bridal chamber

2 The joy of love is wasted

When Wei Jin got closer first, Feng Pinglan said something softly, which caused Song Guanyu to bow his head and smile.

The pear blossoms are stacked on the branches, the falling flowers are swaying in the wind, and the spring water is sparkling eastward, so beautiful that it is not like the world.After the inadvertent smile appeared between the man's lips and teeth, Wei Jin felt that everything in the world suddenly lost its color.

The amazement is only for a moment, followed by the deep jealousy that burns higher and higher in the heart like a raging fire...

I want to snatch it away, hide it, take it for myself, want him to just smile at me... My mind is spinning, terrible thoughts pop up one after another like bubbles in boiling water, and I keep screaming crazily in my heart , can't stop.

Wei Jinxian fisted her hands unconsciously, gritted her teeth, and hurried past the two before jealousy burned her mind.When passing by, he kept his eyes straight and walked like flying, not daring to look at the two of them again.

"what happened?"

As soon as Song Guanyu asked, Wei Jin realized that he had fallen into memories again.Now that there is no mask to cover it up, there is no way to hide the jealousy on his face, it must be very ugly.

"It's nothing, I suddenly remembered something from the past."

Wei Jin frowned first, and explained in a gentle voice.

"Ah."

Song Guanyu didn't know if he was frightened by Wei Jinxian's expression just now, after humming lightly, he bowed his head and remained silent.

"Then, shall we go to bed?"

After a long silence, when the warm and ambiguous atmosphere turned into embarrassment, Song Guanyu opened his mouth again, with his eyes downcast, his long eyelashes trembling slightly, shy, cautious, and careful.

The candlelight cast a layer of soft light on Song Guanyu, softening the edges and corners of his eyebrows.Wei Jin was staring at him in a daze, but after Song Guanyu opened his mouth, he realized that he said yes.

Both of them stood up.Song Guanyu lowered his head and leaned against Wei Jinxian, and after a long time of deliberation, he said again, "I will undress the general..."

Wei Jin is a martial arts practitioner first, and his five senses are more sensitive than ordinary people. Now that the two of them are facing each other like this, he will not be mistaken for his auditory hallucinations.He took a few deep breaths, closed his eyes and settled down, and only when he opened his eyes did he speak out a good word steadily.

Under the candlelight, Song Guanyu was standing in front of Wei Jinxian. He was a little thin and petite by Wei Jinxian's figure, and it was only when he stood up straight that he could reach Wei Jinxian's shoulders.The light white plain hand stretched out, flicking Wei Jinxian's belt.As soon as the crescent-colored jacket was taken off, a large piece of suet jade-like white skin was revealed, with criss-crossed scars on it, as if telling the story of this man's near-death battle.

Song Guanyu looked at those scars and didn't move for a while.

Wei Jin couldn't see Song Guanyu's expression at first, afraid that Song Guanyu would feel aggrieved, and was about to interrupt softly, when she saw Song Guanyu squatting down slowly in front of her eyes, her jade hand stretched out to the waistband of his obscene trousers.

Poor Wei Jinxian was already in turmoil in his heart, but on the surface he wanted to pretend to be calm, and forced himself to nail his back foot firmly in place.

May I ask, what does it feel like to untie your belt when someone you have been thinking about for many years?Even though Wei Jin had already turned his head away and couldn't bear to look directly at it, his mind was firmly locked on it, there was no escape, no escape.Just thinking about it in my head made my body feel hot and reacted truthfully...

Song Guanyu's eyes touched it, and his hand paused again.After taking off the obscene trousers, she hurriedly stood up, not daring to look any more.

The atmosphere in the room suddenly became ambiguous and embarrassingly embarrassing.

Wei Jin took a step closer to Song Guanyu, put his hand forward, and said, "Let me help you too."

Unexpectedly, when the hand approached, there was a crisp "pop".

After the sound, both of them were taken aback.

There were a few red marks on the back of Wei Jinxian's hands, which became more obvious in the fair complexion.

The night wind blew through the window lattice, the candle flame flickered for a while, making an inaudible fluttering sound, the lights and shadows intertwined, and the lights and extinguished, the warmth was dispersed in the night wind, and the summer night was cold for no reason.

"No, no, I..."

Song Guanyu was also stunned, his eyes widened, and he was eager to explain something.

"Your Highness..."

Wei Jin took a step back to put distance between him and Song Guanyu.He said sincerely, "You don't need to explain to me, I understand."

Wei Jin turned around first, walked to the carved wooden bed, lay down on it, and saw that Song Guanyu was still frozen in place and did not move, so she said, "Come up to sleep. Don't worry, I won't do anything."

Song Guanyu stood there silently for a while, and then lay down beside Wei Jinxian as he said.

Wei Jin thoughtfully tucked up Song Guanyu's quilt first, then extinguished the candle with a sweeping palm.

Darkness and silence enveloped the couple.No one made a sound, but no one fell asleep.

"It doesn't matter," Wei Jin said inwardly, "I'm satisfied enough. Sleeping on the same bed like this is a beautiful thing that I couldn't ask for in the past. What else is there to be dissatisfied with? Take the rest slowly, don't rush, You can't force it, let alone wrong him because of your own selfish desires."

People who practice martial arts are more discerning than ordinary people. After a while, Wei Jinxian's eyes got used to the darkness, and he was able to see at night with the faint moonlight.

Turning his head, he saw that Song Guanyu hadn't fallen asleep yet, and was looking at the top of the carved bed with his eyes open.Tears rolled down from the corners of my eyes one after another...

Wei Jin was startled, sat up anxiously, stretched out her hand, and sure enough, felt wet.

"you……"

Wei Jin first felt as if a basin of cold water had been poured from head to toe, and his blood was also poured into his heart.My brain was buzzing, and my heart was throbbing with a dull pain.

"I……"

Song Guanyu also sat up, his voice became hoarse because of crying, and he couldn't hide it, and just said a word before closing his mouth again.

"Is it really that disgusting?"

Wei Jin knew in his heart that he couldn't hide from the one who should come.Whitewashing the peace to maintain the relationship between the two will not last long, and sooner or later what should be said must be said.Rather than seeing Song Guanyu in pain, he would rather never be able to ask for it.

"Even if I will be a good husband in the future and treat you well all the time, won't that work?"

Hearing this, Song Guanyu stared at him blankly for a while, then said, "Sorry..."

Wei Jin felt a sharp pain in his heart when he first heard the words, the blood on his face faded to pale, the dull pain in his heart made him almost bend over.In the end, it is still the same, it only increases people's boredom, nothing has changed, and nothing can be changed.Willing to go his own way, with a hideous appearance, despicable methods, and unbearable embarrassment... After doing everything that is difficult for a strongman, he is now not even qualified to face Song Guanyu.

"Are you OK?"

Song Guanyu suddenly leaned towards him and asked in a hurried tone.

Wei Jin shook his head first.

"I understand. But it's too late to hurry. Tomorrow... I'll send someone to send His Highness back... Then I ask for orders to guard the border, and I will never pester His Highness again."

"……what?"

Song Guanyu was startled at first, but suddenly realized when he came back to his senses.

"What did the general understand? My apology is because I accidentally hurt you just now. Besides, I'm not unwilling, I'm just unprepared, I'm just shy..."

Wei Jinxian was still puzzled.He was afraid of being overjoyed and then misunderstood again.The human heart is made of flesh, but it cannot withstand such torture.

"But, hasn't Your Highness always hated me? From the moment I paid my respects, I swore that I would not let you be wronged or shed a single tear. How long has it been since you were wronged because of me? ..."

Hearing that Wei Jin had misunderstood so deeply, Song Guanyu hurriedly interrupted this time regardless of etiquette.

"The general misunderstood! I just saw the general's injuries, and I swore to myself that I would take good care of you and cherish you... But it's only been a while, and I..."

While talking, Song Guanyu raised his eyes to look at the red marks on the back of Wei Jinxian's hands, and there was unquestionable distress in his eyes.

After a pause, Song Guanyu put on a shy expression and continued, "Besides, I never hated the general... No, rather than saying I don't hate the general, it's better to say that I have always loved the general!"

Seeing Wei Jinxian's unbelievable expression, Song Guanyu sighed, lowered his head and said, "Before, I was just afraid of getting too close, so I couldn't help being rude to the general...I really... "

Song Guanyu closed his eyes and took a deep breath, grabbed Wei Jinxian's hand and put it on his chest, blushing and said softly, "I was just not ready just now... I can continue now."

Wei Jinxian now feels as unreal as stepping on a cloud.Dreamlike.It seems false and true.

Afraid that Wei Jin would not believe it first, Song Guanyu laid out all the things that had been on his mind for many years in front of him.

It was Wei Jinxian's first time in command, and he was victorious, and returned triumphantly that day.The streets of the capital are full of singing and dancing, with lions and dragons dancing, and it is very lively.

When the young general Wei Jinxian led the army to file in through the city gate, the whole city was boiling and deafening.

The girl watched the heroes who defended their home and country along the street, throwing silk purses at the general one after another.The general just sat on the big horse, nodded slightly when he saw it, and didn't reach out to pick it up.Cold light flows on the jade mask, exuding a cold majesty, mysterious and unattainable.

Song Guanyu stood on the city wall in the spring, and when he saw the man from afar, he felt the blood in his body warm up.A heart thumped wildly, as if it was about to jump out of the throat, so fast that it made people feel palpitations.

In the next few years, Song Guanyu met Wei Jinxian several times in the palace, but it was a pity that every time they met, a prince and a general, the two of them couldn't seem to find any intersection. Just a stranger with a taboo name.But every time they met, Song Guanyu could be upset for a while, struggling in missing, afraid of missing, and thinking more and more.

Wei Jinxian is a celebrity in the palace, probably even Wei Jinxian himself doesn't know much about this, but Song Guanyu knows it all too well.Because of attention, I naturally know how many people are paying attention like myself.

Passing by Wei Jinxian several times, he could be seen surrounded by a group of unfamiliar sisters and sisters.They are charming and charming, they look bright, they are versatile, good at singing and dancing.And Song Guanyu looked at herself, she was ordinary-looking, lacking in talent, and mediocre aptitude, just like dust on the ground, inconspicuous, not to mention, she was also a man with that person...

That year, the Empress Dowager celebrated her birthday, and the palace held a grand birthday banquet.Wei Jinxian, who happened to be returning to the imperial court, was naturally also invited.At the birthday banquet, Song Guanyu went early, and as soon as he was seated, he found that his seat was beside Wei Jinxian, and the two of them would share a table.

Song Guanyu suppressed his beating heart and waited for a while before Wei Jinxian, who came late.

Wei Jin bowed to Song Guanyu first, Song Guanyu bowed back, and the two sat down.

During the banquet, the music was melodious and the sound of the piano was graceful, but Song Guanyu had no time to appreciate it.The huge existence beside him can attract his full attention without turning his head to look.

Seeing the other people whispering to each other and chatting happily, he also wanted to say something to Wei Jin first.What can I say?Poor Song Guanyu at that time thought about it for a long time but didn't think of any more interesting topics.

Song Guanyu loves to read, but his reading is not extensive.What I read more is some ancient poems, or picture books about insects, fish, birds and animals.Facing a character like Wei Jinxian, the two of them seemed to live in two completely different spaces. Ren Song Guanyu racked his brains but couldn't think of anything to talk about.

Thinking of the end, Song Guanyu was in despair.

Wei Jinxian must feel that she is a dull and boring person, right?Although it's true to think so... It's just that he was wronged to sit with such a self.Thinking of this, Song Guanyu would feel sympathy and regret for the other party.

During the banquet, Wei Jin left first to relieve himself.A princess entangled Song Guanyu.

It was clearly the younger sister who did not get along with each other on weekdays, but at this moment she was smiling like a flower, holding his arm affectionately, calling out softly and softly, and begging Song Guanyu to exchange seats with her.

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