nine year itch

Not long after school started, Youqing encountered an interesting incident.I don't know which girl in the class actually wrote a love letter to herself.

On Friday afternoon, he was grading the math test paper, and when he was correcting, he found that there was a pink envelope at the bottom, which was not signed, and there was only a line of beautiful small characters written on the cover: Received by Teacher Xiaoyou.

Looking at the cover with a love heart, he also felt that this was not an ordinary letter.Seeing that there were not many teachers around, I opened the letter in the office.

On the pink letter paper it read:

Dear teacher Xiaoyou, I have fallen in love with you since the first day you came to our class.

Your handsome face, gentle voice, clean white shirt, slender fingers holding chalk, and beautiful writing on the blackboard all make my heart beat.When you explained the topic to me, you were also extremely patient and careful, which made me feel the feeling of being infinitely cared for.

But I know that the two of us will never be together, although you look very young, you look like a high school student.But I know that the real age difference between the two of us is more than ten years, and you are my teacher.This made me feel extremely painful and tormented.

How many times have I wanted to tell you personally that I like you, but every time I see your star-like pure and clear eyes, I feel that my thoughts are extremely dirty.I should respect and love you, instead of blaspheming you with such frivolous thoughts.

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The reason why I have the courage to tell the teacher my feelings today is because I will transfer to another place next year.My parents divorced when I was in elementary school, and I have been living with my father. He is going to Wuhan because of work transfer, so I will follow him to Wuhan in the future.I can't bear Xi'an, my mother, and you.But all of this is very helpless, I am still too young, I have no way to decide my own life, and I can't decide who I fall in love with...

Youqing couldn't help but blushed when she looked at those words that praised her so much.Since he was a child, no one has ever praised him like this, and he has never heard others take the initiative to confess his love to him. This is the first time in his 28 years of life.

After blushing, he couldn't help smiling again.Although this little girl is only in the second year of junior high school, her vocabulary is quite large. Although some idioms are used to show off, it is understandable that she wants to show her strengths to herself.

Then Youqing took out all the corrected papers, checked the handwriting on purpose, it turned out that it was Tang Xue, the representative of the Chinese class in the class.No wonder the font is so delicate and the words are very elegant.

Youqing thought for a while, put the letter away and put it in her shoulder bag.When school was over, he deliberately went outside the classroom door to wait.As soon as the bell rang, the students filed out of the classroom with their schoolbags on their backs. When Tang Xue came out, Youqing stopped her.

"Tang Xue, come here." You Qing said softly.

When Tang Xue saw that it was Teacher You, her face turned red.She knew that Teacher You must have seen her letter, so she came to her.Originally, she thought that she wrote this letter to Teacher You, and there was a high probability that the teacher would ignore her little girl.

In the end, Teacher You actually came to find her in person. He, he didn't mean to criticize himself face to face.She hastily said goodbye to the little sisters who came home from school together, then walked to Youqing with her head lowered and blushing face.

"Yu, Teacher You, I, I was wrong, I shouldn't have written to you." Tang Xue bit her lip and said in a low voice with tears in her eyes.

Qing looked at her, smiled softly and said, "Don't be afraid, the teacher is not going to criticize you, how about you go out and have a cup of milk tea with the teacher."

Youqing also experienced the pain of a secret love when he was young, so he can understand Tang Xue very well.But he was much more miserable than this before, love was hard to say, and he was discriminated against and isolated by his classmates because of the different gender of love.

Tang Xue is also a single-parent family, and she and herself at that time can be said to share the same disease, and Youqing can empathize with her loneliness and pain when she was young.It's just that at that time, I was always stumbling around in the dark, groping and crawling alone, and it took many years to make another village come alive.

So, as a person who has experienced it, he also very much hopes that he can enlighten Tang Xue and let her avoid some detours on the road to growth.When Tang Xue heard this, she stopped crying. Not only did Teacher You not criticize her, she even invited her to drink milk tea. Does this mean to accept her feelings?She couldn't help but cheered happily.

Youqing came to a milk tea shop near the school with relatively few people. The price here is higher, so students generally don't come here often to consume.He ordered a pearl milk tea for Tang Xue and a lemon tea for himself.

He handed the milk tea to Tang Xue, and Tang Xue said shyly, "Thank you teacher."

Youqing said to her straight to the point: "The letter you wrote to the teacher today, the teacher received it and saw it. First of all, I am very grateful for your love for me. Don't think it is a bad thing. Like it One of the most precious feelings of human beings." Hearing these words, Tang Xue smiled a little, and it sounded like Teacher You wanted to accept her confession trend.

"However, as a student now, your study is the top priority. You can like someone silently, but you must not delay your study because of this. And you are still too young now, and you can't tell who you are Do you like this person, or do you love this person, or is it just out of curiosity about the opposite sex that you have a short-term crush on him, right?”

After hearing this, Tang Xue's smile gradually disappeared, and she silently lowered her head.Because every sentence Teacher You said reached her heart, she was not sure what she really thought in her heart.

Youqing said softly again: "Obviously, you shouldn't think about dating at such an immature grade. If you are in love, I hope you will go to college and do it well."

He paused and then said: "Do you think this will work? I will become your bosom brother. You can talk to me about any confusion or pain you have in the future. Didn't your letter say that you will leave Xi'an next year? You can also leave Xi'an You wrote to me. I will try my best to answer your questions, whether it is about learning or life problems.”

Tang Xue's nose turned sore when she heard Youqing's words, she was saddened to confess her rejection, and also moved by being cared for, she couldn't help but shed tears.

After a while, she whispered: "Mr. Xiaoyou, I understand, you can be my bosom brother." Youqing handed her a tissue and said with a smile: "Wipe it quickly, what a little girl is crying Like a painted cat."

After sitting for a while, Youqing asked about Tang Xue's family.Fortunately, Tang Xue's father treated her relatively well, and had no plans to find her a stepmother.But after all, a man's family with a little girl is often careless, and he can't pay attention to the details.After Tang Xue's mother divorced his father, she chose to remarry and gave birth to a younger brother with her new husband.She doesn't usually live with her daughter, and has to worry about her younger brother, so she doesn't care about Tang Xue's psychological and physical changes.

While chatting, it was getting late outside, and Youqing was also preparing to go home.

"Tang Xue, it's getting late. It's almost eight o'clock. Then the teacher will go home first, and you should go home too. When you get home, send a text message to the teacher." Youqing took a taxi today, and today he He returned a little late, but he didn't greet Gu Ze in advance.

Gu Ze arrived at the house before him, so he asked his aunt to prepare dinner in advance.Gu Ze was eating when Youqing came back.

"What did you do, you came back later than usual today." Gu Ze raised his head and asked.

"There is a student who is not in good condition recently, and I talked to her about it." Youqing hung the bag in the entrance, thought for a while, and then took the letter out of the bag, and prepared to put it in the bedroom for personal storage.That was the first love letter in his life, and it has a certain collection value.

Gu Ze saw Youqing sneaking back to the bedroom with an envelope, and couldn't help but follow.

Youqing was in the room unwrapping the high-end mooncakes that a bureau chief gave him last Mid-Autumn Festival.Both of them don't like sweets, so they haven't eaten mooncakes until now.I saw Youqing took out the exquisite little mooncakes from the box one by one, and then put the envelopes into the exquisite and small mooncake box.

Gu Ze leaned against the door with his arms folded, and asked him curiously: "What are you hiding? You have to dismantle the mooncake box. I also said to send it to Fade Chen next time."

Youqing said perfunctorily: "It's nothing, it's just a letter." Obviously Gu Ze was not satisfied with this answer, he stepped forward and stretched out his long arms, grabbing the envelope.

Youqing said anxiously: "Gu Ze, take it easy, don't tear it apart."

He wanted to grab it, but Gu Ze was tall and burly, and when he stretched out his long arms, the letter reached a height of nearly three meters.Youqing was also afraid of arguing with Gu Ze for a while, and tore up the letter.He simply let him open the letter and read it.

Gu Ze looked at the pink letter with the red heart painted on it, and chuckled: "Hey, Teacher You, there are female students writing love letters to you, so charming."

Youqing glanced at him: "Have you finished reading it? Fold it up and put it back for me."

Gu Ze pursed his lips and said with a smile: "Why, do you still want to treasure the love letters written by others? Where did you put me?"

Youqing scolded: "Gu Ze, you are a big man, and you are jealous of a love letter from a little girl, isn't it a bit too generous?"

After reading it for a while, Gu Ze casually threw the letter aside, came over, picked him up and threw him on the big soft bed behind him.

He straddled Youqing directly, pressed him on the bed with his arms, and said with a smirk: "Mr. Xiaoyou, do you mind having a heart-to-heart talk with your new student? When I saw you, Teacher You, I couldn't help but blaspheme you in my mind, and you said I was dirty."

Youqing scolded in embarrassment: "Using filth as a metaphor has tainted the word filth."

Soon, Teacher Xiaoyou couldn't speak a word.He could only lie on the bed and gasp for breath, feeling weak and trembling the "dirty" profanity brought to him by this classmate Gu Ze.