nine year itch

Liu Yu came to his house and told him all the truth, and then left his house.

To be precise, this is not his home, this is Gu Ze's home, and he, Youqing, may never have been the owner of this home, but just a passing tourist.

All of this feels like a dream to Youqing.He even pinched his own face and didn't let go until it hurt so much.

He looked at the box of non-branded milk brought by Liu Yu on the ground, and he was convinced that what happened just now was true.

It turned out that Gu Ze had already planned this series of events from a year ago.

He first asked Liu Yu to create the illusion that the two met by chance, and then pursued himself in all kinds of ways.Then the two got together smoothly, but his flirtatious affairs outside never stopped.

Now, Gu Ze was getting married, but he still got this important news from someone else.

To Gu Ze, what exactly is You Qing?

Boy friend?lover?spouse?Ridiculous.

It turned out that from the beginning to the end, I was never an important role in Gu Ze's life, he was just a cat-eared dog that Gu Ze raised.Touch it twice when you like it, and kick it aside if you don't like it.

While Gu Ze was talking to himself, he was loving and having children with others outside.

No, or maybe, I am the one outside.

Youqing wanted to cry, but he found that he, who always liked to cry when things happened, could not shed a single tear from his eyes.

Perhaps this is because there is nothing greater than death.

These days, Youqing was sleepless day and night, dizzy and thinking about what to do next.

In the end, he decided to do nothing and leave here quietly.

Leave Gu Ze, leave school, and leave Xi'an.

There was no way for him to quietly plot against Gu Ze as Liu Yu said.

He didn't want to see Gu Ze again at all, from now on, and for the rest of his life, he didn't want to see him again.

Maybe he shouldn't have been here in the first place.If he doesn't come here, he can still be a teacher, he can still laugh at a bunch of innocent children, and he still has the ability to make himself and others happy.

And this series of blows has made him confused about his life and career and lost confidence.

Having made this decision, he quickly booked a ticket back to Xinjiang online.

Air tickets around the Spring Festival are really expensive and scary, and train tickets are also very hard to get.

But fortunately, he finally picked up the mistake of some people refunding the ticket, and booked a hard-sleeper train ticket to Urumqi tomorrow night.

After buying the tickets, he began to pack his luggage all over the house, only to realize in the end that there were very few things that belonged to him in this house.

Gu Ze bought a lot of clothes for himself, and he didn't want to take any of them away.

At the end of the packing, his own clothes were not enough to fill a suitcase, so he stuffed another thick pile of certificates into it, and it was barely full.

The next morning, he personally went to Director Xu's house and asked him to resign.

At that time, Youqing only signed a one-year contract with the school, and seeing that there was only one month left, it was about to expire.

Seeing Youqing's despair and paleness, Director Xu thought that something serious had happened to the family, and because they were from the same hometown after all, he didn't make it difficult for him, so he readily agreed and didn't ask him to pay liquidated damages.

After Youqing returned home in the afternoon, she cleaned the house again.

After all, the owner of this house once gave him so many things, and let him live dreamily for so long in this big house that he will never have again in his life.I should also return the property to the original owner and return it to Zhao.

After finishing all this, he sent Xiao DianDian to the pet shop where he usually fostered. Little DianDian didn't know that his gentle and kind master would leave here forever, and happily licked Youqing's hand, excitedly Go round and round.

Seeing Xiaodiandian's happy appearance, Youqing couldn't help crying.

In this room, the only thing that misses him and belongs to him is the little one.

No, little Diandian doesn't belong to him either. Little Diandian's father belongs to Gu Ze's family, so little Diandian still belongs to Gu Ze.

And Xiaodiandian is too big, Youqing can't take it away, and he can't bear it to live a hard life with him.

Let it continue to live carefreely with Gu Ze in this rich nest.

Youqing carried a suitcase and a backpack, and put some personal belongings such as mobile phone and wallet in the small bag.All the clothes are exactly the same as when they first came to Xi'an from Burqin.

Before leaving, Youqing laid out the community access card, the bank card that Gu Ze used to pay for his meals, and the keys of the house on the dining table.After finishing all this, he turned off all the lights in the house, then picked up his luggage and went out.

After closing the door, Youqing suddenly remembered that her pair of summer canvas shoes seemed to be still in the shoe cabinet, and she forgot to take them, but there was no way the door was locked.

It is estimated that after Gu Ze returns with his fiancée, the shoes will be thrown away by the hostess.

Youqing walked out of the gate of the community, and looked at the already dark two-story building.

It used to be brightly lit, and the laughter faded away, recording how many details of his and Gu Ze's life together.sweet Nothing.Quarreling and bickering, loving and lingering, sad and sad...

Now that I have to leave, I actually feel a little reluctant to part with him.

But it was never his own home.That's Gu Ze's home.

Gu Ze never belonged to him alone.Gu Ze will soon belong to another woman only.

In that year, Gu Ze gave himself unforgettable youthful memories, and at the age of 27, he left a sweet love that he will remember for a lifetime.

Although accompanied by unforgettable injuries, he still left behind an indelible beauty.

Maybe it wasn't Gu Ze who was wrong, it was just that they were the same gender.

Youqing's tears ran down her cheeks, but she smiled slightly at the corner of her mouth: "Goodbye."

He waved goodbye to the little house that looked deserted and lonely.

Youqing took the suitcase and got on the bus. The bus rushing to the train station before and after the Spring Festival travel rush was very crowded, with people jostling shoulder to shoulder.

The driver also made things difficult for him, saying that his box took up space, and asked him to buy one more ticket. Youqing gritted his teeth and did not argue, and put another dollar into the coin box.

The bus arrived at Xi'an Railway Station unsteadily in this way. This place is also very familiar and unfamiliar to Youqing.

After all, he had been on the train here for four years, and he hadn't been here for almost six years, and it still looked old and vicissitudes like before.

The familiar words still rang out from the station's loudspeaker: Dear passengers, you have worked hard all the way, welcome to the ancient city of Xi'an.

Although it is a cold winter night, there are long queues of men, women and children carrying large luggage at the station during the Spring Festival travel rush.Youqing carried the luggage to the end of the curved line.

He thought for a long time while waiting in line for ticket inspection, and finally decided not to leave without saying goodbye.

After hesitating again and again, he still sent a text message to Gu Ze.

"Gu Ze, I'm leaving. Thank you for everything you gave me, and I wish you happiness with her."

Youqing also thought a lot these days.

At the beginning, he really felt that he was being tricked and played by Gu Ze from the beginning to the end, and he resented him very much.He even had the urge to confront Gu Ze on the phone.

But slowly, he also figured it out.

Starting from that summer nine years ago, everything seemed to be caused by his special sexual orientation.

If he hadn't met himself, maybe Gu Ze wouldn't have become interested in boys at all, and the following series of things wouldn't have happened.

Gu Ze will be like his elder brother, like Chen Fei, and like Liu Yu, with a happy family, a virtuous wife and lovely children.

And I can't give Gu Ze anything.

Little love is lingering, big love is letting go.

Since Gu Ze finally chose to have a normal family, then if he really loves Gu Ze, he should be set free.Instead of being full of resentment like a small belly woman.

Although Gu Ze should really tell himself this decision, but it doesn't make any sense to pursue it now.

Youqing was lost in thoughts and couldn't extricate himself, suddenly a man in black rushed towards him, "I'm sorry, sir, give way, my car is about to leave."

Youqing was hit by him and staggered and fell on the passenger behind him.

He hastily turned around and apologized to the passengers behind him. Behind him was a kind-faced man in his fifties. He said to Youqing gently, "It's okay, it's okay."

During the Spring Festival travel season, the people at the train station were also bustling with each other, and the long queue moved very slowly.After about half an hour, it was Youqing's turn to arrive at the ticket window.

"Sir, please show your ID card and train ticket." The ticket inspector was also tired from work during the Spring Festival travel season, so his tone of voice was not particularly good.

Youqing opened the zipper of her small satchel, trying to take out her wallet.

As a result, he couldn't find it after groping around. He suddenly broke out in cold sweat on his back. He took the bag to his eyes and looked carefully. The mobile phone and wallet were not in it.

Someone behind has already started to yell at Youqing dissatisfiedly, "Oh, you should hurry up, dawdle, my car is about to drive away."

Youqing turned back with a pale face, but there was no such kind-faced uncle behind him, only a green-coated elder sister with a blushing face standing.

The conductor saw that Youqing didn't give him the ticket, so he said impatiently: "Sir, you can go to the side and look for it, so as not to disturb the passengers behind."

So Youqing was squeezed out of the line by the flow of people, and stood beside the ticket gate in a daze.

When was the wallet stolen? Was it the man who just hit him hard?

Or the uncle behind him who helped him?Or are the two of them in the same group, making a fuss?

But when Youqing looked around again, the two had already disappeared into the vast crowd.

Youqing had no time to think about the ins and outs, he hurriedly carried his luggage and walked out of the ticket inspection area, ran to a nearby small shop and called his mobile phone from the public phone, but it turned out that it was already turned off.

Youqing sat down on the curb at the base of the city wall with a suitcase in her hand.

The cash, bank card, ID card, and bus ticket on my body are all in the wallet. Now that the wallet and mobile phone are lost, I am penniless and struggling.

He just sat there until ten o'clock, feeling tired, sleepy and hungry.

He came to KFC next to the train station with his suitcase, thinking that he would just spend the night here tonight, and think of other ways tomorrow.

KFC is open 24 hours, but there are very few people in the store at this time, only he and a few homeless people near the train station are sitting in the store, preparing to spend the night here.

He leaned on the chair in a daze in the brightly lit KFC. Although he was very depressed, Youqing hadn't slept well for almost a week.

In this warm and strange place, a sense of drowsiness hit him.

"Youqing, Youqing, don't sleep."

Youqing opened his eyes in a daze, looking at the unfamiliar yellow light above his head, he didn't know where he was.There is a big dry and warm hand still shaking his shoulder.

He rubbed his eyes desperately, and his eyes finally came into focus.The person standing in front of him was Meng Chuan, who was carrying a luggage bag and dressed in dust.

The author has something to say: Gu Ze, go get engaged to you, your wife is going to run away with someone else hhhh