One-way first love

When the two reached middle age, classmate Gu Xiaobao also grew up.Over the years, he was basically dragged and brought up casually by his own father and godfather, but after all, he has grown into an upright and good young man.After Gu Xiaobao started working, Gu Fanzhou was going to go on a trip with the tour group, so he also called Chu Sheng.

The location is a 5A-level scenic spot with beautiful mountains and rivers. Although there have been more people going there in recent years, there are all kinds of fake specialty shops selling small commodities in Yiwu, and there is less fairy spirit far away from the world, but the towering mountains are still extremely magnificent. .

The tour group Gu Fanzhou chose was a semi-free tour. He told Chu Sheng like this: "You said that there are always people with a big speaker next to you, who can stand this mountain and that water? right!"

The air on the mountain is a bit cool and foggy.The tour guide gave two hours of free time for activities. Chu Sheng and Gu Fanzhou were relatively lazy and sat side by side in the shade of a tree that was quieter and could see the mountains in the distance.

In fact, there is one thing that Gu Fanzhou has always wanted to ask clearly: "Old Chu, why haven't you gotten married for so many years? Look at me, my parents are getting older. In a few years, they will go to heaven to enjoy happiness. At least there is Gu Xiaobao Stay with me. What about you? You are the only one left."

"There are you and Xiaobao, this is not enough." Chu Sheng lowered his head, and continued to look at the mountains in the distance.

"But we are not relatives in law. Oh, forget it, you are not clear about what I said."

Chu Sheng didn't speak.

"Actually, you are because of me." Gu Fanzhou said this suddenly, and Chu Sheng froze for a moment. "Brother, after all these years, you really think I don't know anything."

Chu Sheng was silent for a while, Gu Fanzhou looked at the distant mountains and didn't know what he was thinking.

Chu Sheng finally said, "You... since when did you know?" His voice trembled imperceptibly.

"I..." Gu Fanzhou took a deep breath and chuckled, "I also really want to tell you that I have seen it from your company for so many years, but unfortunately, you still remember the summer vacation after graduating from high school. Are you going to a class reunion?."

Chu Sheng remembered something, and he couldn't believe it.It was a night in a hotel, and a few good friends gathered together. Since it was already late after the end, everyone found a hotel to stay.At that time Chu Sheng was a little drunk, and Gu Fanzhou was so drunk that he fell asleep. Chu Sheng looked at Gu Fanzhou's red neck and rosy lips, but couldn't control himself. With a guilty conscience, he hid from Gu Fanzhou for several years.Until we met again, Gu Fanzhou didn't say anything.There may also be an element of self-deception. He thought that Gu Fanzhou really didn't know, so he dared to accompany Gu Fanzhou again as a good brother.

But it turned out that Gu Fanzhou knew.

They are all middle-aged people who have experienced great storms, but at this moment, Chu Sheng is still a little ashamed.

"You thought I was asleep at the time." Gu Fanzhou touched the back of his head and smiled, "But I was still a little conscious at that time, but I thought it was just a dream at that time and for a long time afterwards. But After so many years of companionship, I suddenly realized, ah, that dream is probably true."

"..."

Gu Fanzhou continued: "How can you like me for so many years?"

Chu Sheng smiled lightly, with a bit of self-mockery and sadness in his smile, but he still didn't speak.

Gu Fanzhou suddenly approached and hugged Chu Sheng slowly.Chu Sheng's whole body froze, and his heart felt sour for no reason: "You..."

"Are you going to move to my house in the future?" Gu Fanzhou said so, all kinds of thoughts turned into this sentence, but it seemed enough.

"What about your parents, and Xiaobao?" Gu Fanzhou's mother has a heart attack, which is one of the reasons why Chu Sheng has never dared to confess.

"Let's keep it a secret from her first. The old lady is getting old. If we don't tell her, she won't be able to see it. Xiaobao is a young man after all, so it's not a big problem. It's just because of my mother, we still have to hide our relationship." , sorry for you"

Chu Sheng shook his head. For him, it was enough for Gu Fanzhou to accept him.

On the way back, there was a heavy rainstorm, and the raindrops hit the car window heavily, and the crackling sound was very uncomfortable.Chu Sheng was looking at the car window, and what was reflected in his eyes was Gu Fanzhou who was sleeping with his head turned to the side of the car window. He smiled. At this moment, the joy in his heart temporarily covered up many doubts.The scenery outside the car window is also blurred. The car lights and street lights are like small red and yellow fireworks, intertwined in the gray background.

Suddenly a yellow firework approached quickly, most of the passengers didn't notice it at first, but after a few seconds, even those who noticed didn't have time to do anything, the window glass exploded under the terrifying impact, and the fragments were like sharp knives Flying in the air, the body turned over in the air.Everything happened in an instant, and Chu Sheng only had time to hold Gu Fanzhou tightly in his arms.

After Chu Sheng was frightened, his other senses were probably numb. He only felt the warmth in his arms, the arms on his back that also hugged him tightly, and the regret in his heart.

It's hard, it's hard to have the opportunity to express my love in front of him openly.

Our parents are so old, what should they do, they can only trouble Xiaobao.

After that, all his thoughts were swallowed by the darkness, and the cries and calls of his relatives were all inaudible.

In the boundless darkness, Chu Sheng first heard many, long-lasting rustling sounds, like the sound of a paintbrush drawing lines on sketch paper that he was very familiar with.Slowly, he could see the blurry light, and his vision was like a camera focusing, gradually showing a clear world.

A youthful-looking boy was seriously drawing in front of him with a charcoal pencil.From Chu Sheng's point of view, it was like painting on his face. Although he didn't feel anything, it was weird enough.But he had no time to think about these weirdnesses.

Just because the young man in front of him was Gu Fanzhou when he was young, Chu Sheng had mixed feelings in his heart.He suddenly thought: Is he in the painting now?That missing painting?Will Gu Fanzhou be in another painting?

As soon as this idea came out, Chu Sheng felt a little crazy, but the current situation seemed to be the only way to explain it.

He looked at the young Gu Fanzhou's earnest painting appearance, and felt a little bit of expectation but also some doubts in his heart. Even if he really ran away from the painting with Gu Fanzhou, what would they be in the future? This really touched his blind spot of knowledge .

Chu Sheng watched the reappearance of familiar scenes, watched the young and worry-free teenagers laughing and making noise, watched them leave the classroom with their arms around their shoulders, and saw that the classroom was finally empty.It wasn't until the moonlight poured into the classroom that he noticed that there were three bright stars in a line next to the moon that night, which were three stars accompanying the moon.

When the moonlight enveloped him, he felt as if he could move. He walked forward, as if passing a layer of glowing TV screen, feeling a little cold all over his body.He was so blinded by the light that he closed his eyes, and when he opened his eyes again, he found that he was already standing in the classroom, next to him was Gu Fanzhou, the young Gu Fanzhou.

"You..." The two spoke at the same time.

"You're here too, luckily."

The two smiled at each other.

Gu Fanzhou seemed to be asking him, and also seemed to confirm himself: "" So we were really dead at that time. "

Gu Fanzhou looked very reluctant, so why not Chu Sheng.But now that things have become like this, I can only thank God for at least giving the two of them time to make up for their regrets. Although they don't know what they are now and how long they can exist like this, they can and can only Put all your energy and time on each other.

When they were alive, there were too many things that held them back. The kiss in the hotel touched more than one person.But Gu Fanzhou's mother's heart disease prevented him from being desperate, and he couldn't bear the consequences.

From now on, no one will be able to see them. Although they cannot hear the blessings of the world, they will not be insulted by the world. To some extent, they are completely free.

Chu Sheng held Gu Fanzhou's hand, and the two of them clasped their fingers together, walked out of the classroom, and went to their future that no one knew but was in the sun.

Chu Sheng looked back at the classroom. He had cared about the space for the two sheets of paper on the wall for a long time, and now it was empty. He would keep looking for it in this time and space.He withdrew his gaze and met Gu Fanzhou's smiling eyes. Chu Sheng finally smiled as unscrupulously as he did when he was a boy, which made Gu Fanzhou smirk too.

The temperature in their palms warmed the path that no one knew about.

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