No one really thinks it's hard to be a stand-in, right?

Ji Mian's breath stuck in his chest, almost forced out: "Not yet."

Fu Chenyu was silent again: "Then, can I know why not?"

Ji Mian's heartbeat was amplified, and it was deafening to himself, and he was afraid that Fu Chenyu could hear it: "I...I don't know if he likes me or not."

Fu Chenyu turned his head to look at him, Ji Mian closed his eyes tightly, covered by the night, his face was red from neck to ear tip, "Have you asked him?"

Ji Mian's body trembled slightly, and she hesitated: "I haven't asked yet."

Fu Chenyu took a deep breath: "Otherwise, you should ask first? If you don't ask, how will you know if he likes you or not?"

Ji Mian buried herself in the quilt: "Fu Chenyu, stop talking, I don't want to ask now."

Fu Chenyu let out a long breath and looked at the ceiling for a long time.

Ji Mian's eyelashes trembled violently, and no one fell asleep all night.

Only the amplified heartbeat echoed throughout the room.

Ji Mian didn't go to bed until five o'clock, and just after two hours, it was dawn outside.

In a daze, he seemed to hear Fu Chenyu getting up, the air conditioner was on in the room, and he didn't feel cold.

An hour later, Lin Yun's low voice was heard again: "Brother Mianmian hasn't woken up yet?"

Fu Chenyu replied to him: "No. Keep your voice down."

Later, Ji Mian was awakened by the smell of food.

He stretched comfortably, thinking of what he had done last night, "Kacha Kacha", his bones became stiff.

Then, his face turned red from his neck to his ears, the door of the room clicked, and Fu Chenyu raised his eyes to look at him: "Are you awake?"

Ji Mian: ...

"Ah."

Fu Chenyu said deliberately: "Is the room very hot?"

Ji Mian: "No. Why do you think so?"

Fu Chenyu pointed to his face: "Your face is very red."

Ji Mian:!

"I just woke up... I'm stuffy under the quilt." Ji Mian looked away, pretending to be calm.

"Oh." Fu Chenyu was thoughtful: "It seems that my quilt is quite thick. Hurry up and have lunch."

Ji Mian nodded, and then suddenly said: "Fu Chenyu! Wait, last night, my..."

Fu Chenyu's eyes were heavy: "I remember everything."

Ji Mian: ...

It seems that it is not my own illusion...

"Click." The door finally closed.

Ji Mian suddenly covered his face, the calm expression he had just pretended to be calm was gone, he rolled around on the bed several times, silently shouting: Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ! !

His hair was messed up by his rolling, and the east and west tufts were sticking up.

Ji Mian rubbed her face, and put her hands on the quilt dejectedly.

What should I do... When I saw Fu Chenyu just now, my heart was beating so hard.

Could it be that he is completely bent like this?

My God, how do I face Fu Chenyu, the boss treats me like a brother, but I want him to be his wife!

While eating, Ji Mian was absent-minded.

I always feel that after I become gay, I see the world differently.

For example, why didn't he realize that Fu Chenyu's eyelashes are so long...

Fu Chenyu seemed to notice his gaze and looked over.

Ji Mian hurriedly lowered his head to pick up the rice, Fu Chenyu: ...

"Ji Mian." Fu Chenyu sighed.

Ji Mian: "Yeah." He said he was eating.

Fu Chenyu said: "There is no food in your bowl. Is the dry rice delicious?"

Ji Mian chewed a few mouthfuls with difficulty: "It's okay. I like to eat dry rice. It's nutritious."

Fu Chenyu smiled half-smile, a little mockingly: "Why didn't I know before, you still have this hobby?"

Ji Mian said, "Maybe it's because you don't pay much attention to me."

Fu Chenyu: "Oh. How do you think I should pay attention to you?"

Ji Mian poked the white rice with chopsticks, and said vigilantly: I shouldn't be ugly now, right?

I took a look at my clothes and trousers, well, I was neatly dressed and not indecent.

After dinner, the heavy snow outside didn't stop, Ji Mian was not in a hurry to leave, so he sat on the sofa with Fu Chenyu and watched the replay of the Spring Festival Gala.

Lin Yun went upstairs to play on the computer by herself, Lin Jianyi did an interview outside and did not come back, Lin Xi was abroad, and Nuo Da's villa was very quiet.

When Ji Mian is alone with Fu Chenyu now, he has a little more ulterior thoughts, and his heartbeat has never calmed down.

Watching TV is also inattentive, always finding excuses to drink water or eat oranges, and then glance at Fu Chenyu.

Fu Chenyu said suddenly: "Does it look good?"

Ji Mian was startled, and quickly said, "I didn't look at you."

"Oh." Fu Chenyu suddenly smiled: "I asked you if the TV is good? Who asked you to watch me?"

Ji Mian felt that he was played by Fu Chenyu, but he couldn't tell what was wrong for a while.

He was peeling oranges with his legs crossed, and suddenly the back of his neck was pinched. Apart from him, Fu Chenyu was the only one in the house. Ji Mian didn't hide, and obediently asked, "I didn't look at you first this time. Why did you pinch my neck."

Fu Chenyu raised his eyebrows: "Aren't you going to be my rabbit?"

As soon as he heard him mention what he said yesterday, Ji Mian couldn't sit still for a moment.

Mianmiantu died, and he made the promise because he saw how sad he was. After thinking about it afterwards, this promise was too ambiguous.

Who in a normal person would say that he is going to be another person's rabbit!

It's too shameful...

Ji Mian's ears are getting redder and redder.

Fu Chenyu had no burden, and said, "I don't even touch it, the rabbit police officer has a big temper."

He said it in a complaining tone, Ji Mian really thought he had done something heinous.

"I didn't refuse to touch it." Ji Mian sat closer to Fu Chenyu, and put Fu Chenyu's hand on his thigh: "Let me touch your thigh, you don't need to raise your hand."

"I don't want to touch it anymore." Fu Chenyu was quite difficult to serve, so he withdrew his hand, thought it was a pity, and simply rubbed Ji Mian's head.

Ji Mian covered her head: "It's too hard. Are you always so cruel to the Mian Mian rabbit? No wonder the fur is all gone."

Fu Chenyu looked ahead, but what Ji Mian said last night played back in his mind.

"Ji Mian, you last night..."

"I didn't sleep well last night!" Ji Mian hurriedly answered, apparently not wanting to talk about this topic, he stood up and said in a panic, "I'll go to the room and sleep again, okay?"

Fu Chenyu stared at him for a while, then closed his eyes: "Okay."

Give him a little more time, he thought.

Give yourself some time.

When I came back from the winter vacation of the second year of high school, my studies were more intense and the pressure of competition was also great.

Ji Mian had to put away his thoughts on Fu Chenyu to prepare for the next monthly exam.

Fu Chenyu's brain is naturally suitable for studying. After reading it by himself, he is able to tutor Ji Mian with ease.

The result of Ji Mian's high-intensity study is that he fell down before the monthly exam.

Fu Chenyu was the first to notice that he had a fever. Ji Mian felt a little unwell, but forced himself out of bed to wash.

The clothes were messed up, and the school uniform was taken by mistake. When he walked to the door, he was grabbed by Fu Chenyu.

Unable to hold on, Ji Mian fell back and leaned against Fu Chenyu, her face burning terribly.

The roommate saw: "Damn?", looked at Ji Mian's face, and asked, "Brother Fu, did Ji Mian catch a cold?"

Fu Chenyu touched Ji Mian's forehead, it was unbearably hot, the roommate immediately understood: "Then you two are in the dormitory, I will ask Lao Cai for a vacation. Do you want to buy medicine? I will bring it back from the infirmary at noon."

"No, I'll take him directly to the infirmary."

Ji Mian's cold was so severe that his brain was burnt.

After hanging the water in the infirmary, there was no effect, so Fu Chenyu could only call Lin Minzhi, and sent Ji Mian to the hospital.

Tossing back and forth, wasting two days, during which Fu Chenyu visited him a few times, and found that the little flesh he raised for Ji Mian disappeared instantly.

On the third day, when Ji Mian went home to rest, Lao Cai granted him a day of sick leave, telling him not to study too hard.

Lin Minzhi felt sorry for her son, her eyes were red, and she stayed beside Ji Mian's bed, stroking his head: "Mom doesn't ask you to go to any prestigious university, you can just study in Tongcheng, and your health is the most important thing."

Ji Mian looked at Lin Minzhi, her nose was sour.

No matter how well maintained Lin Minzhi has been in the past two years, her face is still aging. When Ji Mian is sick, she is so anxious that she doesn't apply makeup, she looks haggard and pale.

"Mom..." A sense of guilt overwhelmed him like a flood.

Ji Mian has had a fever for the past two days, and he often had bizarre dreams, most of which were from his previous life.

His memory doesn't completely belong to him, at least one-third belongs to the original Ji Mian, the fusion of the two makes him who he is now. The plot of "Tenderness on Stranger Ways" has been circling in his mind, Fu Chenyu's half-smile, his gentle yet frightening expression made him shudder.

This PTSD severe...

But when he woke up, apart from Lin Minzhi, he still wanted to see Fu Chenyu the most.

Ji Mian didn't know how to tell Lin Minzhi about this matter. His brother found out that he liked men, and he left for more than ten years. He could see how hard Lin Minzhi was hit.

Do I want to tell Lin Minzhi now that I like men too...

Lin Minzhi touched his face: "What's the matter? Are you hungry? Mom is going to buy you something to eat."

Ji Mian shook her head: "Mom, I want to tell you something."

Lin Minzhi looked at him, and Ji Mian mustered up her courage: "I think I... I'm the same as my brother."

He didn't want to lie to Lin Minzhi, and he didn't want to have a secret relationship with Fu Chenyu if he really confessed his love to Fu Chenyu.

Lin Minzhi was stunned for a while, then slowly put down his hands, Ji Mian's heartbeat was beating nervously, he selfishly hoped that Lin Minzhi could forgive him, and at the same time hoped that Lin Minzhi would not forgive him.

He was sorry for Lin Minzhi.

Lin Minzhi's reaction was not very strong: "Mianmian said that she is the same as her brother, what is the same?"

Ji Mian lowered her eyelashes: "I found out some time ago, I seem to like...men too."

The last two words couldn't be lighter, Ji Mian said, "I'm sorry. Mom, hit me."

Lin Minzhi sighed: "Well, what am I doing beating you? You are sick, did Mianmian do it on purpose, it's too late for Mom to feel sorry for you now."

Ji Mian suddenly raised her head and looked at Lin Minzhi in surprise.

Lin Minzhi held his hand and said, "You are still the same as before, are you an illiterate mother? Mom has long since let go of your brother's affairs. Mom has also read a lot of materials on this topic over the years, which is not what you think. So fragile."

Ji Mian's lips trembled slightly: "Don't you blame me?"

"What's your fault? This is your own life. Mom only cares about your safety and health, and a long life." Lin Minzhi's eyes turned red: "I don't understand the truth of this. Mianmian taught mom about this. If you don’t live for others in your life, live for yourself. Mom lived for herself, and you live for yourself.”

She has a strong nasal voice, "I had expected it earlier. The books my mother read said that one of the brothers in the family is gay, and the other has a high probability. It's just a fluke, thinking that you are different from your brother."

Lin Minzhi shed tears: "Mom won't stop you, I just think this road is difficult. I will watch how your brother walks. Mom was pointed out before, so don't be afraid. You are so young, what should you do?" ?”

How much hardship and gossip you have to listen to, you can survive this level.

She lowered her head helplessly and kept wiping her tears: "What should I do, son..."

Ji Mian didn't expect Lin Minzhi to have such a reaction, tears fell from the sockets of her eyes.

Lin Minzhi shook his hand and said: "Mom can take care of you for a few more years, I hope you will start a family and start a business, and have someone to accompany you. I am afraid that if I close my eyes, my son will not be taken care of, and I will not be able to die. "

"Don't say that..." Ji Mian was most afraid of hearing the words of immortality from Lin Minzhi's mouth. Lin Minzhi left early in her previous life, and Ji Mian has always had a psychological shadow.

Lin Minzhi cried sadly, Ji Mian hugged her and patted her mother's back silently.

He found that Lin Minzhi was no longer young, her back was no longer tall and straight, she was old and fragile like a piece of paper.

The once babbling child has grown up, and her broad shoulders can support Lin Minzhi's body.

Ji Mian suddenly realized the heavy responsibilities on his shoulders at this moment, related to Lin Minzhi, and also related to Fu Chenyu.

After telling Lin Minzhi the secret, Ji Mian relaxed a lot.

Lin Minzhi knew far more about homosexuality than he did, so after accepting this fact, she didn't struggle with it anymore.

As the saying goes, children and grandchildren have their own blessings, Lin Minzhi only hopes that Ji Mian can find a man who can spend his life with him, she doesn't ask for anything from him, only ask him to be good to Ji Mian.

However, Ji Mian obviously underestimated a woman's intuition.

At night, Lin Minzhi suddenly said, "Mianmian, do you have someone you like now?"

Ji Mian nodded in embarrassment: "Yes..."

Without even thinking about it, Lin Minzhi blurted out, "Is that Xiao Fu?"

Ji Mian was almost buried in the quilt when he turned around, he was quite shocked, he felt that he hadn't been so obvious.

Lin Minzhi quickly said: "Oh, I'm just guessing. You don't have any other good friends around you, and you like him, so what's the situation with Xiaofu?"

When Ji Mian was talking to Lin Minzhi, she didn't hide anything, and stammered, "He, he probably likes men too..."

Lin Minzhi breathed a sigh of relief: "I watched you and him grow up, so that's fine."

Thinking of Fu Chenyu, Lin Minzhi was very satisfied again. Fu Chenyu was good-looking, had excellent grades, knew everything, and was a childhood sweetheart. She was very happy to be her "daughter-in-law".

Ji Mian blushed: "Where are you thinking, he didn't like me, so I just fell in love with myself."

Lin Minzhi looked at Ji Mian with hellish eyes, and Ji Mian looked dazed. After a while, Lin Minzhi sighed quietly, thinking silently: How could her son be so emotionally slow?

After school on Friday afternoon, and no late study time at night, Fu Chenyu went directly to Ji Mian's home to visit him.

As a result, he bumped into Li Jue and Su Luoyu on the way. Su Luoyu walked quickly, as if wanting to shake off Li Jue, and cursed him not to follow.

Li Jue rolled his eyes, and replied bluntly: "Whoever follows you, I'm here to see my future wife."

When Su Luoyu saw Fu Chenyu, he said hello and asked the route, "Are you here to see Ji Mian?"

Fu Chenyu was noncommittal, Su Luoyu said: "I also heard that Ji Mian is sick, so come to see him. Shall we go together?"

Li Jue said disgustedly: "I don't want to be with this male vixen."

Su Luoyu smiled faintly: "Then please get out mellow."

"Fuck! If I can't find Ji Mian's house, I need to follow your ass."

Su Luoyu didn't bother to pay attention to him, and caught up with Fu Chenyu in two or three steps, and the two walked side by side.

Li Jue was aggrieved for a long time, and followed his fate resignedly.

Lin Minzhi was making porridge for Ji Mian at home when the doorbell rang.

She turned off the small fire, went downstairs and opened the door, first saw Fu Chenyu, then Su Luoyu, both of whom she knew.

It's just that she doesn't know Li Jue well, so she is a little hesitant.

Su Luoyu has always been very obedient to her elders, and said with a smile, "Auntie, let's come and see Ji Mian."

Lin Minzhi said: "Come in." She glanced at Ji Mian: "This is..."

Li Jue almost didn't recognize Lin Minzhi at first sight.

In my memory, Ji Mian's mother has never been so extravagant.

He was stunned for a moment, then quickly took the hand of "mother-in-law", and introduced himself carelessly: "Auntie, I am Li Jue. I am Mianmian's friend."

Lin Minzhi was skeptical and didn't have a good impression of Li Jue. The young man's appearance was too sharp, which made Lin Minzhi feel a little uncomfortable.

As soon as Li Jue came, he came here with the mentality of pleasing his mother-in-law. He had a sweet mouth. Although Lin Minzhi didn't like him at first, she was coaxed by Li Jue's "Auntie" and "Young like a sister" I can't hold back my face.

Fu Chenyu turned around and walked towards the second floor. Ji Mian heard the movement and saw him as soon as he looked up.

"It's better." Fu Chenyu sat on Ji Mian's bed.

"I've been fine for a long time. I lay down for a few days, and my bones are crisp." Ji Mian touched his nose: "Why did you remember to visit me?"

Fu Chenyu raised his eyelids: "My rabbit is sick, of course I have to come and have a look."

Ji Mian was so dry that she didn't speak.

Fu Chenyu asked him if he wanted to eat candy, Ji Mian had only been drinking porridge for the past few days and had no taste in his mouth, so he readily agreed.

Fu Chenyu slowly took out a bag of candy, and after tearing it apart, Ji Mian reached out to take it.

As a result, the other party said coolly: "Open your mouth."

Ji Mian was stunned.

Fu Chenyu said, "It's time to feed the rabbit."

Ji Mian lowered his head and swallowed the sugar on Fu Chenyu's fingertips.

Fu Chenyu felt that his fingertips were slightly moist, which was the tip of Ji Mian's tongue.

The rabbit quickly straightened its back, tilted its head to look out the window, and chewed the sugar as if nothing had happened.

Was this just... flirting with him?

Fu Chenyu raised his eyebrows, the stupid rabbit is very courageous now.