Lan Qiu looked at the top of the wooden bed, his eyes were a little empty, and the memories in his mind were intertwined, he couldn't tell where it was, whether it was true or false, whether he should believe it or not.

And, what exactly are those.

He only knew that he was the one in memory, but he didn't know why.

He stared blankly at it for a long time, and asked aloud, "What is that?"

Xu Youqing was silent for a while, and wanted to step forward to comfort her, but seeing Lan Qiu's current expression, she stopped again.

"It's memory."

"It's your memory."

Lan Qiu was a little dazed: "But I don't know about those things at all."

Xu Youqing was silent for a few seconds, "Those are memories from previous lives."

Lan Qiu's chest rose and fell slightly, feeling that even breathing became difficult, the picture in front of her was blurred for a moment, and then returned to its original state.

He has never been in a mood like this for a moment. Since he realized that now, it is the first time that he hates his life so much and why he lives.

It was an inexplicable emotion.

It made him extremely at a loss, unable to deal with such emotions, and didn't know how to resolve them. He just felt that the whole person was like a tragedy, and nothing good had ever happened.

"Why?" Lan Qiu asked softly, "Then why did you remember?"

He didn't want to think about those things at all, and the pain in the memory made him unable to breathe.

Xu Youqing stretched out his hand, and lightly touched Lan Qiu's cheek with his fingertips. Lan Qiu's body temperature was a bit cool, not like a normal person's temperature.

He said dryly, "Sorry."

Lan Qiu turned her head to look at him: "Why do you have to apologize?"

The memory is too messy, he can't even sort it out until now, and he can't know exactly what happened, he can only see a few sporadic fragments clearly.

His first memory is full of Lin Qing, there is no one, only Xiangong and Lin Qing, getting along day after day, year after year, there is no sun and moon in the sky, he doesn't even know it's over Decades, hundreds of years, or thousands of years.

All he knew was that Lin Qing had no feelings for him. How could a person who could kill him without hesitation by means of punishment have feelings for him?

Lan Qiu held the quilt tightly, and covered the expression on her face with the other hand, her pupils were constricted, as if her whole person had changed.

He couldn't see clearly the second memory, he could only roughly understand one thing.

He wants to die.

In that life, all he wanted was to die.

Xu Youqing stretched out his hand to gently hold Lan Qiu's wrist, and said in a low voice, "Don't think too much, dear, Qiuqiu listens to me, don't think about it."

He knew everything Lan Qiu knew, so he knew better what kind of pain Lan Qiu would endure.

But he doesn't want Lan Qiu to die again and again, every death is painful, and the death will not become milder because of the increase in the number of times.

Lan Qiu half propped herself up, withdrew her hand, and said with lowered eyes: "I don't want to think about it, but my mind is full of those."

Countless negative emotions flooded towards him, as if he had memories of two lifetimes, and all that was left was pain.

Xu Youqing's heart is heavy, but there is no way to relieve Lan Qiu's current state. Lan Qiu's hands are shaking, and his whole body is trembling uncontrollably. Lan Qiu can't control it.

He stood up suddenly, gently pulled Lan Qiu into his arms, and poured spiritual power into Lan Qiu's body, while comforting him softly: "Hey, don't be afraid, don't think about it, those are just things that have passed away, and shouldn't be brought into the body." Now."

Xu Youqing lowered his eyes, and gently comforted the boy in his arms, his movements were gentle.

What he is most afraid of is that Lan Qiu can't accept the memory, and then collapses directly. The consequences of this are not very good.

Lan Qiu leaned in his arms, her pupils shrunk slightly, and she took a deep breath to calm down the emotions in her chest. He didn't want to be affected by these emotions, but he couldn't stop them.

— A gentle spiritual power was circulating in his body, soothing gently.

Xu Youqing hugged Lan Qiu, recalling with downcast eyes.

For Lan Qiu, it is indeed not a good memory, on the contrary, I wish it had never happened, never met.

Xu Youqing's memory is not very comprehensive, but he can remember most things.

For Lan Qiu, the pain was something he couldn't live without.

He couldn't fail to meet Lan Qiu, he was willing to spend everything to meet him, but that was not the case at that time.

It took Lan Qiu in Xu Youqing's arms for a long time before she gradually calmed down, her whole body was already a little chilly, her face was extraordinarily pale, like that of a dead person.

"Rest well, don't think about it." Xu Youqing said in a low voice, "I'll explain it to you when you wake up."

Lan Qiu lowered his eyes slightly, and gently held Xu Youqing's hand with his fingertips. He nodded, and was supported by Xu Youqing to lie on the bed.

Just receiving that memory had already exhausted him, and he had no choice but to ignore those memories as much as possible, empty himself, and let himself fall asleep.

Xu Youqing stayed by the bed for a long time. After Lan Qiu fell asleep, she was very quiet, without any appearance of making a fuss. She was so cute that people wanted to hug her, but her expression

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