Remember the glorious years of redemption of Hei Lian

Qiao Xishui was still Qiao Xishui, blinking her big eyes when she spoke, as if she had done nothing wrong and said nothing, very innocent.

An Xichen subconsciously wanted to deny it, but when the words of denial came to his lips, he couldn't say it again.

He can lie to Fang Ximing for more than a year, or he can deny Feng Manlou's words without blushing and heartbeat. More than a year of suffering has worn his sincerity into hypocrisy.

An Xichen had deceived so many people, but the stone in his chest that was bound by the spell was still a hot, bleeding heart in front of Qiao Xishui.

He is not born to hide his heartbeat, and his tricks of deception are very naive.

Qiao Xishui is even more a person who knows how to read words and expressions. Before he could suppress his panic into his heart, Qiao Xishui said firmly and calmly: "You are jealous."

An Xichen: "..."

"You're upset, so you're angry."

He laughed as he spoke, his eyes bent like crescent moons in the sky, and said to An Xichen with a smile, "You are afraid that something will happen to me, and you still want to hear my movements, but you are afraid that I don't care about you, you don't know what to do , came to me to get angry and pissed off, but it was actually because of fear.”

"You just like me." He said, "You want me to live, but you don't want me to marry a girl and forget you."

……yes.

An Xichen wanted Qiao Xishui to stand in the light for the rest of his life, shining with hot temperature forever.

So he let Qiao Xishui leave.But he himself was unwilling to do so, so he secretly listened to his voice, wanting to see how he was doing.

He felt that he let go, he was selfless, Qiao Xishui left him, and the sea and the sky will be brighter from now on, and he will meet many good people, noble people and predestined people.

But when he thought that he was not among these people, and that "An Xichen" would eventually disappear in the sea of ​​people Qiao Xishui met later on, he seemed to have fallen into the boundless deep sea again, ups and downs, helpless. breathe.

without him.

He will be forgotten in the corner.

So every moment when Qiao Xishui was away, this kind of thought became a fire burning in his heart, which made his heart bleed and tremble, and convulsed with pain.

He thought, he was already a dead man with no place to bury him, why should he care about these things.

But he thought again, he only hoped that one person could always remember him well, couldn't this be extravagant?

So his selflessness was completely burned by the fire in his heart, and he became a selfish, resentful, murderous and hateful king again.

"Don't worry." Qiao Xishui said suddenly, "I won't let you die."

He has said similar things before.

He said I want to save you.An Xichen thought it was a joke, and laughed and scolded him, "I've been saving you all this time."

This time he couldn't laugh.He looked at Qiao Xishui in the dark, and said calmly, "I'm already dead."

"You are not dead. Even if you are dead, I will snatch you back from Hades."

"What are you going to grab? Even if you can grab it, how can someone like me be worth it?"

Qiao Xishui asked him back, "What kind of person are you?"

"..." An Xichen was silent for a moment, then said, "I'm selfish."

"Where are you selfish?"

"...Aren't I selfish? You have no mana, I sent you away, and eavesdropped on your every move with a shameless face, and made trouble if things didn't go your way, I..."

"I just like you to make trouble, I wish you could make trouble with me every day." Qiao Xishui said, "Do you know that you don't look angry at all when you're angry?"

An Xichen felt sour for a moment when he heard the first half of the sentence, but he didn't know what to say for a while after hearing the second half of the sentence. What, are you happy?"

"You look aggrieved."

"..."

"You seem to be crying." Qiao Xishui said seriously, "You seem to be wronged and scared. It was the same just now, when you said that, you were not angry at all. You came here for a reason, and you didn't Don't be angry, you're just uneasy and want to see me to see if I still care about you."

"You are not selfish, you are only

It's just that I like me and hate me.I've never liked anyone, we're all the same.I don't know how to like people, but you don't need to wait for the reason of catching me up in the middle of the night to come to me, you can come anytime. "

"You can be angry with me. You don't need so many reasons to see me, and you don't need so many reasons to be angry."

"It was they who forced you to endure it, so you became as bad at speech as you are today. I know you want to change, because there was a time when you always wanted to say something but couldn't. It's okay, if it is difficult to change, you can take it slowly Come on, if you feel happier when you get angry, then you don't have to worry about scolding me."

"But if one day, one day... if you feel like crying, I can hold you."

Qiao Xishui looked directly at him when he spoke, and An Xichen saw the sincerity in his eyes was like a prairie fire, almost overflowing and scalding him.

He said, "Brother, I really, really, really like you."

"..."

An Xichen was silent for a long time.

Qiao Xishui waited for him to speak.

After a long time, An Xichen finally spoke, but the text was wrong, he said: "Do you know why I can come out."

Qiao Xishui froze for a moment: "What?"

"I've always been locked up like a dog." An Xichen reminded him, and then said, "There is only one reason why I can come in and out so freely now."

"He decided to kill me. I won't live long. He also knows that I won't run away again, so it doesn't matter where I go."

"I don't have much time," he said. "We don't have time."

Qiao Xishui was not surprised: "I know."

An Xichen: "...you know...??"

"Yeah, I know."

"..."

An Xichen was completely speechless. He stood there with his expression distorted for a while, and then choked out a sentence: "You know what nonsense you are talking about again!?"

"I'm serious about it." Qiao Xishui said, "I'm serious about liking you too."

"..."

"I promise you, none of us will die." Qiao Xishui said with a smile, "You promise me, this time you come out alive, you will be a good Mr. Taxue and do what you did before."

An Xichen didn't laugh at him this time like before, saying that he was having a sweet dream.

He looked at Qiao Xishui, saw the smile on his face as always, smiled miserably, and said, "Impossible, Qiao Xishui."

"Okay, then don't worry about it so much."

Qiao Xishui was calm in his heart - he had always been a calm person.At this moment, he already had a rough plan in his mind, and Qiao Xishui didn't expect An Xichen to believe him, but just wanted him to remember what he said today.

As long as he said it, An Xichen would remember it.

He believed in him.

The road ahead may be bumpy, but this is An Xichen's last suffering.

The last and most crushing suffering.

Qiao Xishui couldn't bear it, so she stood up while saying don't worry about it so much, pulled An Xichen, and pushed him to the chair she was sitting on.

An Xichen was dragged by him, and sat on the chair involuntarily. He raised his head and looked at Qiao Xishui in a daze, blinking, his blood eyes were full of bewilderment.

Seeing his blank expression, Qiao Xishui couldn't help but sneered.

When he occasionally took off the mask-like resentment on his face, there were still some shadows of the past in his gestures and gestures, not at all like a murderous puppet.

An Xichen asked blankly, "What are you doing?"

"Don't do anything, a moment of Chunxiao is worth a thousand gold." Qiao Xishui smiled, "You never said you like me personally, I am very heartbroken, let's see if Chunxiao's daughter can exchange Miss An's saying that she likes me."

After speaking, he lowered his head.

He kissed his Mr. Treading Xue in the dark night.