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There is only a small USB flash drive lying in the palm of the hand, obviously there is no temperature, but there is a faint feeling of some kind of heat, which makes the skin in the palm of the hand slightly hot.

This is probably the most precious wealth that father left him and Yin Chunxiao.

The door of the audio-visual room was pushed open, Yin Chunxiao walked in, and saw the golden USB flash drive in Yin Shaoyang's hand.

Yin Shaoyang raised his hand and passed it over, "Let it go."

"Tsk!" Yin Chunxiao always looked disdainful, took the USB flash drive and turned on the projector, "Masters are shaking their hands back, don't be ashamed to throw it away!"

Yin Shaoyang looked at his hand and spat: "Don't talk nonsense, you're not much better, hurry up and let go!"

The projector started to work, the room was dark, and the black wall in front of them was peeling off a little bit. The scene was recorded in this audio-visual room. Yin Shaoyang and Yin Chunxiao sat upright, adjusting their breathing secretly.

There was no one, but Lao Wang's voice came from inside: "Master, hold the remote control, and press this button after recording."

Mr. Yin's voice was hoarse, and he sounded a little nervous, "I know, you go out first."

The sound of weak footsteps was getting closer, and then an old man in a suit and tie appeared in front of the empty wall, and he was also wearing a fisherman's hat. Yin Shaoyang remembered that his father started wearing a hat after chemotherapy.

Mr. Yin sat down facing the camera, with a very serious expression, adjusted his hat and tie, and finally remembered that the recording had started, he couldn't help smiling, and he felt relaxed.

"What should I say?" He leaned on crutches and lowered his head in thought, then raised his head, "I think about it, you two should be watching the video now, I don't know how can you two brothers sit together and watch the video calmly?" Whatever the month of the year, but I believe there will always be a day, so for now, Dad, just pretend you two are behind the camera."

Yin Shaoyang pressed his fist to his lips, and gnawed his thumb repeatedly. He never felt that his tear glands were so well developed. Fortunately, the room was dark, so it would not be embarrassing.

"Shaoyang, you are very similar to me. From the first time I saw you at the age of 11, I felt like a wolf cub. He was still suckling, but he was stubborn and refused to bow his head. I used to be proud To cover up your inferiority complex, you missed your mother and the 11 years of watching you babble and toddler.”

He seemed to be able to see the two people outside the camera, and moved his eyes to Yin Chunxiao who was silent, and said with a smile: "You boy, you were so good when you were young, and then you left home to drift in the society, so I saw that you also have a wolfish nature." , I can't say whether it's good or bad, I can only say that Dad is sorry for you, he didn't educate you to be an 'adult', but became a white-eyed wolf, and the boy who picked you up is really enough for him."

"I have been in business for so many years, I am used to getting the maximum benefit with the lowest cost, and I am used to only looking at the results and not the process. I always thought that if I bury the seeds in the soil and water them on time, they will bear fruit, and they can also follow the instructions I specified. Mold specifications are used to grow, Shaoyang, at this point, it is my negligence as a father, Chi Xiaolao said yesterday that the fruit in the mold will not grow into a square, and it may also grow into crooked melons and cracked dates... Hey, I have already I don't have time to make up for the mistakes I made. I think he is a good kid, and I want to use him as the glue between you brothers. From him, you should be able to see something called 'hope'. In today's society, It is obviously very precious..."

Speaking of this, his back bowed obviously, and immediately stood up with his crutches and walked out of the camera. Before the footsteps were far away, there were bursts of suppressed coughing, and then the door was closed to stop all sound.

Yin Shaoyang leaned on the sofa, his eyes were blurred, his fingertips swept over the corners of his eyes, and the hot and humid liquid was stuck to it. The liquid looked very strange. After so many years, he thought he had forgotten how to cry.

After a while, Mr. Yin appeared on the screen. The instrument had obviously been tidied up, and his voice was hoarse than before.

"…With hope in your arms, you will naturally have a motivation to move forward, and you will naturally straighten your path. You will understand what it means to be a human being and what it means to be grateful. Once you have precious sentiments, you will Harvesting happiness, the definition of happiness is not only family, but also the scenery you see along the way and the smiles you collect. Two sons, I haven’t made any contribution to the family, but I still hope to reap your happiness, I think... now I have seen... Dad bless you! Come on!"

When the video ended here, Yin Chunxiao buried his head in tears.

Has daddy seen it?In this cold mansion, without a family to accompany, this cold audition room, a person imagined that he had seen it when he looked at the camera.

The unruly black hair that used to be combed fell off one by one during chemotherapy, and he had to wear a fisherman hat. He once said that it is the most impolite to meet people with a hat. He lay down on the hospital bed and got up in the mall. How did you feel when you didn't come?

His face is gray and pale. He is only 60 years old, and he has been tortured out of shape by illness. His dry and cracked skin and knife-like grooves made him, who has always paid attention to his image, suddenly aged ten years, but his chin is clean, probably In order to record the video, the face was specially shaved. The man who once said that he was the same can only shave his face in the end, put on a well-fitting suit and tie, and finally leave a relatively refreshing image for his sons. .

The son wants to raise and kisses!

This is probably the punishment for being the Son of Man.

A few tall sycamores in the courtyard are sparsely dotted with a few yellow leaves, and the ground is covered with a thick layer of fallen leaves. This kind of rough plant not only has no aesthetic feeling in the private courtyard, but brings a lot of trouble to the cleaning work. inconvenient.

"When I bought this house, my father left these trees, because they can enjoy the shade in summer, and the whole backyard is shaded by trees." Yin Chunxiao picked up the coffee pot, poured two cups, and the aroma immediately overflowed. "With sugar and milk?"

"I'll do it myself." Yin Shaoyang lifted the milk jug and filled up half a cup of coffee. Yin Chunxiao watched this typical mountain cannon behavior and clicked his tongue, "Wouldn't it be more convenient for you to just add coffee to the milk jug."

Yin Shaoyang took a sip of coffee and raised his eyebrows: "It's a good suggestion!"

"Although it's rude, just be happy with yourself." Yin Chunxiao slid his fingers back and forth on the rim of the cup, but kept his eyes on Yin Shaoyang, "He just left like that, and you don't want to chase him back?"

"Let him go." Yin Shaoyang seemed to have realized a bit of Buddha nature overnight, and his facial features looked solemn, "I can't fetter him with emotion, he should go out and see the outside world, I am willing Give him time and space to slowly comprehend."

"Aren't you afraid that he won't look back?"

Yin Shaoyang shook his head and smiled: "Of course I'm afraid, I'm afraid all the time, I can't control his footsteps, but I can guarantee that I will always be here, where I am, waiting for him."

It was really disgusting for a rough man to say such sentimental words suddenly, Yin Chunxiao shuddered, and then thought of that person, and felt sad and sentimental.

"On the plane to go, he slept with his blindfold on and sat motionless for more than ten hours, thinking that I didn't know, but the blindfold was already soaked."

"It was I who proposed the marriage proposal, and he immediately agreed, and I secretly rejoiced, thinking that he would agree even if he didn't even think about it, it must be that he still thinks about me... In fact, he is guilty, I thought I caused trouble for you, two days before the wedding, he stayed up with Xiaoman all night, and I just stood outside the ward like an idiot."

He looked faintly at the gray sky in the distance, his eyes distant: "Until the signing in the church, Attorney Fang came... I was also relieved at that time, even if he married me, it was a fake, and I couldn't lie to myself for the rest of my life." .” He thumped his left chest and said in relief, “His heart is not with me.”

It seemed that everything that should be said had been said, Yin Chunxiao's heart was scratching back and forth like a scorpion, as a loser crying in front of a rival in love, it was too embarrassing, so she put down her glass, stood up, turned around and left.

"Yin Chunxiao!"

He didn't look back, and responded with a muffled sound.

"Going home during the Chinese New Year this year, let's have a good drink."

"Row!"

……

2014-12-2913 55:[-] from WeicoPro

The accompanying volunteers were all young people, and there were a few mothers whose children were lost. The car couldn't enter the mountain, and it took three hours to walk. No one complained. The mothers are doing well!

August 1th at 20:17 from Weibo weibo.com

The weather is cold, but the big guy's heart is warm. The medical station on the dam has been completed. The captain looked very handsome when he cut the ribbon, and was confessed by the girl on the dam.

January 1 at 29:23 from WeicoPro

At this time, on the way to Tibet, I hope you will have a smooth journey!

January 1 at 31:00 from WeicoPro

Can't sleep, several teammates have altitude sickness, I don't know if tomorrow will be better, capitalized distressed...

January 1 at 31:11 from WeicoPro

Photo: Butter Tea

(The above Weibo time is in positive order, and the one without the year is the current year, 2015.)

The electronic cigarette is turned back and forth between the fingers. This thing cannot replace the pungent stimulation that nicotine brings to the mouth and trachea. It can be used as a consolation for quitting smoking. In the dead of night, I read Weibo for the Nth time in front of the computer when……

His Weibo has grown from five fans to 15 followers in just one year.

Xiao Mazi, where will you be this time next year?

……

"This year's Spring Festival Gala is very boring, and the six-year-old children didn't even attend!"

"That's right, how could there be no Monkey King in the Year of the Monkey? Look, the director's Weibo has been scolded all over the place."

The two little girls were chattering in the elevator. As soon as they got out of the elevator, they saw the chairman slamming his mobile phone into the glass door neatly.

Everyone in the lobby on the first floor wanted to laugh but didn't dare to laugh, they all looked left and right to find a corner to sneak in and have a good smile.

Yin Shaoyang touched his forehead and walked out of the door calmly.

He tweeted again! ! !

Just Feb 2 (14:10) via WeicoPro

Blue Moon Valley can reflect Jade Dragon Snow Mountain, can you see it?

The sacred mountain in the minds of the Naxi people, legend has it that if you see it, your wishes will come true. I hope... I have too many wishes. Let’s look at the snow-capped mountains. Let’s take a picture overlooking it. Isn’t it spectacular?

Yin Shaoyang Mao Kuai left a message, let out a long breath, and finally snatched the sofa: It is very spectacular, I saw your shadow...

The following was immediately blown up by fans' comments.

Please show your face!

Brass Ball!

Last time it was a hand, this time it was a shadow, will it be far behind to show your face?

Who is the sofa?Drag it out and chop your hands!

……

The temperature in the early spring of this year was ridiculously high. It was just after the new year, and the temperature was rising all the way. It was like March in Yangchun. Yin Shaoyang found a restaurant with an open-air cafe to prepare for Chinese food. While waiting for the food to be served, he used it to review Weibo .

(The following microblog times are in reverse order, and those without a year mark are from this year, 2016)

August 1th at 12:11 from Weibo weibo.com

We are going to stay in Yunnan for a month, and we will divide into several groups and go deep into remote towns, hoping that everything will go well.

2015-12-2013 20:[-] from WeicoPro

A mother from Guizhou found her five-year-old child who had been separated for 290 six days. She believed that the miracles of this world are everywhere, and posted a photo.

The photo of the big hand holding the small hand, the big hand stained with wind and frost, has written the heartache of this mother all the way.

2015-11-1815:28 from Weibo weibo.com

The HIV virus is vertically transmitted from the mother. Eight-year-old Xiaodoubao is very optimistic. He said that he wants to be China's Beckham, and I believe he can do it.

2015-08-2311:48 from Weibo weibo.com

These two months are like a dream. Our volunteer team assisted the local police in rescuing a total of [-] abducted children. Praise for the police uncle!

"Ding dong!"

Another new Weibo came in.

Just Feb 2 (14:10) via WeicoPro

There is no text, only a picture - a green emerald in the palm of a plain hand, and the background is the green Baishui River in the Blue Moon Valley.

Yin Shaoyang's pupils kept shrinking, and he couldn't believe his eyes. He wanted to open his eyes to see clearly, but his vision blurred instantly.

Two years, more than 800 days and nights, he repeated the boring two points and one line step by step, and what made him happy for several days was probably this Weibo that was updated from time to time, a paragraph, a word, and a picture , even if it's just an expression, it's the only way to maintain missing, even if he never sees a message or a response about himself, he still enjoys grabbing the sofa like a child, maybe this will bring him closer.

But today, he spread out his palm, there are two lakes, one big and one small, the White Water River in Blue Moon Valley can reflect the Jade Dragon Snow Mountain, which represents hope, so what does the lake in the palm reflect?

"Ding dong!"

This time it’s a long Weibo——

Just Feb 2 (14:11) via WeicoPro

Dama is a capable woman, and she is responsible for their family's livelihood alone. Dama's man smiles every day, saying that he has married a good wife.

I asked Dharma why men in the family were not allowed to do physical work. Dharma said that anyone who can do it can do it. Why must men do manual work?

She is stronger than a man, and she is born to use her strength to eat. The man takes care of the children and manages the housework every day.

A home is built brick by brick, and every link is inseparable. Dama said that she is very content. Without her man, she would have few children. Without these, where would she spend all her energy?

Dama thanked God for giving her such a good husband, a husband who supported the family with her.

I think I seem to understand that the true meaning of love does not have to be "parallel", sometimes "support" is greater.

Yin Shaoyang read each word, and when the last paragraph jumped into his eyes, he suddenly woke up, and immediately dialed the secretary's phone number: "Contact the air traffic control immediately and let them approve it as soon as possible. I am going to Lijiang."

"Are you going to Lijiang? It will take at least one day for approval. If you are in a hurry, you might as well book a plane ticket."

"Then you check the direct flight to Lijiang, book the fastest one, no matter what cabin, I won't hang up, hurry up!"

"Flight at [-]:[-] p.m. at the earliest."

"One piece!"

"Ok!"

He stood up excitedly and bumped into the waiter who was carrying the plate. The steak cracked and fell off the plate. The waiter hurriedly apologized and wiped his suit with a tissue, "I'm sorry sir, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry... ..."

"It's okay, the first time I met my lover, I stepped on the gutter oil on my pant leg!"

The waiter raised his head and saw clearly the tall man in front of him, handsome, restrained and elegant.It's just that the smile on the corner of the mouth is a little unstoppable, the mouth is almost hanging on the ears.

"Good hit!" The gentleman nervously dipped his fingers into the sauce on the pocket of his suit, then sucked it into his mouth, and said a curse word gracefully: "It tastes so fucking good!" Then he cocked his fart Ass ran.