two-way mark

Yan Cheng's tone of voice didn't fluctuate much, as if he was just talking about some insignificant things, even more flat than when he usually asked Chi Xiye what he wanted to eat.

But his words dropped bombs one after another in Chi Xiye's heart. When they exploded, Chi Xiye even felt his soul shake.

Yan Cheng's words were very brief. He talked about establishing a fund, promoting surgery for gland removal and removal of markers, injecting capital, and establishing a forum.

Chi Xiye grabbed the cup and listened to what Yan Cheng had done in the past four years one by one, his chest was so constricted and painful, and he realized that he didn't know when he actually held his breath.

After Yan Cheng stopped, Chi Xiye was silent for a long time before slowly asking: "Why... didn't you tell me? You have done so much, why didn't you tell me from the beginning?"

"Xiao Chi, this is what I want to do." Yan Cheng patted the back of Chi Xiye's hand, "Don't feel pressured, it's not a big deal to me, but after you left, I regret it..."

Yan Cheng said: "I regret why I didn't catch you earlier, and I thought... If this kind of surgery had been promoted at that time, would I still have a chance to bring you back. But it was only the beginning that made me The reason why you decided to do it, you don’t have to force yourself to carry the pressure on yourself.”

"Later, as these projects progressed, I saw more people and a wider world, and slowly began to understand your thoughts and what you said."

"So you don't have to feel guilty about hurting me."

The coffee shop was playing very soothing piano music, but Yan Cheng's voice was even more soothing and charming than the piano music.

"I know you didn't do this to hurt me, and you didn't expect to hurt me at the time, did you?" Yan Cheng smiled, "But it's all over, I did misunderstand it at first, and thought you went because of me The person who performed the operation felt that he had killed you."

"But later, after helping many people, I suddenly understood." Yan Cheng said, "Your operation was done for yourself, and you didn't blame me at all. We all misunderstood it. But you Look, I finally understand you, and I haven't been sad about it for four years, so you don't have to worry about it."

"It was you who pulled me out of the vortex and made me finally understand how to empathize with others."

As Yan Cheng's voice fell, Chi Xiye's tears finally couldn't hold them anymore, they fell out of his red eyes, and slowly slid down his face.

Chi Xiye wiped his face and said, "One size is one size, but I still lied to you, and..."

His voice hoarse.

Chi Xiye coughed softly before recovering his voice: "Even if you haven't been sad about it for four years, but that hallucination..."

"But that hallucination, you really saw it for four years..." Chi Xiye's voice was thick and nasal: "You can still see it even now, can't you? It's because I lied to you that you... ..."

Chi Xiye covered his face, and his voice squeezed out from his teeth: "I actually told you that I am happy because of this... I really, I really..."

"Xiaochi." Yan Cheng touched Chi Xiye's head, "Do you know what I was thinking when you said you found out that I could see hallucinations?"

Chi Xiye refused to raise his face, but just shook his head.

"I thought at the time..." Yan Cheng said, "I'll break your leg and lock it up, so no matter how scared you are or how sick you feel, you won't be able to escape."

Chi Xiye was finally willing to look at Yan Cheng through the gaps in his fingers: "I don't think so... and I won't run away..."

"Well, I know." Yan Cheng looked at Chi Xiye, his voice was very gentle: "When you said you were very happy, I immediately came out of that dark and hopeless mood."

When Chi Xiye heard Yan Cheng say this, his heart stopped for a moment, the feeling of guilt because he felt joy eased a little, but he was still a bit stubborn.

Ever since he discovered that Yan Cheng could see hallucinations, he kept blaming himself for this incident, and kept turning the wheels of the car.

The more he blames, the deeper he sinks.

"Look at us, aren't we really made for each other?" Yan Cheng comforted, "Love goes both ways, deception goes both ways, and guilt goes both ways, so you don't have to suffer alone, do you?"

Chi Xiye still covered his face and refused to speak.

Seeing Chi Xiye's reaction, Yan Cheng couldn't help but sighed softly.

The two of them made mistakes back and forth. He was the one who turned the corner and refused to let him go, but when he finally let go, the one who turned the corner became the one who was always comforting him and forgiving him when he was hurt. Chi Xiye.

"Chi Xiye." Yan Cheng reached out and pulled Chi Xiye's hand off his face, put away his smile and gentleness, and looked at Chi Xiye very seriously.

Chi Xiye was taken aback by Yan Cheng's shout, swallowed unconsciously, and replied, "I'm here."

Yan Cheng was almost amused by Chi Xiye's "I'm here", managed to hold back, and said seriously: "At the beginning, I didn't distinguish between you and Chi Xize. I obviously liked you, but I thought I liked Chi Xize. I used you as Chi Xize's substitute, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Chi Xiye blinked stupidly, the tears that hadn't been wiped away just now stained the long and curled eyelashes, looking beautiful and pitiful.

He shook his head, wanted to say something, but shut his mouth in Yan Cheng's question.

Yan Cheng asked him: "Are you willing to forgive me?"

"I am willing." Chi Xiye said, "I am willing."

Yan Cheng endured it, but in the end he couldn't hold it back, he smiled at Chi Xiye, and said in a low voice, "You speak as if you are reciting your wedding vows."

Chi Xiye's emotions went back and forth too quickly today, and he was a little dazed: "Marriage vows are also fine..."

Yan Cheng covered his mouth, managed to hide his smile, and said, "Then you should apologize to me for cheating me for four years by feigning death."

Chi Xiye opened his mouth, straightened his back, looked straight at Yan Cheng, and said word by word under Yan Cheng's gaze: "Yan Cheng, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lied like that back then. people."

He imitated Yan Cheng's words: "Are you willing to forgive me?"

Yan Cheng nodded, stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on Chi Xiye's face, and said earnestly and cautiously, "I am willing."

Yan Cheng's words "I am willing" are like a key, deftly unlocking the shackles that Chi Xiye had put on himself.

Chi Xiye finally relaxed, laughed through his tears, and thought of joking: "It's really like a wedding vow."

Yan Cheng also smiled, but did not answer Chi Xiye's words.

Yan Cheng still wore the original wedding ring on his hand, but he never returned the one that Chi Xiye sent back.

I didn't think about it at the time, and now I don't want to.

Yan Cheng thought that he should give him and Chi Xiye a new wedding.

But now is not the time to say that.

Yan Cheng took Chi Xiye's hand and said to him: "You forgive me for my mistakes, and I also forgive your deception, so now, are you willing...to accompany me to see a doctor?"

Yan Cheng said: "In my life, there will only be one and only Chi Xiye, okay?"

Chi Xiye tightly grasped Yan Cheng's hand, and nodded without hesitation.