Domineering lady loves me

The first time we met was in May.

Up to now, Liu Dan can still clearly recall that among the blooming rose flowers, a little girl with a missing front tooth was happily running around the rose flowers with a small train.The bright smile on her face suddenly gave her an urge to collect it.

When passing by the little girl, Liu Dan thought that it would be great if he could get to know her for a while.

We met again at the beginning of primary school, when the first-grade students were about to enter school in September, Liu Dan was carrying a small schoolbag, obediently listening to his mother's nagging.She was annoyed by the crying children who didn't want to go to school, but because she was in front of her mother, she could only endure the dissatisfaction in her heart and pretended she didn't hear anything.

"It's embarrassing for a big boy to cry like this!"

A girl with a boy's head had her hands on her hips, and the parents around her apologized helplessly to the people around her.Liu Dan only noticed that when she opened her mouth, a small black hole was exposed, which should have been a front tooth.

Then the restless heart calmed down.

It was the first time to introduce myself, the first time to go home together, the first time to stay at Xia Shiqing’s house for dinner, the first time to do homework together... More first times filled Liu Dan’s memory, and when she fell asleep, Then make a beautiful dream.

In the dream, they would hug each other and roll on the grass, listen to the adults' lessons together while being dirty, make faces at each other, and secretly exchange a sly look, everything is too beautiful to be real.

There is a big tree behind the school, and there is a bird's nest on it. When class is over, the students like to run under the tree and stand on tiptoes, trying to look up to see the baby bird.Of course, more often, the boys would choose to climb the tree, thinking of taking down the bird's nest for a closer look.

Whenever boys wanted to climb trees, Xia Shiqing would stand up and stop them from climbing trees. At such times, Liu Dan would nod beside her to cheer her on.Boys certainly didn't want to bully Liu Dan who was cute, but at that time Xia Shiqing felt more like a tomboy, how could boys listen to her?

Under the pushing and pushing, Xia Shiqing was pushed to the ground, and traces of blood flowed out through the frayed pants.

The boy who knew that he had caused trouble quickly ran away, leaving Liu Dan squatting beside Xia Shiqing alone, covering his eyes and crying loudly.On the contrary, it was Xia Shiqing herself, not only did not cry, but she smiled and went to make her happy, "Oh, it doesn't hurt at all, you believe me!"

If it wasn't for her being unable to get up by herself, Liu Dan would have been tricked by her.

In the end, it was Liu Dan who carried Xia Shiqing on his back, and the two children returned home slowly.I still remember that the sunset was beautiful at that time, and Xia Shiqing, who was on her back, still wanted to struggle to walk on her own, "Put me down!"

Liu Dan was striding forward with difficulty. How much strength a seven-year-old child can have is simply shifting position [Attack on Giant] Kuroro and transmigrating into Allen.But she still refused to let go, through the clothes, Xia Shiqing's warmth spread to her body, making her reluctant to let go.

"no!"

"Let me down!"

"It just doesn't work!"

It may be that Liu Dan's voice was too loud, or it may be that Liu Dan's expression was very serious. The frightened Xia Shiqing huddled behind her, fumbled for a long time in her trouser pocket, and handed over a handkerchief, "Wipe your sweat, I won't come down." That's it."

But Liu Dan was holding her hands behind his back, how could he wipe his sweat with his hands?It was Xia Shiqing who fumbled and wiped the sweat off her forehead indiscriminately.

Naturally, the two of them scolded each other when they got home, but seeing Liu Dan who was crying, Xia Shiqing didn't retaliate with a hippie smile for the first time, but honestly admitted her mistake to her mother.

With a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, Liu Dan looked at the photos in the album with nostalgia.Two children of similar height were wearing floral skirts, standing close together, holding hands intimately.Perhaps it was then that Shi Qingjiu noticed the difference between boys and girls.

From then on, Xia Shiqing no longer resisted growing long hair, no longer disliked wearing flowery skirts, and imitated other girls to smile with dimples instead of opening her mouth and laughing loudly.

After graduating from elementary school and entering junior high school together, the two were lucky enough to be in the same class.Although they didn't become the same table, they could see each other's faces as long as they turned their heads during class.It was a very happy time. When she was bored in class, as long as she turned her head slightly, she could always meet Shiqing's eyes. The feeling of being watched all the time made Liu Dan secretly happy.

In junior high school, girls began to grow taller quickly, and boys also began to learn to appreciate the girls around them. From time to time, they would hear that so-and-so confessed to so-and-so.Liu Dan always thought that this kind of thing was far away from them, until he saw the sports committee member blushing and handed Xia Shiqing a stack of folded letter paper.At that time, Liu Dan walked up to the two of them with a blank face, didn't look at Shi Qing's expression, and didn't dare to look at it, snatched the letter paper and quickly tore it into pieces.

"I'll tell the teacher."

Hearing this threat, the sports committee member became furious and wanted to hit her, but Xia Shiqing pushed her to the ground.Protecting Liu Dan with his right hand to prevent her from being hit by the boys, he picked up the dictionary with the other hand and held it up high, and said expressionlessly, "If you don't leave, I will throw the book on your head."

On the way back from school, Liu Dan was silent all the time, kicking the stones on the road. Xia Shiqing reached out and snatched her schoolbag, and said very puzzled, "Obviously the one who should be angry is me, but why are you upset instead?"

Liu Dan lowered his head, still holding the strap of his schoolbag, "Are you angry with me?"

Confused Xia Shiqing shook her schoolbag, "Ah? Why?"

Liu Dan hesitated and said, "Because the sports committee likes you..."

"But I don't like him!" Xia Shiqing carried two schoolbags and leaned in front of Liu Dan, laughing regardless of the person who was startled by her, "I like you!"

Knowing that this liking was between friends, Liu Dan still shed tears of excitement.

Xia Shiqing was so scared that she hurriedly took out her handkerchief, "Don't cry, don't cry! I'm just teasing you!"

"Fuck you!" Liu Dan twisted his nose severely, and threw the handkerchief on Xia Shiqing, "Wash it off yourself."

"Oh, it's so dirty!"

"How dare you call me dirty!"

The girl giggled and chased after her, and the joy overflowing from her body filled the street on her way home.

It was another May, and Liu Dan deliberately picked the best blooming rose as a gift for Xia Shiqing.Sure enough, Xia Shiqing liked it very much. She hugged Liu Dan in circles, still holding the flower tightly in her hand.

"Dandan, I like you the most!"

"Fortunately I met you!"

Looking at the happy Xia Shiqing, Liu Dan also smiled. I should be the one who should wake up. Meeting you is the luck of my life.

The two went out of the province together for the college entrance examination, although they were not in the same dormitory, they were on the same floor, so Liu Dan's favorite thing to do was to run to Xia Shiqing's dormitory and drag her out to the playground.Even the people in the dormitory said that if it wasn't because she was a girl, they would really think that the two of them were in a relationship.

At that time, Xia Shiqing would wave her hands indifferently, "Don't be joking! Dandan has a very thin skin."

In fact, Liu Dan wished, wished Xia Shiqing could blush once, even if it was a fake.

It's a pity that every time it is explained like this, she can only smile along, "We are just childhood sweethearts."

Just a childhood sweetheart.

Watching Xia Shiqing voluntarily handing over her notebook because she didn't review for the exam; because Xia Shiqing suddenly had a fever, she knocked on the door of the auntie in the dormitory in the middle of the night, wearing a coat and running half the city, just to help her buy antipyretics; Xia Shiqing wants to join the student union and sign up together. Although the final result is very regrettable, she always silently guards behind Shiqing, and then looks at the people walking in front, showing a sweet smile that only she knows.

Working on the graduation thesis together, we would rummage through the books at hand because of a noun explanation, we would be frustrated by the criticism of the instructor, we would laugh because the first draft passed, and we would warm each other under the quilt... In the graduation photo, Liu Dan hugged wearing a bachelor's cap Looking at Xia Shiqing, she had the same bright smile on her face.

Because I like you, I want to be closer to you.Looking at the smile on his face many times, Liu Dan would touch the mirror in a daze. How many times he fantasized that it would be great if this person was Shiqing, then she would definitely use the most enthusiastic hug to let her know how much she is. Love her.

It's a pity that they are still childhood sweethearts, and they can only be childhood sweethearts.

When meeting Liu Yiwei for the first time, Liu Dan knew that this person was special, because Shiqing looked at her with such special and focused eyes, which was the kind of affection she had never seen before.

But Liu Dan knows that if two women want to be together, they need not only heartbeat, but also great courage.So she watched Xia Shiqing trapped herself in the same place, troubled and afraid to touch Liu Yiwei, but she just stayed by her side, absorbing her warmth in the name of comfort, thinking despicably that if the two of them were like this forever alright.

But she was wrong, Liu Yiwei was not her, she would stand beside Xia Shiqing flamboyantly, instead of being timid like her, who could only look at Xia Shiqing's back, but did not dare to take a step forward.

So when she knew that these two were together, she knew that she had completely lost Xia Shiqing.

Seeing that Xia Shiqing was nervous because of Liu Yiwei's every move, Liu Dan could only stand there, trying to reach out but couldn't find a reason.Zhou Yu once asked her, "Why are you so entangled?" If you like it, you can confess it. It's nothing for a person to complain about himself here.

A sitcom directed by one person?

But she didn't dare, she was afraid that with her words, the friendship between the two of them for more than 20 years would be broken in this way. If the two of them couldn't even be friends in the end, she didn't want that kind of future.A future without Shiqing is not the future she wants, she dare not gamble, let alone she doesn't have to gamble at all.

Because in Shiqing's eyes, there was no shadow of her from the beginning to the end.

So when Xia Shiqing told her that the proposal was successful, Liu Dan just wished her softly, even though he was kneeling on the ground because of heartache, he was reluctant to let out a sob, just to hear Shiqing's voice more.

Even if her joy is not because of her.

After hooking up the phone, Liu Dan looked at the roses downstairs.

May, when I met you, is coming soon, but my May is without you.