Don't let people see it? "

Jian Yunzhen "tsk", "Creators need their own space, you are here to get in the way and destroy Lao Tzu's inspiration."

Yu Zihang stretched his long arms around his waist, Junyi's chin rested on his right shoulder, and said in a low voice, "I don't make a sound."

Jian Yunzhen glanced at him playfully from the corner of his eye, and lazily poked his nostrils with his fingertips, "Then meow like a cat and listen to me."

Yu Zihang's slender fingers scratched his fair skin a few times, "You try to bark like a dog first."

"Wang Wang."

Jian Yunzhen yelled twice in a serious manner, and it was quite cute.

Yu Zihang smiled, glanced at him with a smile, and gave him a soft "meow".

A few smiles appeared on the corners of Jian Yunzhen's lips, and he hooked his lips and said, "That's right, let's call again."

Yu Zihang put his arms around Jian Yunzhen's neck, and took a bite with his teeth.

Jian Yunzhen shrank slightly in pain, and in return, she turned around and bit Yu Zihang.

The two looked at each other, and each other's eyes were stained with a bit of lust.

Although I have been here once in the morning, I can't help being young and loving, and this scene is about to start to move around again.

Jian Yunzhen coughed at the right time, "Look, it's all your fault, I haven't written a word yet!"

Yu Zihang wanted to laugh, but held back, and said solemnly, "My fault."

Jian Yunzhen turned serious after spitting on him.

Under the dim light, the broad silhouette and meticulous and rigorous eyes invisibly added a touch of mature man's charm to Jian Yunzhen.

Yu Zihang looked at him with his eyes closed, and his thin lips curled up a little unconsciously.

Jian Yunzhen filled out this word for nearly an hour, revised it for a long time, and thought about it for a long time. Every gesture he wrote was very heavy and focused.

In a trance, that pencil has become a tool for stripping away memories and emotions, and little by little, like peeling cocoons, all the things related to He Yuan in the past have been faded out.

It hurts a bit, but nothing can be done.

……

Song Name: Farewell

some things are in the past

Don't take it so seriously, time will fade everything

Don't be so stubborn, some people are not worth waiting for

As affectionate as you, as thin as me

Difficult to reconcile

please smile and bless

The man has found the other half of his life

and sink into inextricable

please turn around and leave

That person no longer loves you

and abandon it

此别

May you and I be well

……

After Jian Yunzhen finished writing, she stopped writing, looked down at the words, and said nothing for a long, long time.

Memories of the ten years together with He Yuan crept into his heart densely, playing and playing together, loving each other...every scene was so clear that people felt as if they were right in front of them.

Can some things really be forgotten?

How long is this farewell?

"Are you finished?" Yu Zihang looked at him with his chin propped on one hand, his obsidian eyes looked extremely beautiful under the light.

There was a touch of bitterness on Jian Yunzhen's lips, "It's over, it's over, Xiao Hangzi, I will only see you in my eyes from now on."

Yu Zihang glanced at him tiredly, stroked his hair, and gently kissed his thin lips with soft and warm lips, and said: "Remember what you said today."

Jian Yunzhen also bit his lips fiercely, "I can't be stupid by myself, you kid also make some promises."

Yu Zihang kissed him deeply, "What promise do you want?"

Jian Yunzhen tugged at his lips, and said vaguely: "Say, you will love me forever."

Yu Zihang hugged him, his eyes flickered for a moment, and he closed his eyes slowly, biting his lips, "I will love you... forever."

Jian Yunzhen didn't think she was affectionate enough, "Add your name."

Yu Zihang hugged him under the quilt, and carefully pecked at his ear, "Yu Zihang loves Jian Yunzhen all his life."

Jian Yunzhen smiled lightly, with a bit of condescension in her tone, "You can tell it, why can't you use this as your screen name?"

Yu Zihang closed his eyes, and kissed his chin with his thin lips, "It's different."

Jian Yunzhen used it on a large scale, caring for him, "It's different, don't you mean what you say?"

Yu Zihang hummed softly, his eyes were a little fascinated, "It's embarrassing to be seen by others."

"You're still shy, kid." Jian Yunzhen buried her head in his neck and giggled.

Yu Zihang stopped talking and went in unexpectedly.

Jian Yunzhen hissed, "Take it easy."

The lights gradually dimmed, leaving only the endless love and joy between the two.

The next day, as soon as He Yuan got on the plane, Jian Yunzhen heard the song and lyrics.

On the white paper, the man wrote the lyrics of a song called This Other with vigorous and powerful strokes, full of atmosphere and full of demeanor.

He Yuan silently read those words word by word.

His voice is very clean and clear, like a trickle, which makes people feel peaceful.

At the end of the song, He Yuan's eyes were full of tenderness, and he said softly: "You also have such hypocritical moments."

Slowly lying down on the seat, he leaned back on the pillow, his beautiful Adam's apple slid down, and said a few words softly, like a sigh.

"Forget it, just leave it alone."

Chapter 50

Idol stars in the entertainment circle quickly became popular, and He Yuan, as a singer highly praised by the company, became a new star in just one month.

His new song "This Farewell" became a hot song that was played on the streets and alleys as soon as it was released.

Many music fans were deeply intoxicated by the melody of this song and the emotions that He Yuan sang, and countless people cried while listening to it.

When Jian Yunzhen and Yu Zihang were walking on the street, they could often see He Yuan's gorgeous and handsome posters displayed on the big screen.

He Yuan has changed a lot in his styling. The hair stylist designed a fashionable gentleman's hairstyle for him, which is elegant and luxurious.

He doesn't talk much in front of the camera, he is restrained and low-key, but he stands out because of his quiet aristocratic temperament. Most of his fans call him "He Shao".

"Next, let us invite the popular idol singer He Yuan He Shao to come to the live music video with strong applause."

On the big screen in the neighborhood, He Yuanqingjun's handsome face was reflected impressively.

Jian Yunzhen raised her eyes to look at the big screen, and then stopped while walking.

"About the song "This Farewell", when you first created it, did you think that it would be welcomed by fans with such a warm response?"

"I didn't think about it, I just wrote it according to my personal mood."

"Oh, there is an inside story. This is a song about breaking up and hurting feelings. Could it be that Young Master He was in a period of emotional depression at the time?"

He Yuan slightly bent his lower lip, "I'm not depressed, on the contrary, I am relieved that that person can find a partner I really love."

The female anchor next to her showed an unbelievable expression, "Wait, what did I hear, do you mean that one of you gave up the relationship between you?"

He Yuan's expression was very natural, and he calmly admitted the question, "I still have a lot of shortcomings with him."

The hostess laughed exaggeratedly, "She doesn't even look down on a man like He Shao, she seems to have high standards, but she should be glad that He Shao has broken up with her, otherwise you will have to be surrounded by complaints from your fans No."

He Yuan followed suit with a smile, the gentleman was modest and did not speak.

"He Shao, here is a fan who just wrote to you, asking you if that one suddenly came back to you and cheekily proposed to get back together with you, would you agree?"

He Yuan blinked his deep eyes, with a gentle smile on his white face, "Yes."

The hostess gave him a meaningful look, "It seems that Shao He still has more love for his ex. The fans should be sad, huh? A text message came, and the fan asked: If that guy doesn't want to get back together, what's wrong with him?" Then, will Young Master He be waiting for her, if so, how long will he be waiting for?"

He Yuan's voice was as gentle as the wind, "How long is a person's life, how long will I wait for him."

"No way, so if that person never looks back, wouldn't he end up alone? No, I'm too curious. I believe the fans in front of the TV would also like to know what kind of person you are. As for a person, can you reveal a little bit?"

Jian Yunzhen slightly raised her head and stared at the familiar face, but was pulled aside when she wanted to continue listening.

"Let's go." Yu Zihang glanced at him, his Adam's apple slipped down.

Jian Yunzhen came back to his senses, looked at the boy's slightly stiff expression, and a sly smile flashed in his eyes, "Little Hangzi, are you upset?"

Yu Zihang led him forward with one hand, turned his back to him, and said in a deep voice, "No."

Jian Yunzhen smiled lowly, "Don't worry, although I'm a bit romantic by nature, once I make up my mind to do something, I will definitely do it. During the six years with He Yuan, I have done my duty and have a clean net worth. This time with you, There will be no exceptions."

Yu Zihang's brows were clear, "I hope."

Jian Yunzhen squinted at him, "Tsk tsk, your tone seems to be perfunctory, does Lao Tzu have any credibility in your eyes?"

Yu Zihang said indifferently: "Actually, you don't believe me either, otherwise you wouldn't force me to promise you."

Jian Yunzhen turned her head to look at him, raised her eyebrows and said, "If you don't believe me, you won't have anything to do with these few months."

Yu Zihang's eyes looking into the distance gradually became a little confused, "Has He Yuan ever lied to you?"

"Him?" Jian Yunzhen raised the end of his eyes slightly, and then said with a troubled look: "Don't mention it, I've been lying to me all day long, and I always take responsibility for things that happen without telling me, even if I feel uncomfortable, I still treat me Smiling like a spring breeze, I've had enough of him."

Yu Zihang's eyelashes trembled slightly, his head drooped slightly, "He doesn't want you to worry, does he?"

Jian Yunzhen shook her head in admiration, but was about to say something when she was attracted by a few whimpers of "woof woof".

Looking around, he found a large St. Bernard dog barking under the bridge of the rushing river. There was still a little blood in the hair, which should be injured.

Without thinking too much, he took off his coat, stepped on the railing and wanted to jump off.

"What do you want to do?" Yu Zihang immediately stopped him.

Jian Yunzhen patted his hand away, "Aren't you talking nonsense?"

Yu Zihang also saw the St. Bernard dog, but he was much more sensible than Jian Yunzhen, "The current is not stable now, it's dangerous for you to go down."

"Dangerous fart, don't be silly." Jian Yunzhen jumped into the river regardless of the obstruction.

It was the coldest time of winter, and the temperature of the water in the river was horribly icy. Jian Yunzhen's cold teeth chattered as soon as he jumped in, but he still insisted on swimming towards the injured St. Bernard dog.

But the current was really fast, and the dog drifted forward with the current. Jian Yunzhen had been swimming for a long time and was still a long way behind him.

He gradually felt a sharp dull pain from deep in the bone marrow, and his movements became slow, but he still clenched his teeth and persisted.

The St. Bernard dog seemed to be spiritual, and its glass-like eyes kept staring at Jian Yunzhen as if asking for help, and it didn't make a few pitiful whining sounds.

Jian Yunzhen's heart trembled, the desire to save it became stronger and stronger, and his frozen and stiff arms kept swinging forward vigorously.

Standing on the bridge and watching, Yu Zihang felt terrified. Several times, Jian Yunzhen was almost hit by the flooded water and almost hit the bridge pillars, and the waves submerged him many times.

"Come on!", he couldn't help shouting.

Jian Yunzhen was extremely stubborn, his face was already red and purple from the cold, and his movements became more and more difficult, but he still did not give up.

Another wave of turbulent waves came, and Jian Yunzhen fell into the current again.

Yu Zihang panicked a little, uncontrollably, and jumped down the river with a "plop".

"Jian Yunzhen!" he shouted.

"Here, it's okay." Jian Yunzhen hugged the St. Bernard dog and got out of the water, smiling handsomely.

Yu Zihang let out a long breath, and followed him to swim to the shore.

When the two swam ashore together, they were already in a state of distress, shivering from the cold, and they slammed into the car and took the dog home directly.

"No, no, no, turn on the heat, I'm going to freeze to death." As soon as Jian Yunzhen returned to the apartment, she took off her shoes and ran into the room, putting thick fleece on her body.

Yu Zihang put the St. Bernard on the blanket and turned on the air conditioner to keep warm.

"As long as you have a lot of things to do, you can make such a big moth just by taking a walk." Yu Zihang was also helpless.

Jian Yunzhen "fucked" when she came out after putting on her clothes, and cursed: "Yu, do you have any sympathy? It's just a person who sees it and does it."

As he spoke, he took a towel and wiped the St. Bernard's body.

Yu Zihang took off the clothes on his body, "That can't be so messy, what if there is an accident?"

Jian Yunzhen took out the medicine box and began to disinfect the wound of the St. Bernard dog with alcohol cotton, "What's the accident, isn't I alive and well now?"

Yu Zihang put on his pajamas and squatted down to help bandage him up, his tone contained accusations, "You are too impulsive."

Jian Yunzhen "cut" and retorted: "Then you don't impulsively talk about why you jumped down together?"

Yu Zihang frowned slightly, "Our starting point is different."

Jian Yunzhen lowered her head and carefully rolled up the white gauze, "Don't do this, any life should be respected."

Yu Zihang smiled, lowered his eyes and shook his head, "Such emotional and delicate words really don't seem like what a person like you should say."

Jian Yunzhen made a "tsk" sound, and her dissatisfaction broke out, "The co-author can only say that kind of rough words?"

Yu Zihang bent his lips, "No, I just didn't expect you to cherish small animals so much."

Jian Yunzhen smiled and said: "Not only small animals, but I also like babies very much. They are so cute. The skin is so tender, so comfortable to touch. How about it? Do you want to give birth to one for you?"

Yu Zihang glanced at him from the corner of his eye, and said coldly, "There is nothing I can do to help."

Jian Yunzhen suddenly became interested, put his head on Yu Zihang's stomach, and said seriously: "Wait, there is fetal movement."

Yu Zihang pushed him with his hands, and couldn't help but say a rough word, "Get out of here."

Jian Yunzhen laughed straight, hugged Yu Zihang and kissed him.

"Wang Wang!"

The St. Bernard suddenly barked twice.

Jian Yunzhen turned her head to look at it, her bright black eyes were stained with a smile, "What's the matter, do you want to pop too?"

The dog barked again, crawled over slowly, and obediently rubbed Jian Yunzhen's face affectionately.

"Haha" Jian Yunzhen was overjoyed in an instant, hugging the St. Bernard and kissing him fiercely.

Yu Zihang was a little upset, "Be careful of getting rabies."

Jian Yunzhen said "Yo", and teased, "Aren't you jealous?"

Yu Zihang looked at him with a dark face, but said nothing.

Jian Yunzhen chuckled and rubbed the dog's head, "Let's name him."

Yu Zihang raised his eyebrows, "What do you want to be called?"

Jian Yunzhen looked at him with half-closed eyes, and smiled slyly, "Let's call him Xiao Hangzi."

With a handsome face, Yu Zihang said coldly, "Change another one."

Jian Yunzhen waved his hand and said decisively: "No change! That's it!"

"My surname is Jane, don't go too far." Yu Zihang showed it unexpectedly.

Jian Yunzhen ignored him, and stretched out his finger to tease the dog's chin, "Little Hangzi, come and call me one."

The dog "Wang" seemed to understand human language and cooperated perfectly.

"Haha, good little Hangzi, let's have another one." Jian Yunzhen couldn't think of leaving anymore.

"Wow!" the dog barked twice more.

"Haha, it's really my dear baby, I love you so much." Jian Yunzhen said happily, hugging the dog and kissing it all the time.

"Wang Wang Wang"

Yu Zihang stood aside, his handsome face was clouded.

Chapter 51

Since the addition of new members to the family, life has become richer and more interesting.

I don't know if it's because Jian Yunzhen saved him, but that St. Bernard dog is particularly sticky to him, wagging its little tail and rolling around begging for a hug.

Jian Yunzhen changed her habit of always using Yu Zihang as a pillow, and hugged that dog all day long.

This St. Bernard dog is also very jealous and possessive of his master. Whenever Jian Yunzhen stretches out his hand to Yu Zihang, it will immediately snap Jian Yunzhen's hand back with its paws.

Yu Zihang's face turned livid with anger several times, but he didn't want to demean himself and compete with him, so most of the time he could only pretend to be nonchalant by being depressed.

Jian Yunzhen was quite useful. The addition of this St. Bernard dog greatly helped improve the family hierarchy, but it also caused Yu Zihang's great dissatisfaction in disguise.

"Xiao Hangzi, why don't you prepare dinner today?" Jian Yunzhen groaned a little hungry.

Yu Zihang ignored him, lying on the bed expressionlessly, playing games with a psp on rare occasions.

"Hey, that's fine, you're getting more ambitious, aren't you?" Jian Yunzhen kicked the edge of the bed with her foot.

Yu Zihang glanced indifferently at the St. Bernard following him, "I don't know whether you are calling me or calling it."

Jian Yunzhen grinned, showing a mouthful of white teeth, "Don't, I'm not as narrow-minded as you, so it's just a name, just call it Shunliu, good boy, I'm hungry, hurry up and cook."

Yu Zihang was cold and nonchalant, still playing with the psp.

Jian Yunzhen got into the bed, hugged him with his hands and rubbed against him, and smiled flatteringly, "Well, at worst, I will call it Little Hangzi and you Big Hangzi in the future, so we can distinguish them."

The corner of Yu Zihang's mouth twitched slightly, and he still ignored him with a straight face.

Jian Yunzhen was patient and persuasive, "I'll make you double cheese later?"

Yu Zihang casually picked up a mobile phone that Jian Yunzhen placed next to the bed, and said in a voice that was undeniable, "Order online for takeout today."

"Oh, I've convinced you. Set up a house faster. My stomach hurts." Jian Yunzhen said with a half-support on Yu Zihang's shoulder.

Yu Zihang nimbly picked out some clean vegetarian dishes and two bowls of porridge, then submitted the menu, and said stiffly, "What's the bank-bank-card payment password?"

Without hesitation, Jian Yunzhen spit out six numbers.

After Yu Zihang listened, his slender fingers tightened slightly, and a glint of gloom flashed in his eyes, "You use He Yuan's birthday as your password?"

Jian Yunzhen raised her eyebrows slightly, "You know?"

Yu Zihang said in a deep voice: "Recently, news about him is flying all over the sky. I don't think it's hard to know?"

Jian Yunzhen smiled lightly, and wrapped his arms around his thin waist, "Don't be so serious about these trivial matters, I asked the secretary to apply for changing the password a few days ago, but it was delayed due to a temporary incident."

Yu Zihang cast a half-believing glance at him, "What has it been changed to?"

Jian Yunzhen tilted her head forward slightly, looked at him ambiguously, licked the corners of her lips lightly, and remained silent.

Yu Zihang's eyes moved slightly, and he slid his Adam's apple, looking forward to it.

A successful smile crossed the corner of Jian Yunzhen's lips, "It has been changed to January [-]th."

"Wow," the St. Bernard barked a few times.

Yu Zihang was poured with cold water in an instant, half-closed his dark eyes, "The day you picked it up?"

Jian Yunzhen spread her hands quite leisurely, "Otherwise, what do you think?"

Yu Zihang clenched his fist, a little bit wanting to punch him.

Being compared with a pet dog really hurts self-esteem.

"Whoever takes a wrong step first, and whoever is the first to let go in silence, will gradually understand that you no longer love me~"

A mobile phone music ringtone suddenly rang.

Jian Yunzhen turned over and picked up the mobile phone on the other side of the bed cabinet, looked at the caller ID, and threw the mobile phone to Yu Zihang, "Your little forest is looking for you."

Yu Zihang took it, pressed the answer button, and switched on the speakerphone.

"Brother Zihang~"

As soon as the phone was connected, Qi Yulin came over with sobbing and crying voices.

Yu Zihang frowned lightly, "What happened, Yu Lin?"

Qi Yulin wiped away his tears, sniffled and said hoarsely, "Xiaoyun, Xiaoyun... she broke up with me."

Yu Zihang frowned and said, "Did you ask her why?"

Qi Yulin was still crying, "She... said she has someone else she likes... Brother Zihang, she doesn't want me anymore."

Yu Zihang said calmly: "Yu Lin, don't cry, there are many good girls, she is not the only one, we can still find better ones."

"Wuuu...Brother Zihang, I'm so sad, can you come and accompany me?" Qi Yulin's voice seemed helpless.

Yu Zihang glanced at Jian Yunzhen, and found that he was leaning on the bed and looking at him with interest.

After hesitating for a few seconds, Yu Zihang said, "Yu Lin, I might have something to do and I can't come to accompany you."

Qi Yulin cried even harder, "Why, why don't you all want me! Brother Zihang, did I do something wrong to make you angry?"

Yu Zihang couldn't bear it, "Yu Lin, you didn't do anything wrong, I really have something to do."

Qi Yulin raised his hand to wipe away the tears that kept flowing, "Brother Zihang, I seem to be drunk, it's so dark here, I don't know the way back."

Yu Zihang said softly, "Yu Lin, you can take a taxi home."

Qi Yulin's eyes were red, and he choked up and said, "There are no taxis here, brother Zihang, can you come and pick me up, please, please?"

Yu Zihang sighed, "Where are you?"

Qi Yulin's voice was a little confused, "I don't know where I am at the bar not far from the school."

"Okay, just wait a moment, I'll be here soon." Yu Zihang promised.

"Brother Zihang, hurry up..." Qi Yulin's voice became smaller and smaller.

Yu Zihang hung up the phone, exchanged glances with Jian Yunzhen, and confessed, "I'll go out for a while."

Jian Yunzhen sneered, "Tell me why you went out?"

Yu Zihang was silent for a while, "I just want to help him in the name of a friend."

Jian Yunzhen walked to the door and locked it, putting his hands in his pockets and looking at him.

"His friends are many, not just you."

Yu Zihang stared at him with dull eyes, "But I promised him."

Jian Yunzhen looked at him coldly for a while, "Then you can also call now to refuse him."

Yu Zihang thought for a while, walked over and hugged him, "Don't make trouble for no reason, I will be back soon."

But Jian Yunzhen pushed him away, cold light burst out from his narrow and deep eyes, and his voice was extremely deep, "Who the hell are you telling me to make trouble for no reason? I did it for you with He Yuanpao Jing, but you want to see Qi Yulin in front of me? The surname is Yu, I have been too nice to you lately, haven’t I?!”

Yu Zihang looked at him calmly, "I said it, just in the name of a friend, if you can't even give me this little trust, I have nothing to say."

Jian Yunzhen also grumbled, "Okay, then don't talk, just stand there and don't go anywhere."

Yu Zihang pursed his lower lip, "You have no right to interfere with my circle of friends."

Jian Yunzhen looked at him, with a shuddering chill all over his body, "Yu Zihang, don't talk about anything with me, let's make a break today, or you stay and don't go out, or we break up."

Chapter 52

Yu Zihang's Adam's apple twitched up and down, "Don't force me to make meaningless choices. If something happens to Yulin tonight, neither you nor I will feel better."

Jian Yunzhen squinted her eyes, "Is it because you feel bad or I feel bad?"

Yu Zihang's face stiffened a bit, "You let me go and see him, and I'll be back after I send him home safely, it won't be long."

Jian Yunzhen smiled lowly, took the initiative to open the door for him, raised Junyi's chin, "Go, no one will stop you."

Yu Zihang felt uncomfortable for a while, staring at the door without moving for a long time.

Another bell rang.

"Brother Zihang, woo... why haven't you come yet? Someone... took me to a dark box. I'm so scared by myself."

Yu Zihang tightened his fingers holding the phone, "Yu Lin, wait a little longer, I'm already on my way..."

Before he finished speaking here, Jian Yunzhen stepped forward and snatched the phone and smashed it on the wall with a "slap".

With a loud bang, the phone was smashed into pieces.

Yu Zihang's face turned blue, he couldn't hold back, and directly pressed Jian Yunzhen by the collar to the door.

Jian Yunzhen sneered, and said provocatively, "Why, I feel bad, at worst I'll buy you a new one tomorrow."

Yu Zihang trembled angrily, gritted his teeth and said, "You are simply unreasonable!"

Jian Yunzhen looked at him fiercely, "Do you need to reason with a fool like you?"

Yu Zihang couldn't hold back his anger, clenched his fists a few times, and finally held back, leaving Jian Yunzhen behind and rushed out of the door.

Jian Yunzhen's face changed suddenly, and he raised his hand and smashed the lamp on the desk to the ground, his fingers trembling uncontrollably.

"Damn it." He cursed loudly, and then frantically took the furniture in the bedroom to vent his hatred. He swept the table, chair, cabinet, and TV set to the ground one by one.

After doing all this, he still felt angry, and began to kick the edge of the bed...

Perhaps these actions consumed too much calories, and after a while, his already empty stomach began to twitch-like pain.

This time the pain came so suddenly and intensely that Jian Yunzhen staggered and fell to the ground.

A tearing feeling chewed repeatedly in his stomach, and his face lost its color in just a few seconds, followed by an overwhelming feeling of nausea and vomiting.

Jian Yunzhen lay on the ground and felt as if he was about to suffocate to death. He curled up, clutched his abdomen and struggled to climb to the head of the bed, reached for the phone, and the first person in the address book who wanted to ask for help was He Yuan.

However, the moment his finger touched He Yuan's name, he changed direction, and slammed the phone out violently like just now.

With a "bang" sound, only the sound of his extremely difficult panting could be heard in the silence of the room.

Jian Yunzhen felt that his mind was blank, and the pain was soaking through his insides, leaving him no time to think about other things. A trace of cold sweat gradually broke out on his forehead, and his teeth were chattering from being bitten.

But the depression and pain in my heart far outweighed this.

He suddenly realized that he couldn't live with Yu Zihang, he could bear Yu Zihang's reticence and indifference, he could bear his selfishness and uncompromising in bed matters, he could bear his various bad habits, but he couldn't bear his emotions Indecision on the subject.

After today's choice, he once again fully understood that no matter how long the two of them spend together, no matter how close their physical contact is, he can't replace Qi Yulin's position in Yu Zihang's heart.

Although he likes Yu Zihang, he is not mean.

He's had enough of this unequal shit relationship.

After several centuries of long time, the strange feeling of bone erosion gradually subsided. Jian Yunzhen got up pale, pulled out a trolley case and began to pack his luggage.

He simply took some clean clothes, laptop, and wallet and stuffed them into the suitcase, changed into casual clothes, kicked on his shoes, and dragged the suitcase to the door.

But as soon as he arrived at the door, his abdomen began to hurt again, and an indescribable nausea hit him again. Jian Yunzhen ran to the bathroom a few steps and began to vomit.

The bitter stomach juice was poured out little by little, and the pain came in waves. Jian Yunzhen gradually felt that his consciousness was moving away from him, and finally fell to the ground powerlessly.

After Yu Zihang sent Qi Yulin home, he hurried back, almost running all the way to the door.

Standing at the door panting, when he took the key to open the door, he realized that his fingers were trembling slightly.

The door was slowly pushed open, and the room was pitch black.

Yu Zihang raised his hand to turn on the light, only to see that the living room was empty, a mess, quiet and uninhabited.

He put on his slippers and went to the bedroom where the two usually lived. After looking around for a week, he didn't find Jian Yunzhen.

Yu Zihang's heart tightened slightly, and an inexplicable sense of panic surged up. He wanted to call Jian Yunzhen, but found that his phone had been smashed.

An unprecedented sense of annoyance and irritability followed, and this feeling has been surrounding him since he left the house the moment before.

From finding Qi Yulin to sending him home, the word "breakup" kept appearing in his mind involuntarily.

Before this, he had never felt that it was a big deal, but at the end, he realized that he would actually have a sense of fear for Jian Yunzhen's unilateral letting go and leaving.

Yu Zihang sat down on the sofa, wiped his face, feeling at a loss for the first time in his life.

After sitting stiffly for a long time, he finally felt tired, got up and went to the bathroom to wash up, but found Jian Yunzhen on the cold tiled floor.

Yu Zihang was slightly surprised, and immediately walked over to half-support Jian Yunzhen, and nervously called his name.

Jian Yunzhen frowned lightly, it took a long time for his eyes to turn from slack to focus, and he didn't care about his anger towards Yu Zihang, so he said weakly, "Is there any stomach medicine at home?"

Yu Zihang raised his hand to wipe away the marks on the corners of his lips, frowned and helped him onto the bed, "I'll go and cook some porridge for you first, and then take the medicine after eating, you lie down for a while."

Jian Yunzhen didn't answer, but stroked her forehead, and slowly closed her eyes.

Yu Zihang glanced at him worriedly, got up and walked towards the kitchen.

Ten minutes passed, and when he came to the bedside with a bowl of light porridge, Jian Yunzhen had already fallen asleep.

"Wake up." Yu Zihang called softly.

Jian Yunzhen's sleep was shallow, and she opened her eyes when she heard it.

Yu Zihang helped him up halfway, and brought the steaming porridge to his mouth with a spoon.

Jian Yunzhen took a sip, and looked at him expressionlessly, "Is nothing wrong with your Xiaolinzi?"

A trace of unnaturalness flashed across Yu Zihang's jade-like face, "In the future..."

Jian Yunzhen gave him a cold look, and interrupted: "From now on, you can do whatever you want, it has nothing to do with me."

Yu Zihang's body trembled, and he felt his heart beating hard, "You're just talking out of anger."

Jian Yunzhen narrowed his eyes slightly, and his tone suddenly dropped, "A word of anger is also a word, Yu Zihang, let me give you back what you said before, we... let's do it like this."

Yu Zihang remained silent, lowered his eyelids, and said after a while: "Give me one more chance, and I can assure you that there will be no next time."

Jian Yunzhen leaned back on the bed, her neck's Adam's apple protruded, and the lines on her side were full of tiredness, "Stop wasting my time."

Chapter 53

Yu Zihang also lost his temper, "It's just a very common thing, isn't it, Yulin is in trouble, I'll help him, is there anything wrong?"

Jian Yunzhen became irritable for a while, and said in a low voice: "You're right, it's because I'm bored, okay! Yu Zihang, more than once, in your heart, that Lin will always be the first one, and the birthday present is like this. It’s like this for you to help bring the meal, and it’s still the same today when you threaten to break up, I don’t have the patience to play with you!”

Yu Zihang put down the porcelain bowl, a pair of calm eyes fell on Jian Yunzhen's handsome face, and said slowly: "I have had a good impression of Yulin since I was very young, and the protection and care accumulated over the past ten years are invisible. It has become a habit, it is impossible to change it overnight, I hope you can understand me."

Jian Yunzhen sneered, and said sarcastically, "Why should I understand you?"

Yu Zihang glanced at him casually and plainly, "Is it true that you said you like me?"

Jian Yunzhen twitched the corner of her mouth, "It's fake, it's all fucking fake, I only like you if I'm sick!"

Yu Zihang moved his lips, "I can allow you to write farewell words for He Yuan, why can't you also give me some time to sort out your feelings for Yu Lin?"

Jian Yunzhen's face was full of gloom, and he said in a deep voice: "Stop talking about Yu Zihang! Give you some time, can you transfer your love for Qi Yulin to Lao Tzu! This is just another perfunctory thing you have done to Lao Tzu. !"

Yu Zihang raised his eyes and slowed down his voice, "At least tonight, I can be sure that I think about you more than him."

A sarcasm flashed in Jian Yunzhen's dark Danfeng eyes, "You continue to make up."

Yu Zihang took a deep look at him, "You don't know how flustered I was when I went home and couldn't find you. I have been a

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