Please stop your brotherly behavior

Fang Qiyu has never been so happy as today. His friends like him, his fans support him, and his teacher understands him.Because he was afraid that he would become an alcoholic like his father, he, who had never drank alcohol, drank a glass of white wine for the first time at the dinner table on New Year's Day.

Colleagues praised him, "As expected of being from the Northeast." "It's just drinkable." "It's so refreshing to take a sip." He fell on the table.

Nan Mu sat beside him and quickly supported him, otherwise he would plunge into the altar meat on the table.Nan Mu smiled apologetically at everyone, and took away Fang Qiyu who was unconscious.

"Mr. Nan is really kind to Xiao Fang."

"I heard that Xiao Fang originally refused to be the spokesperson at that time, but Teacher Nan persuaded him later."

"Looking at how cold and unkind she is on weekdays, it's actually Xiao Fang's stress response after being in contact with people. I heard what Miss Xiao Ran said."

"Huh? So pitiful."

"Okay, don't talk about people behind their backs."

Nan Mu knew where the Kyoto University of Posts and Telecommunications was, but he didn't know Fang Qiyu's dormitory. Fang Qiyu leaned on the passenger seat, closed his eyes tightly, and looked uncomfortable. Take him to your own home.The first time I drank, I drank a glass of white wine in one gulp, so no one would have a headache. Fortunately, the universities in Kyoto had a three-day holiday on New Year's Day. Otherwise, Xiao Fang would definitely be dizzy and dizzy tomorrow, unable to attend class.

He put Fang Qiyu on the bed, helped him take off his clothes, shoes and socks, and covered him with the quilt.He lives in the teacher's apartment allocated by the school, which has only one bedroom.He turned on the bedside lamp and leaned on the bedside to read a book.In case Fang Qiyu feels uncomfortable and wants to vomit, he can take care of it.

"water…"

Nan Mu carefully raised Fang Qiyu's head, took a cup of warm water and slowly fed him.Then I watched his brows relax slightly and his breathing gradually stabilized.Nan Mu also lay down and read on his side. After reading for a while, his eyes felt sore.He reached out to touch the eye drops on the bedside table, but when he didn't find it, he wanted to sit up and look for it.

"Mom, don't go." Fang Qiyu grabbed Nan Mu's clothes, and Nan Mu patted his hand gently, "Don't go, little Fang."

"Mom, I miss you so much..." I don't know what he dreamed about, it was the first time Nan Mu saw Fang Qiyu's tears outside of his performance, and he thought that Fang Qiyu would stop crying for himself.But it's okay to cry out, I've suppressed it for long enough.

Fang Qiyu saw his mother opening her arms to him, and he ran happily towards the warmth, threw himself into his long-awaited arms, and hugged her tightly.He didn't want to let go, and he didn't want to wake up.

Nan Mu looked down at Fang Qiyu who was hugging him tightly, and sighed, this is the first time he took the initiative to touch his body with others, it seems that he dreamed of his mother, poor child.He gently stroked Fang Qiyu's back, humming an unknown tune.

In fact, when he touched Nan Mu's waist, Fang Qiyu had already woken up. His stress response pulled him back to reality from his mother's warm embrace, and he realized that he was in a man's arms. His whole body was tense. .Until Nanmu's gentle humming came from the top of his head, is Teacher Nanmu coaxing himself?Teacher Nanmu is really a gentle person.

"Is it better? Does your head still hurt? Would you like some more water?"

"I'm sorry, Mr. Nan, to trouble you again." Fang Qiyu got up from Nan Mu, and looked at Nan Mu cautiously, for fear of seeing impatience and dissatisfaction in his eyes.

"Silly boy, I said you have never been a problem." Nan Mu raised his hand and brushed away the broken hair in front of Fang Qiyu, "Besides, you are just drunk and uncomfortable, did you dream about your mother?"

Fang Qiyu suddenly wanted to grab Nan Mu's hand and stick it to his face. He clenched his fists, trembling a little, pursed his lips and bowed his head in silence.

His subtle expression changes and small movements did not escape Nan Mu's eyes. He seemed to be a little too hasty. Fang Qiyu subconsciously took the initiative to contact others, which may be subconsciously attached to his mother. Perhaps his stress response still needs longer treatment. .

"Teacher, I, can I hug you again." Fang Qiyu also wanted to know the reason for his sudden desire to contact Teacher Nanmu in his heart and body, and whether he could overcome the stress reaction.

Nan Mu smiled and opened his arms to him, and Fang Qiyu hugged him tightly again. After his body became stiff for a moment, he felt his whole body was hot and his heart beat faster.

"Teacher, my heart is beating so fast." He rested his chin on Nanmu's shoulder.

"Alcohol will speed up blood flow. It's normal for your heart to beat faster when you drink alcohol for the first time." Nan Mu patted Fang Qiyu on the back and comforted him.

"No teacher." Fang Qiyu let go of his hands holding Nanmu's waist, and fixedly looked into Nanmu's eyes. These eyes, which encouraged and supported him countless times, also made him more greedy, wanting to be trapped forever. Into this tenderness.Maybe he still inherited his father's rotten wine in his bones, making him want to get drunk for a while.

"I'm sorry, sir. I'll never drink again."

"Don't tell me you're sorry."

"I'm really sorry, Teacher Nan." He kissed Nan Mu's lips like a superficial touch. "I'm sorry, I was impulsive. I like you, teacher. I don't expect you to respond to me. Just pretend I was drunk and had a dream. You, can you forget it. From now on, I promise to stay away from you Yes, I won't bother you any more."

Nan Mu looked at Fang Qiyu's tear-stained face, and looked at himself pleadingly.What I thought in my heart was, has Xiao Fang's stress response recovered?If the hug just now was still separated by clothes, then this kiss was indeed skin-to-skin contact, and he initiated it.Wait a minute, Xiao Fang is gay?Has it always been, or has it been through that bad experience?It's okay if it's always been, but it's a bit tricky if it's because of being molested to stimulate a change of sexual orientation.Years of teaching experience have made him habitually consider students and stand from the standpoint of students.Then I belatedly realized that I had just been robbed of my first kiss.

Fang Qiyu couldn't get Nan Mu's answer for a long time, he just thought that the teacher must hate him from the bottom of his heart, he was so dirty and disgusting.He raised his hand to fan himself, Nan Mu grabbed his hand and stopped him.

"Don't hurt yourself, you didn't do anything wrong. I'm actually quite happy, Hiroshi Saki. You've overcome the psychological barrier and you can accept skin-to-skin contact. That's a good thing, isn't it?"

"Teacher... don't you blame me?"

"Why should I blame you? You know, there are only poverty, coughing, and love in the world that cannot be concealed and hidden. Thank you for your love." Nan Mu gently wiped away the tears on Fang Qiyu's face, "Although I'm not sure if I'm gay, but I'm sure I don't hate you kissing me, Hiroshi Saki, please give me some time. Don't ever say leave me again."