nine year itch

After October, the leaves in Xi'an have completely turned yellow and are scattered on the ground with the wind.The rain also started to fall in short bursts, sticking the leaves to the ground, which was annoying to watch.

Gu Ze looked at the gloomy sky in boredom, and then looked at the calendar on the desk.It has been a week, and Youqing has not contacted herself.He explained a few words to Assistant Zhang, then left the company and went to the underground garage. He was going to stop people at the school again.

Youqing moved into a residential area near the school, only a 10-minute walk away.Because it is an old community, there is no one-room small apartment, so we can only rent a two-room apartment. Although it is a two-room apartment, the rent in the old community is relatively cheap.

Gu Zexue was smart this time, he didn't come down directly to block people, and he drove the company's car, he followed Youqing all the way to the community where he lived.

You Qing outside the car window was wearing a beige jacket and blue jeans, and his figure seemed thinner than a week ago.He holds a blue umbrella in his left hand, and holds a meal from the cafeteria in his right hand.

When Youqing unlocked and opened the unit door, he hurriedly got out of the car and flew forward. Youqing was startled, and the food was scattered all over the floor.

The unit door was slammed shut by Gu Ze, and his tall body covered Youqing in the dark and narrow stairwell.

Gu Ze eagerly wanted to kiss him, but Youqing blocked his upturned chest with his hands, looked at Gu Ze angrily and said, "Are you following me?"

Gu Ze said awkwardly: "I can't contact you, and you didn't tell me where you live, so I can only follow you." You Qing looked up at him, wondering whether he should go upstairs and expose it to him. own residence.

After a stalemate for a while, the corridor was dark and cold.He went upstairs anyway, and Gu Ze hurriedly followed.

There was another argument when they entered the door, he wanted to block Gu Ze from the door, but Gu Ze still squeezed into the room where You Qing was Gu Ze's opponent.

Gu Ze looked around the room, the furnishings inside were pitifully simple, only some old basic furniture, and many places on the walls were a little peeling.

"This house has a real sense of history."

Youqing ignored him, and went straight into the kitchen to order noodles to satisfy his hunger.Gu Ze also walked in and said, "I haven't eaten yet, cook something for me." After speaking, he returned to the living room and sat on the hard sofa.

Hearing his footsteps, Youqing was terribly disgusted, wishing he could kick him out, and finally put another handful of dried noodles in the pot.He patted some garlic, burned some hot oil, and simply made a bowl of oily pepper.

Gu Ze, who was playing with his mobile phone in the living room, smelled the smell of oil, and walked over in Shaanxi dialect, "Meidi is very, Meidi is very good." Then he licked his face and came to the kitchen to serve noodles.

The two sat quietly at the dining table and ate, and for a moment, Youqing seemed to have returned to the sweet time before the two of them.Looking at the peeling ceiling, he stopped thinking about the past, and then suddenly remembered that he had moved out.

If only this hadn't happened.It's a pity that time can't be turned back.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Gu Ze didn't dare to joke casually. After eating for a long time, he said, "Why don't you cook an egg for me, and cook it for yourself."

Youqing put down the chopsticks, and said lightly: "You can go back after eating the noodles."

When Gu Ze heard this, his face became a little ugly.

"How on earth do you want to let go of this stubble."

"Gu Ze, we have already broken up, don't come to me again." You Qing resolutely.

These words ignited Gu Ze's anger again, and he said loudly: "That was just your unilateral announcement, I didn't agree to break up!"

"We don't need your consent to break up." Youqing looked into his eyes, his tone was calm but full of determination, Gu Ze couldn't help feeling a little scared seeing him like this.

Youqing looked at Gu Ze and said word by word: "Gu Ze, maybe I didn't understand what I said before, but today I said everything. In your opinion, messing around after drinking is a trivial matter. But now In my opinion, this is your disloyalty and betrayal to me."

"Maybe you think it's ridiculous for two men to talk about loyalty and betrayal together, but I hope we can be loyal to each other like a normal couple."

Gu Ze hastily interrupted him: "Youqing, I swear that after I was with you, I never did anything wrong to you. Except for that one time, it was because I was drunk and was raped."

Youqing said coldly: "Gu Ze, act boldly like a man, you are already 28, don't justify your indulgence anymore. If drunkenness can be used as a shield for all mistakes, then why do you need the police?"

Gu Ze's face turned green for a while, and then turned pale for a while. No one had ever dared to teach him that.Since he was a child, he wanted the wind to catch the wind, and the rain to catch the rain, and he has been living rebelliously.If the person opposite at this moment is not Youqing, maybe he would have greeted him with his fist long ago.

Youqing also realized that what she said was a bit too much, and she tried to preach to those students, which made Gu Ze a little bit embarrassed.

"Gu Ze, maybe our ideas are different. You may think that the relationship between two men is not forever, but just being together temporarily as a companion. When you get tired of the novelty, you can find another one."

"But I'm different. I hope to stay with the one I love forever and grow old together." At the end, Youqing seemed to have tears in her eyes.

He swallowed back the sadness, stood up, opened the door and said to Gu Ze: "You go, don't come to me again."

Gu Ze's mind was in a mess by what he said. He originally thought that today he could resolve the conflict between the two, and after a while he could coax him back.

But Youqing said a lot of words like a cannonball.He was speechless and left angrily.

At this time, the road was in rush hour, and the traffic jam made it impossible to move.The car behind kept honking its horn, and Gu Ze was upset when he heard it. He punched the steering wheel with his fist, rolled down the window and turned around to curse.

Gu Ze never really thought about living with a man for the rest of his life, he only knew that he was very infatuated with Youqing at the moment and was reluctant to part with him.

Youqing was his first love, and the two of them had a youthful affair when they were in high school.Although at that time because of his youth and timidity, he did not dare to admit his love, but ten years later, the situation turned around, and the two were able to continue their relationship again.

In the past ten years, Gu Ze has experienced countless people in love.He thinks he is not a dedicated person, but he treats Youqing differently.Youqing holds some weight in Gu Ze's heart and deserves to be treated differently.As for how heavy this weight is, Gu Ze himself can't tell.

Why is Youqing so hypocritical?Gu Ze lay unhappily in the bathtub and meditated.A man and a woman may both get divorced when they get married, let alone two men who do not have a marriage certificate and cannot have children.

How could he explain clearly what happened in this generation, how could he guarantee it.

This once warm room was now cold and empty.He thought of Youqing's busy back in the kitchen when he came home from get off work, snuggled up in his arms on the sofa and watched TV at night, and his bright red lips and blurred eyes when he was in love.He felt that no matter what, he had to find a way to get him back, even if it was by any means.

He was tossing and turning on the bed, and some crazy ideas even popped up in his mind, to bring the matter of Youqing's homosexuality to their school, and make him lose his permanent job, and he can only depend on himself from then on.

It has been raining non-stop for the past few days.Gu Ze has been very bored these few days, he ran to look for Youqing every day, but was rejected by Youqing every time.

Just as he was restless and smoking on the windowsill of the office, Fade Chen called him.

"Gu Ze, what have you been doing lately? Eleven originally wanted you to travel abroad with Youqing, but guess what...Xu Jia is pregnant!" Fade Chen said excitedly on the other end of the phone.

"Oh, congratulations." Gu Ze said absently.

"Hey, Gu Ze, what do you mean? I'm still planning to let you be my child's godfather, and that's your attitude." Fade Chen said dissatisfied.

Fade Chen is a baby in the backyard, but Gu Ze is on fire in the backyard. It is really difficult for him to say some insincere blessings.

Hearing that Gu Ze didn't answer, Chen Fei also felt that his buddies seemed not in high spirits, "Gu Ze, what's the matter with you, is there any trouble at work?"

"It's nothing, the company is going well."

"Oh... so is there something wrong with Youqing?" Fade Chen, as the roundworm in Gu Ze's stomach, hit the nail on the head.

"Oh, don't mention it." Gu Ze took a last puff of cigarette and put the cigarette end in the glass jar.

"How about that, let's have a meal together tonight and have a good chat."

After hanging up the phone, Fade Chen booked a private room in a restaurant and sent Gu Ze the location.After the oolong on May [-]st, Fade Chen always apologized to Gu Ze, and invited him to dinner several times to apologize.

However, it would be said that Gu Ze and Youqing had a conflict, and he felt that his previous drinking conversation was also one of the best.He couldn't just turn around and take a piss to extinguish Gu Ze's flames while the stove was burning.

Gu Ze walked into the box with a depressed face, and when Fade Chen saw him coming, he warmly embraced his shoulder.

"Come on, Gu Ze, sit down quickly, their fish head with chopped peppers is so delicious, delicious and spicy." Fade Chen pulled Gu Ze to sit down.

Gu Ze's slender fingers picked up the chopsticks to pick up some of the tender fish, and began to chew without taste.Fade Chen couldn't help but feel distressed when he saw his good buddy's absent-minded appearance.

"Don't worry, tell your brother if you have any emotional problems, and I promise to give you advice, and one will be right." Fade Chen vowed with confidence.

"Are you doing it?" Gu Ze put down his chopsticks and looked at Fade Chen suspiciously.

"Don't underestimate me. Isn't Xu Jia pregnant and can't watch TV, there is radiation, and now she holds the radio and listens to some emotional night talk every day." Fade Chen paused, and took a few mouthfuls of food.

"The quarrels between husband and wife and conflicts between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law in the show are much more complicated than yours. I can hear it now. It's not a problem to be a bosom brother to you." Chen Fei winked his eyes triumphantly.