Remember the glorious years of redemption of Hei Lian

Qiao Xishui was stunned, her face full of astonishment.

An Xichen seldom made any requests to him like this—not so much, but not at all. After all, he has never been good at asking others, let alone expressing himself, and he seldom talks in front of others.

Now he can say such things.

An Xichen looked at him with his lips tightly pursed, his eyes flickering with anxiety.

Qiao Xishui had a full view of his uneasiness and nervousness, and remained silent for a while, before saying, "Then come here."

After he finished speaking, he turned his head and stared at the candlestick on the table in a daze.When Qiao Xishui spoke, his voice was calm and calm, and he still didn't smile on his face, his eyes were lifeless, and he looked tired and weary.

The uneasiness in An Xichen's heart gushed out like a flood.An Xichen walked over, pulled another chair over, and sat next to Qiao Xishui.

Although he sat down, An Xichen still didn't know how to speak, and was too embarrassed to touch others, so he just sat stiffly and waited for Qiao Xishui to speak.

If Qiao Xishui usually sees him in such a nervous state, he will definitely laugh out loud, tease him with a smile, and finally post a few nice words when he is about to get angry - An Xichen can make him laugh All the reactions are back and forth.

But Qiao Xishui didn't do that.He tilted his head to look at the candlestick, without saying a word, and there was a long silence between the two of them.

One didn't know how to speak, and the other didn't speak at all.

The latter boiled the former like ants on a hot pot. An Xichen was anxious and flustered. He was expressionless on the surface.

After such a stalemate for a long time, An Xichen suddenly heard Qiao Xishui sigh, and finally turned his head to look at him, and opened his mouth.

He said, "Brother, I have something to ask you."

An Xichen was silent for a moment, then replied hoarsely: "En."

"Tell me the truth," Qiao Xishui asked, "How much did you know about Nirvana before?"

"..."

An Xichen was silent.

Qiao Xishui's eyes turned red when he looked at him, and he suddenly couldn't bear to tell the truth.

An Xichen pursed his lips and hesitated for a moment, finally closed his eyes and lowered his eyes, chose not to look at him, and said the answer: "Except that the magic spirit is still a container, almost everything."

There was silence.

After a long time, he heard Qiao Xishui let out a long sigh, and asked again: "Then...why did Xiang Qu Qi suddenly let you die in the tomb?"

"...He didn't intend to let me live in the morning." An Xichen said, "I heard from Master Liu that you haven't finished reading the past art, so naturally you don't know."

"After I killed Lin Hongyi, I took Shen Yujian away and planned to go back to the mountain gate to accept the crime. But I didn't expect to bump into Qu Qixiang before I got out of the forest. I was covered in blood at the time, which was quite scary. Qu Qixiang pretended to be surprised when he saw me, and after hearing what had happened, he said he would go and have a look, so he took me back again.

I had no suspicions at the time.After entering the mountain cave, he recited the soul-dispersing mantra.Afterwards, everything was as written on the fragment.After loosening the soul and then locking the soul, I completely became a container.After that, he manipulated the dark thunder and asked me to destroy the mountain gate. Later, the mountain gate was completely destroyed, and I was forced to worship the teacher by his head... He just wanted to disgust me. "

"The reason why you want to kill me is because Fang Ximing is indeed more qualified to be a container than me. Mu Qianqiu is a genius, and the mana hidden in his soul is enough to tear the flesh and blood of an ordinary body, so the better the talent for cultivating immortals, the better the Nirvana technique." The more likely it is to succeed. Qu Qixiang didn’t let me go, because the soul spell is too time-consuming, it’s better to let my shell support the dark thunder double method first, and let me be wiped out when the time is right. The magic spirit is directly transferred to Fang Ximing's body, together with the two sacrifices of Fengmanlou Yusui, the Nirvana technique is complete."

"...Can this kind of thing be done?"

"There's nothing that can't be done." An Xichen smiled wryly, lowered his head and rubbed the scars on his wrist, and said, "So I'm not even a container, and I'm doomed to die early in the morning."

"But even if I knew this, I wanted to escape at first. Then I found that I couldn't escape, so I wanted to kill myself, but I found that I couldn't die at all. I can't ask for life and death. I just want to see if I can find a way to get rid of the **** Nirvana. I tried to destroy it..."

"In the end, Qu Qixiang was ready to kill me. At that time, the last solution I came up with was that I would be wiped out together with the soul curse. With you and the head of Liu, Fang Ximing can be regarded as a grown-up." If you are sober, you can end this matter without me... I really thought so at the time."

When he said this, he finally raised his head and looked at Qiao Xishui.Although An Xichen was mentally prepared, he couldn't help trembling when he saw the other party's red eyes, and said in a panic, "Don't be sad...I don't think so now, I really don't think so..."

Qiao Xishui looked at him with red eyes, took a breath, and said slowly: "I know, but... By the way, if this is the case, then why did he want to disperse his soul?"

"...just torturing me."

"..."

"You know... that's a lunatic, and Lin Wuhua is also a lunatic." An Xichen lowered his eyes again and said, "He did a lot of things that were not necessary but could torture me. Because of this, even you We suffered together, didn't we?"

Qiao Xishui was silent, and after a while, he said, "You won't suffer anymore."

"..."

"I promise you."

When Qiao Xishui said this, his tone was quite firm. He reached out and grabbed An Xichen's hand, forcing An Xichen to look up at him involuntarily—looking at him with determination and determination.

"I promise, An Xichen, from now on, I will protect you."

An Xichen felt a burst of bitterness suddenly linger in his heart.

This is the only person in this life who said he wanted to protect him.Of course he didn't think that Qiao Xishui had this strength, but in this life, countless people begged him for protection, and countless people begged him for mercy, and countless people said that he should die, but no one said that he should die like him. protect you.

When he was still in Qingfengmen, everyone said that he was very talented and powerful. Some people came to seek refuge with him when they received a task from their master. Later, because of Lin Hongyi's words, they respected him and said that he was a bone You should die sooner if you are dirty, it can be counted as accumulating some virtue.

Later, he deceived his master and exterminated his ancestors and became a demon cultivator. The Qingfengmen said that his few lives were not enough to atone for his sins, and the people who had died under the sword once begged him to spare their lives, while the demon cultivators said he was a mad dog and a dead man. But it's best not to mess with it.

In the dark days, a person finally appeared, asked him why he deceived his master and exterminated his ancestors, asked him if it was okay, told him I was coming, and finally he couldn't see the difference in strength between the two, and he promised that I would come protect you.

An Xichen suddenly laughed.

He suddenly felt relieved.The sufferings of the past seemed to be indifferent at this moment, and he felt that he had stepped into the light even though he was still in the dark.

He looked down at the hand held by Qiao Xishui, a little dissatisfied, and said, "Then what if someone wants to kill me?"

"No one can kill you." Qiao Xishui said, "Unless we die together... No, neither of us can die. As I said, we will have a long life together."

An Xichen asked, "Are you sure?"

Qiao Xishui said firmly: "I promise."

"Guaranteed what?"

"...I promise we will have a long life together, and no one will be able to kill you."

Qiao Xishui was still wondering why An Xichen asked so many times as if he was deaf. As soon as the sentence "What's wrong with you" came to his lips, his senior brother suddenly laughed again and said, "Say it again."

"..."

Qiao Xishui finally understood, felt helpless for a while, and said patiently: "I promise, my senior brother and I will have a long life, no one wants us to die."

An Xichen seemed to be really happy, but also really sour. He suddenly took a breath, and when he spoke again, his voice trembled a lot, and he said in a trembling voice, "Say it again."

Qiao Xishui didn't say anything right away this time, he looked at An Xichen and saw that his other hand was wiping a few tears rolling down his face, but the corners of his mouth couldn't help but smile a little, his peach blossom eyes seemed to be soaked in In the water, still looking at him.

"...OK, say it again."

After Qiao Xishui finished speaking, he suddenly clenched An Xichen's scarred hand, speaking softly and slowly, reverently and solemnly.

"I have always, always, always loved you deeply, An Zhao."

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