Manual

"Hey, since you have been back for so many days, Mom has always wanted to find a chance to talk to you. But, Mom always feels that you have grown up and become independent, and there are many things we old guys can't talk about." It is also a cultural difference. Well, Mother Ye knew that she hadn't read any books, and some things might be wrong, so she chose not to say it and let the children decide for themselves.

Of course, she must be very active if she can help. For example, the matter of getting married is relatively nervous at present, and she can do it within her power.

"Mom, it's nothing, I'm just tired from work." Ye Ling raised his head slightly, trying to smile at his mother.

That smile is honestly too forced.

Mother Ye said: "Are you blind when you are a mother? It's all right now? Tell me honestly, or tell your father, if there is any problem, we can solve it together!"

Ye Ling was moved in his heart, grateful for the kindness of his parents, but he shook his head: "There is no solution, let's just leave it like this, I... I will get married and have children, and then maybe I won't go to the capital to work, and I will go to the south to see."

"You child!" Mother Ye felt something was wrong: "You, did something happen in the capital? Huh? Could it be that you are in a relationship? Break up?"

Seeing her son's sad face, Mother Ye quickly thought about it.

Could it be that the son talked about a girl from the city, and then the girl thought that his family was not well-off, so she blew it at him?

When the word "breakup" was mentioned, Ye Ling couldn't bear it any longer. He lowered his head and scolded himself severely. It was too wrong.

Now that they broke up and decided to go home to get married and have children, why can't they get out and let their parents worry about it.

"Lingzi, if there is something really wrong, just tell me, can't even Mom say it?" Ye's mother was anxious, she was too anxious for the eldest son, what happened?

"Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you." Ye Ling didn't say anything, just shook his head and apologized.

When Mother Ye saw the water marks on his face, she felt that something really happened...

"Lingzi! You can't do this, don't worry about anything, just talk about it!" Mother Ye is impatient, and now she can't wait to pry her son's mouth open and understand everything clearly!

Hearing his mother's anxiety, Ye Ling almost overwhelmed himself with guilt, his performance today was really terrible.

"Mom, I... I'll go out for a while..." He got up and wanted to run away.

"Stop! Don't go!" Mother Ye grabbed him, grabbed his arm and said, "Speak clearly before you go." After thinking for a while, she shouted, "Ye Guoqiang! Come in!"

Father Ye, who was sitting in the living room watching TV, hurried in to take a look.

"What's going on?" With this action of the two girls, the conversation has collapsed?

"Sit down, talk to Lingzi, and ask him what happened." After deliberation, Mother Ye handed the eldest son to her husband and went out by herself.

"Hiss, what's wrong? Ling Zi?" Father Ye sat down, and patted Ye Ling's arm to make him sit down: "What happened?"

"Dad, it's okay." Ye Ling calmed down and said calmly.

Mother Ye opened the door and said, "By the way, he was talking about getting married and having children, but he actually didn't want to marry a wife at all, as if he was going to be sentenced." After she finished speaking, she really left.

"Hey, is what your mother said true?" Ye Guoqiang was dumbfounded, there is no grown man who does not want to marry a wife.

"Dad..." Ye Ling didn't want to deceive her father, so she nodded, "It's true, but... I will get married and have children, that's the rule."

Ye Guoqiang smacked his lips, feeling a little speechless: "What's the rule, tell Dad first, why don't you want to marry a wife?"

Ye Ling was silent at first, and then broke the jar and said, "Because I don't like girls." There is already someone in my heart.

"Um, this matter." Ye Guoqiang traveled to many places when he was young, and the first thing he thought of when he heard this was, could it be that his son likes boys?

It's not the first time I've heard that some of his co-workers are men who make do with men, some because they can't afford to marry wives, and some because they don't want to.

"Well, but... I will marry a daughter-in-law like me, as long as she can have children." Ye Ling didn't want to hide these inner feelings from his father.

Although he knows that this is not a good thing.

"Lingzi, have you really thought it through?" Ye Guoqiang was confused, wondering why this happened, and wondering if it would be good for his son to do this: "You don't want to marry a wife because you don't like girls, then you... "

He saw his son nodded and said in a low voice, "I like a man."

Papa Ye remained silent, and the two sat silently facing each other.

After a long time, he sighed and had to ask clearly: "There is someone in your heart, is it a man?"

Ye Ling choked and was speechless, nodded, it was a man.

"Who is it? Could it be Xiaoran?" Papa Ye thought of the boy who had been a guest at his house.

Nodding again, Ye Ling broke down in tears: "I broke up with him."

Papa Ye had never seen his son lose his composure in front of him like this.

He was also in tears, why did such a thing happen to his son.

"You still like him? He likes you too?" Papa Ye asked.

"I like it, he likes me too." Speaking of Zhuang Xuran's love for him, Ye Ling did not hesitate, he was so sure of it.

"Does his family know? Do you agree?" Papa Ye asked.

"Understood, I don't agree." Ye Ling wiped her eyes, unable to control herself, feeling very out of control.

"I don't agree either." Papa Ye said, the answer was within Ye Ling's expectation.

But when I heard this, my heart still hurt: "I know, so... I never thought about giving up marriage..."

Crying out of breath, I heard Papa Ye say: "I'm going back to the woman tomorrow, we won't be in-laws with his family anymore."

Ye Ling raised her head in astonishment and looked at her father: "Dad, why?"

"In your situation, can you marry a wife? Can you treat other girls well?" Ye Guoqiang said, "Don't screw things up and drive yourself crazy." He sighed and patted his knee : "Let's do this first, you think about it first."

"..." Ye Ling twitched his mouth, wanting to say something, but unexpectedly, he kind of agreed, feeling a little relieved.

After returning to her own room, Ye Ling finally recovered, feeling extremely guilty and sorry for her parents.

Maybe Ye's mother also learned about the situation from Ye's father, and went back to the woman the next day, but she didn't object.

Mother Ye was responsible for the whole process, and this time she went with a deep apology to apologize for her son.

It's the Chinese New Year when I come back. This year, the family is not so happy.

It's not sad, it's just worrying.

"Lingzi's situation, how can he do it, look at him..." At night, Mother Ye was nagging her husband while getting into bed.

She is most worried about the situation of her eldest son Ye Ling.

"What can I do if I can't?" Ye Guoqiang sat on the edge of the bed, smoking shredded tobacco, the smoke enveloped his face, and he couldn't see any expression.

After the new year, Ye Ling said that he would go to the south to work.

"Dad, Mom, I want to go and relax." Before leaving, he said, "One year at most, after one year I will definitely... be able to get married."

After a year of slowing down, the feelings in my heart may be really hidden, and I will no longer hurt myself or the people around me all the time.

"Okay, you go, it's good to relax."

A 25-year-old young man is still too young to be easily swayed by emotions.

Papa Ye sincerely hopes that Ye Ling can come out on his own and face life with strength.

On the morning of the seventh day of the Lunar New Year, Ye Ling took his luggage and embarked on his way to work in the south.

The sea of ​​people was vast, and everyone set out with their own hopes, but Ye Ling had no direction in his heart.

He heard that Guangzhou is developing well, so he came here.

Within the range of Haizhu and Liwan, I found several companies I liked and submitted my resume.

Ye Ling lived in a cheap hotel, waiting for news.

In the end, two companies gave news, Ye Ling chose one of them, and went to work.

At the same time, I moved to the staff dormitory and became roommates with another new colleague.

This colleague is a local and seems to be a recent graduate. He looks a bit lazy and his eyes are always squinting.

"Hi, my name is Zhang Yan." Zhang Yan was leaning against the door, wearing a loose sweater, that's all. Winter in Guangzhou is really not cold, and there is no need to turn on the heater.

"Hello, my name is Ye Ling." After introducing himself, Ye Ling kindly reminded: "Your clothes are about to fall off." He was talking about Zhang Yan's shoulders, please show your whole body.

"No fun, it's called fashion." Zhang Yan smiled, tidied himself up, and then went back to bed to continue sleeping.

In Ye Ling's perception, fashion does not mean showing flesh.

He dragged his luggage in and started packing.

This staff dormitory is a single room of about [-] square meters, with a kitchen, a toilet, and electrical appliances.There is nothing to fault in the decor and it is very clean.

There is another bed opposite Zhang Yan, which seems to be reserved for Ye Ling.

"Want to help?" Zhang Yan spoke substandard Mandarin, lying on the opposite side.

"No, thank you." Ye Ling talked to him while tidying up: "Don't you have to go to work?"

Zhang Yan yawned and said, "I worked overtime last night, I was so sleepy, I can't make it."

It's quite willful, and reminds Ye Ling of Zhuang Xuran again for no reason.

"Ugh……"

"What sigh?"

"No." Ye Ling quickly packed her luggage and wanted to go out to buy daily necessities and bedding.

I saw Zhang Yan get up, wash and change clothes and put on shoes.

"Let's go, let's take you shopping."

Ye Ling thanked him in a daze: "Thank you." He didn't expect the other party to be so kind, so he got up and took him shopping.

Well, I met a good colleague.

"Hehe, don't be so funny, okay, I'm hungry. Let's go, go eat with me first." Zhang Yan smiled, and swaggered to take Ye Ling to have breakfast.

There is a shop nearby, and the shrimp intestines are delicious.

It costs 28 yuan a piece, and the portion is very small. It takes two or three servings to be full.

"The price here is very high." Ye Ling looked at the price list and the actual weight, and said with emotion.

"It's okay, the salary is also high, otherwise I won't be able to support myself." Zhang Yan ate big mouthfuls, his delicate face was almost ruined by his eating.

After eating, the two took the Didi Express to go shopping in a nearby square.

"No need to pay, I have a coupon." Zhang Yan waved the coupon in his hand, and said with a smile: "It's not worth buying a car here, it's more convenient to take a taxi."

"Oh." Ye Ling nodded, and he had no intention of buying a car.

"I have a car, but I don't drive it." Zhang Yan said, walking slowly with his trouser pockets in his pocket, he always felt very leisurely.

When Ye Ling was shopping, Zhang Yan watched from the sidelines.

He found out that Ye Ling is actually a wealthy person, and he pays attention to the quality when buying things.

"..." Only Ye Ling knew it, he was used to it, and the things he bought were all used together with Zhuang Xuran, so of course he would choose the best one.

I officially joined the job the next day, and I was doing a job I was familiar with, and I felt that it was not difficult.

Ye Ling began to get busy in a planned way.

A few days later, under Zhang Yan's reminder, I invited my colleagues out to play once.

Everyone drove to eat farmhouse music and watch performances.

While doing these things, Ye Ling was absent-minded from the beginning to the end, or in other words, he has been like this since he came here.

The strange environment, strange people and things did not relieve him.Anyway, in such a lonely environment, I miss the past even more.

"Do you want beer?" A man sat beside him and handed a can of beer to Ye Ling.

"Thank you." Ye Ling had an illusion. He turned his head and looked at Zhang Yan's side face, feeling a little bit back to the past.

In fact, they are not the same, they are just the same young, the same...

"Seeing what I'm doing, I'll think wrong, handsome guy." Zhang Yan smiled with the corners of his mouth curled up, and took a sip of beer.

"..." Ye Ling withdrew his gaze, pursed his lips and smiled.

The beer tasted bitter, just like his mood.

In a blink of an eye, it was Ching Ming Festival, and the family called Ye Ling and asked him if he would go home for Ching Ming?

It was so far away, Ye Ling planned not to go back.

Not long after he came out, the family also understood him, after all, it was very frustrating to go back and forth.

The parents took turns asking a few questions about work and life, then hung up the phone.

Ye Ling flipped through the text messages with him from the past, looking at them boredly, and actually read them several times.

In such a rainy night, I really want to call him.

It was also in April, on a clear night, Zhang Yan suddenly asked Ye Ling: "Go to the bar, do you want to go?"

"Eh..." Ye Ling didn't want to go.

"xxx is here to sing, just two songs, let's go and have a look." The star Zhang Yan said was a star from Hong Kong Island.

Somehow, Ye Ling didn't refuse.

He thought he would come back after listening to the song, but Zhang Yan dragged him to continue the booth, saying to sing.

The box was full of smog, and the scene made Ye Ling want to escape, he said: "Zhang Yan, let's go."

"Damn, I didn't expect such a mess." Zhang Yan also frowned, so he pulled Ye Ling away.After he came out, he said, "I'm sorry, I didn't know it was such a mess, and I haven't played with them for a long time."

"Hmm..." Ye Ling was very embarrassed, because just now he had a glimpse and saw a lot of white scenes.

"Hey, you can't be brother Chu?" There was a park opposite, Zhang Yan walked with him, and sat down on a chair.

"No, I've been in love." Ye Ling said sitting beside him.

"It can be seen that I asked on purpose." Zhang Yan took out a pack of cigarettes, took out one and stuffed it into his mouth, and asked him if he wanted to?

"I don't smoke." Ye Ling said helplessly, he had said it many times.

"Just fell out of love? It's been a long time since you fell out of love. It's been two or three months and it's still not healed." Zhang Yan rolled his eyes and fanned to the side, trying not to let Ye Ling absorb the second-hand smoke.

"Oh." It's a bit long, Ye Ling thought blankly.

"You thought you were just so dumb. It turned out that you were broken in love." Zhang Yan smiled, and said to him: "A colleague in our department likes you, and has hinted at you several times, and you don't know it at all."

Before, I thought Ye Ling was pretending to be stupid, but later I realized that he was really stupid.

"Uh, who likes me?" Ye Ling really didn't know. Several colleagues flashed in his mind, and found that there were no young women, and some were married. That's impossible, right?

"I won't tell you, I don't do free assists." Zhang Yan said with a cigarette in his mouth.

"Hehe." Ye Ling smirked, it's fine not to tell, he didn't want to know that much.

After May Day, the company had a three-day holiday, but Ye Ling still couldn't go home.

Zhang Yan asked him before leaving, and casually invited: "Come home with me for dinner, my house is just across the bridge."

"No trouble, I can cook it myself." Ye Ling refused.

"Eat your cooking every day, and occasionally I will repay you." Zhang Yan forced him to go out together: "It's okay, my mother is the only one in my house, and she is very nice."

In this way, Ye Ling could only follow along.

Quite restrained, in fact, this is not the same as facing customers.

Fortunately, as Zhang Yan said, Auntie is a very kind and gentle person, and her cooking is delicious.

"Come to my room to play on the computer."

Tonight, Ye Ling didn't go back to the company dormitory. He stayed at Zhang Yan's house and slept in the same room as Zhang Yan.

Since then, the relationship between Ye Ling and Zhang Yan has become better and better, and he still has casual acquaintances with other colleagues.If there is contact at work, contact them. If not, there will be no communication after get off work.

"Why don't you live at home?" Ye Ling asked by chance.

"My mother wants to have a boyfriend, it's not convenient for me." Zhang Yan's answer was very powerful.

Ye Ling smiled, her mood finally became brighter in summer.

"You are 23, do you plan to get married or have a girlfriend?"

"No, bachelor." Zhang Yan's life is very chic and loose, he said that he doesn't even want to spare time to raise a dog.

"Oh." Of course Ye Ling didn't understand the other party's way of life, but he didn't express his opinion.

"It's too troublesome to fall in love and get married. After giving birth to a baby, you have to take care of it, and you have to pay for him to study and buy a house to marry a wife. Thinking about it makes you tired." Zhang Yan said with a smile: "If you have time, why not treat yourself better and find yourself It's silly trouble."

Ye Ling yearned for such a chic speech.

"It's been half a year, are you still okay?" Their conversations were habitually inconsistent.

"I don't know, I don't know if it's good or not." Ye Ling said, at least it was better than a few months ago, and better than the end of last year.At that time, I didn't even dare to confide, fearing that I wouldn't be able to get through it: "Hey, why don't I tell you, don't laugh at me."

"Hehehe, tell me." Zhang Yan laughed at the beginning.

"Well, the person I like is a man." Without looking at Zhang Yan's expression, Ye Ling sat on her bed with her legs crossed and said in detail: "22 was with him that autumn, and now I am 25 years old. Actually I’m 26, and I’m one year younger on my ID card. I met him in a club, and he paid to find a lover. After we met, he gave me a house, a car, and a secondary card.”

"Cough cough cough..." Zhang Yan was shocked by Ye Ling.

This silent and honest man, he actually wants to be someone else's lover?

I can't tell what I feel, I think it's a pity, Ye Ling's own conditions are not bad, why should he commit himself to an old man... Yes, the point is a man!

"When we first met, I didn't like him very much, because I didn't like men. I was with him for money at the beginning. Moreover, he is domineering and strong, and he wants to control everything. I and He has quarreled and fought, but he wants to break up." Ye Ling smiled, and really missed him: "After that, I gradually fell in love with him. He also likes me very much, and changed himself for me. , and even once said something silly about elopement to me."

Thinking about it now, my eyes are still hot.

"Wait, how old is the man you're talking about?" Zhang Yan couldn't imagine that scene, so forgive him for being helpless.

"Oh, he is three years younger than me, 23 years old." Ye Ling said.

Zhang Yan snorted and patted his chest: "You should have said earlier, I was scared to death by you..."

"Sorry, I didn't introduce him to you." Ye Ling hurriedly added Zhuang Xuran's background introduction: "He is a student of B University, but he came out early to start his own company, and now the company is very good. And the family is very happy. ...How should I put it, his father is xxx, his mother is xxx, his eldest brother is xxx, and his relatives are xxx..."

Said a series of titles and names.

"Fuck..." Zhang Yan's first reaction was to swear.

"There are friends, his friends..." Baba Baba... said a lot, very fluently.After finishing speaking, Ye Ling fell silent. He found that he actually remembered these things very firmly, as naturally as if they were engraved in his bones.

"You are really good." Zhang Yan gave Ye Ling a thumbs up: "Nice, the top nobles in the country have been captured by you. How do you feel?"

Ye Ling's feeling was a wry smile, didn't they break up?

"It's impossible for me to talk to him. My family is a traditional family, and I myself have traditional thinking..."

"Is it important? Do you live to obey the rules? Do it for others to see?" Zhang Yan said, "I'm only 23 this year, but I already know exactly what I want in life. When I say singleism, I don't just talk about it. it is true."

"...Maybe everyone grew up in a different environment, and you can't understand my situation." Ye Ling sighed.

"The reason is just a reason. The key is whether you want to or not, and whether you have the determination." Zhang Yan turned his back and decided not to talk to Ye Ling. Their three views were seriously inconsistent.

He said, if you still love the other person, and the other person loves you too, then if you choose to leave the marriage and have children, you are a capitalized scum.

Doing so may not necessarily make anyone perfect.

Ye Ling opened his eyes and sat on his bed for most of the night, unable to close his eyes.

On the weekend night approaching August [-]th, I received a call from my hometown.On the phone, Father Ye went around and talked about marriage again.

"Lingzi, what are you thinking now?"

Ye Ling touched his heart, but couldn't answer the truth.

After a long time, Father Ye said on the other end of the phone: "Why don't you come back, come home."

Without asking any more questions, Ye Ling couldn't control his mouth and said hello.

The resignation procedure was done very quickly.

But when I got home, Mid-Autumn Festival was over, and I was walking in my long-lost hometown, and there was a sense of autumn everywhere.

As if half a year in the middle had passed by for nothing, Ye Ling felt that he still...couldn't save himself.