The tyrant thinks I love him miserably

As if dreaming back at midnight, Feng Yuehua woke up panting and struggling.

When he opened his eyes, he found himself lying in the familiar Miyin Hall.Xiao Luobei beside him closed his eyes and was still in a deep sleep.

what happened?Feng Yuehua was horrified in her heart, she was obviously... obviously dead...

He clearly remembered that less than a year after he came to Xiao Luobei's side, he became seriously ill and gradually worsened.Finally, on a cold winter night, he held Xiao Luobei's hand nostalgicly, and his soul returned to the west.

He still remembered that after his soul flew out of his body lightly, Xiao Luobei hugged his body and wept loudly, in agony.He anxiously called him and comforted him, but Xiao Luobei couldn't hear his voice at all, nor could he see himself.

He knew right then that he was dead.

Seeing Xiao Luobei's life without love, he felt pained like a knife, and couldn't help crying.Crying and crying, consciousness gradually blurred, as if being taken to an inexplicable place, the whole space became chaotic.

Opening his eyes again, he actually returned to the Finding Hall, Xiao Luobei was still sleeping peacefully next to him.

Although she didn't know what was going on, Feng Yuehua sat up excitedly, held Xiao Luobei's face and kissed it persistently.

Ah Bei, Ah Bei!I'm not dead yet, I'm still with you!

Xiao Luobei was awakened by his kiss, and put his arms around him: "Huh? Yuehua, what are you doing?"

"A Bei, what's going on?" He asked excitedly softly, "Why am I back again?!"

"What's back?" Xiao Luobei touched his face in confusion, "Are you having a nightmare? You just entered the palace today, why didn't you come back?"

"I just entered the palace?!" Yuehua was extremely surprised.

"That's right..." Xiao Luobei scratched his nose lightly, "Are you sleepy? Didn't you enter the palace today and say that you want to choose a good tree to live in, and that you only love me in your life? "

His tone was full of affection, but Feng Yuehua's eyes turned red.

He now understands that he is born again.

Although he didn't know why, he was reborn and returned to the first night when he entered the palace to find Xiao Luobei.

Thank God for giving him a second life.Could it be that he and Xiao Luobei were in too much pain when he died, so he was willing to pity them and give them another chance to love each other?

Feng Yuehua threw herself into Xiao Luobei's arms.

"A Bei, I had a dream..." He choked up and said, "In the dream, I died. You were so sad, so sad, you kept hugging me and crying. I felt so sad when I watched from the side. Calling you, but you can't hear me, you can't see me..."

"It's okay, it's okay..." Xiao Luobei gently kissed his forehead, "It's just a dream, don't be scared. You won't die, this king won't let you die."

"En." Feng Yuehua nodded, leaning firmly in his arms.

But he knew in his heart that even if he did it all over again, his body might not recover.

His illness was brought from his mother's womb since he was a child.In the less than 15 years he has lived to this day, he has hardly had a few days in health.There is no good medicine in this world that can cure him. In his previous life, Xiao Luobei had searched all over the Central Plains, Western Regions, Beidi and Dali for him, but he was unable to save him.Fate destined him to die early.

If he is doomed to die prematurely, why does God want him to do it all over again?

Feng Yuehua was clever, he thought silently, what regrets did he have in his last life?Even if he still can't escape his death less than a year later in this life, at least he can make up for his regrets, right?

He thought about it, but suddenly blushed.

Said to be sorry... Of course there are.In the previous life, Xiao Luobei took pity on him for being weak and sick. Although they often slept together, they never touched him.Even because they were afraid of being unable to control themselves, the two of them had never kissed in succession.The most Xiao Luobei could do was pull his hand, kiss his forehead, or hold him in his arms without any evil intentions.

Although Feng Yuehua understands that sometimes love means restraint, but when he thinks about his death once, he feels very regretful.

Now that you know that your life is as short as scallion dew and will eventually disappear, why should you care so much?

Wouldn't it be better to live in the present moment?

Feng Yuehua silently stared at Xiao Luobei's handsome sleeping face in the dark, and made up her mind.

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The next day, Xiao Luobei was afraid that Feng Yuehua had a nightmare last night and didn't sleep well, so he specially slept with him until the sun was high before getting up.It was already too late for the two of them to have breakfast, so Xiao Luobei planned to order someone to have breakfast directly.

"A Bei, let's go out of the palace to eat." Feng Yuehua took his hand playfully, and looked at him eagerly with big eyes.

"Want to go out to play in the palace? All right, I will take you there." How could Xiao Luobei be willing to refuse his request.

"En." Yuehua blinked, and boldly made a request, "Then I want to go to Linglong Pavilion for lunch, is that okay?"

"Linglong Pavilion?" Xiao Luobei looked at him with both a smile and a smile, "Yuehua, do you know what that place is?"

"I know, it's the biggest brothel in the capital. Not only are there countless beauties, there are also all kinds of handsome young ladies. I've long wanted to go and see it! Let's go shopping in disguise, shall we?"

Xiao Luobei smiled helplessly, thinking that he was really interesting.

Why is this sick guy full of weird and cute ideas in his head?

"Okay, it's all up to you." Xiao Luobei hugged him horizontally, "I'm going to prepare the car now!"

"En!" Feng Yuehua hugged his neck happily, and smiled brightly.

In his last life, he never had the idea of ​​living a different life from Xiao Luobei every day.He just obediently stayed by his side, and only wanted to be with him day and night.Although that kind of day is equally sweet, it seems a bit dull after all.

To live again, of course he wants to do all the things he has never done, even if they are deviant or ridiculous, without any regrets.

The two drove to Linglong Pavilion, and as soon as they entered, Xiao Luobei knew that he was not in good health, so he carefully supported him.The bustard of Linglong Pavilion knew they were distinguished guests as soon as they saw them, and immediately greeted them flatteringly:

"My lords, come in quickly!"

Xiao Luobei gave a "hmm", took Feng Yuehua's hand and squeezed it tightly, and whispered in his ear:

"They're all watching you."

"Who is looking at me?" Feng Yuehua looked around, only to find that the girls and young men in the pavilion were all looking at her in twos and threes, and whispering.

"Why are they looking at me?" He wondered.

"Because you look good." Xiao Luobei couldn't help but chuckle, "It's good to see that the entire Linglong Pavilion is going to be lit up, of course they are jealous. And look at this king next to you, he is also an imposing and extraordinary person The dragon, so I became even more jealous..."

Hearing what he said, Feng Yuehua's small melon-seeded face flushed with laughter, she raised her head and kissed him on the cheek.

"Yuehua?" Xiao Luobei was slightly surprised.

He didn't know that Feng Yuehua was such a bold person.But after thinking about it, he dared to enter the capital and enter the palace alone to show love to him. He was a wanton and passionate person, so why not dare to just kiss?

So I couldn't help but love him more in my heart.

"A Bei, let's go in quickly." After Feng Yuehua kissed him, she took his arm naturally, "I'm so hungry."

"Okay." Xiao Luobei felt distressed in his heart, and simply picked him up by the waist, and went straight into the wing.

Xiao Luobei ordered a table of good dishes, and remembering Yuehua's body, most of the dishes were light and delicious.Yuehua seemed unable to be satisfied with this, pointing to the "Sanqiu wine" on the menu and said: "One more pot of this."

"Yuehua, you are not in good health and cannot drink." Xiao Luobei persuaded him softly.

"Abei, I want to taste it." Yuehua insisted, "I have never known the taste of good wine since I was born. I want to try even a small sip today."

Xiao Luobei was startled, thinking that Yuehua had been living in pain before, his eyes turned red with distress.

"Okay, today is up to you."

When the food and wine were served, Xiao Luobei, in order to satisfy Yuehua's curiosity, went and called two young ladies to play the piano to accompany him.Yuehua happily poured a small cup of Sanqiu wine, then secretly whispered into Xiao Luobei's ear:

"Abei, you, do you come here often to play with the boys...?"

"I don't have any." Xiao Luobei couldn't help pinching his cheek when he saw his cute look of being jealous, "This king occasionally comes over to drink and listen to music. Naturally, you have to do things like that with your beloved." Talented people can do it.”

"Oh." Feng Yuehua was happy and nervous, she couldn't help but looked up and took a big gulp of wine.Suddenly caught hot, he immediately coughed out uncontrollably.

"You...don't drink it, dear..." Xiao Luobei patted his back lightly while pretending to be strict.

"No..." Yuehua hid the cup and jug, for fear of being snatched away by him, "I'll drink a little more..."

There was a natural playfulness and cuteness in his tone, which made Xiao Luobei's heart melt, and he pursed his lips and asked him:

"It's your first time drinking, how do you feel?"

"It's spicy, it's uncomfortable," Feng Yuehua rolled her big eyes, "but it's very novel and interesting..."

"You..." Xiao Luobei rubbed his face affectionately.

There is really nothing to do with this awesome villain.

Xiao Luobei thought to himself, if only he could be healthy, he would be able to take him to all kinds of fun places, eat all kinds of delicious food, travel all over the country, through spring, summer, autumn and winter.

He was thinking melancholy, but he saw Yuehua boldly drank a glass full of Sanqiu wine.

"Hey!" He was in a hurry, and wanted to step forward to take the wine from the bad boy's hand so that he would not let him continue, but unexpectedly, Yuehua came over softly by herself, like a very curious cat, and sat down. to his knees.

"What are you going to do?" Xiao Luobei was a little confused when he saw his big eyes unblinkingly looking at him.

Yuehua collected herself and buried her head in kissing his lips.

Xiao Luobei was taken aback, only felt his little red lips parted slightly, and the tip of his small and exquisite tongue gently swept the sweet wine into his mouth, and slowly poured that sip of Sanqiu wine into his mouth.Xiao Luobei naturally accepted all the wine, and while mingling with him, he slowly swallowed all the wine.

After the wine was completely drunk, there was only a pure kiss left. The two of them were full of each other, and they kissed so intently that they forgot everything around them for a moment.

Xiao Luobei was only pleasantly surprised, every time he saw Yuehua, he brought him a completely different and new feeling.How many sides does he still have waiting for him to discover slowly?How many charms are there waiting to be picked?

Because of drinking and coughing, Yuehua's face always had a pretty pink color.At this moment, she became crimson again in the deep kiss.

This kiss was the first kiss between the two, and it was still a little bit green, but it was also extremely perfect.

The young men who play the music are very knowledgeable and have already retreated silently.

"Wait..." Xiao Luobei still had a sliver of reason, "Yuehua, no, your body..."

"I'm fine!" Feng Yuehua grabbed his skirt tightly to prevent him from avoiding it, "Abei, don't go..."

"But..." Xiao Luobei hesitated, he was not willing to hurt him even the slightest bit.But Yuehua is so different today, last night he was still able to hold him to sleep without any evil thoughts, but at this moment, he can't do it...

Yuehua's boldness and frankness are something he has never seen before, which makes him pleasantly surprised and happy, and he is more willful and casual than he thought.But if it really continues, he is not sure, really not...

"Don't think so much..." Yuehua looked at him firmly with watery eyes, "Life is short, who knows if I will leave suddenly one day? I don't want to have regrets, Ah Bei...not at all .”

"Abei, I like you, I like you very much... Even if I die tomorrow, I am willing to risk everything today..."

"What about you? Would you like to?"

Xiao Luobei couldn't think anymore - how else could he? !

How could he not want to.

He grabbed Feng Yuehua's slender waist with a little force, but he was full of affection and fascination, and he was always cautious and cherishing him as he hugged him tightly.

"Yuehua, I like you too, I like you crazy, in my eyes you are the best..." He murmured, kissing Yuehua's ruddy and sweet lips again.

It's so strange, such a natural thing, why didn't I think about it before?I've been thinking about his condition all the time, but is it a bit self-contained instead?

Life should be like moths to a flame, maybe short, but always warm and bright, running towards eternity.

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From then on, the happy days without shame and shame began.Once there is the first time, the second time and the third time...it is a natural thing.Sometimes when Yuehua fell ill, Xiao Luobei would wrap his arms around him, warm him with his own warm body, and softly whisper in his ear to coax him to sleep.

On the days when Yuehua was in good condition, the two fell in love happily.Both of them let go of everything, just want to take good care of the happiness in front of them, grasp the passing time between their fingers, regardless of everything.

Even if it is short like fireworks, it is also bright and beautiful.

Gradually, a miracle happened.

After going like this for half a year, Yuehua's physique gradually improved.The condition is improving, and the number of attacks is also decreasing.

Xiao Luobei was surprised and delighted, the imperial doctor came to check.However, the imperial doctor saw it and couldn't tell the reason.It just means that Mr. Feng's illness is indeed much better than before.

"Is it because the rare medicinal materials that the king has found are effective?" Xiao Luobei asked the imperial doctor anxiously, "Or is it because of something else?"

The imperial doctor shook his head in confusion: "It's not related to the medicinal materials. Mr. Feng's illness was brought from the mother's womb. Normally, it was predictable that his body would go from bad to worse, but it is indeed getting better now. Second Highness, this is a great thing, maybe it is God has mercy on you!"

"Yes!" Xiao Luobei was overjoyed, "God has eyes, bless Yuehua!"

I don't even bother to investigate further.As long as Yuehua can get better, it doesn't matter what the reason is.

He only knows that if this continues, the two of them will be able to stay together day and night until they grow old.

That night, Yuehua fell into a deep sleep.Xiao Luobei practiced martial arts all the year round, and when he sensed someone falling into the palace, he immediately opened his eyes.

In the middle of the night, who is so bold to break into the palace?

Xiao Luobei got up quietly and came to the courtyard.I saw a thin old man standing under the moonlight, with his back to the moonlight, and his face could not be seen clearly.

"Who are you?!" Xiao Luobei asked with frowned eyebrows. He felt that this old man's martial arts were unfathomable. If he really wanted to fight, he would definitely not be his opponent.

The old man sneered, raised his eyebrows and reprimanded angrily: "The old man said that Xiaofeng chose such a great character, but he turned out to be such a dude!"

He glanced sideways at Xiao Luobei again: "Well...the appearance is pretty good...but that's all there is to it!"

Xiao Luobei was ridiculed by him, and he was furious: "What did you say?! If you have the guts, tell me again!"

"Don't say good things twice!" The old man was more tempered than him, and raised his voice, "If you tell me to say it again, will I say it again?! I won't!"

"You desperate lunatic, dare to challenge this king?!" Seeing his arrogance and eccentricity, Xiao Luobei scolded him while keeping his whole body on guard against him, not knowing what his intentions were.

Unexpectedly, the old man gave him a sideways glance: "The old man is too lazy to talk to you! The old man came today because he heard that Xiaofeng's health is better, so he came to see him specially!"

"Do you know Yuehua?" Xiao Luobei couldn't help being curious when he saw that although his tone was disgusting, the concern he showed for Yuehua was genuine.

"Hmph! I knew you much earlier than you did!" The old man snorted coldly, "If it wasn't for your meritorious service in saving Xiaofeng today, this old man would have sealed your haughty mouth and made you suffer..."

"This king saved Yuehua?" Xiao Luobei wondered.

"Yes!" The old man pointed at the bridge of his nose, seeming angry and helpless, "You prodigal son, you have sex with Xiaofeng every day. It was a lustful act, but hitting him right and wrong helped his condition. Heh, you Why don’t you thank the old man for telling you the truth?!”

Xiao Luobei couldn't believe it: "You don't lie! Even the imperial doctor can't tell why Yuehua's illness is getting better, why do you say it's because of my flirtatious affairs?"

The old man snorted disdainfully: "So you are stupid, stupid, stupid! You know nothing! Those quack doctors know nothing! Xiaofeng is a genius of the Phoenix, and the person he chooses is destined to become a real dragon The qi of the dragon and the phoenix blend together, naturally you will gradually transfer your masculinity to him, making his body healthier and healthier!"

Xiao Luobei was pleasantly surprised: "What you said is true?!"

"Believe it or not!" The old man rolled his eyes, "I didn't lie to you anyway!"

Xiao Luobei frowned and thought for a while: "But this king has no intention of taking over the world, the moonlight is enough for this king."

The old man sneered again: "Since he chose you, it means that destiny chose you. How can you decide whether you want the world or not?! Just wait for it naturally!"

"..." Before Xiao Luobei had time to ask, the figure of the old man had already disappeared quickly and disappeared.

"Who the hell is it? Could it be... the master Yunyang?" Xiao Luobei was puzzled and went back to sleep.

Anyway, he didn't intend to seize the heir, and now the father has already established a prince.What does the world have to do with oneself?As long as I have that little world with Yuehua, that's enough.

Time flies, and half a year has passed. The wars in the twelve countries of the Western Regions have continued, and civil strife broke out in one of the Yuzhu Kingdoms. Xiao Luobei's father, Xiao Qi, has always wanted to choose a suitable candidate among the princes. To quell the war.

Ordinarily, if the crown prince wants to stay in the East Palace, Xiao Luobei is most likely to be sent there.But he really doesn't want to go now, because he doesn't want to leave Yuehua alone in the palace, and he doesn't want to take him all the way to the battlefield.

So he simply came to protest and refused to go.

Xiao Qi was furious, but he had always had nothing to do with this arrogant and wanton son, he was reluctant to punish him severely, let alone threaten him with Yuehua.This lunatic is in a hurry, who knows what he can do.

So he had no choice but to send Xiao Luobei's younger brother, the Fourth Prince Xiao Chenying, to go.

Xiao Luobei was very happy, anyway, as long as he didn't have to go, he didn't care which younger brother was going to pick up this hot potato.

Xiao Chenying had only been gone for less than a month when suddenly important news came out from the court.It turned out that the war in Yuzhu Kingdom was provoked by the crown prince and Lin'an Wang Xiaoyi together.The Holy Lord, Longyan, was furious, and took back Xiao Yi's Zhenxi Army Tiger Talisman, deposed the Crown Prince, and demoted him to a commoner.

The crown prince was deposed, and the East Palace was naturally vacant.Among the remaining princes, Xiao Chenying was far away in the Western Regions, while the Eighth and Ninth Princes were still young and lacking in ability, so Xiao Luobei was named the new Crown Prince by accident.

Two months later, the Jing Dynasty Emperor Xiao Qi was ill for a long time and finally passed away. Xiao Luobei succeeded to the throne smoothly and became the new emperor of the Jing Dynasty.

He thought, this is all the destiny that Yuehua brought to him, and he loves and cherishes him more than before.In the bond-like relationship between the two, Yuehua's health is getting better and better, and now she has fully recovered.

After a while, Xiao Chenying returned to court and was given the title of King Ping'an.

Xiao Chenying came to the Imperial Study Room to meet Sheng Xie En, but there was another person with him.

That person was about the same age as Yuehua, and he was so beautiful that he was carved out of jade, making people almost stop breathing.His facial features are three-dimensional, and his right pupil is dark golden, which is quite exotic. He is dressed in a red dress, which is gorgeous and not vulgar, and quietly exudes a fatal allure.

He is very different from Yuehua. Yuehua is a quiet and elegant orchid in an empty valley, while he is a gorgeous rose with a dark fragrance.

"My brother has something to ask." Xiao Chenying brought the beauty in red and knelt in front of Xiao Luobei. "The person next to me is my sweetheart whom I met in the Western Regions. His name is Mu Wanzhou. Please, brother?" Give marriage to my younger brother and Wan Zhou!"

"So?" Xiao Luobei propped his forehead lazily, looking back and forth between his younger brother and the beauty named Mu Wanzhou, but found that since Mu Wanzhou entered the imperial study, he was not afraid of Shengjia, and he didn't even look at himself. , a pair of beautiful eyes only stared sideways at Xiao Chenying.

It's like how Yuehua looks at herself.

Thinking of Yuehua's cute and lively appearance, Xiao Luobei's mood became very good.

"Sure." He raised his hand and replied happily.

"My brother thanked you, brother!" Xiao Chenying was overjoyed, and kowtowed to thank Namu Wanzhou again and again, then went out happily holding hands.

Xiao Luobei looked at the backs of the two, gave a "tsk", and said to himself:

"According to the personality of the fourth younger brother, it must be after the big wedding that they will agree to the spring festival. I might as well fulfill them earlier..."

Thinking of this, he felt that this matter should be discussed with Yuehua.He has a lot of ghost ideas, and the ideas he came up with must be interesting, so he rushed to the Finding Yin Hall to find Yuehua.

"Abei!" As soon as he entered the palace gate, Yuehua's small body jumped up and threw himself into his arms, rubbing against him like a cat.

"What's the matter, Yuehua?" Xiao Luobei acted like a baby when he saw him coming, he liked it so much, he just felt like his heart would melt.

"They said, you want to make me queen?" Yuehua stared at him with wide eyes.

"Who said that?" Xiao Luobei was a little surprised, "However, this is really a good idea, why didn't I think of it before?"

Yuehua pouted, looking unhappy.

"After becoming a male empress, will I not be able to leave the palace?" He asked wearily, "The etiquette of the master of the sixth palace is very complicated, I don't want to be..."

Xiao Luobei made a serious face on purpose to tease him: "If you don't do it right, then I will appoint someone else."

"That won't work!" Feng Yuehua hugged his arm tightly, "You can't let me go..."

"Fool, who said I don't want you anymore?" Xiao Luobei put his arms around him, "I only want you... If you are willing to be my male queen, that's naturally good. If you don't want to, I will always keep that seat vacant for you." on."

"Then..." Yuehua rolled her big eyes, "It's not that I don't want to be one at all, but you have to promise me..."

"Promise you what?"

"When I become the lord of the Sixth Palace, you will also take me to Linglong Pavilion, okay?" Yuehua tilted her head playfully and smiled, "I like the food there, and I also like Sanqiu wine. I I can't accept that I can't go again in this life..."

Xiao Luobei imagined the scene: Hmm...the Emperor Jingchao and the Empress went shopping together in the kiln, it was very, very good!

"Okay, not only will I take you there, but you can go there whenever you want, okay?" He picked up his cute little ancestor and walked into the hall.How can I refuse any request from this wonderful person who is full of whimsy.

"Really?!" Feng Yuehua was so happy that she immediately kissed him heavily on the face, "I knew Ah Bei was the best for me!"

Xiao Luobei smiled lightly, turned his head to kiss him.He gradually calmed down, but his breathing was slow and rapid, and his cheeks were stained red.

Xiao Luobei loved his emotional appearance so much that he couldn't help but brought him into the bed and lowered the curtains.

It just so happens that my big wedding and that of my fourth brother can be held together.

About the details of the big wedding, I will ask Yuehua later.

While thinking about it, Xiao Luobei felt that his idea was brilliant, and the corners of his lips couldn't help but smile.

Youyouyue went to the west building, and the room was full of affection.

All the first encounters in life are so beautiful.

And every day and every night in the future, I hope to be like this, with beautiful scenery, day and night, I am like a star, and you are like a moon.

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The last episode of this article also gave the lively Xiaofeng a HE

This article can also be regarded as a parallel world of "If Xiaofeng is not dead", is it still considered HE by all members? (except Zhuchuan...)

This article is officially over here, thank you for your support.See you next time, see the author's column, QAQ will be published on December 12