Please stop the behavior of the king of vinegar [e-sports]

Every scene just now began to circle in Lu Yan's mind. The more Chu Ya wanted to tell him that there was a misunderstanding between Lu Xiao and him, the more reluctant he was to get a glimpse of it.

Many years ago, when he left Lu's house, he made up his mind to break with the past, but now, his heart has turned up again, and he can only think about this problem again.

It was painful enough to make this decision back then, and he didn't know how to face the second time.

"Fuck..." But when he closed his eyes, he scolded himself: You obviously wanted to avoid the problem, so why did you lose your temper at God Chu?

The night was silent, he recovered after lying down for a while, and found that it was already 4 o'clock in the morning. He wanted to give up thinking and just sleep like this, but his hands didn't work. He dug out the past few years. A picture of another phone's chat history.

It was full of messages sent to him by ChuY. Going back to the first one, it was the other party who said that he would give him a photo with his autograph to tell him not to commit suicide.

He also couldn't understand why a well-known e-sports player would take care of an ordinary middle school student he didn't know for a long time, if he was not forced to leave the e-sports circle and hand in his official account , ChuY probably needs to see his children and grandchildren full of peace of mind.

But now, he clearly knows why Chuya did this.

He should not have been impulsive just now, and he clearly knew it.

So he looked at the whitish screen, and felt his eyes sting slightly—you finally found God Chu, did you ever think that you would treat him like this?

There was a thick black color scattered outside the window, only the flood of lights in the distance. Today's training ended not early. Not long after he was tossed around, the clock on the wall showed that it was approaching 5 o'clock.

But when he thought of Chu Ya's astonished and panicked expression just now, his mind was in a mess, and he didn't know how to deal with his own lack of tenderness.

He is like this, even he himself does not know him, not to mention how strange Chu Ya will feel.

He could only cover his face with his arms, and the originally dim light was completely blocked, making his thoughts gradually become negative along with the dull pain in his chest.

Just don't let God Chu find out that I'm sad, just don't let God Chu accompany me, just don't let God Chu rush to help me, otherwise, God Chu won't think wildly, let alone care about this matter" idle business".

In the past, Lu Yan was invulnerable. Even on New Year's Eve, he could play games and cook supper at the team base by himself. He even handed out red envelopes to his friends to call them Dad. Then he would lie alone on the not-so-warm bed. A tablet of melatonin can make him fall into a deep sleep, but now, why can't he even play a game against LY in an entertainment game, and is full of loopholes?

It was his mistake not to be gentle with Chuya, and it was also his mistake to make Chuya aware of the turmoil in his heart.

Lu Feng really couldn't imagine what Chu Ya was doing now, helping him wash his underwear like usual?Sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze?Or are you so wronged that you hide in bed and cry?Or, already want to break up with him?

Either way, it was enough to make him sleepless, so in the end, he came back to his senses, lifted the quilt and hurriedly put on his shoes, and decided to go back to Chuya.

But he didn't expect that when he opened the door, he would see Chu Ya leaning against the wall of the door.

The sensor lights in the corridor lighted up twice, shining on Chu Ya's surprised face. The other party probably didn't expect that he would suddenly open the door.

"You..." Lu Yan looked at the figure who was much thinner than himself in front of him - noticing that the other person was holding an unlit cigarette in his hand, he couldn't help trembling, "You...how come here..."

Chu Ya immediately hid the cigarette, her Adam's apple flustered, but she still said firmly, "I came to talk to you."

Lu Yan felt that his voice had lost consciousness: "...How long have you been here? I didn't hear you knocking on the door..."

The other party nervously clenched his palms and replied: "Yeah, it hasn't been long, I just want to apologize to you, but I'm afraid you don't want to see me yet, so... I haven't figured out how to knock on the door."

Lu Feng's chest felt stiff for a while, and he was about to speak, but at this moment, a sudden force grabbed his sleeve. When he lowered his head, he saw Chu Ya take a step forward, as if he was afraid that he would turn around and leave again.

Then, the other party spoke very fast, probably wanting to seize his appearance and explain clearly.

"It's my problem. I don't think it's you or your brother who can't let go."

"So... so I hope that you can at least speak clearly."

"I dare not tell you in advance, because I am afraid that if I give you hope, but the result is different from what I thought, it will make you more sad, so I want to make sure first, and then tell you this way."

"However, the subject of all this is 'I' - it's all what I think, what I think, I didn't think about it at all, whether you want it or not."

"I was wrong about this matter... But in the future, I can change it and think more thoroughly."

"That's why I came here to ask you...can you forgive me?"

In the silent corridor, there was only the sound of Chu Ya desperately speaking. His palms were even more tense because of tension, almost pulling Lu Yan's sleeves out of shape, but a few seconds later, he suddenly let go and took out his hand from his pocket. Take out a piece of crunchy shark and say: "Here, this is for you..."

Lu Yan was stunned for a moment, and it took several seconds to realize that Chu Ya was planning to please him with snacks.

He gripped the crunchy shark tightly, and became inexplicably anxious: "If I didn't open the door, are you going to stand here and wait until dawn? Do you know that the team will have a whole day of training tomorrow—"

No matter how bloody the outside public opinion is, the training intensity of the team will not be reduced, but Chuya became more and more nervous, thinking that his distress was rejection: "But I, my highest record is 60 hours of sleepless nights. Wearing CS European clothes..."

Then, Chu Ya took half a step back: "...No, if it doesn't work, I'll come back tomorrow and I won't delay the training."

The surrounding lights lit up, and before Lu Feng could react from his chaotic thoughts, Chu Ya had already turned around and ran away. When Lu Feng hurriedly chased after him and returned to the dormitory, he saw that the other party was hiding under the blanket, as if he was very afraid of him near.

In the dim light, Lu Feng was at a loss for a while, and walked over just to pull the quilt away.

After all, he didn't need to guess, he knew that Chu Ya was crying.

But Chu Ya held on to the quilt tightly, unwilling to show his face, which made Lu Feng feel sore in his heart, and instinctively coaxed: "Be good, let me see if you are crying, okay? "

In terms of strength, Chuya is certainly not his opponent, so Chuya's wet and red eyes were soon forced to be exposed in front of his eyes-at that moment, although he had been mentally prepared, his heart still couldn't avoid a shock, and his whole body was shocked. froze.

At least before this, he had never seen his God Chu show such a sad expression.

He wanted to coax him, but at this moment Chu Ya wiped his face with the back of his hand, and quickly smiled at him: "I...my mother...at least it's the first time I've had an argument with my boyfriend, so I'll cry to show my respect... ... Also, not too much?"

The author has something to say: Fuck me, why did I change this kind of plot from afternoon to dawn, I will probably rewrite part of it after deleting it, let me be short for a while and feel like I will be trapped in the office tomorrow QAAAQ

感谢在2020-04-2220:56:39~2020-04-2604:42:28期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: 1 Ruby;

Thanks to the little angel who irrigates the nutrient solution: it is Jinzhi, not Jinma, 10 bottles of small pot of wine;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!