Rebirth Ticket

Xiao Yiwei's eyes were burning with flames that could burn people, "I--"

"Stop talking." Hearing the other party speak, Xu Peizhi interrupted the other party's words anxiously and quickly, as if he was afraid of hearing the answer, or that some secret emotions would be aroused by the answer.

He took a deep breath, and mercilessly pushed Xiao Yiwei's embrace away, with a cold expression, "I'll go first."

And Xiao Yiwei mistakenly thought that he was showing disgust, his body froze, and he didn't stop him, staring at him without saying a word as he pushed the door away, the fire in his eyes suddenly went out and turned into ashes.

The footsteps gradually faded away, Xiao Yiwei suddenly punched the wall hard, the back of his hand was so hard that the veins collapsed, he buried his head in his arms, panting with his head down, with a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth, "It's bad."

"I said, what have you been dawdling about after filming for the past few days? You can't leave for half a day."

Xiao Yiwei just got into the car, and Cong Feng, who was waiting, yawned and complained angrily.

Xiao Yiwei sat down by the car window, and Cong Feng handed him the script of tomorrow's play, but he didn't take the time to read it, but held it firmly in his hand, and suddenly said, "I told Pei Zhi that I was too involved in the play." Deep, can't help but love him."

"Hehe" Cong Feng sneered, "Oh, you're here again. I said don't lie to others, in case Pei Zhi finds out one day--"

Before he finished speaking, he suddenly felt something was wrong sensitively, and looked at Xiao Yiwei in surprise. The other party lowered his head, his forehead hair covered his eyes, and he couldn't see his expression.

He sat motionless in the shadows, like a frozen statue.

Cong Feng looked at him carefully for a while, and remembered that Pei Zhi contacted him in private some time ago, and implicitly reminded him to enlighten Xiao Yiwei, saying that he was too deep into the drama.

Combined with the strangeness of this period of time, and the passion during the filming, Cong Feng came to a conclusion that shocked him, "Did you really do the fake show, bah, no, the real show was faked?"

From the very beginning, he knew that Xiao Yiwei's proposal to let Xu Peizhi play Tsing Yi was selfish, and he wanted to take this opportunity to make a fake show for real.

But I didn't expect that Xiao Yiwei really got into the drama so deeply!

Xiao Yiwei frowned and lit a cigarette, and Cong Feng hurriedly opened the window to let in the air. He knew that Xiao Yiwei didn't smoke much, except when he was particularly bored.

"What's going on?" However, Cong Feng made a posture of listening, but Xiao Yiwei refused to say any more, smoking a cigarette, immersed in frustration and chaotic emotions that no one noticed.

He originally thought that everything was under control, so he only got five points into the play, and deliberately showed it to be very good, so as to impress Xu Peizhi.

But I didn't expect... The setting of Du Tienjin's character highly overlaps with his real life, and he immediately fell into it.

The misfortune they encountered in their childhood made them feel inferior and sensitive in their bones even though they became successful and famous as adults; because they had too little, they must do anything to get what they want; they couldn’t tell each other their minds directly, but they chose because they were timid and afraid of being rejected. silence.

More importantly, they love Shen Yan (Pei Zhi) with exactly the same heart.In the play, Du Linjin's desperate and heavy love for Shen Yan is not a true portrayal of him?

Choosing such a play as the end is also forcing myself to make a break with Xu Peizhi.

He bet everything on the bet, and he has done all his efforts, if he still can't impress the other party, he can only choose to let go.

So every time a scene is successfully filmed, the closer it is to the day of finishing, the more tormented it will be.And the love for Shen Yan (Pei Zhi) is also deepening day by day, it is difficult for him to break away from his emotions at the end of a scene, and he often feels illusory.In the eyes of others, he acted very well, but only he himself knows that he can no longer tell who he is.

"Let's not mention the depth of the play," Xiao Yiwei closed his eyes, suppressed his emotions and said to Cong Feng, "Du Linjin is stronger than my nature, I will bear it, but he won't."

Cong Feng had a terrified expression of "you're fucking schizophrenic", "What do you mean?"

"It means," Xiao Yiwei opened his eyes and stared at Cong Feng with deep black eyes, "I will bear it for fear of not hurting Pei Zhi, but he doesn't care about the other party's body and mind, in short, he will take the other party first."

Cong Feng was incredulous, "...I feel like I heard something incredible?"

Xiao Yiwei turned his face away as if disgusting himself, staring at the dark car window, "As long as I see Pei Zhi's face now, I can't wait to fuck him right away."

"Damn it!" Cong Feng was dumbfounded, he was in a bad mood.

He was immersed in the emotion of shock, but he didn't see the fleeting fire in the eyes of the man facing the blackened car window, and he had the fiery desire to swallow people alive.

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If you don't mention Xiao, you're doing your own crime and you can't live.Xu Peizhi's side seemed to be calm, but in fact it was inevitably affected.

Being busy with work, he seldom vented, but this time Xiao Yiwei set fire to him one after another, and went into the bathroom to "breath the fire" when he got home.

It took a long time before he came out with half-frowned eyebrows, not looking very comfortable.

I went back to bed and wanted to rest, but at first I couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, my mind was full of Xiao Yiwei.

He still couldn't help thinking wildly, although the other party was very involved in the drama, was that confession just for Shen Yan?Obviously such deep and heavy feelings, no matter how deep the drama is, it should not be able to reach that level.

Recalling Xiao Yiwei’s admiration for him when we first met on stage, the care he took as a senior, sharing the same bed after being drunk, and massaging each other after being tired...

After calming down and thinking about the clips of the two of them getting along in the past, they vaguely realized that the two of them seemed to be too close as friends.

Xu Peizhi's heart was in a mess, and Xiao Yiwei's sudden confession caught people off guard, like a stone falling into a calm and indifferent heart lake, disturbing a pool of spring water.

Deep down in his heart, the part affected by Shen Yan had a hint of secret joy—he was finally able to hear what Du Duanjin could not say in the play.

However, without Shen Yan, what kind of mood would it be if it was just him and Xu Peizhi.

Is it disgust?Not really.

Is it disgusting?I don't think so either.

Shen Yan and Du Duanjin are acquainted with each other, even though they hide crimes and conspiracy, but the love is true; just like Xiao Yiwei and him, the relationship between the two of them, in and out of the play, is a close friend, it seems Nothing more than friends.

At this moment, Xu Peizhi suddenly realized that, not to mention Xiao Yiwei, he had also entered the drama.

...I couldn't tell for a long time what kind of feelings I had for the other party.

Back then, in the first year after his father left home in his previous life, he still had hope when he was young, looking forward to the day when his father came back, when the time came, his mother would definitely put away her bad temper, and the family would be as warm and harmonious as before. ; in the third year, he finally knew that his father would not come back.So I turned to hope that one day, the grandfather who had never met would suddenly come out and save him from the despair of being abused by his mother like a hero.

By the eighth year, he no longer believed that anyone would come to his rescue.

That year, on the second day of his birthday, while his mother's suicide freed him, he also deeply understood--

In this world, only death and oneself can save oneself.

Since then, he has been independent, never relied on others, and kept a proper distance when interacting with others, except... Xiao Yiwei suddenly broke into his life and career, which was completely accidental.

After thinking about it in the middle of the night, my head was finally overwhelmed and fell into a deep sleep.

And that night, Xu Peizhi, who had never had a sexual dream, saw Xu Peizhi, Xiao Yiwei, Shen Yan and Du Linjin together in his dreams from time to time.

After a while, in the swimming pool under the moon, Xiao Yiwei hugged him and taught him to swim, woke up after a hangover and found lying in the other party's arms, and Shen Yan suddenly looked back at Mr. Du with the black eyes floating The blazing fire, the red candle tent warming the figure shaking...

In the dream, there are hot and entangled bodies, lingering kisses, and the voice of "I love you" echoing in the ear, hoarse and hoarse...

Xu Peizhi woke up early in the morning and noticed the cold and wet underpants. He was stunned for a moment, then raised his hands to cover his face, and a sigh from the heart leaked from between his lips, lingering in the room and echoing for a long time.

--It turned out that he was alone and still longed for the taste of love.

And the salvation that I thought would never come, actually appeared quietly a long time ago, didn't it?

After sitting quietly for a while, he has always had good self-control, lost his composure for a while, and quickly adjusted his mood. After washing up, he was ready to leave for the set.

Anyway, finishing the movie now is what matters.

While eating the breakfast his assistant bought for him in the business car, while flipping through today's script, suddenly the assistant next to him holding his mobile phone and swiping Weibo let out a small exclamation.

Xu Peizhi's thoughts are rather complicated now, and he didn't want to read it much. He simply put the script aside and started chatting with his assistant, "What's wrong?"

"I'm sorry, Brother Xu," the little assistant thought he was disturbed, and hurriedly apologized. Seeing that Pei Zhi said that he was fine, he raised his phone and handed it over, with gloating eyes, "Brother Xu, do you still remember the time when you debuted at the same time?" Su Weining? The one who doesn't act well, but thinks of heresy?"

Xu Peizhi thought for a while, and then he found such a person from his memory. He couldn't help but sigh that competing with him on the same stage was like a thing in his previous life, "I remembered that after the 'Pornographic' incident, he was hidden away. I haven't seen him for a long time." It's dynamic."

"Yeah, that's why I was surprised when I saw the news," the little assistant gossiped excitedly.

Xu Peizhi smiled, and looked down to see the eye-catching news headline on the phone: A former actor beat his biological father and sent him to the hospital!Suspected of a family dispute!

Pulling down further, a photo came into view, it was a middle-aged man lying on a hospital bed with gauze on his forehead.

He is about fifty or sixty years old, his temples have turned gray, his eyebrows and eyes are also wrinkled, and his expression is painful due to injuries. However, upon closer inspection, his facial features can still be seen to be very good. He must have been handsome when he was young.

The mobile phone in "PaTa" fell to the ground with a crisp sound, and the little assistant yelled "Oops", and quickly bent down to pick up her precious mobile phone.

He didn't notice the sudden downcast expression of the male god beside him who was called as gentle as jade.

--That face, I can recognize it even when it turns into ashes!