Slag Attack Rebirth Manual

Ye Ling was surprised when he received a call saying that Zhuang Xuran was coming back. Didn't he just come back the day before yesterday, and he was coming back after only one night.

"How is the old lady? Has she been discharged from the hospital?" He is going to come back, maybe the old lady has been discharged from the hospital.

"Fortunately, I haven't been discharged from the hospital, and I have to stay for a few more days." Zhuang Xuran's voice was wrong, but Ye Ling couldn't tell.

"Okay, I'll go home and make you dinner, and wait for you to come back."

Ye Ling hung up the phone, quite happy, and went back to make dinner as soon as it was time to get off work.

Just after the last dish was fried, and the apron hadn't been taken off yet, there was movement at the door.

Ye Ling took off her apron, and while calling Zhuang Xuran's name, she came out to greet him.As a result, seeing such a painted face, he froze there in astonishment.

"What happened to the face? Who hit it?"

He hurriedly stepped forward to look, and saw that there were bruises and palm prints. His heart ached, but he didn't dare to touch it with his hands: "Wait a minute, I'll get you ice cubes to apply." Ye Ling said.

"Don't go." Zhuang Xuran held Ye Ling's hand, looking at him with dark eyes.

So Ye Ling finally realized that something was wrong with his lover today, but he didn't know what happened, he just had a bad premonition lingering in his heart.

"Zhuang Xuran, what happened?" Ye Ling gently hugged him and asked in a low voice, and then found that his voice was trembling a little.

"Ye Ling, I'm very sad." Zhuang Xuran took off his disguise and leaned on Ye Ling's shoulder collapsed, scaring Ye Ling.

Ye Ling listened to the person in his arms narrating to him intermittently.

"It's all my fault. I thought the old lady knew it after so long..." But she still reacted so fiercely, even more than before.

It was only now that Zhuang Xuran realized that the reason he had quarrels with the old lady in the past was because the old lady was still in good health.

He didn't realize at all that his strong mother was actually old.

"Don't be sad, it's not your fault." Ye Ling didn't know how to comfort him, but hugged him tighter.

"But we're going to break up..." In this pain, Zhuang Xuran forced his fingernails into Ye Ling's arm, making him understand his current mood, which is very painful.

"Break up, break up?" Ye Ling trembled her lips, not believing that Zhuang Xuran actually broke up with her?

"I'm sorry." Zhuang Xuran pushed Ye Ling away, covered his eyes and said, "I'll break up with you this time, Ye Ling, you're right, I'm too naive..."

"Is it because of the old lady?" Ye Ling felt relieved, but her heart ached, and her breathing seemed to have a hole in it.

"Well...the old lady is still here, so we can't be together." Zhuang Xuran took a deep breath, looked at Ye Ling, and said hopefully, "Ye Ling, will you wait for me?"

Ye Ling opened his mouth, unable to give a satisfactory answer.

He shook his head, if he really broke up, he...

"You won't wait for me, right? You will get married, and you always want to get married." At first, his expression was a bit fierce, but he didn't continue to question, he was just sad: "I know, but I don't blame you, it's me It's not your fault that you can't..."

When it comes to the last sentence, I can hardly make a sound.

He controlled his emotions and continued: "I feel so uncomfortable, why is this happening, Ye Ling, I don't want to leave you."

"I don't want to leave you either, but... this is the responsibility you were born with, the responsibility of being a child. As long as you are a person, you have a lot to do. We envy those who are free and uninhibited because they What we have is different from what we have.”

Hugging him tightly again, hearing the person in his arms crying, Ye Ling sighed in a low voice: "Maybe they are also envious of us, possession also means loss."

With freedom, but also without a destination, life without fetters will not be beautiful.

"I'm about to lose you, aren't you sad?" Even if they were talking about breaking up, even at this moment, Zhuang Xuran was in Ye Ling's arms, but he could still feel the tolerance and pampering from the other party.

"It's sad, but I'm just like you, and I also have responsibilities to fulfill." Ye Ling secretly pursed the corners of her lips, controlling her sour nose.

"To fulfill what?" Zhuang Xuran faced him face to face with red eyes.

"Go home and get married, and find a daughter-in-law for my parents." Ye Ling said, "Have a child, preferably a boy."

Going on, both of them lowered their eyes and wet their eyelids.

Ye Ling silently took out a tissue and handed it to Zhuang Xuran.

He received a thank you, but he originally thought that the other party would get angry and point at him domineeringly, I won't let you go back and get married.

But no.

Standing in front of Zhuang Xuran, looking down at the top of his hair, he still has the urge to touch him and hold him in his arms.

However, the change came too fast, it seemed that it was time to say goodbye.

Faced with the disapproval of elderly parents, even the once willful teenagers have to grow up, become more mature, stable and patient.

We can't say who was wrong in this matter, at least when Ye Ling said he was going home to get married, Zhuang Xuran didn't dare to let himself force her, and he couldn't blame Ye Ling for doing something wrong.

This change and growth is too painful, just like Ye Ling said, in fact, they all envy people who can be blind and willful, really.

But the current Zhuang Xuran, he lost his unruly body, and seemed to be much more sensible, despite the pain, he controlled himself not to make noise or do anything.

I really understand what the love of a loved one and the love of a partner are, but it is a pity that we will be separated soon after understanding.

And how much he longed in his heart to stay with the one he loved.

"I'd better get some ice cubes for your face." Ye Ling held Zhuang Xuran's face and kissed him as usual.

"Why are you still kissing me?" Zhuang Xuran was like a broken ball, his radiant expression was no longer visible from his face, only his dark eyes.

"Because if you don't kiss now, you won't have a chance in the future." Ye Ling lowered his head and said silently, and went into the kitchen to get ice cubes for him.

Zhuang Xuran sat on the sofa, and when Ye Ling came over, he carefully covered his face. With that movement and demeanor, he felt that he could think about it for as long as a lifetime.

"you have grown up."

I will never say again, I want to elope with you, I want to marry you abroad and so on.

But for some reason, when Ye Ling felt gratified, he was also in pain. He actually missed the willful and domineering Zhuang Xuran in the past.

As if love comes first, you can abandon everything for love.

Only when you have experienced being loved with all your heart, can you know how precious this love is.

But it's gone.

"You at the age of 25, don't you think it's funny to say this to me at 23?" But there was no smile on Zhuang Xuran's face.

But Ye Ling was thinking silently in his heart, I am not only 25 years old, I must have lived for more than two years.

He also has an ugly expression, like a frosted eggplant.

Zhuang Xuran raised his hand to touch the exclusive ear, and couldn't bear it anymore: "But I admit, what you said is right." He has grown up, but he is not happy.

Ye Ling reached out to hug him, sighed and sighed, and finally said, "Let's eat first."

"No more." Zhuang Xuran shook his head, pulled him up and said, "Come on, let's go take a shower."

Ye Ling was pulled into the bathroom by someone, who teased him and kissed him as before... But at this time, there was no intimacy.

But thinking about it, there may never be a chance to hug each other again in the future.

Ye Ling turned against the guests and put all his energy into this carnival, which might be their last carnival.

During this period, Zhuang Xuran's phone kept ringing, they didn't care so much, they still concentrated on doing their own things.

Although it was very happy and comfortable, the feeling of hugging each other was so good that I was reluctant to end it.

But time is fluid, and this night is short and intense.

"Ye Ling." With his hands, feet and feet being hugged all over, Zhuang Xuran lay contentedly in Ye Ling's arms, panting and said: "I don't regret being with you at all, no matter what happens in the future, you must be the only one I love people."

I won't get married, this is the bottom line, Zhuang Xuran thought to himself.

"..." Ye Ling tried to open his eyes, because if he blinked, he couldn't control the water marks in his eyes: "I only love you." Dry lips pressed against his face, and said this sentence talk.

"Ah."

Zhuang Xuran left a sentence saying, it's not that I don't love you, but that there are more important things to shoulder, which is an inherent responsibility.

Ye Ling understood this truth a long time ago, and he was more determined than anyone else in this belief.

But when Zhuang Xuran said these words to him, he still felt broken, sitting on the messy double bed, crying in a mess.

How much I didn't understand Zhuang Xuran's willfulness before, how much I feel sorry for his sensibleness now.

And the most important thing is that when the other party grows up and becomes sensible, Ye Ling finds that his own world has also collapsed, as if he has lost his ultimate goal, and looks so confused and at a loss.

Only the cold and clear light in the room illuminated him all night, and he was sad that no one was with him that night.

The next day, he received a text message from Zhuang Xuran on his mobile phone, and Ye Ling read it with sour eyes. It was Zhuang Xuran who told him that the company didn't need him to go there.

Also, if Ye Ling plans to stay and work in the capital, he can help recommend companies...

In fact, these are unnecessary. If you decide to break up, there should be no further involvement.

The house, car, and card are all under Ye Ling's name. This is what it was like before, so there is no need to worry about it.

Ye Ling found that his salary for this month had also been credited to the card, which was a considerable sum.

He smiled wryly, in fact, he still owed Zhuang Xuran a lot of money, so let's pay it back slowly.

But sitting alone in the two people's former home, Ye Ling really felt at a loss, his whole heart was at a loss, as if something was missing, something was lost.

My heart is empty.

He didn't want to go out to see the busy people outside and the colorful world.

He also doesn't want to watch TV, it will feel uncomfortable because no one is around to watch it with him.

Even cooking seems uncomfortable, because I only cook for myself, it seems so lonely.

But obviously everything in the house is still the same, and their daily necessities are still in pairs.

The same household slippers, the same toothbrush cup, the same towels and pajamas.

Ye Ling felt that these things should be put away, otherwise he would not be able to stay in this house, and he would go crazy.

He cheered up and started to pack the things that belonged to Zhuang Xuran.

Not meant to be thrown away, but stored away, in a corner of the house.

It was as if he was planning to hide Zhuang Xuran and keep it in a corner of his heart.

However, there are too many things that belong to that person, even I once belonged to him, how can I clean it up...

If it's all packed up, what's left?

Nothing at all.

Ye Ling sat motionless on the wooden floor of the study, holding the CD that was loved by the other party.

After a long time, he changed from tidying up to general cleaning.

Use a damp towel to clean your home.

During the time of doing housework, the mood was finally no longer so sad, and finally found a little comfort, pretending that I was still working hard for the two people's home, and paying.

The affairs in the house are always finished. Ye Ling is sitting in the clean and tidy home, holding the gift received in March this year, and studying how this thing actually plays music.

Then he discovered that in addition to playing the birthday song, there was also a popular song...

"Will I just fall in love with you like this? I can't find the reason for my heartbeat. I'd rather just look into your eyes like this..."

It was the voice of Zhuang Xuran, who recorded the song.

Ye Ling played it over and over in a loop, the corners of his mouth were always slightly raised, but his face was already covered with tears.

All the repression and persistence collapsed in an instant, crying like a man.

All the memories and sorrows converge into a river, flowing from the eyes to the heart, and there will be no time to come out again.

They are destined to rot, become the most painful wounds of life, never heal, forever... forever...

"I'm going back home."

The phone in his trouser pocket vibrated, and Zhuang Xuran took it out to check the text message. When he saw that it was Ye Ling's text message, his heart ached.

"Whose one? Are you separated from Ye Ling?" Zhuang Xudong came to his younger brother and looked at him curiously.

This is stupid, can't move while holding the phone?

"We broke up. He wants to go back to his hometown and get married." Zhuang Xuran pressed the text message and put the phone in his pocket again.

Zhuang Xudong didn't know whether to be happy or to say that Ye Ling was too unfeeling, why did he go back to his hometown to get married right after breaking up?Did he ever love his younger brother?

"Oh! Just break up." He patted his younger brother on the shoulder, persuading him with the tone of someone who has experienced it: "Don't be discouraged, it's like this when you just break up with a relationship, and it will be better after a while."

There are no fragrant grasses everywhere in the world?As long as my younger brother is willing to like fragrant grasses and stop liking those big trees, everyone will be happy.

"Hmm." Zhuang Xuran seemed to be careless and absent-minded, with no desire to speak at all.

Zhuang Xudong understood him and didn't say much. He went to the old lady to report the situation first.

Old lady Tong was not as happy as she expected when she heard the result, but she sighed instead.

"I heard that his former partner returned to his hometown to get married." Zhuang Xudong said a lot.

"Forget it, I don't like Xiaoran very much, it's good to break up with him." Mrs. Tong said, she felt unworthy for her youngest son at the first moment.

Zhuang Xudong didn't express his opinion on this. He really thought that Ye Ling didn't like his younger brother enough. Now who knows.

"Then, what do you think about Xiaoran's marriage?" Zhuang Xudong boldly persuaded him, "I don't think you can force him to marry, at least it must be someone he likes, and he decides for himself."

The old lady thought about it for a long time, then sighed and said: "This time he dispatched his elder sister to force him to break up. He probably hates me to death in his heart." As for the marriage, forget it.

"Mom, it's unfair to Xiaoran that you think so." Zhuang Xudong had to say something fair for his younger brother: "The reason why he agreed to break up was not because of the eldest sister, nor because of anything else, but because he would think, he We value this family, including you. In fact, you are the biggest factor, don’t get confused about this.”

"..." Mrs. Tong was speechless, and turned to look at her youngest son outside: "What is he doing, how is he?"

Zhuang Xudong said: "Why don't you, it's not good."

Mrs. Tong: "Oh."

Zhuang Xudong said: "Next year I will bring the child and the child's mother back. Our house is too deserted."

A huge home really needs women and children to add color.

Sometimes what the elderly expect is actually very simple, but young people may not be able to do it, or it may be more difficult.

Everyone is like this, you have to compromise, no matter who compromises with whom, it is a compromise.

"I broke up with Ye Ling."

Near the end of the year, the old lady moved back home from the hospital to recuperate, Zhuang Xuran was also free, and thought of calling friends out for a gathering.

But his first sentence surprised everyone.

I haven't had much contact recently, but a few people just thought they were busy at the end of the year and never thought about breaking up.

"What's going on?" The party was at Xiao Zhixuan's new home, where he and his wife entertained friends.

Yan Zhenjun brought Yang Fei here, but Cao Zheng was still alone.

"Xu Ran, are you serious? Or are you quarreling again?" Cao Zheng thought that they were having conflicts, which is a common occurrence.

"It's true, it's not a joke." Zhuang Xuran sat on the sofa in the young couple's home, looked up at the warm furnishings here, the corners of his mouth were pursed, he never smiled, and only seemed more silent: "At the end of last month, We broke up, and later he said he would go back to his hometown to get married, and now, he is probably on a blind date."

He said it so calmly that no one could believe it was true.

"You must be joking, what marriage, Ye Ling loves you so foolishly..." Cao Zhengyue lost his confidence and stammered: "How is that possible?"

Everyone thinks it's impossible.

"Is it related to the old lady's illness?" Yan Zhenjun suddenly thought that there seemed to be rumors that Zhuang Qiu had come back a while ago.

"Well, my sister is back, and I did it myself." Zhuang Xuran smiled. Unfortunately, it was his greed and complacency that could have continued to live in peace.

"Xu Ran, don't laugh if you don't want to." Do you really think he feels better?Who doesn't know that he is sad, this person who can do his best for love, will he feel better?

"It's okay, it's been so many days." Zhuang Xuran said in a rambling manner: "Fortunately, he has been busy in the past six months. He doesn't spend much time with me, so I'm more used to it. If I broke up with him suddenly last year, I'm Maybe I'm really not used to it."

"Don't lie to yourself, are you really used to it?" Don't say who it is, even Cao Zheng's nerves make his nose sore when he looks at it.

"accustomed."

Is it just that there are suddenly less people in your life?

The moment I pulled away, of course it hurt...

The big guys were silent for a moment, unable to comfort them.

"Okay, let's eat first, eat and eat."

Seeing Zhuang Xuran eating every mouthful, several people found a problem. This person seemed to have lost weight again.

When he was with Ye Ling, he seemed to be a lot fatter than before, and finally looked a little fleshy.

I haven't seen him for a while recently, and I feel that he is ridiculously thin.

"Xu Ran, is this what you call a habit? You are not used to it at all."

Everyone knew that he couldn't accept the result of breaking up with Ye Ling.

"Let's go, let's go have a drink with you. Don't worry about things, and don't pretend that you are fine. We all... know about you."

Know their from beginning to end, from not loving to loving, to loving deeply.

In this life, there will never be another person who can have such a great influence on Zhuang Xuran like Ye Ling.

So much so that he lived in the memory and never thought of coming out.

"Then let me tell you, I'm really not used to it..." Sitting on the sofa in the bar, Zhuang Xuran hugged his knees and held a wine glass in his hand. He told his friends a lot, his own memories, Ye Ling's is better: "Actually He was very good to me, and he never ignored me during his busiest year. Every time he finished his work, he felt sorry for me and made me feel wronged. Seems like. Hehe, it’s silly, isn’t it, he’s helping me work so hard, but he doesn’t get anything except the monthly salary.”

"Because he loves you, so he doesn't care about giving." Yan Zhenjun nodded and listened to these confessions with his friends.

"He loves me very much. He talks in his sleep at night, huh..." Thinking of the content of Ye Ling's sleep talk, Zhuang Xuran's smile brightened for a while. It's as weird as an alien. I'm just wondering why I like him so much, why?"

His eyes were red, and he gave himself the answer: "But I just like it, hopelessly like it. Even now I still think crazily, if he is willing, I will abandon everything and go with him."

"Xu Ran..."

"But he has his own things to do, so he can't force himself to come."

"You're just talking, you still have the old lady to take care of, even if Ye Ling is willing to abandon everything, she won't..." If there is a good result, maybe this love will eventually deteriorate.

"I became forward-looking, and he said that I have grown up." Zhuang Xuran said: "Maybe, he always hoped that I would become like this, he should be happy."

"Alas..." Cao Zheng sighed annoyedly, and he felt particularly uncomfortable as a bystander.

And Yan Zhenjun has experience in love, so he can understand this kind of mood better, not to mention who is right and who is wrong, in short, it is a painful thing for lovers not to be together.

I'm afraid Xiao Zhixuan, who is rational and paramount, has also been infected to some extent.

After all, everyone seems to have participated in this exchange, watching the two of them walk along the way together.

Among them, I also participated in large and small conflicts, and solved them for them. I don’t know if I don’t recall it.

Ye Ling is like a part of life, it has penetrated into life, and it has become the memory shared by the four of them.

What worries Zhuang Xuran is: "I separated from him, but I will never have anyone else in my life, and I will never marry and have children. But he is different from me. He will marry and have children, start a family with his wife, and in the future Been together for decades."

Especially worried and sad: "You said decades later, will he still remember me?"

Everyone thought he was being sarcastic, but they saw that there was really hope in those eyes.

A faint hope that dies when the wind blows.

Even though everyone really wants to unite, protect this weakness together, prevent it from being blown by wind and rain, and prevent it from being easily extinguished.

But young people, whether they have the courage to know the heights of the sky and the depths of the earth, or the perseverance to break through and fight, they still have difficulties that cannot be confronted.