The tyrant thinks I love him miserably

Hearing this short but like a bolt from the blue, Xiao Luobei was hit hard, and his whole heart fell into boundless sinking.

But these words were like enlightenment, connecting many, many points that he had been skeptical about before.

Thinking about it carefully, Mu Wanzhou has never said that she loves him, not even once.

Every time, Xiao Luobei asked him arrogantly: "You love me so much?"

But Mu Wanzhou did not say clearly once, "I like you, Ah Bei".

Even after Xiao Luobei confessed "I love you" to him that night clearly, he did not respond with the same words.

Xiao Luobei's heart, as if falling into an abyss, sank very low.Could it be that all this time, it was just wishful thinking?

Wishful thinking that he loves her deeply and is willing to suffer all kinds of grievances for herself.

Wishful thinking that he can't do without himself.

Falling in love with him wishfully again, to the bottom of his heart.

Xiao Luobei shook his head in disbelief, and murmured: "No, I won't... Wanzhou, I won't! How many times have you clearly said that you miss me and can't leave me? Isn't that... ..."

"Yes," Mu Wanzhou interrupted him bluntly, "I do often miss the bed with the Holy Majesty."

"..."

Xiao Luobei seemed to have been strangled by something, unable to speak a single word.

Before he could feel the pain, the carriage had already stopped.Mu Wanzhou pulled him up and dragged him out of the carriage.

Outside the car, Lu Zhuchuan lifted the curtain for the two of them, and watched them get down coldly.Xiao Luobei looked forward, and found that he was in an oasis in the vast yellow sand.There are some messy trees on the oasis, and there is a small ruined temple at the end of the road.This dilapidated temple is dilapidated and inconspicuous, like a flat boat in the sea, it seems that it will follow this oasis and be buried by yellow sand at any time.

Mu Wanzhou said to Lu Zhuchuan: "Zhuchuan, you guard the intersection."

Lu Zhuchuan nodded, without saying a word, just looked deeply at the two of them.

"Go." Mu Wanzhou pushed Xiao Luobei mercilessly, urging him to enter the ruined temple.

Xiao Luobei's limbs were weak, and he could barely stand upright, but when he pushed him, he staggered and fell forward.Mu Wanzhou gave an impatient "tsk" and grabbed him, and Xiao Luobei fell into his arms.

"It seems that the medicine was taken too much." Mu Wanzhou said coldly.

"..." Lu Zhuchuan didn't seem to be able to stand it any longer, he grabbed Xiao Luobei and brought him down to the gate of the temple.Mu Wanzhou was stunned for a moment, and quickly followed up. Lu Zhuchuan said softly:

"I'll keep watch, you hurry up."

"Yeah." Mu Wanzhou nodded, pulled Xiao Luobei into the ruined temple, and closed the door behind her.

Xiao Luobei looked around, the temple was bare, there were almost no decorations, no gods, Buddhas and Bodhisattvas were worshipped, only a black lacquered tablet was placed on the altar in front of it.However, there is not even a word on the tablet, so it is completely impossible to tell who it belongs to.

Mu Wanzhou forcefully pushed him to the ground: "Kneel down." Xiao Luobei's knees softened, and he fell straight on the ground, his knees hurting.

"Wanzhou?!" After being treated like this by him, Xiao Luobei's first reaction was not only anger and humiliation, but also pain like skin, "Why? What the hell do you mean?!"

His hands hidden in his sleeves trembled slightly, and he couldn't help but squeeze a small bamboo whistle tightly.

As long as he presses the mechanism on the bamboo whistle, he can send out a powerful firework and call the people he has arranged in advance.

A few days ago, before setting off, Sun Jian came to tell him that Mu Wanzhou had ordered the hidden guards not to protect him along the way. He thought he was shy, but he also felt that what Sun Jian said was reasonable.The journey is long and the variables are unpredictable, so we can't just rely on Lu Zhuchuan to escort him.

After thinking about it, he selected ten reliable guards from the recruited Jinyiwei, rewarded them more, and ordered them to disguise themselves and follow the carriage to protect himself and Mu Wanzhou.He ordered them not to act without authorization, and they must wait for his signal before they can act.The fireworks in this bamboo whistle are the signal for action.

Jin Yiwei's martial arts is not as superb as that of the dark guard, and if you follow them from a distance, you won't hear their intimacy.But he was still afraid that Mu Wanzhou would be shy when he found out, so he didn't tell him about it.

He has been in a coma for three days, and he is not sure where the ten people are now.But according to his order, as long as these ten people are not all found by Lu Zhuchuan and then killed, someone will always follow nearby, silently waiting for his signal.

As long as he presses the trigger to send out fireworks, even if only one or two people come, there will be a glimmer of life.

But he hesitated, struggled, and still didn't press down.

He was unwilling, strongly unwilling, and he didn't even know what was going on.

Mu Wanzhou glanced at him coldly, pointed at the nameless tablet sternly, and said in a low voice:

"Do you know whose tablet this is?"

Xiao Luobei frowned and shook his head slowly.

Mu Wanzhou nodded knowingly: "Your Majesty is indeed a nobleman who forgets things too much. After all, His Majesty is a tyrant who is resolute in killing and fighting, and is a tyrant who makes Kyushu fearful. Even Wanzhou is ashamed of himself when it comes to cruelty, so, no It makes sense to remember the younger brother I personally killed!"

"Brother?" Xiao Luobei's mind quickly flashed countless past events, "You mean, this is... Could it be...?!"

"That's right," Mu Wanzhou didn't bother to go around with him anymore, "This is the tablet of the Holy Majesty's younger brother, the former Fourth Highness Xiao Chenying. Does the Majesty have any impression now?"

"Xiao Si..." Xiao Luobei muttered, and suddenly understood something, "So, you know him?"

"I know him." Mu Wanzhou's dark golden right pupil glowed with a strange light, "Not only do I know him, but my relationship with him is also very special."

"Special...not?" Xiao Luobei's voice trembled, his heartbeat suddenly increased, and a bad premonition swept over him crazily.

"Yes," Mu Wanzhou ruthlessly made his premonition come true without hesitation, "it's very special. His Highness Fourth is the only person Wanzhou has ever loved."

Xiao Luobei was struck by lightning, before he could endure the pain that tore his body and mind, he heard him continue to say coldly:

"As for His Majesty, I have never loved His Majesty."

He paused, and added: "Not only that, I toss and turn day and night, hating the Holy Majesty like a heart-wrenching bone."

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Day and night, I tossed and turned, hating the Holy Majesty like a heart-wrenching bone.

No matter how confused, puzzled, angry, or wronged Xiao Luobei was before, it was not as powerful as this sentence.

Is there anything more heart-wrenching than hearing the person you love the most say that you hate yourself?

For a moment, he was stunned, refusing to accept the facts he heard, refusing to believe such a cruel confession.

"No," he shook his head in a daze, "Impossible, Wanzhou, you...you hate me? I don't believe it! I don't believe it!"

"It's up to you." Mu Wanzhou smiled at him with sideways eyes, "But what I said is the truth, because..."

His tone suddenly became cold and gloomy, he gritted his teeth and said word by word: "You destroyed the only light in my life."

Xiao Luobei was stunned, the chaos in his eyes was slowly turning, and finally it was like a layer of mist covering the mist, gradually getting moist.

There were tears in his eyes, but he still tried his best to endure.

"So..." he trembled, "Because I killed him? Killed you the most, most, most..."

He couldn't continue, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't pronounce the words "most beloved".

How can he say it, how can he just accept the fact that the person Mu Wanzhou loves is not him?

And Mu Wanzhou said for him without delay: "Yes, it's because you killed my most beloved person."

"Okay, okay..." Xiao Luobei's eyes were red, and he nodded slowly, "So, he was the one who saved you in the Western Region five years ago, right?"

"Yes." Mu Wanzhou gently squeezed his chin and turned his head around, meeting the tearful eyes he was trying to hold back, "At that time, it was Zhuchuan who shot and killed those disgusting things, but he rushed to It was he who came to protect me."

"..." Xiao Luobei understood, understood everything.

What a ridiculous and sad fate is this?The tactics and tactics and the brotherhood I sacrificed in the battle for the heirloom back then finally came back today, making me irreparable.

If he hadn't designed Xiao Si to come to the Western Regions, then Xiao Si would not have met Mu Wanzhou, and would not have become the most cherished light in his life.

In that case, would the meeting between me and Mu Wanzhou be different?Will it not be where it is today?

If I had accepted the destiny and came to the Western Regions in person, I don’t know if I would have survived the battle for succession, but maybe I was the one who met Mu Wanzhou and saved him, and it was also the one who became the eternal in Mu Wanzhou’s heart. Own.

However, this is already a paradox, an answer that can never be found.

Everything in the world has no ifs.

It can only be said that God's will tricks people, and it is destined that he and Mu Wanzhou will go to this irreversible step.

He held back the tears that wanted to burst out of his eyes, and asked persistently: "So, from the very beginning, when you approached me, you came with the purpose of avenging him?"

Mu Wanzhou smiled coquettishly, and suddenly changed back to her usual charming and pleasant appearance.

"I will let you die clearly," he said in a gentle voice, as if he was coaxing his most beloved lover, "Yes, Your Majesty, do you remember the assassin on the day we first met? I asked Zhuchuan to arrange it, To let you meet me..."

Xiao Luobei's heart clenched, and the uncontrollable pain spread out from the depths of his heart like vines, wantonly crawling towards the meridians of his body, making it difficult for him to breathe.

"So," he said with difficulty, "everything that happened later was also in your plan? Seduce me to favor you, willing to be Yuehua's substitute, just to...to get close to me?"

"Yes," Mu Wanzhou smiled, "Do I look like him?"

He frowned and thought for a while, then shook his head unhappily: "It doesn't seem like it, because you—are always dissatisfied. You lose your temper at me, embarrass me, and humiliate me at every turn. I also had a headache for a while because of this, I don’t know how to get rid of him from your heart, it’s quite distressing—Abei—”

When he said the word "Abei", his voice raised, and he also took on a three-point coquettish tone, just like when he usually called Xiao Luobei affectionately.

Hearing this "A Bei", Xiao Luobei finally couldn't hold it anymore, two lines of scorching tears slipped quietly from his always confident and sharp eyes.

He has always been proud and proud, full of ambition in everything, never shrinking or self-doubting, and all of the arrogance he was accustomed to, all collapsed when he heard the word "Abei".

At this moment, these two words only made him feel sore.

"Why?" He asked dejectedly in a low voice, "Since you hate me so much, why do you still spend so much time trying to please me, tolerate me, and go out of your way to win the world for me?"

He bit his lips until they turned white, and there were bloodstains from the bite: "You could have killed me from the beginning—on the night you first met me, Zhu Chuan could easily kill me drunk with one blow, why? -"

"Good question!" Mu Wanzhou quietly watched the whole process of his teary eyes collapsing, and a very satisfied smile appeared on her lips.He patted Xiao Luobei's face lightly, and kissed him softly on the lips.

His eyes were full of approval and reward: "As expected of me, Ah Bei."

When Xiao Luobei was kissed by him, tears gushed out of his stubborn and heartbroken eyes again and again, sliding down his handsome but pale cheeks.

Mu Wanzhou even looked down at him affectionately, and sighed softly:

"It's normal for Ah Bei not to understand. After all, in Ah Bei's opinion, His Royal Highness is just my sweetheart. If I want to avenge him, I will kill you directly. But..."

His face suddenly became extremely serious, and the gentle and charming light in his eyes disappeared, leaving only a deep chill and ice-coldness.

He squeezed Xiao Luobei's chin tightly, just like how Xiao Luobei pinched him before until it turned blue.His words were like ice, piercing into Xiao Luobei's heart like a sharp blade:

"Kill you directly? How can there be such a cheap thing in the world?! To me, he is not only my beloved, but also the only warmth and the only light in my life, but he is completely destroyed by you. What do you think? , is it enough to repay once you die?!"

"..." Xiao Luobei was speechless.

Mu Wanzhou continued, her voice becoming more and more vicious: "Not enough, definitely not enough for me, Mu Wanzhou. Because... what I pay attention to most is-"

He paused for a moment, then raised his chin slightly, but he showed a lofty attitude that Xiao Luobei had never seen before.

His pupils narrowed slightly, and he spoke word by word, "Kill, people, punish, heart!"

Killing people.When Xiao Luobei heard these four words, he vaguely understood everything.At the same time, these four words literally tore his heart apart and shattered into thousands of pieces.

Mu Wanzhou held up his devastated face seriously, sprayed the fragrance from his lips into his nose, and his voice was almost neurotic and crazy:

"My Mu Wanzhou's revenge must be like this. Let you get everything you want step by step, the replacement of Mr. Feng, the return of the Zhenxi Army, the absolute loyalty of the Zhenbei Army, the surrender of all courtiers, Then there is the control of the entire world..."

"This is not enough, I want you to fall in love with me sincerely, even more than Mr. Feng, to become the most inseparable and special existence in your life..."

"Then, at the happiest and happiest time in your life, I will let you lose all of this and everything! Let you experience all my pain once again - the kind of losing hope, falling from the high sky to the dark The pain of the abyss!"

When he said the last sentence, Xiao Luobei couldn't bear it anymore, the center of his brows trembled violently, the blood in his chest surged, the meridians all over his body went retrograde, and a mouthful of blood spewed out from his throat.

This mouthful of hot heart blood truly proved that his heart was about to be broken.

Mu Wanzhou looked at his expression on the verge of collapse, the dark golden light in his eyes had never been so dazzling, and an extremely cruel, almost extreme pleasure-like happiness gradually rose on his face.

"Now, have you realized it?" He gently stroked Xiao Luobei's face, slowly wiped away the blood stains from the corner of his mouth, and his voice became tender again, "My mood all the time—even if it is ten One part?! Do you know the feeling of heartache, life without love? The despair and fear of not knowing when every day will end, and the feeling that no matter how many times you have sex in bed Unresolved loneliness and emptiness...? Ah Bei, answer me..."

Xiao Luobei's throat was so dry that it hurt, he couldn't utter a word, he only stared at him with wide eyes, and refused to let go of any expression on his face for a moment.

The current Mu Wanzhou, with the invisible mask on his face for an unknown period of time, finally fell apart and disappeared without a trace.He has returned to his original and truest appearance—he can be gentle and charming, charming and seductive, or vicious and cruel, with a cold heart.Moreover, the combination of these contradictory elements on him does not violate harmony at all.

On the contrary, Xiao Luobei breathed a sigh of relief.

——Ah, this is him, the real him, no pretense, nothing else, just 100% Mu Wanzhou.

——He finally saw the complete Mu Wanzhou, his Wanzhou.

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The next chapter is Wan Zhou and Xiao Si's sweet first love!

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