The emperor married

Why?Chu Xuan asked him why, and Chu Ci was also at a loss.

At that time, he only knew that he might not be able to hold on for too long, and he was afraid that if he left, that child Chu Xuan would be bullied.

So he tried his best to plan for him and arrange his way out.Chu Ci is very aware of his weight, even if he works harder than ordinary people, his talent is there, he has no choice but to use more energy and time to do the same thing.

Even though the first emperor raised him meticulously for several years, the entire imperial hospital has almost become his private domain, and he will not live long.His body has already collapsed, once the first emperor left, he was not very old at that time, and he was about to ascend the throne again, his position was not stable, so he was worried and trembling all day long.

I am afraid that someone will find out that something is wrong with him, and I am afraid that because of this physical background, I will not be convinced by others, so I have to work harder and work harder.

The imperial physician had repeatedly told him to take a good rest, not to work hard, and not to be too anxious, but Chu Ci had no choice. If he didn't carry it, would Chu Xuan, who was a child at that time, carry it?

Only those who served him personally said that he read the books at night until the second watch, and drank an unknown amount of refreshing soup. He often just swallowed the soup and vomited it out.

It's just that when he appeared in front of people, he was always the strict emperor.

Chuci didn't let anyone find out what was wrong with him. Probably only an old eunuch knew his hard work at that time, so he felt sorry for him from time to time and forced him to go to sleep.

It's a pity that the glib old eunuch died before him.

At that time, Chu Ci devoted himself to cultivating Chu Xuan, and only hoped that he would not live up to the expectations of the late emperor, and that he would pass on the legacy of Great Chu.

He is destined to have no children, and he cannot harm a good girl, so Chu Xuan is his only heir.

only.

He put all his expectations on Chu Xuan, and the only thing he secretly hoped for was that Chu Xuan could get married and have children early, so that he could hug his "grandson" before he died, and satisfy the opponent he had secretly fantasized about desire.

That's right, Chuci's greatest wish is to have a family.

He has lived for too long, his parents have little relationship, and his relatives all regard him as a scourge, a terrible virus, as if getting close to him is a humiliation to them.

He is a terrifying alien, he cannot be accepted by the world at all, he can only live alone in a place far from his hometown, silently licking his wounds.

Chu Ci was even cowardly, he didn't have the courage to fight against his parents and relatives, they were unwilling to accept him, so he could only leave.

That day, when he pushed away the little girl in the middle of the road and was hit by a car, Chu Ci was even happy in his heart.He was finally free, he was finally able to leave that alien world that could not accept him tenderly, he closed his eyes happily, at least at the end of his life, he was not without any meaning and value.

He thought, one day, that little girl will grow up, get married, and have a baby. What a happy family.The little girl's life is much more worthwhile than this guy who doesn't even know the meaning of existence.

So when Chu Ci was expected by the late emperor, valued by him, and loved by him, Chu Ci thought, no matter why the late emperor wanted to treat him so well, he must do everything for such a kindness.

Anyway, his little life is earned, every day he lives, he earns one day, anyway, he can't lose money, it's worth it.

It's just that he didn't expect, and probably didn't notice, how much pain he felt in the heart of the child he raised with his own hands, the child he had been looking forward to in a corner he didn't know.

That child was forced to accept his expectations, because he selfishly wanted that child to fulfill his fantasy.Probably retribution, retribution for his selfishness, so the child resisted.

That child's resistance was actually not a big deal, after all, as a member of the royal family, he should have had such an awareness long ago.

It's just that the blow to Chu Ci was too great, it almost destroyed his faith and turned all his efforts into a joke.

Look, how ridiculous he is, he has done all kinds of stupid things, and finally he was punished.

It seemed that he never asked Chu Xuan whether he was willing to live according to his own ideas. He even thought that what he arranged was the best for him, but he never considered Chu Xuan's mood.

Arrogance, arrogance, maybe the change of status made Chu Ci complacent, maybe it was sitting in a high position, which made him no longer humble. In short, Chu Ci has tasted the bitter fruit. Now, this child is back, and in the Tears poured down his face, he told everything in front of him, told him what was on his mind, what was on his mind, these were things that Chu Ci had never noticed in his previous life.

He really doesn't know how to raise children, nor is he a competent parent. He doesn't even know that the children he raises still have such thoughts for him, he doesn't know at all.

"Why did you leave something like that?" Chu Xuan tightly grasped Chu Ci's lapel, only he himself understood how devastated he was when everything was overthrown. of despair.

Yes, Chu Xuan once firmly believed that it was Chu Ci who robbed him of everything, and his feelings for Chu Ci were too complicated.From attachment and gratitude at the beginning, to suspicion and resentment, everything is too complicated.

Chu Xuan even hinted to himself that Chu Ci is a scheming and hypocritical guy, and his unethical feelings for Chu Ci have already caused Chu Xuan to collapse. He will really be so entangled in pain that he will go crazy.

However, Chu Xuan himself did not expect that when his hatred gradually dissipated and his little-known sense of immorality deepened, he really began to long for Chu Ci not to be his elder brother.

In fact, Chu Ci has never been his elder brother, but at that time he was too young, had insufficient experience, and his temperament was too extreme, so he had already fallen into the control of others without knowing it.

When he got older and his mind gradually matured, he realized how wrong he had been.

However, the price of growing up was too high, too terrible, so terrible that he couldn't bear it at all.

He lost his rhetoric completely, lost him forever when he thought they would have countless times and futures.

This is punishment, punishment for his viciousness, punishment for his self-righteousness.

Chu Xuan didn't want to recall at all, how he survived in the first place, and under what kind of emotions, he tortured those people to death one by one with the most cruel and cold-blooded means.

It's a pity, even if he kills everyone, he can't get back his resignation, it's too late, it's too late for everything.

In the end, he could only hold the little bit of sweet memories to mourn for everything he lost.

He used to look at that edict over and over again, as if possessed by a demon, he carefully rubbed every word, every stroke, every pause, trying to understand the mood of the owner of the handwriting when he wrote them.

Maybe I will frown, maybe I will stop for a while, and change the sentence to be more atmospheric and vivid.The look of that person holding the pen and looking tangled in his face must have been very distressing, right?

Yes, that is an abdication edict.

When Chu Xuan firmly believed that Chu Ci had taken away everything that belonged to him and was not going to return it to him at all, Chu Ci had already prepared the abdication edict.

He had already planned that when Chu Xuan grew up, he would try to deal with some simple state affairs first, and then slowly accept everything about him.

Of course Chu Ci will accompany him, he will grow up with him, and accompany him to make Da Chujian better.Hold on even if you hold on!

With unprecedented determination, Chu Ci made himself appear to be a very healthy and ambitious emperor. He would not be discovered by anyone, nor would anyone take advantage of him.

But facing Chu Xuan, he always wanted to be softer, so he prepared the imperial edict early on, and was going to give him a surprise.After all, he had just rejected Chu Xuan's proposal to touch state affairs. He always felt that Chu Xuan was still too young, and wanted to wait for him to grow up to have fun and relax.If it starts once, Chu Xuan will have nothing to play in the future, and the child's childhood should be easier and happier.

It's just that Chu Ci didn't know at that time that it was Chu Xuan's last little temptation to him. Chu Ci didn't quite understand how luxurious the royal family's childhood was, and it didn't even exist.

Chu Ci didn't know how angry and sad Chu Xuan felt when he firmly rejected Chu Xuan's proposal, and then sent him many novelty toys to appease him.

He didn't understand how sad it was for a young boy to be hurt by the person he cared about the most.

Look, that person really wants to support you, and when you become a waste, there will be no threat to him, and his position cannot be shaken.

Look, how bad is that person's heart, how could he treat you like this, it's so pitiful, it's so pitiful, someone who is valued treats you like this.

Look, it is simply impossible for you to own such a person.If you want him to listen to you, if you want him to submit to you, you have the right to speak only if you are stronger than him, and only if you trample him under your feet.

From then on, Chu Xuan learned to put on a fake smile, and when he found that that kind of smile made his words more satisfying, the smile deepened.

No one knew the distortion and darkness beneath his smile.He only knows that as long as he wears such a smile, he can easily get whatever he wants. For his smile, countless people rush to contribute, especially that person, his words.

But later, he couldn't laugh anymore, the yellowed imperial edict in his hand became stale, and he couldn't laugh anymore.

"You come back..."

It's a pity that an imperial edict can't answer him anything.