two-way mark

The day before the operation, Yan Cheng had to be admitted to the hospital early, so he went out early in the morning and drove out of the city alone. There was a bunch of pre-ordered flowers and a thermos in the back seat of the car.

He didn't turn on the navigation. He has driven this road countless times alone in the past few years, and he has already memorized the route by heart.Every time he set foot on this road, his mood was almost the same every time, nostalgic and lonely, but this time was different, all emotions seemed to converge into a black hole, his heart was blank, and only a few annoying feelings remained. eager.

Yan Cheng knew that taking this trip would not yield any answers, but he still subconsciously took this last trip.

After Fu Rong woke him up, the more he thought about it, the more he realized that before he met Chi Xiye, the shadow in his heart was only that Xiaochi 12 years ago, and it had nothing to do with the grown-up person. The past Chi Xize is just like the embodiment of a symbol, supporting all his unsent emotions.

Later, when he met Chi Xiye, with just one glance, Chi Xiye easily captured all his mind and soul. From then on, the only person he really liked was Chi Xiye.

It's just that he realized too late, the person who should have heard these words is no longer there.

However, a beginning must have an end. He did this poorly, just like Chi Xiye said, no matter whether it is Chi Xiye or Chi Xize, he will be sorry for anyone, and he will spend his whole life to make up for it in the future , but before making amends, he has to go to Chi Xize's grave first, and say sorry for the disturbance over the years.

Yan Cheng was still wearing leather shoes. He walked up the steps step by step, holding flowers in his hand and a thermos cup in the other hand. At first, his steps were heavy, but when he walked up the steps extending upwards, The footsteps also became a little easier.

Today's sun is very good, bright circles of light fall through the luxuriant branches and leaves, shining warmly on the person's body, soon Yan Cheng's back was covered with thin sweat.

Yan Cheng would go to the company every working day as usual, but at this time he had the illusion that he hadn't seen the outside world for a long time, as if his senses had been closed for too long, and even the sun had not been seen for a long time, and the last thing left in his impression was The storm seen in the hospital.

Yan Cheng paused, turned right familiarly, without even looking carefully, and finally stopped in front of a clean tombstone.

He half knelt down, took out a clean handkerchief from his pocket, wiped the tombstone carefully, and brushed off the dust in front of it, and then placed the white bouquet in front of the tombstone.

Yan Cheng arranged the bouquet neatly and fixedly looked at the photo on the tombstone.

In the photo, Chi Xize is showing a shy smile to the camera, as if he is not used to being exposed to the camera, and his temperament is very restrained, completely different from Chi Xiye.

Yan Cheng looked at it for a while, showed a wry smile, unscrewed the thermos cup and poured a glass of milk for Chi Xize, knowing that no one would answer him, but still asked: "Do you like to drink milk? Those who liked to drink milk back then... …is it you?"

The temperature is high today, and even the wind is warm. The leaves next to it followed the trajectory of the wind and dropped a green leaf, which fluttered and fell into the cup, creating milky white ripples.

Yan Cheng looked at the fallen leaf and was distracted for a while, but he still didn't pick it up in the end.

Tired of kneeling on one knee, he simply sat on the ground with his knees half-bent, "Xize, I have visited you many times, and this should be the last time."

He sat in silence for a while. Before he came, he always felt that there were a lot of things he wanted to say in front of Chi Xize's tomb, but when he came, he found that he didn't know what to say.

"I've disturbed you so many times over the years, and you might be annoyed." Yan Cheng smiled, and finally said, "I'm sorry, I've been imposing my fantasy on you, and I don't even know who you really are. What kind of person, reckless, hurt others instead."

Yan Cheng raised his head, and a white cloud happened to pass by, blocking the glare for him.

"Xize, I've fallen in love with Chi Xiye." Yan Cheng patted his pants and stood up. It was only a few words, but he seemed to be relieved of a heavy burden. The dark cloud that had been weighing on him since Chi Xiye left finally Dispelled by the sun.

His back is very straight, and the well-tailored custom-made suit perfectly fits his excellent figure. The fine sunlight falls on his handsome face, and he looks like an ordinary person for a moment: "I don't know Xiaochi when I was young." It doesn't matter who it is, I love the current Chi Xiye, so it doesn't matter."

Yan Cheng turned around to leave, but bumped into someone after taking a step.

The two took a step back at the same time, and the person who was bumped into by Yan Cheng was the first to apologize: "Sorry, I was distracted just now, and I didn't see anyone."

"It's okay." Yan Cheng glanced at the other party subconsciously. It was a boy who looked about the same age as Chi Xiye. He was tall and straight, and the corners of his mouth were naturally upturned. He looked very pleasing and had a gentle temperament. Ring, it should be a Beta or a marked Omega.

Yan Cheng was not very interested in strangers, and wanted to leave after nodding his head, but he didn't expect the other party to stop him first: "Are you here to see Xi Ze? Are you his friend?"

Yan Cheng glanced at the other party again, skipped the last question and didn't answer, just said: "Well, come and see him."

"Oh..." The man didn't know what to say, and while bending down to put down his flowers, he said, "I was abroad before, and I haven't been here for a long time. It's the first time I saw you. It turns out that Xi Ze is like you." my friend..."

He stopped suddenly while talking, and asked suspiciously: "Did you bring this milk? Xi Ze is lactose intolerant and never drinks milk."

Yan Cheng lowered his head abruptly, and saw a small potted plant tattoo in the middle of the back of the other's neck that was exposed because of bending over and lowering his head, which seemed to cover a small scar, but he didn't have time to pay attention, he just asked, "What did you just say? "

The man stood up and looked back at Yan Cheng, as if he didn't understand why Yan Cheng reacted so strongly, and explained: "Xize can't drink milk, and he never drank it since he was a child. Only Xiao Chi in the Chi family loves milk."

The man asked strangely: "Aren't you Xiye's friend? Why don't you know?"

"I..." Yan Cheng was stunned when he heard the name "Xiaochi" from the other party's mouth.

He thought it didn't matter, and even told Chi Xize just now that it didn't matter who the former Xiaochi was, but when the facts slowly unfolded and all were spread before his eyes, he realized that his heart still hurt so badly that he couldn't breathe.

Yan Cheng stared at the other party firmly, and after a long time, he asked with a trembling voice: "Xiaochi...Xiaochi told me that he was Alpha when he was a child, do you know what's going on?"

"Ah? What?" Yan Cheng's question came suddenly, and it didn't start and end. The person was stunned for a moment before he realized, "Ah, you said that when they were young, their divisions turned around?"

Yan Cheng repeated with a pale face: "The result of differentiation has been reversed?"

"Yes." The man thought for a while and said, "I did the differentiation test when I was ten years old. I don't know where I made a mistake. The differentiation results of Xiaoike and Xi Ze were reversed. I only discovered it two years later. So Xiaochi told you that he is Alpha, probably before he discovered the transfer?"

"Yes... yes..." Yan Cheng lost his focus for a moment, "That year he was just ten years old..."

"Yeah, that's it." The man nodded, not paying attention to Yan Cheng's expression as if he had lost his soul, and walked past while rubbing Yan Cheng's shoulder, "I'll go first, goodbye."

Yan Cheng didn't even realize that the other party had already left, as long as his breathing was heavy, his heart would throb and hurt, but if he didn't breathe hard, he would be out of breath.

Yan Cheng grabbed the clothes on his chest, took a few quick breaths, and suddenly remembered that after Chi Xiye filed for divorce, he asked him about the past with Chi Xize.

At that time, Chi Xiye had already realized that he had admitted the wrong person, right?

After Chi Xiye listened to the past that he was thinking about in the car, the lost expression on Chi Xiye's face clearly appeared in Yan Cheng's mind.

Chi Xiye had known for a long time that he had admitted the wrong person, but he still didn't say anything, allowing him to admit his mistake, and then hid everything in his heart.

Yan Cheng's eyes were red, and the veins on his neck were bulging.

Chi Xiye knows everything...

So how would Chi Xiye feel when he heard him talking about Chi Xize in such a nostalgic tone?

Chi Xiye knew that the Xiaochi he was talking about was actually himself, but watched him keep Chi Xize in his heart for several years, what was his mood?

He even...he even...

Tears rolled in Yan Cheng's eyes, and finally fell down after a few breaths.

He even deprived Chi Xiye of liking for the smell of that body wash.

But that obviously belonged to Chi Xiye.

He only liked Chi Xiye from the beginning to the end. From childhood to adulthood, Chi Xiye should be the only protagonist in his world.

But what did he do...

He recognized the wrong person, pinned on the wrong yearning, and confusedly took the person he really loved as a substitute for a shadow...

Every word he said and everything he did was stabbing Chi Xiye's heart.

How sad must Chi Xiye be, how much must he be hurt, to leave behind the love he had for three and a half years, go ruthlessly, and never look back?

Yan Cheng stood under the sun, but his whole body was cold, his hands and feet were cold, and his heart was completely empty.

"Hello?" The boy who just bumped into Yan Cheng made a phone call while going down the stairs, his steps were brisk, with a gentle smile on his face: "Xiaochi? I just went to see Xi Ze. Where are you? I'll look for you." you?"

"Brother Siqing?" Chi Xiye's unexpected voice came through the phone, "Why did you go back to China? Didn't you agree that I will look for you when I arrive?"

Xi Siqing smiled softly, "I don't worry about you, I haven't seen Xi Ze for a long time, so I just come back and fly back with you when the time comes."

"What are you worried about..." Chi Xiye reported Wen Yuze's address to Xi Siqing, "I'm living here now, brother, come here directly."

Xi Siqing said, "Okay, then I'll call you when I get there."

"Hmm." Chi Xiye said, "Be careful on the road."

Xi Siqing took a taxi outside the cemetery. From the corner of his eyes, he saw a black Bentley parked on the side of the road. He slightly raised the corners of his mouth, told the driver his destination, and then closed his eyes.

He is very clear about what happened to Chi Xiye recently, and he loves Chi Xiye as his own brother, so naturally he loves Chi Xiye very much.

Meeting Yan Cheng in front of Chi Xize's tomb was beyond his expectation, fate was like a circle, since Chi Xiye couldn't tell Yan Cheng what happened when he met when he was a child, let him tell.

Xi Siqing touched the tattoo on the back of his neck. He knew the pain of digging out a gland. He didn't expect that Chi Xiye would have to suffer like this once. Since this bitter fruit has its owner, he will turn the knife edge around and insert it back for Chi Xiye. .